Rewritten Fate

All I could see before my eyes was Alexia, the female delta head, hugging my mate snuggled in my blanket, in my bedroom.I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. My wolf had become dormant the moment he rejected me but now the insult was unbearable. I shifted, painfully and ran away. With no destination in mind, nowhere to go and sadly no one would even realise my missing.Hera and Liam would come. Maybe.Trust was completely erased from my dictionary.Hate is the only emotion I feel now.Why? Why?I loved him. My first love, my mate.I had no idea what my fate had for me as up until now

Rejected.An excruciating pain shot up my lower body. I crouched down holding my belly. The pain spread through my nerves and it felt like my body and soul would rip apart any second. Tears flooded, head throbbed, muscles weakened.  A mixture of emotions, but I was too numb from the pain. I couldn't make out what I was feeling right now.I slowly opened my eyes and looked over to our bed, laying naked was my friend Alexia. She had her head up, probably enjoying the scene of seeing me in pain. But why?. She was smirking.I tried getting up but in vain. I could hear grey growling  and throwing a tantrum. I shut my eyes tight and held my breath.I needed time, time to think this through.

I entered the room that I proudly declared as ‘ours’. Well, now it is ‘theirs’. I could see how things had moved around. Instead of the fresh lilies I used to pick from our garden, there were coffee mugs. Instead of my bookshelf, there stood what seemed to be a plant. The books on the coffee table have also been removed, the paint and curtains have also been replaced. Once on that balcony there were all the beautiful exotic plants that bloomed all varieties of flowers. How pretty and soothing it was to step out into that view. We also had a couple chairs, we spent hours lazily sitting there enjoying a cup of coffee. I recalled how I sat down with my books in the corner of this very room dreaming of a life with Ethan and junior versions of him and me running around the house. Our little happy family. And look! How things have changed, how fate has played its part. Bad. 

I didn't turn on any lights, careful to not step or stumble on my way. I directed myself towards the kitchen. A figure was leaning into the counter, back to me. The table lamp I had kept on the shelf in the living room rested on the counter. He.. yes from the dim light of the lamp I could make that out, his broad shoulder and his overall look gave it away. ‘Is he washing something? What was that?’ I asked myself. Blood? Breath caught in my lungs.I once again confirmed my grip on the handle and slowly moved toward him. I definitely did not want any excuses from anyone who had entered my house at this hour. I raised the handle and crashed it down onto the person’s head. Bang.

I sat on the sofa staring at the green card in hand. I had not opened it yet. The gold floral pattern in the front glistened, capturing slight glimpses of my reflection. I have been fiddling with this card for quite some time. Liam had gone back to his house. The party is going to be tonight. It’s already afternoon. I have been sitting here ever since Liam had gone. It’s weird the more I think about it. My hurt felt the pain, but I didn’t want it to show. If I didn’t go it would be giving up without even trying. I will have to go. I can’t give the relief of not showing up, they would think I’m still in love with him,“Where’s the lie in it, though?” I asked myself. I sighed deeply and opened the card. Liam had told me many times to open it, I didn’t know how I would react seeing their names toget