" Do your best when you’re training, best friend. "
That’s, and without a doubt, brother Gasus, shouting like that in the corridor, is he stupid? There is no manner at all in the way he speaks. Saying these kinds of words means that he is not here for my brother, then for whom? I don’t like thinking too much. I’ll enjoy my morning drinking tea and reading a book. I had too many thoughts in my head recently that I began to be absent-minded all the time. I raise my head from my book. He is coming this way with a little girl. I presume that she is his sister, but why did he bring her here? Does he think that I am a babysitter? What a stupid thought? Manners manners, let’s not judge the situation from its look.
" Good morning! I am Bonine Rayginaz. Pleased to meet you, my Lady. "
" I… am… Belladone. "
" I am happy to meet you. It must’ve been tiring to come all the way here, it’s too far, right ? "
I hold her hand. She is still a child. I need to babysit again, why do I have to do it? Why me? I wanted to be an obedient child and read books. If they are here, that means that my mother invited them inside.
I think that I pissed him off when I didn’t greet him. Serves him right! Who told him to bring his troublesome sister? Belladone is someone who likes causing trouble, and she comes at the wrong time, I wanted to study The concepts of building a stable magic reserve, it was a book that I planned to read for a long time.
" Uh !... It was nothing I wanted to come with my brother. "
" Bonine, you didn’t greet meeee, I even brought your favourite chocolate. "
" Welcome, brother Gasus, did you have a safe trip? "
" Thank you. It’s tiring, but it’s worth it. "
" Brother Durian isn’t here. He went training with father this morning. "
" I know I didn’t come here for him. I come here for you. I am here to see you. Bonny bunny! "
How childish of him to think that I’ll blush over something so trivial! Does he think that I am a naive Lady? If I didn’t know better what kind of womanizer he is, maybe I’ll get frustrated by his words, but I am an experienced one in his flirting style. Even if I was dumb in love, I know what he is. He even called me by Bony Bunny… Bony Bunny was my nickname in my last life. He used to call me so because I got scared of his tiger. This name was only made because of that special counter with his pet. I didn’t happen yet, so why does he know it? Is he, perhaps, someone who got reborn like me? Impossible, it’s only a coincidence, maybe he got this name in his head for some time, and that situation gave him the right to call me so. Anyway, let’s not pay attention to it that much! It’s only a coincidence! Now for the most important thing, let’s disappoint him!
" Thank you very much for thinking about me! I will give a tart as a present. It’s tasty. Aunt Riza made a lot. "
" Do you want to come to my room, Lady Belladone, you have a beautiful name! " I said to Gasus’little sister.
" Thank you… Hmph ! "
We left Gasus behind. Serves him right. I want to read that book so badly.
I’ll give her a toy to play with, if she likes it, she can take it with her, since they want her to be my friend, let’s make her my friend. She isn’t a bad person. She’ll grow to be an unmannered beautiful Lady. She is worse than me in handling people and makes a fuss about everything. She used to be framed a lot because she wasn’t intelligent enough to fend it off. While I liked being buried in books studying magic and supernatural phenomenon, she used to train with a sword. She’ll become the pride of her family.
" Do you want to play with dolls? I have a lot of them. You can choose anyone that we can play with. "
" I don’t like playing with toys, these kinds of things are for babies, you are such a baby to play with them, I don’t like playing with toys, and I don’t like playing pretend. "
" Then what do you like? "
" Are you an idiot? You are weird. Why do you act like a Lady when we are children. "
What is it? Why is she offended? She has a sharp mouth despite her age; she is 10 years old. 2 years younger than me. She is calling me an idiot, sorry I got your message, but I don’t pretend, I swore to be an obedient child, and mom likes it when we act with manners, knowing the etiquette. She is acting like someone who is used to hear praise about someone else. Wait does brother Gasus praise me in front of her? To make her act like me, I remember that he said that he wants his sister to be like me. Oooh, that’s troublesome. How can I deal with this situation? Aaah I can always say that we are what we are.
" I swear you are the weird one! No one speaks the way you do and act like you. I will not be like you! "
" Lady Belladone, there is no reason for you to act like me; everyone has their charms. You choose to be what you want. No one has the right to command you to do something that you don’t like. You are fine just the way you are. "
Her cheek heats up. I should be careful since a child’s cheek is easily heated when we are shy. I don’t want to show emotions that can ruin me. I see her hesitate for a while.
" Belladone, call me Belladone. "
That’s a good beginning. Now that the misunderstanding is gone. It will be alright to speak without hate. We sit playing tea party. It’s so boring, but I had to keep going because I have no choice, no one knows that I am an adult in a child’s body.
" Are you having fun? I brought you something delicious. This is the thing that I told you about earlier, you will like it, " said brother Gasus.
What is this? Is it a cold chocolate drink? It looks too sweet, and I like sweet things, but I must act mature and lower my sugar taste. I’ll taste it if it’s too sweet, I’ll give it up. Ooooh I know I’ll regret it if I do it. I thanked him for the food. It’s too delicious! What is this? It’s not too sweet, not too salty, the mixture is perfect, it seems that he used the same type of chocolate like the one he gave me before. It has such a rich flavour that I can’t get enough of it. I could drink this forever. I turn my head towards brother Gasus to thank him, and I am shocked to see him laughing. Oooh my God! Did I overdo it? But it’s too tasty!
" It’s the same chocolate as before. "
" Right, hazelnut. Belladone you have some in your face, HAHAHA… " he turns to his sister wiping her face from the chocolate.
"Don’t touch me, idiot, do you want another beating ! "
Lady Belladone is rough with her brother. I pity him. But they seem so close, before me and my siblings weren’t that close, but now I can’t say so. I worked hard, and I see the result. After arguing for a while, she slept like a mule.
" Bony Bunny do you want to play with me? "
" What will we play brother Gasus ? "
" Anything you like. You kept my troublesome sister company, so, normally, I’ll do the same for you. "
" Thank you. Then I am interested in reading a book, may you read one for me? "
" Of course, which one? A fairy tale will be perfect. "
" Brother Gasus, there is a book on the upper shelf, it’s name is the chronicle of the seven law. I wanted to read it for a long time now. "
The chronicle of the seven law was my favourite book. It’s a book that narrates the fall of a great empire. The way it went down reminded me of my family.
" Lady Bonine! There is something I wanted to ask you for a long time now. "
" Ask me anything, brother Gasus. "
" Then if someone had seen the death of all her family, what would be their reaction to know that her beloved one is the one who planned for it? "
" What kind of question is that brother Gasus ? "
Yes, what kind of question is this? It’s like he is testing me to know something. Well, if someone is reborn the same as me; he will notice my change of behaviour.
" Just asking, forget it. It’s just that you seem different from my memory. You were clumsy. "
What does he mean by clumsy? I was an obedient child until now. Why would he say something like that? What is he thinking about? Why did he even come here? I never remembered that he brought his sister here before. Why now? Things changed without me knowing, but I didn’t interfere with brother Gasus’life. How come he is asking a question about my last life? It’s like he is telling me that…
" Brother Gasus! How come? How do you know about my last life? "
If he asks a weird question, I’ll say I am joking. He sits opening the book that he picked.
" There, there, I had some doubts before, but you seem to be reborn too. "
" How did you know that I was reborn? "
" You are different. You are acting like the young Lady Bonine that I know. Of course, I had some doubts before, but I enjoyed your reaction when I said Bonny Bunny. You know I called you so when you got scared by my tiger. "
" I tried to begin by being a good child. I don’t want to make the same mistakes, I was given a second chance, and I won’t waste it. "
" Right, right, don’t cry! I am glad that you know who is trying to ruin you but tell me what happened that you came back in time? "
" He wanted my powers, he thought that I was born with those abilities, even when I told him that I learned them, that he’ll gain nothing if he sacrificed me, he took me for a liar. "
" I was dead before you maybe, you can enlighten me because I don’t know many things. I can help you. I see that you have been working on getting the other nobles by your side. You did well until now. "
" After your death, war broke off. I lost everything. Mother died, and that bastard abandoned me. It was a hellish life. I hated every last bit of it. He used my powers for him. He took all the credit when I was the one fighting in the war. I stayed in the shadows while he was known as a great wizard. I made so many mistakes that I am not going to repeat them. I am sorry, it was because of me that you died. "
" Why are you apologizing for something you haven’t done? We must be careful since things are not as they seem. Anyway, I am glad that we are in the same boat because I was thinking about how to prevent you from meeting him. Let’s work hard together to protect the ones we care about. "
I nod.
" Brother Gasus! I guess I’ll leave my family in your hands. "" Why? "" I want to go to the academy. I need to gain power using my own knowledge and talent. "" It’s a good idea, considering your abilities, you’ll do better in the academy than staying here. But I doubt that your brothers will let you off. "
Living that idiotic figure behind, we keep walking towards the place where we’ll have our tests. This place isn’t that amazing in my eyes. I remember that a massacre happened here because someone tried to plot against the prince of the Azura kingdom. I remember that he was a rude and cruel person. No one could tolerate him. He came here for a visit and ended up killing a lot of students. I’ll make sure to prepare for it. The exam will begin soon. We’ll have to hurry to the examination site.Everyone is chatting. Things are lively here. I keep standing in my place, thinking about the upcoming test. I wonder what it will be. Moving my head in all direct
I’ve never considered that I’ll meet Davina early.I guess I just made a mistake, the participant that I defeated will be listed as the 200 in the ranking, his fighting style was pretty good for a student. Either way, I have no choice but to beat all of them. Seeing how the rest are acting, they won’t accept to be in the first 30th. They are aiming for the first place. Let’s show them how we will deal with them!" For now, we must find the others. It must be a priority. "
" What did you say? "" I want you to be my girlfriend. I said that if you want to go out with me. "I need to get out of here. I can’t stay with him in the same place. Every time that I see his face, I remember all his words, one by one, the sweet ones, and the harsh ones. I find difficulties in containing my tears. I changed, I am not the same one as in my last life, yet why is he interested in me?" Do I kn
He looks kinda from the Grinlen kingdom. He has light blue eyes and dark blue hair. This was the look of the one that I bumped into this morning. This day is already beginning to feel unlucky. I feel like I saw him somewhere, he feels kinda familiar in my eyes. Light blue eyes… and dark blue hair. I remember now, he will become a great fighter in the future, but to think that that rude person is the one standing in front of me. It’s shocking because if he was him, he will already say to scram. He shows me a questionable look. What is it? Oooh my God! I’ve been standing in his way observing him for a long time, I open my mouth in disbelief." Aaah excuse me! " I give away the way.
I was so confident that I’ll be able to protect my family if I worked harder. But I didn’t take into consideration a lot of things. Even if I escaped from William thi
I heard that there are fireworks this night so I dragged all my friends to town. I never had the chance to enjoy them in my last life. I was too focused on William thatI forgot to enjoy life. I’ll live this time enjoying my life. I’ll take every opportunity into account. We sneaked out by climbing the walls of the academy.The town is crowded tonight. The fireworks start at midnight, right? I don’t know why the memories of my last life keep ringing in my head even on these occasions, but I won’t miss this opportunity to save everyone, not only my family but even the people who can’t defend themselves.
I didn’t think that in spite of hurrying up we end up late. It wasn’t my fault for meddling too much in a terrorist attack. Now we can’t get in, the barrier was activated and we didn’t have official permission to go out. We have to spend the night outside." I should’ve expected this and reported you in time, " said Rayan to me.
« I am sorry father, but you should go somewhere else, » I whispered.«I won’t…»« You don’t have any choice. I am sending you. I’ll see you if I could. »I don’t know where I sent my father, but I made sure to fuel the spell enough for it. I know that this might be a mistake, but I wasn’t going to let my father hinder me. He exhausted all of his mana.« I will be your opponent, William, » I said, taking my sword out and pointing it towards him.« I don’t want to fight you, Lady Bonine. I know that you have exceptional skills, but you won’t be able to fight me. »« How would I know if I don’t try? »«Lady Bonine, I wa
I felt that something was going to happen. My mind was restless this whole afternoon. I changed my clothes in a simple dress. I can’t deny that I had a hard time calming Caroline, who was scared to get exposed. I am glad for one thing; I gave all my family jewels that have a special stone, as long as they are wearing it, I would sense that they are okay. Once the stone gets destroyed, I would feel it and rush to help them. As long as he has it, I won’t feel worried about anything.«My Lady, you won’t sleep. It’s already past 10,» said Caroline.I stared at her and asked if my father got back from the castle; she shook her head negatively. I requested her to make another teacup. I had already decided to stay awake until my father returned. I closed my eyes, resting my head against the sofa. The sleep submerged me, but I had to make sure that my father was alright. I was
«Caroline, I’ll be going out today. Just cover for me, I don’t know the others to know about this,» I said.«But my Lady, you are creating troubles for me. I won’t be able to get away if I am found out,» she replied.« Don’t worry; my father knows that I am such a troublesome child. »As I finished putting on my clothes, I jumped from the balcony, leaving Caroline dumb-founded. I heard that there is good competition at the GREAT WIZARD. It’s a place that I remember from my past life; I passed by it when I went strolling the capital with Edward. I still remember it; it was a raining day. I teleported myself to the capital. When you are sneaking away, you don’t need a carriage.I wandered through the street and came across the market. It was placed in a series of rooftops co
« Bonine. Lately, you have been absent-minded. What happened? Is it something that is bothering you? » Inquired Davina, worried.« It’s nothing. I’ve been having trouble sleeping. Lately, it must be because of it. Davina, do you respect Sir William Ramezinat ? »«Actually, I despise him.»« Why? »« I don’t know; I don’t like him. He gets on my nerves every time; he shows up. »He got on my nerves too. Since that day, he’s been visiting the Rayginaz state every two days. I don’t know how to get rid of him. After his third visit, he was casual to the maids; they admired his handsomeness. I need to be wary of the changes that occurred. If I were in his shoes, I would plant a spy on my father. Someone who could&
« You got used to it, pinning me down this way. Are you playing the tough guy, Edward? » I asked coming closer to his face, but it wasn't easy to maintain the position, so I let myself sink into the bed.I felt his breathing above my neck; it was tickling me. Ignoring my question, he went at it again. He made me want him and backed off. I felt his strong right hand over mine freeing the other one, and his other hand on my right hip. I moved my free hand to his chest, unbuttoning his shirt.«Don’t move. You won’t get away if you keep moving,» he whispered.« How did you get here? »I remembered that if my father saw him, things could get ugly. I don’t want him to go anywhere. He scrutinized my face as I felt his hand down my spine.&laqu
« I heard from your brother Durian that you beat your father. Impressive. What a pity! I wasn’t here. I had to run an errand downtown, » said Davina.« What a pity indeed! I didn’t beat him by the way. I thought that you are going to leave. Anyway, how come Durian told you about my duel with my brother? Strange indeed, is there some improvement? » I said, putting my fingers on my chin.« I told him that I want to exchange letters with him and he accepted it, » she replied, proud of herself.«I guess he is the type of person that waits for the girl to make a move.»Davina looked up, opening her mouth to talk but finished by keeping silence. I peeked at where she was staring at; Durian was standing in front of my father’s office reading documents; the door of the office was opened. I looked b
We returned the next day like scheduled. I was so curious about the Azur order that I went to see my father in his office immediately after changing my clothes. I wouldn’t say I like it when I don’t know anything important like this. Perhaps it’s the reason why my father was murdered in my last life. If I know what this is about, then I’ll know what William is aiming for or at least part of it.«I was waiting for you, Bonine. I know that your curiosity is bigger than you,» said my father.I smiled knowing that my father knows my character, I doubted him in my last life, he always had a stern face that I thought he didn’t care about us. Even when I used to ask for something, he answered me in a poker face; I had a hard time translating his emotions.« I came to know what I need to know and I’ll tell you what you need to know. I
«Hey Bonine, do you know what Edward’s servants say about him?» said Davina.After speaking to my father, I returned to my room. I wanted to think more about what he said to me. The Azur order really exists, but why is my father such an important thing from us? And why is it even secretive? The world is full of weird things. I was lying thinking when Davina came and lied down next to me. I can see that she didn’t sleep well too.« No, how they talk about him? » I asked.«I thought that you heard it. I am disappointed, you who is sensitive about everything that is said about him.»« I never cared about people’s talk; you know how women tend to change the reality of things. »« You’re right. I heard a maid saying that a beast tamer appear
«My Lady, help me. I can’t die, my family counts on me. I did everything following your orders. You can’t abandon me,» the lackey cried.Reina showed an annoyed face. I know this, she is probably thinking ‘is he serious? He was made to take the blame in the first place’. This show is entertaining, I wanted to investigate what happened today, but Edward beat me to it.« Who sent you? Speak, who sent you to frame me? You are ungrateful, my family had taken you under her wings to make your life better, but you harmed us. How can you be this bad? I can’t believe that there is someone who wants to harm us, » then she showed fake tears.I wonder what she thinks. She is probably wearing a necklace that makes her thoughts unreadable. I feel sleepy. Reina kneeled, holding her mouth crying. I must applaud her; she is too g