" What did you say? "
" I want you to be my girlfriend. I said that if you want to go out with me. "
I need to get out of here. I can’t stay with him in the same place. Every time that I see his face, I remember all his words, one by one, the sweet ones, and the harsh ones. I find difficulties in containing my tears. I changed, I am not the same one as in my last life, yet why is he interested in me?
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He looks kinda from the Grinlen kingdom. He has light blue eyes and dark blue hair. This was the look of the one that I bumped into this morning. This day is already beginning to feel unlucky. I feel like I saw him somewhere, he feels kinda familiar in my eyes. Light blue eyes… and dark blue hair. I remember now, he will become a great fighter in the future, but to think that that rude person is the one standing in front of me. It’s shocking because if he was him, he will already say to scram. He shows me a questionable look. What is it? Oooh my God! I’ve been standing in his way observing him for a long time, I open my mouth in disbelief." Aaah excuse me! " I give away the way.
I was so confident that I’ll be able to protect my family if I worked harder. But I didn’t take into consideration a lot of things. Even if I escaped from William thi
I heard that there are fireworks this night so I dragged all my friends to town. I never had the chance to enjoy them in my last life. I was too focused on William thatI forgot to enjoy life. I’ll live this time enjoying my life. I’ll take every opportunity into account. We sneaked out by climbing the walls of the academy.The town is crowded tonight. The fireworks start at midnight, right? I don’t know why the memories of my last life keep ringing in my head even on these occasions, but I won’t miss this opportunity to save everyone, not only my family but even the people who can’t defend themselves.
I didn’t think that in spite of hurrying up we end up late. It wasn’t my fault for meddling too much in a terrorist attack. Now we can’t get in, the barrier was activated and we didn’t have official permission to go out. We have to spend the night outside." I should’ve expected this and reported you in time, " said Rayan to me.
Sometimes, I just meet William outside of the hours of classes, I see him passing in the corridors, he looks at me with those eyes that expresses greed, I am scared. It’s true I have my friends now, I am not alone. I keep looking through the window, in my room. The weather is nice today, but I caught a cold yesterday, I can’t get out. I catch the attention of Edward, he was practicing with his sword, I can see that he practices hard. The way he moves makes my heart full of joy. I don’t mind his teasings anymore. Instead, it became a part of my daily life. The sun’s rays show his mature lines in a particular way, he is bright in the sun, it’ll be bad if he caught a fever because of the sun, but is he already used to it? I still admire his look, he is handsome, but isn’t Rayan and Saman handsome too? This time, he rai
I feel cold, she tortured me enough. After saying trash words, I guess Edward’s teasing is a lot better than this, why am I even thinking of him? She ordered some men to tie me upstanding, my feet couldn’t touch the floor, I guess I’ll just have to detach myself from reality to not feel the pain. I am only 14 years old, why did she even do that? I don’t know the prince but she is right, why did he glance over me? I don’t understand why. I don’t have enough strength to fight over tiring things. If I get out alive, I would go home, I want to see my family. But who will protect my family if I die? I need to stay alive.Edward.
Edward is still here. Sitting, reading a book. It’s a romance novel, I didn’t think that he is into that kind of things. I completely forgot that he can read minds. This jerk!«Thank you for the compliment!» he said.Anyway, why are staying here? You know that I am the only that they are detaining in this hospital. Furthermore, I have a nurse, you don’t need to nurse me.«I am here as a bodyguard. You know the kidnapper is still running wild. I was wondering how you got kidnapped considering your exceptional experience in battles.»It’s not that much really! In fact, I only have my visual memories, my body isn’t used to it. Anyway, can’t you shut down this incredible ability of yours? I want to think freely.« I know all of your secrets, you don&rs
One week has passed since we arrived. Davina spent her time training with Durian. I spent a good time persuading him to help her; he has so many words that he didn’t want to involve himself in anything else. I had to promise making a bracelet for him to take that promise to help Davina. Davina doesn’t know about this, but it is for the sake of the world’s future and her future as well. Either way, in the meantime, I was reading several books that I ordered recently from different libraries. I want to know more about magic and that spell that I was a victim of in my last life.I kept on reading and reading, but I couldn’t find anything on it. All the magic that humans know doesn’t show any sign of that kind of spell. The dark guild was involved, so I am not expecting that I could easily find information on it. I wasted my precious time on something that isn’t important now. I heard from my personal maid th
« I am sorry father, but you should go somewhere else, » I whispered.«I won’t…»« You don’t have any choice. I am sending you. I’ll see you if I could. »I don’t know where I sent my father, but I made sure to fuel the spell enough for it. I know that this might be a mistake, but I wasn’t going to let my father hinder me. He exhausted all of his mana.« I will be your opponent, William, » I said, taking my sword out and pointing it towards him.« I don’t want to fight you, Lady Bonine. I know that you have exceptional skills, but you won’t be able to fight me. »« How would I know if I don’t try? »«Lady Bonine, I wa
I felt that something was going to happen. My mind was restless this whole afternoon. I changed my clothes in a simple dress. I can’t deny that I had a hard time calming Caroline, who was scared to get exposed. I am glad for one thing; I gave all my family jewels that have a special stone, as long as they are wearing it, I would sense that they are okay. Once the stone gets destroyed, I would feel it and rush to help them. As long as he has it, I won’t feel worried about anything.«My Lady, you won’t sleep. It’s already past 10,» said Caroline.I stared at her and asked if my father got back from the castle; she shook her head negatively. I requested her to make another teacup. I had already decided to stay awake until my father returned. I closed my eyes, resting my head against the sofa. The sleep submerged me, but I had to make sure that my father was alright. I was
«Caroline, I’ll be going out today. Just cover for me, I don’t know the others to know about this,» I said.«But my Lady, you are creating troubles for me. I won’t be able to get away if I am found out,» she replied.« Don’t worry; my father knows that I am such a troublesome child. »As I finished putting on my clothes, I jumped from the balcony, leaving Caroline dumb-founded. I heard that there is good competition at the GREAT WIZARD. It’s a place that I remember from my past life; I passed by it when I went strolling the capital with Edward. I still remember it; it was a raining day. I teleported myself to the capital. When you are sneaking away, you don’t need a carriage.I wandered through the street and came across the market. It was placed in a series of rooftops co
« Bonine. Lately, you have been absent-minded. What happened? Is it something that is bothering you? » Inquired Davina, worried.« It’s nothing. I’ve been having trouble sleeping. Lately, it must be because of it. Davina, do you respect Sir William Ramezinat ? »«Actually, I despise him.»« Why? »« I don’t know; I don’t like him. He gets on my nerves every time; he shows up. »He got on my nerves too. Since that day, he’s been visiting the Rayginaz state every two days. I don’t know how to get rid of him. After his third visit, he was casual to the maids; they admired his handsomeness. I need to be wary of the changes that occurred. If I were in his shoes, I would plant a spy on my father. Someone who could&
« You got used to it, pinning me down this way. Are you playing the tough guy, Edward? » I asked coming closer to his face, but it wasn't easy to maintain the position, so I let myself sink into the bed.I felt his breathing above my neck; it was tickling me. Ignoring my question, he went at it again. He made me want him and backed off. I felt his strong right hand over mine freeing the other one, and his other hand on my right hip. I moved my free hand to his chest, unbuttoning his shirt.«Don’t move. You won’t get away if you keep moving,» he whispered.« How did you get here? »I remembered that if my father saw him, things could get ugly. I don’t want him to go anywhere. He scrutinized my face as I felt his hand down my spine.&laqu
« I heard from your brother Durian that you beat your father. Impressive. What a pity! I wasn’t here. I had to run an errand downtown, » said Davina.« What a pity indeed! I didn’t beat him by the way. I thought that you are going to leave. Anyway, how come Durian told you about my duel with my brother? Strange indeed, is there some improvement? » I said, putting my fingers on my chin.« I told him that I want to exchange letters with him and he accepted it, » she replied, proud of herself.«I guess he is the type of person that waits for the girl to make a move.»Davina looked up, opening her mouth to talk but finished by keeping silence. I peeked at where she was staring at; Durian was standing in front of my father’s office reading documents; the door of the office was opened. I looked b
We returned the next day like scheduled. I was so curious about the Azur order that I went to see my father in his office immediately after changing my clothes. I wouldn’t say I like it when I don’t know anything important like this. Perhaps it’s the reason why my father was murdered in my last life. If I know what this is about, then I’ll know what William is aiming for or at least part of it.«I was waiting for you, Bonine. I know that your curiosity is bigger than you,» said my father.I smiled knowing that my father knows my character, I doubted him in my last life, he always had a stern face that I thought he didn’t care about us. Even when I used to ask for something, he answered me in a poker face; I had a hard time translating his emotions.« I came to know what I need to know and I’ll tell you what you need to know. I
«Hey Bonine, do you know what Edward’s servants say about him?» said Davina.After speaking to my father, I returned to my room. I wanted to think more about what he said to me. The Azur order really exists, but why is my father such an important thing from us? And why is it even secretive? The world is full of weird things. I was lying thinking when Davina came and lied down next to me. I can see that she didn’t sleep well too.« No, how they talk about him? » I asked.«I thought that you heard it. I am disappointed, you who is sensitive about everything that is said about him.»« I never cared about people’s talk; you know how women tend to change the reality of things. »« You’re right. I heard a maid saying that a beast tamer appear
«My Lady, help me. I can’t die, my family counts on me. I did everything following your orders. You can’t abandon me,» the lackey cried.Reina showed an annoyed face. I know this, she is probably thinking ‘is he serious? He was made to take the blame in the first place’. This show is entertaining, I wanted to investigate what happened today, but Edward beat me to it.« Who sent you? Speak, who sent you to frame me? You are ungrateful, my family had taken you under her wings to make your life better, but you harmed us. How can you be this bad? I can’t believe that there is someone who wants to harm us, » then she showed fake tears.I wonder what she thinks. She is probably wearing a necklace that makes her thoughts unreadable. I feel sleepy. Reina kneeled, holding her mouth crying. I must applaud her; she is too g