Jasmine’s POV.
After Regan had told Nana about our relationship, he made no effort to hide it any longer . I knew for a fact that probably everyone in our pack already knew or at least suspected that I was the Alpha’s woman. Both man and wolf seemed totally alike in one regard. They were both incredibly clingy. Having Lena on my side was a great blessing I could not stop being thankful for. She constantly reassured me and stayed by my side each time we were out. I had taught that the whole of Regan’s pack had accepted me. I thought wrong. Though almost everyone was pleasant to me, however, when Regan started to openly show his affection towards me, it seemed like not everyone was happy with the idea of their Powerful Alpha with a wolf less she-wolf. The fact I had no wolf was no secret in the pack. However, it seemed that even though they didn’t care about my wolf less state, it meant something entirely different from when it was in regards to their Alpha. Lena told me to ignore them as they would eventually come around. Personally, a part of me completely agreed with them. It was no secret that the wolves of Midnight Wolves pack absolutely adored their Alpha. They respected him and held him in the highest regard. So it was no shocker to me that not all of them were very thrilled with seeing him openly show me affection. Something I had learned he had never done before. Since I already had Lena and Nana’s approval and acceptance of our relationship, my heart was at ease knowing that the two most important people to me were at least on my side. Nana being on my side meant that no one in their right minds would dare to say anything to oppose us. That was the sort of influence she held. Although not officially, it was common knowledge that after the Alpha’s orders, Nana’s words were to be heeded and obeyed. Everyone knew that Regan held Nana in the highest regard and treated her as his mother. Therefore, she was given the respect due to the mother of the Alpha. But despite the immunity that Nana’s acceptance and Regan’s affection provided, I could not help but notice the looks I received on occasion. Especially from the unmated she-wolves. When I had called her attention to it, Lena had simply dismissed it as them being envious that it had been me who had managed to catch the Alpha’s eye and who now held his interest. I chose to believe her words simply because it assured one less thing for me to worry about. We had finished setting up and preparing for the evening meal and had opened the huge doors to let the pack members in. Since we were finished with all that we were supposed to do, Lena and I briefly returned to the house to clean up before coming back to the pack house’s dining hall for our dinner. As usual, it was a loud and noisy affair. The moment we walked in, I felt his eyes on me. How I had become so familiar with him and how easily I could feel and notice his presence was something that still left me puzzled. As I took my seat beside Lena, I looked up towards where he sat, knowing he would want my eyes on him. He studied my expression briefly before nodding to the empty seat on his right where Luke should have been sitting, but for some reason, was not. I immediately knew what he meant. He wanted me to take Luke’s seat and be seated beside him. But I knew that doing so would only draw more attention to me and I was not sure that I was completely comfortable with that So, I subtly shook my head and mouthed the words “I am alright”, to let him know that I did not want to. I frown took over his face. I knew he did not like being refused but stills did it and looked away. I had just gone back to picking at my when I felt his presence move towards me. I pretended not to notice until he was standing behind my chair, heard the chatter at our table reduce drastically. “Come and sit on with me”, he said, loud enough for the occupants of our table to hear. I shut my eyes briefly, wondering why it had ever crossed my mind that he would not try to get his way. Aware of the eyes on us, I simply nodded. “Yes, Alpha”, I replied quietly and pushed back my chair to stand. He reached over and grabbed my barely eaten plate of food as he pulled my chair back for me to move away from it. Grabbing my hand with his other one, he gently pulled me towards his place at the head table and pulled the chair beside him for me to sit. I did so and he placed my plate of food back before me before going to take his seat. Staring pointedly at my plate, I resisted the urge to buy down up my lip nervously when I felt the eyes in me. “Stop looking at her and eat!” He suddenly snapped at them, making everyone resume their meal and chattering. A part of me was glad that he had interceded but another part of me blamed him for their attention in the first place. He poured water from a jJug into a cup and handed it to me. I took it grateful, just then realizing the dryness of my throat and gulped it down. As soon as I placed it down, he refilled it and leaned back into his chair to resume his meal. I did the same, and while I ate, I noticed that my plate never ran out of berries no matter how much or how many I had eaten. Against my wish, my lips curled into a smile at his attempt to please me. I knew for certain that he was aware of my love for berries, though how he had come about that knowledge remained a mystery. He finished his meal and simply sat staring at me and while I ate. I could feel the heat of his gaze burning into my face but chose to act oblivious. “Will you not eat more?” He asked when I pushed my almost empty plate away. I turned to him. “I do not have much of an appetite”, I told him. A slight frown appeared on his brows and my hand itched to smooth it over. He leaned closer. “Is it because of me?” He asked. “Because I did something to upset you?” The fact that he was concerned about being the reason I was upset erased even the tiniest bit of annoyance I felt towards him. I shook my head. “No”, I told him. “I have never really had much of an appetite unless if I am very hungry”. “So if it is not me that has caused you to be upset, who is?” He asked. I looked away from him. “I am not upset”, I said. “Yet it is clear as day for me to see that something troubles you”, he said. I immediately shook my head. “It is nothing”, I assured. “It is something”, he countered. “And I wish to know what it is so that I may solve it”, he said. I looked back up at him. “I am grateful that you are concerned”, I told him. “But I do not need you to solve all my problems”. “And why not?” He asked. More then his question, what touched me was the absolute innocence behind it. He genuinely wanted to know why I did not need him to solve all my problems. A smile appeared on my lips before I could stop it. His grey eyes took in my smile a nod instantly looked puzzled. “Does my question amuse you?” He asked. I shook my head yet again, though still smiling this time. “No, it does not”, I assured me. “It makes me happy to see how concerned you are for me”, I said truthfully. A corner of his mouth lifted in a half smile at that. “I will always be concerned for your well being”, he told me. My smile widened. “I know”. “Tell me something about you”, he said all of a sudden from out of nowhere. After recovering from my surprise at his question, I looked around at the noise chatter that surrounded us. “At this very moment?” I asked looking back at him. “Here?” He seemed to suddenly become aware of our surroundings and broke into a wide smile. “We could take an evening stroll if you would like”, he suggested. “That is, if you can convince Lena to let me have you for some time”, he said with a teasing smile. A giggle escaped me at that, knowing Lena would not be very thrilled with it. “I suppose you’ll have to ask her and find out”, I said. A playful groan escaped him and I laughed softly. “Very well then”, he said pushing back his chair. “Would you like to come with me?” He asked with a hand stretched towards me. “Oh certainly”, I readily agreed, pushing back my chair as well to stand. “I would not want to miss this”, I took his outstretched hand and allowed him pull me back towards where Lena was sitting. He pulled out the chair I had earlier vacated and let me take my seat before turning towards Lena. “My dear, sweet Lena”, he began. “What do you want?” She asked immediately, eyes narrowed in suspicion and arms folded beneath her chest. “I was wondering…” he attempted to continue but was cut off. “Oh I bet you were”, she cut in with an eye roll. “Just tell me what it is you want so we can both be done with this awkward conversation”, she said. I bit down on my bottom lip to hide my smile that threatened to break out when I saw Regan’s jaw clenched in annoyance. Lena could be positively infuriating when she wanted to be. And she knew just where and how to needle Luke and Regan in ways that were certain to cause annoyance. “I would like to take Jasmine out for a stroll”, he said plainly. She looked him up and down. “When?” She asked, maintaining her position. “Now”, he answered, eyes determined as he stood before her. “For how long?” She asked again. “I do not know but I will not keep her out late”, he said. She said nothing for a while as they held each other’s gazes before she finally broke eye contact and turned to me. “Very well”, she said, eyes on me. “Won’t you be too tired for our nighttime talks?” She asked. I shook my head. “I can come back and even sleep in your room tonight so we can talk. I know we have a lot to discuss” I assured her. She nodded her consent before looking back at Regan. “Keep her warm”, she said. “She gets cold easily”. “I know”, he said, and bent to place a kiss on her hair. As he withdrew, she asked. “Does this mean you’ll ask my permission whenever you wish to spend time with her?” , a smile of mischievous curled her pouty lips. “Certainly not”, he denied firmly. “This is the first and last courtesy I will pay you as her dearest friend”, he told her which caused her to laugh. “We will see about that”, she told him. “Off you both go now”, she said and placed a kiss on my cheek that I returned almost immediately. Taking the hand he had once more stretched towards me, I let him pull me to my feet again. This time however, once I was on my feet, his arm snaked around my waist to pull me closer to his side as he led the way out of the dining room. As we walked past, I could not help but notice those looks of disapproval from the mate less she-wolves.Regan’s POV. It was a little humiliating to know that I might have to get Lena’s ‘permission’ in the future in other to spend time with her dearest friend. It was clear to see that Lena enjoyed having me ask for her permission. Lena was like my little sister. And I suddenly felt like I was in a relationship with my little sister’s dearest friend. We walked peacefully around the familiar environment of the pack, knowing that we would barely come across anyone else since almost everyone was at the pack house for the evening meal. Even though it was dark out, the full Moon gave a soft glow of light to illuminate out path and the cool breeze simply meant I could hold her closer. I led her towards the edge of the pack, just outside the woods, knowing that no one, no matter how much they tried, would overhear whatever conversation we were about to have. “Will tell me something about yourself now?” I asked, after a while. She looked up at me with a beautiful smile.
Jasmine’s POV I was unable to keep to my word to meet up with Lena later that night. After crying my eyes out in Regan’s arms, I had fallen asleep in his arms and he had been the one to carry me to my room and tuck me into bed. That night, I had a dream. I dreamt about my parents again. It was the same dream as always. The one where both my parents died. But this time, something about the dream was different. Everything else was the same, but when it had gotten to the part where my mother placed me on my father’s wolf, she had whispered words in a strange language and had run her hand over my back where my birthmark was. After my father’s wolf had taken off with me on his back and I looked back to watch my mother, something I had always wondered about suddenly stood out to me. She had not shifted into her wolf. How had she remained in her human form and fought off all those wolves for as long as she had, all alone? Not for the first time, as I woke up from the
Jasmine’s POV If I had thought the news that the Alpha of the Midnight Wolves pack wanted to make me his mate would put an end to the looks of disapproval from some members of his pack, I was wrong. Instead, after the public display Regan had made after I had given him the news of my acceptance, the looks of disapproval had grown. I received glares wherever I went. And despite the fact that some of the pack members had openly accepted, even going as far as coming to congratulate me, it didn’t reduce the heat from the glares I could constantly feel directed at me whence I walked into a room. But I had Lena who was determined to shoot daggers at everyone who so much as looked at me in any way she didn’t like. Knowing I had her undeniable support was a big help. Especially since I had decided to quit being sorry for myself or seeing myself as weak. Even though it wasn’t easy, I walked with my back straight and head held high, not willing to give them the satisfaction of ma
Regan’s POV Even though I did not like the idea of Jasmine training with anyone other than me, I had to admit that if there was anyone else I would ever allow train my future mate on the art of defense, then it was Luke. Her training had begun immediately. Lena was insistent that Jasmine started as soon as possible since we did not know how long it would take for her to learn combat in her human form. Luke came up with the idea of training her in secret, and since it was obvious how much she loved the sanctuary, we decided that it would be the perfect place for her to train. Luke complained and mumbled about having more work to do now that he would have to train my future mate that I had been left with no other choice than to reduce his previous work load. He had been so grateful that he had immediately decided to take a ‘much needed nap’ right there in the sanctuary and proceeded to resume his usual position. Luke had also insisted to have their training sessions at daw
Jasmine’s POV Lena had told me all about the coming of age ceremony. It was supposedly the night where the young pack members shifted for the first time. I had seen Luke training them so that they could endure the pain from shifting for the first time. Surprisingly, I had seen Regan as well. Even though Regan was much loved by his pack, there had always seemed like there was a distance he put between them and himself. He hardly ever related with any other pack members other than his family, Mari and his Gamma. Everyone else was dealt with from arm’s length. So it was a great surprise indeed to see him with a particular young werewolf time and time again. Whenever I passed by the field, I always caught sight of him and the young one, training. What surprised me other than the fact that he was personally training that particular young werewolf away from the rest of his friends and mates, was how much Regan smiled around the young one. I had seen him sever
Regan’s POV As Jasmine had said, I knew Emry would need me for his first shift. And since it was the day of the full moon, it meant that the ceremony would hold that night. I hadn’t seen him all day. Which was unusual since the pup barely ever left my side ever since we began our trainings. I had just finished my work for the day and was making my way over to the healing house, where I was sure Jasmine would be, when the thought of him suddenly came to mind. I had missed her all day and wanted nothing more than to see her, take her into my arms and bury my face into her neck to inhale her addicting scent. But I had not seen Emry all day and that worried me. So rather than go to find my future mate and satisfy my longing, I turned around instead to find the pup. I caught his scent easily and began to track it. It led me towards the woods not to far from the pack’s farm lands and I followed it to the outskirts of the pack, where the stream was, and finally to one of th
Jasmine’s POV While the ceremony took place, I was with Nana, Lena and a few other she-wolves helping set up places for the newly shifted werewolves for when they returned from their first hunt. Since I was indoors during the ceremony, something I knew for certain was planned by Regan to keep me out of any possible harm’s way, I watched the proceedings from one of the widows of the pack house not too far away. I had gone to the stream that morning with Lena to take a cool bath after my morning session with Luke. And even though I was sore all over, it was nothing compared to the pain I had experienced when I had started. It was now a feeling I welcomed in fact. I handed over the pile of black and red robes that the newly shifted werewolves were to change into when they returned from the hunt to one of the young she-wolves working with us. Her brother was one of the newly shifted werewolves and she had been noticeably anxious about his return. “It will all be fine, Amy”
Regan’s POV We returned to the pack from the hunt. A successful hunt. While we had caught a very big deer, the other warriors had caught other smaller animals. When we returned, we went down to the stream first to wash ourselves clean of the blood and dirt gotten from the hunt. Then we made our way to the back of the pack house where a large area was set up with tables and chairs in order to have a celebratory feast under the full moon. The newly shifted werewolves were given their new robes of black and red to change into before they went back to their respective families. I watched as Emry went over to meet his mother and a calm looking girl I guessed to be his sister, judging from the color of their dark hair. Seeing how happy they seemed for him, I turned away to look for the person I was most eager to see. My eyes finally found her to see her eyes already on me, watching me with a smile. I immediately made my way over to her and pulled her into my arms, buryi
Jasmine’s POV I and Lena had finally spoken. We talked late into the night and eventually fell asleep around the late hours of the morning. Regan had not returned and I knew it was because he knew that Lena and I needed each other. It was another reason why I loved him. He was very thoughtful and always put my needs before his. When Lena and I woke up the next morning, we held each other for a while before leaving the bed to go about our daily routines. Lena returned to her room and I washed us before Regan returned. When he finally did, he knocked once in the door to let me know he was coming in before pushing the door open and entering into our room. I took one look at his face and knew that something had happened. “What has happened?” I asked, making my way over to him and taking his hand. He simply shook his head, a sad look on his face that worried me. I pulled him over to the bed and gently pushed him to sit, before taking my place beside him. “Please,
Regan’s POV I spent the night in my study after leaving Lena and Jasmine in my room together. It was clear to see that what they both needed at the moment was each other so I let them be. When I went up later to check on them, I could hear them talking quietly from where I stood outside the room and figured I would just let Lena spend the night with my mate. After all, she had been the one to save her life. Ever since she had woken up from her unconsciousness at the healing house, I had found it impossible to ask her what had happened. Partly because I could clearly see that she did not wish to speak to me about it. That was why I was glad she had Lena. That they both had each other in fact. The second reason I had not asked was because a part of me did not want to know just how deeply I had failed her since I knew that it had been my fault she had gone to the stream in the first place. I had thrown a ridiculously jealous fit simply because she had teased me. She h
Jasmine’s POV The darkness that surrounded me was familiar. I knew for certain that I had, not for the first nor second time, passed out once again. However, this time was different. As I gained consciousness, the first thing I noticed was the pain in my head. It wasn’t so bad that it was unbearable, but it was quite easy to notice. I tried to observe if I could feel pain anywhere else on my body but other than the ache in my head, I felt completely fine. Slowly, I opened my eyes, blinking at the brightness from the windows that illuminated the room I laid in. I was in a strange room, although something about the room looked familiar. Slowly, I moved my head to the side to see that the room was indeed familiar. I was in one of the rooms in the healing house. I looked towards my other side to see my mate still asleep, holding onto my hand with both of his. A smile pulled at my lips as I watched his handsome face while he slept. It was my first time seeing hi
Regan’s POV I could hardly recall the times in my life that I felt fear. The one that stood out the most was the terrible memory I shared alongside my pack on the day of the massacre when I was younger. Ever since then, I could barely recall a time when I felt afraid. After all, I was Alpha. But the second I had heard Lena’s shaky voice mind link me and simply caught the words ‘Jasmine’ and ‘attacked’ in the same sentence, I had once again felt the icy hands of fear claw down my spine as they had only done once before. I had been on a run with Rage and had just settled down under the tree in his sanctuary when Lena had mind linked me. Since I was still in my wolf form, I ran as fast as could towards the pack house. As soon as I approached the clearing just outside the woods, I saw Luke already standing there with a small pile of clothes in his hands. He said nothing, his face completely devoid of emotion. Something I knew for certain did whenever he was worried. De
Jasmine’s POV When I woke up from my exhausted sleep, it was already dark outside. I felt sated and spent. Completely and utterly satisfied and unable to move due to how comfortable and exhausted I was. I turned to the other side of the bed to find it empty once again. Once again, I had woken up alone in our bed. However, I was too tired to think deeper on what that could mean. Regan had explored every inch and dip of my body and had brought me to heights I had never known existed time and time again. I had lost count of how many times I had cried out his name as I ascended new heights. I had never imagined that anything would have felt like that. And if that had felt incredible, I wondered what fully mating with him would be like. I felt a blush heat my cheeks as the memory of earlier in the day flooded through my mind. Before I could think on it further, I heard the door to our room crack open to reveal my mate. He came in with a tray filled with food and
Regan’s POV I knew exactly what she was doing. And I only knew because I knew who exactly would advise her to act like that. Jasmine had started to avoid me. And rightly so. I knew I had not behaved too well. But I didn’t deserve to be avoided and ignored. The reason I knew the game she was playing was because I knew the person who invented it. Nana. And since Lena was quite similar to Nana In almost every way, I could only conclude that she had been the one to insist my mate start treating me in the manner she was. But her avoiding me made me realize the error of my ways. I had always told Lena to never allow a mate treat her in an undeserving or disrespectful manner. I had taught her to know her worth and not stand to receive anything less. So if Lena was advising my mate to act in that manner, it simple meant that she believed I had not treated my mate as well as I ought to have, and it made me feel guilty, sad and ashamed. I should have just explained to h
Jasmine’s POV I woke up alone in bed the next morning. The space where my mate once occupied was now empty. I knew for certain that something was wrong. My mate was keeping something from me. I looked around at the room I was in. I had never been in his room before and I took a deep breath to inhale the masculine scent that was all him. The room was masculine and practical with only the essentials needed. It would have been completely masculine if it wasn’t for the few of my things that now occupied a space in the room. I stood up from the bed to further inspect the room. Noticing the designs and furnitures in the large space. It was three times the size of my own room. Or former room rather. I went to what looked to be the wash room, realizing that I was right when I pushed the door to the space open. Seeing some of my things already there, I decided to wash up and make my way to the Lena’s room as I did each day. I knocked once on her door before pushi
Regan’s POV The mating ceremony passed by in a blur. I could barely pay attention to anything else that happened and I honestly did not care. My entire being was simply ensnared by the beauty that was my mate. She was beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen her before and Rage howled with pride that she was now ours. The thought of someone else having Jasmine as their mate made me want to go on a rampage. She had on her ceremonial dress and her hair was styled perfectly. She was perfection and I could barely take my eyes off her. “You will burn a hole through her if you keep staring at her like that”, Luke said from where he was seated to my left. The truth was, I could not help it. “Be quiet”, I told him, absent minded as I continued to stare at her. “If I had known you would behave like this, I would have helped her escape”, I heard him say and whipped my head around so fast that he moved away. “What did you say?” I asked, Rage already growling in
Regan’s POV It was the day of my mating ceremony and I had been informed that Luke had disappeared with my mate to be for a while. Of course I knew it was due to her training sessions but other than Nana and Lena, no one else had any knowledge about that. I had noticed that Jasmine and Luke had grown closer. It was clear as day to see. Luke had even gone as far as calling her by a new name he had coined from her name. I had known him all his life and had yet to get the same treatment. It caused Rage to growl in jealousy each time we heard him call her ‘Jazzie’. Partly because we had not thought to do something like that, but also because it showed just how close they had become. However, seeing the smile on Jasmine’s face each time Luke called her that was enough to make me endure the annoyance and jealousy it brought. I was anxious for some reason. One reason if I was being honest. And that reason was simple. ‘What if Jasmine changed her mind?’ That though