Chapter 8: I like you Ganda.
"Hoy, arat. Birthday ni Kevin nang i-invite ang mokong." Salubong sa amin ni Ali, nang makita kaming dalawa ni Jen.
Like I said, Jen has become so busy these days. She also revealed to us that she is now becoming an actress after modeling. She's now entered showbiz literally.
Jen is busy eating pizza right now, kung makasubo akala mo talaga huling kain na niya.
"Hey, easy marami pa oh." Turo ni Ali sa mga pagkain.
"Sorry, I am exaggerating but maybe this is going to be the last time I'm enjoying this kind of food. Cause you know, showbiz I have to maintain my figure so after this no more unhealthy food na." Jen explained.
"Oww, hirap naman niyan." Ali said. She really looks so sad.
"Oy, Lexia inaasahan nga pala ni kumag na darating ka. Sa akin ka na daw sumabay." Sabi ni Ali sa akin. I look at her and just nod, tutal wala naman na akong gagawin mamaya.
"What's a good gift to give him? May alam ka ba since matagal na kayo magkaibigan?" I asked Ali. She is now dipping pizza into the sauce and eating it, she gives me a wait sign. Because she's chewing the food.
I took the fries and dipped them in ketchup. I feel like we are all starving in our own way.
"Ewan ko ba dun, hindi naman kasi maarte si Kevin ei. Okay lang kahit wala kang ibigay." Sagot sa akin ni Ali.
I nod listening to what her saying, glad to know that she knew a lot about Kevin. Well, Kevin and I are quite close right now but we are still figuring out what type of person we are.
Jen and Ali are keep talking about Jen's entering showbiz industry. I'm just listening to them.
"Oy, pag nasa TV ka na i-shout out mo ako ha." Ali tap Jen's arm. I heard Jen's chuckle.
"Oo, ilalapag ko pa social media accounts mo." Jen replied tease him back.
"Sus, baka nga mawalan ka na ng time sa amin ei. Teka bakit ba ang demanding ko bago pa lang nga tayong magkakilala ei." Ali added. I look at them both, yes that's true that we are just new to one another but the vibes the feelings of our friendship. Feels like a lifetime.
"Duh, don't say that. Did you guys know that the two of you are one of the realest people I've ever met." Jen said.
"Aww--I'm gonna cry na. Kahit mahirap sabayan pagiging conyo mo minsan. Love na agad kita." Ali said, jusko naiiyak nga talaga ang bruha.
"Oo na, stop it. I will make time for you both. I will still attend my classes here, but maybe we can't always be together. But surely I will make time." Jen promised to us, she hugged Ali and hugged me too.
"I will miss you, the silent one." She whispered to my ears.
"Stay safe okay." I whispered too.
I finished all my classes today and went home. Ali needs to go home to their house in Laguna. Nasa dorm kasi nakatira si Ali pero taga Laguna talaga siya. May emergency ata sa bahay nila kaya nagmamadaling umalis kanina.
Katatapos ko lang magbihis at handa na sana akong magluto ng biglang nakatanggap ako ng text.
From Kevin:
Ganda sunduin kita ha, birthday ko ngayon ei gusto ko andun ka. Okay lang naman diba?
When I read his text, that's where I realized that it was his birthday today. Shocks. I should buy at least a simple Shirt as a gift.
To Kevin:
Okay lang naman ei. Pero nahihiya ako wala kasi akong gift.
He replied immediately.
From Kevin:
No need na ganda, okay lang gusto ko lang na um-attend ka.
I smiled when I read his reply like, he always knows how to be considerate to others.
I texted him the address of my house. Then go back to my room so I can change, I pick some red top and shorts and I pair it to white shoes. Naligo na rin muna ako bago nagpalit.
I put on some light makeup for my face, because that's the only thing I know.
When I go outside my room to wait for him, Mama is still not home yet. But when I heard the gate open I looked at the window and saw who it was.
I see Mama with a guy this time! I sighed, the moment when my Mom brings a guy to this house it means that she's in love again. She can't get over the death of my father before. My Dad died when I was not born yet.
I look at my Mama face while they are entering this house. Her smile is always like that, in love.
"Ma!" I calmly called her.
"Anjan ka na pala hija. Kamusta ang araw mo? Siya nga pala si Tito Ed mo, Ed si Lexia, madalas Alicia ang tawag ko sa kanya. Nag iisang anak ko." Mama introduced me to her new boyfriend for sure.
The man is in his middle age. I can see the wrinkles on his face prove that he is going to get old by next year.
"Naka-ayos ka aalis ka ba?" She asked, while placing all the groceries she bought in our kitchen.
"Ahm. Opo, birthday ng kaibigan ko." I look at the man who is observing my outfit. I don't know but he feels weird. Or maybe this is just our first meeting, which is why it kinda feels creepy.
"Sayang, pagluluto ko pa man din kayong dalawa. Pero hayaan mo na marami pa namang susunod na araw." Mama said. I took my sling bag and was about to leave when Kevin suddenly popped out somewhere and came.
"Sorry, ganda kala ko kasi walang tao ei." Kevin said and he is scratching his head now.
"Palabas na rin naman ako." I told him. Buti na lang pala at wala ako sa bahay, lalo na at nagdala si Mama ng jowa. Baka ma-awkward lang ako.
"Magandang hapon po, Tita at Tito." nag mano naman siya kay Mama at dun sa Ed.
"Nagdala nga po pala ako ng handa, hehe para po sa inyo." Kevin said, and handed a box of food to my Mama what he brought.
"U-una na po kami." Paalam ko sa kanila.
"Happy birthday hijo, ingat kayo." Mama waved to us back.
I saw Kevin's motorcycle parked in front of our gate.
"Bait naman ng Mama mo." He broke the silence, I put the helmet on my head that he gave me.
"Tara na, okay na ba?" I asked him. He looked at me and chuckled a bit, before he fixed my helmet on my head. Hindi pala maayos ang pagkaka-lock ko.
"Ayan ang ganda." He said looking at my eyes.
"Ng helmet right?" I asked back, baka malito siya.
"Tss. Sakay na!" He said and I sat now at the back of his motorcycle, because he is the one that is driving.
"Kapit ka ganda." Kevin said, and I placed my hands on his shoulder but he removed it and wrapped my hands to his waist. He did that.
"Ayan naka kapit ka na." He turned around his head to look at me. I just shook my head to him and smiled a little bit.
It's just a few blocks away and we have already reached their home. I didn't know that he was living in a fancy exclusive village.
"Happy birthday. I greeted him when we entered their mansion." He smiled at me.
"Thank you so much ganda." He said.
"Ikaw naman kasi ei, dapat in-allowed mo muna akong nakapagbalot ng gift sa yo. Nakakahiya tuloy wala akong dala." I said, in embarrassment. He patted my head at pinaggugulo niya ang buhok ko. Sa sobrang gulat ko natulak ko siya.
"Sorry!" I said, and helped him to stand.
"Scary ka pala ganda." He jokingly said, and he acted like he was hurt and someone bumped him that much.
"Sorry, sorry sorry." I repeated. We are both just laughing right now.
It looks like it's just a simple birthday celebration and they are just a family that was invited.
I observed his house, it has a modern style house but attached to the vintage designs. In other words, It may look modern on the outside but vintage on the inside. Siguro mahal gastos dito.
Pumasok kami sa dining room, yun ang narinig kong sabi ni Kevin.
"Mom, Dad, Kuya. This is Lexia. Lexia, my Mom and Dad and Kuya Austin." Kevin introduced me to his family. I smile at them and accept their hands to shake hands.
When I look around at the dining area. There I saw Rage and-- wait what? Congressman Suarez is here too?
"I invited your Ninong to join us, Son, since you invited a friend." I heard his Dad giggles.
"Seat with us, hija." His Mom said, and tapped my shoulders. Magkatabi kami ni Kevin at kaharap naman namin ang mag-amang Suarez. Magkaharap naman ang Mama ni Kevin at ang kuya nito.
I silently eat while the elders are talking about business I heard and sometimes politics. When I rolled the pasta to fork, I saw on my peripheral view that Rage was looking at me. So I look at him to make sure.
I just smile a bit. He didn't smile back, so I continued eating.
"So, Lexia right?" Kevin's Mom caught my attention. I look at her.
"Yes po." I said.
"What's your course hija?" She asked.
"BA in English Language Studies po. Mam" I told her. Her mouth formed an "o" after she heard that.
"How's my beloved Son as a boyfriend?" Her Mom teases him.
Kevin choked on the drinks he was drinking after his Mom said that. When he is finally alright he look at me and drink another water.
"Mom, she is not my girlfriend and we're not in any relationship." Kevin said, I look at Suarez's reaction. The Congressman is just watching and Rage doesn't have any emotion to his face.
"Really? I know you, you never brought a girl to your birthday like this so, what's the tea?" His Dad said, I feel like I'm on a hot seat right now.
"Just tell us." His brother said.
"I don't have to tell you guys anything because we are really just friends. Stop it. Geez!" Kevin said. He can't even look at me right now.
"If you say so. Son!" His father said, Congressman Suarez and his Dad just laughed seeing his youngest Son look panicked.
After the dinner I left them, para naman makahinga ako sa kaba. Grabe naman yun napagkamalan pa akong jowa ni Kevin.
"Sayang wala si Ali." Nagulat ako sa biglang pagsulpot ni Kevin nasa may garden kasi kami ngayon, naupo ako sa may swing nila rito. Tinabihan naman ako ni Kevin.
"Ano ba raw nangyari sa Laguna?" Tanong ko sa kanya.
"Yun nga ei, hindi ko makontak. Sana okay lang lahat dun." Kevin said. I heard him sighed.
"Dude, wag ka mag yosi dito maawa ka sa halaman." Biglang sita ni Kevin tinignan ko naman kung sino ang sina-sabihan niya at si Rage yun.
"Shut up. Kevs!" Rage and continue lighting up his cigarette.
"Anong Kevs, ka jan. Bantot naman ng tawag mo sa'kin." Kevin fires back.
"Bantot ka naman talaga ha." Rage said, are they fighting? And I didn't know that Rage and Kevin are quite close.
"Aba, siraulo ka. Porke Arti---" Kevin can't finish his saying because Rage ran to him to cover his mouth. Sa sobrang gulo nila muntik pa silang matumba at madaganan ang halaman.
"Problema mo." Kevin looked so pissed that is why, Rage grabbed Kevin's arm and they walked away? Like seriously?
"Guys, nandito ako o?" I whispered to myself.
I waited for them to come back. Pero naka ilang minuto na rin at wala pa sila.
I sighed, when I was getting bored waiting for them.
Tumayo na ako para sana tingnan kung nasaan sila. Nang biglang dumating si Rage.
He looked at me, just like that staring at me.
Pansin ko rin na pawis na pawis siya.
"Lexia, I li--
"I like you Lexia." I heard Kevin yell, I looked at Rage back and he was there. Hapong hapo, he's smiling at me right now. Tumakbo siya papalapit sa amin ni Rage.
"I like you Ganda." He said and gave me a sweet smile.
Chapter 9: Blocked"I like you Ganda." He said and gave me a sweet smile.Nawindang ako sa narinig ko. Rage looks at my reaction, maybe waiting how I should react to what Kevin says."Ahm. Okay ka lang?" I asked him, what happening right now is just impossible."Oo naman." He said."I don't know what's happening but, I think I should go." I said. Paalam ko na rin yun sa kanila. Naglakad na ako palabas pero hinabol pa rin ako ni Kevin."Lexia. Huy, sorry." He apologized. I look at him, he seems so sincere about his apology.
Chapter 10: Friends sucks.I feel dizzy when the sunlight hits my eyes.Hindi naman ganito ka sinag ang araw sa kwarto ko ah.Hindi naman ganito ka sinag ang araw sa kwarto ko ah.Bigla akong napamulat sa naisip ko, gagi asan ako? Agad kong tinignan ang paligid, at hindi ko nagustuhan ang nakikita ko. Shuta, anong nangyari kagabi?"Soju, si Rage tapos about sa law---anong nangyayari?" I pulled out my own hair because of the frustration I felt. Ibig sabihin ba nito, hindi ako umuwi? Oh my gosh! Lagot ako kay Mama, ni minsan never akong hindi umuwe tuwing may gimik. Baka mapatay ako ng nanay ko pag uwe.
Chapter 11: Revelations.The past few days have been so lame. Like going to school, then going home immediately unless my friends are inviting me to go out.I am inside the library of the university for some research, I quietly turn the pages of the book while writing the important details on my notes."Psst!" I look around to see who's calling. There I saw Ali and Jen. Jen is still hanging out with us, though her name has already debuted in the public. Her movie is coming up.I look at them and give them a sign to sit with me. They quietly move the chair so they can't make any noise, because some of the students are studying here too.
Chapter 12: You never Pretend.When I wake up the next day, I get up so early because today is midterm exam day. I finished studying last night, but I have some curiosity about other subjects.When I went out to my room, U heard some news about Congressman Suarez."Just In, Congressman Suarez has announced that he is going to run for the election. As a senator, the Congressman of Batangas claims that he is running with the partnership of 'Associate Party'." The anchor said.I sighed when I heard the news about him. The memory of him and Rage flashbacks to me. I shook my head after that and was ready to leave.
Chapter 13: Both of them.It's already a semester break after the midterms exam. Also, It's undas break. I don't have any plans to go somewhere. Plus the fact that Ali is going home in her home town in Laguna. Jen is gonna be busy with her movie, she's now receiving a lot of good comments after the full trailer of her movie aired.I am cleaning our salas right now, when my phone suddenly popped out a notification. I stop mopping the floor and look at my phone.It's a text message from Kevin.From Kevin:Hello. Ganda, arat gala. Hehe!Kevin really did everything just to be with me. I
Chapter 14: Day with Kevin. It's been two weeks of semester break and next week is back to school. In undas Mama and I visited Papa's grave. Mama introduced Tito Ed also and asked my Father for some permission. Today I'm just cleaning my room and after this I want to go to the National Bookstore to buy some school appliances since next week is back to school. I am folding my clothes when someone knocks on my window. I look at my window but it's nothing. My brows got furrowed and thought that it's just air. But something knocked again, I looked twice and waited to knock it again. But it didn't happen. I blinked twice and my heart started to beat as fast as race. I bit my lower lip and
Chapter 15: Finally I admit.When I read a text message coming from Rage I immediately found him. Sitting next to us with another woman, though their direction is a little bit far away from us. I sighed when Rage and I met with our eyes. He looks so pissed I don't know why, I look at Kevin who is now focusing on his food.I look at the woman who is with him. I can't see her face clearly because I only see her back from here. Rage noticed that I looked at the woman and he looked at her too then looked at me again. Ano 'to tinginan lang?I still managed to finish my food before turning to Kevin. I look at him and he just genuinely looks at me."Are you done, Ganda?" Kevin asked, wiping his lips
Chapter 16: You will say yes![Read at your own risk]I don't know what to feel after hearing Rage and Kevin's confession. Three days later Rage came to our house and asked me for permission if he could court me. I figured out that Rage is a materialistic one. He always sends some gifts in our home. While Kevin loves to date me and spend time with me. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. After 20 years ngayon ko lang 'to naranasan. I don't know what to do at all.We're having a class right now, I can't even focus on my subject and all I think is Rage and Kevin. Why am I in denial to them at bakit hindi ako makapili? Urgh. Sumasakit dulo ng kuko ko sa kanila ei.Lalo ko ng hindi maintindihan ang
Announcement and Author’s Note. Hello, everyone this is M.NINS I would like to tell you all my gratitude that you gave to my characters. This is my first novel and I finished it. I want to tell you that we are having an Ali story soon as part of this trilogy series. Though I’m not yet started it, the plot is already in my mind. Anyway, thank you so much for supporting my first baby couple Rage and Lexia= RaXia, lmao I hope you like the names I made up 😂. As you all can see I’m just a new writer, and I’m still writing my own life and finding my pages. I found this good novel because it’s an amusing platform for my dream. I wanted to be lowkey, and private. Hope you give support to our boldest couple soon Grayson and Ali. The way you guys love Rage and Lexia. Belated Happy New Year to all of you, good luck to your challenges in every chapter of your life. Lexia and Rage story are now signing off! This book is a work of fiction, the places, names, events that are mentioned are in th
Epilogue (RAGE’S)“So, when are you coming back? You just turned down a movie with Rachel Park. People are expecting the both of you to work together.” My friend, Carlos. I’m gonna miss that Latin accent of his. “I’m just staying in the Philippines for a couple of months, I need to shoot something there,” I said, actually it’s another movie as well, but for now it’s a secret. “Where is your brother?” He asked.“Oh, Achi, he left first. Then I just follow through.” I said.“So, this house is gonna be empty?” He asked. I looked at him, knowing that he’s gonna bring girls here and party a lot. “Fine, I am not gonna borrow your house.” He said. I continue packing my things. “So, you're gonna find your girlfriend there?” He asked. I stopped packing my things and thought about what he said. “Well, I am not sure though. But who knows!” I replied. I haven’t thought about it… “Well, I’m going now. I have surgery to perform this afternoon, take care and call me. ‘Kay, bye.” After he left
Chapter 56: Discount.(RAGE’S)“Dude, Lexia is awake.” I feel like a possessed man after hearing what Kevin said, I immediately fix all my things cause I’m still here in the university's library, I’m reading a book about Lexia’s lecture when Kevin called. I run as fast as I can, to reach the university parking lot where my car is parked. To the point I forgot to breathe while running, I inhaled a large amount of air when I was actually in front of my car. I stopped for a while and cleaned myself for a moment, I fixed my hair, I ate chewing gum to make my breath smell good, I sprayed perfume as well. I’m really nervous, I don’t know what to say if I face her. Wala naman akong ginagawang masama bakit ba ako nag-aalala. I started the engine of my car to leave the university, especially when I bumped into some reporters kanina habang tumatakbo ako. My phone keeps ringing. I know it’s my Father but I’m not in the mood to talk to him. I still managed to drive safely and arrived in Hosp
Chapter 55: We’ll help you get justice.Habang binabaybay namin ni Ali ang kalsada na dinaanan namin kanina ay, biglang may mga sasakyan ng pulis ang dali-daling binabaybay din ang pinanggalingan namin kanina. Nagkatinginan kami ni Ali mukhang alam na rin niya ang iniisip ko na maaaring papunta iyon sa lugar kung nasaan sila Jen. Dahil si Ali naman ang nagda-drive aya agad niyang niliko ang sasakyan para sundan ang mga sasakyan din ng Pulis. Lalong kumakabog ang dibdib ko lalo na at may narinig kaming putok ng baril. Hindi ko lubos maisip ang dadatnan ko kung maabutan kong hindi maganda ang lagay ni Rage. Hindi naman talaga ako madasalin pero sana lang talaga, sana ay ligtas siya at nasa maayos na kalagayan. “Andito na tayo.” Sabi ni Ali habang dali-daling tinatanggal ang ang seatbelt niya, mukhang nag alala din siya kay Grayson. “Anong nangyayari?” Tanong ko, dahil nilalabas ng mga Pulis ang ilang bantay kanina at nakaposas na sila. Ganun din sila Jen at Rage, inaalalayan nila pa
Chapter 54: Hihingi Tayong Tulong.Hindi ako makapaniwala sa narinig ko, mukhang hindi pa rin nag si-sink in kay Ali lahat. Naiwan kami rito sa bahay kaming lang dalawa, agad na umalis ang boys matapos pumayag ni Jen sa gusto nila. Kanina pa kami ni Ali hindi nag-iingay, ang dami ding tanong sa isip ko at ang mas lalo kong inaalala ay si Rage. Naloloka na ako sa mga kaganapan, sana pala nag prepared talaga ako bago ako pumunta dito sa Manila. Nakakagulat!“Puntahan kaya natin sila okay lang?” Basag ni Ali sa katahimikan.“Paano, ei sabi ni Rage ay dito lang daw tayo babalik daw sila ng maayos at ibabalik daw nila si Jen.” Sagot ko naman sa kanya, ngayon ay kinakain na namin yung kakaluto lang ni Jen kanina na fries bago kami katukin ng boys. “Nababagabag ako ei, kung ang Daddy pala ni Jen ang leader ng kung ano mang gang na yun, at tinuring na kaibigan ng pamilya ni Rage. I don’t think so na magiging okay ang lahat..” Dugtong ko. Tinignan naman ako ni Ali at mukhang tinatansya niya a
Chapter 53: Alfonso Gang It’s been a week since Rage confessed our relationship to the media, while they have already started to film the movie that I wrote, I am now starting for my very first novel book. I asked Mrs. Cruz na hindi na ako sumama pa sa set kahit na part din ako ng production, isa pa dream ko na din kasi ito ang magpublish ng book. Rage is very supportive t everything I planned for myself, lagi lang niya sinasabi na gawin ko lang raw lahat ng gusto ko dahil mas gusto niya akong makitang masaya. I always appreciate every comment he gave on me, pansin ko din na isa yun sa love language niya word affirmation, pinaka paborito ko ay physical touch. I love every time he touches me, I love and importance. I do the same to him ano, impossible naman kasi na puro siya lang. I think quality time is the best thing I done to him, every day since alam ko naman na mahirap ang trabaho niya. Nasa coffee shop ako dito lang din malapit sa bahay namin, halos walking distance lang di
Chapter 52: My Dream.Kasama ko ang floor director namin habang pinapanood ang ibang staff na inaayos ang setting ng stage, bumalik na si Jen pero hindi ko pa rin siya nakikita. Baka naman mamaya ay lalabas na rin yun, napag isip isip ko na rin na magbukas ng social media mamaya paguwi ko o pagkatapos ng trabaho ko dahil na rin way ito ng unang step sa pagtanggap ko ng trabaho ni Rage. Tanggap ko naman kahit anong trabaho pa yan ang pinaka kinatatakutan ko lang ay ang mga tao sa paligid niya, majority ang fans niya at ang public viewers. Wala rin naman akong pake sa kanila kung tutuusin, si Ivy nga hindi ko pinalampas diba! Pero kasi iba ang magiging impact noon sa akin, baka maging dahilan pa yun at magkaroon bigla ng sigalot sa relasyon naming dalawa. Pinapa stand by na namin ang mga celebrity hosts, nagsimula na rin mag hype ang mga tao. Hanggang sa nag Director cue na!Naupo lang ako sa tabi ng prompter dahil hawak ko pa rin ang manual script, just incase na magka problema ang p
[Remember Love: Special Bonus Chapter: The first cut for Ali's Story Happening soon.] [Ali and Grayson scene: Chapter 23] TW: SPG 19+ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. {Ali’s POV} Lately ang dami kong raket, paano ba naman gusto sumama ng kapatid kong si Jai sa field trip daw nila sa school. Wala naman maibigay si Inay kaya sabi ko ako na lang gagawa ng paraan, isa pa sa akin din naman ang matitira sa mga pag-papart time ko. Dito ako natulog kila Jen kasi ini-invite kami ni Lexia sa darating na anniversary ng parents niya. Pumayag na rin ako para kumain. Isa pa, sinabi ni Grayson na dadalo daw sila ng pamilya niya, nagulat nga ako ng malaman na magkakilala pala si Jen at Grayson, parang wala namang hindi kilala si Jen. Pansin ko kasi pag magkakasama kaming tatlo ay kung sino-sino ang nakakakilala sa kanya. Nasa condo kami ngayon ni Jen, papunta pa lang kami ngayon sa bahay ng parents niya dahil dun nga ang celebration. Ako naman bigla akong kinakabahan, hindi ko alam kung kinakabahan a
Chapter 51: No woman can outstand you, babe.Kung tutuusin ay hindi ko naman pinag isipan lahat ng nangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko, ang gusto ko lang ay makapag trabaho sa Manila. Umalis ako ng probinsya dahil sa trabaho, tapos nung dumating ako rito ang dami-daming nangyari.Lahat ng konektado sa nakaraan ko nagkabalikan sila bigla sa buhay ko. Hindi ako prepared alam ko sa sarili ko hindi ko yun pinaghandaan, kung paano ako magrereact sa mga malalaman ko. Mas lalong hindi ko alam kung paano haharapin kung paano ako naaksidente, pinatawad ko nga si Jen ng ganun kabilis dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na pati yun ay hindi ko pinaghandaan.Tapos ngayon ang relasyon ko kay Rage, pati ito wala sa plano ko. Nasa isang coffee shop kaming dalawa, malayo ito sa network. Masasabi kong may pag-private siya, at higit sa lahat ay konti lang ang tao. “You okay?” Tanong sa akin ni Rage. Napansin niya ata na kanina ko pa siya hindi kinakausap, hindi naman sa galit ako pero kasi marami din akong doubts.