Esme's POVBefore we officially call it a night me and Fin decided to go for a walk, now that I'm pregnant the doctors doesn't recommend that I shift as it can cause stress to my body."I can't believe I'm going to be an uncle Es! This is the best piece of news I have ever heard" Finn says while walking with me and gulping down a full can of cola."I told Robyn first, I needed to know and I needed someone who can relate you know I hope your not mad"I've been extremely emotional recently and I can kind of guess why now. I'm happy and excited but I'm super scared."Why would I mind? Knowing my big mouth I'd have gone and jumped on Jaxon and told him myself" he says while laughing and eating."Dude we just had pizza and you're still eating...are you pregnant?"He starts laughing at me in my face"What are you laughing at?" I ask him."Your funny looking face Es" I'm a little confused why he said that. It wasn't even funny.I don't give him a second before I turn around and begin to wal
Finley's POVIt's Christmas Day and I feel like shit. I didn't go to bed with Naomi last night I instead I told her I'd be spending a bit of time with my sister. After she had tried to shut us both out and push us away Jaxon managed to calm her down and get her in to bed, I asked him if I could stay with her for the night and he was more than happy to let me."Es" I speak softly."Please don't okay I won't explain anything anymore but just know..I don't blame you okay I don't hate you I made that choice to protect you because if I lost you it would have killed me more than what they did to me" she's telling me while sobbing.We're both laying on the bed and I turn her to me while hugging her. "I was actually going to say you look like shit" I say with tears in my eyes. She bursts out laughing and it's a sound I have come to hear often since been here"Well. Crying and messy hair and comfy clothes will do that to you, you know""Finn""Yeah?""I love you. And merry Christmas" she says
Jacob's POV (Jaxon's Father)Today's a big day for the whole pack. We have all been waiting for a few years for Jaxon to find his Mate and the packs New Luna so that Robyn can focus on the little things to do with the pack.And when he had planned to go the seasons Annual ball in September he never thought he would find his Mate there. And not only was she there but she was also abused by her Alpha, her former Alpha and many other of the packs members.When Jaxon Linked his mother to let her know he had found his mate but her brother was also coming we didn't expect to see her in the way we did see her.She was so under weight and so malnourished my heart went out to Jaxon. It was a difficult few weeks at the start as she never allowed anybody but Finley to help her and sometimes Robyn.Her family threw them out at such a young g age that even when he learnt how to fend for her self and her brother she was far to weak to do anything else and on top of having to do that she was a slave
** warning: this chapter is of loss, which viewers may not like. Blood, loss, anger and violence**Esme's POV"Will you do me the honours of marrying me and becoming my wife..?"I'm shocked I'm speechless. I try to talk but I instead end up crying more."Esme?""Yes..." I nod my head several times pulling him up and hugging him as tightly as I can."Yes. I'll marry you" I said with so much emotion running through me."SHE SAID YES" Jaxon shouts across the room. I did not expect this at all!The crowd erupts into a cheer and howls and laughter and soon the party is in full swing and I'm dancing with my Fiancé when I feel a tap on my shoulder. Finn is standing there waiting for me to hug him, I leap into his arms and he returns the hug and asks me if I would like to go for a walk.I agree and let Jaxon know."I'm just going to go for a walk with Finn. We won't be too long. I love you""Alright beautiful. Be careful and you make sure she's safe please Finley""Will do alpha"We head towa
Jaxon's POVIt's been 2 weeks since Esme got shot. 2 long and painful weeks. I haven't left her hospital bed since they allowed me to come in.Everyone has been coming in to the hospital room for weeks now and checking up and bringing me food so I have the strength to look after her when she finally wakes up because she will. She will wake up I have faith. I have to have faith that she will wake up. I say it like it's my mantra...Over and over again"Esme baby it's me. It's Jax. I think it's time for you to wake up now okay" I tell her."Finley's here. He keeps telling me all these weird stories you two use to share when you were kids and it sounds really weird. But I guess that's just who you are. My weird little wolf" I say quietly.It's been a further 7 hours and she's finally breathing for herself. And I can feel movement in her fingers. I look down and she's trying to move her fingers!"Finley go get a doctor" I tell him as quietly as I can."Baby girl. I'm here okay. Take your t
Jaxon's POV*** SLAP ***I have never raised my hand to a woman before and I didn't even know I what I had done until she started crying and backing away from me."Baby! Baby I am so sorry I didn't mean to do that please believe me"She stayed quiet. I tried to reach for her but she backed away in fear. From me.She runs past me and towards the door, I grab her but she lets go of me and screams for me to get out."Baby please I so sorry please believe me I'm so so sorry!""GET OUT! GET OUT AND DONT TOUCH ME AGAIN!!" She screams at me.I'm absolutely devastated at what I've just done I get out and she slams the door in my face. I hear ruffling and her walking around. I run downstairs to my mom and I'm instantly regretting what I am about to do."Hey sweetheart are you alright""Mom. I've just done something and I didn't mean too I swear I didn't mean to it was an accident""What have you done?" She asks while staring deeply in my eyes for answers."I slapped Esme"" YOU DID WHAT!""I d
Esme's POVI waited for a while for Jax to wake up. I paced his room I waited by his side of the bed, my nerves entangled in each other and I couldn't help but think that he will just reject me when he does wake up.Robyn told me to give it a go and to talk to him but she didn't exactly give me a time frame on how long I'd be waiting for. Night time fell and I was sort of asleep but I could feel him stirring in his sleep apologising for something. I couldn't make out what he said so I lay next to him in hopes that the mating bond will coat up all my fears and he would be fine as when I was struggling he was always able to calm me down even when I didn't want him to be near me but he calmed me over and over and now it was my turn to repay that favour back. I seemed to have forgotten that he also lost our baby and I never gave him time to get his thoughts or feelings across. After a while he started to wake up. I still laid next to him with one of my arms under my face and the other ho
Esme's POVIt's been over a month now since me and Jaxon have been able to put a lot of the stuff that happened past us, we miss our baby so much and I always think what would I look like heavily pregnant now, would I have a small bump or would I be big. The image makes me smile but also cry and I've been doing that recently. No one knows we're trying again but I believe I've put more weight on which is good he keeps saying. And then complains that my scent has changed a little bit but we haven't really been able to do much as last week he went away for a few days to another pack and only got back yesterday."Jaxon" I say while sorting out some clothes. I officially moved into his room and I get told off whenever I call it his room as it's now our room instead. I usually roll my eyes which results in a disagreement on how I'm too sassy for my own good and it'll get me in trouble one day. Just thinking about it makes me roll my eyes and sigh because I find it funny."Yes princess"And