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Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 34 - Apologies
Esme's POVI waited for a while for Jax to wake up. I paced his room I waited by his side of the bed, my nerves entangled in each other and I couldn't help but think that he will just reject me when he does wake up.Robyn told me to give it a go and to talk to him but she didn't exactly give me a time frame on how long I'd be waiting for. Night time fell and I was sort of asleep but I could feel him stirring in his sleep apologising for something. I couldn't make out what he said so I lay next to him in hopes that the mating bond will coat up all my fears and he would be fine as when I was struggling he was always able to calm me down even when I didn't want him to be near me but he calmed me over and over and now it was my turn to repay that favour back. I seemed to have forgotten that he also lost our baby and I never gave him time to get his thoughts or feelings across. After a while he started to wake up. I still laid next to him with one of my arms under my face and the other ho
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 35 - 1 Month Later
Esme's POVIt's been over a month now since me and Jaxon have been able to put a lot of the stuff that happened past us, we miss our baby so much and I always think what would I look like heavily pregnant now, would I have a small bump or would I be big. The image makes me smile but also cry and I've been doing that recently. No one knows we're trying again but I believe I've put more weight on which is good he keeps saying. And then complains that my scent has changed a little bit but we haven't really been able to do much as last week he went away for a few days to another pack and only got back yesterday."Jaxon" I say while sorting out some clothes. I officially moved into his room and I get told off whenever I call it his room as it's now our room instead. I usually roll my eyes which results in a disagreement on how I'm too sassy for my own good and it'll get me in trouble one day. Just thinking about it makes me roll my eyes and sigh because I find it funny."Yes princess"And
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 36 - Esme's Fears
Esme's POV "Jaxon do you think everything will be okay? You know with the baby?" I'm sitting in Jaxon's office while he does his work as we have finally finished the vampire diaries and I'm not wanting to start another series yet so I thought I'd sit here and watch my handsome fiancé do his work until he's finished or until I get extremely bored which will probably be that one. "Esme why do you ask?" "Because I lost the last baby and.." "Baby...no, no you didn't well yes we did but it was not your fault and every time you blame yourself I feel guilty because I couldn't stop it from happening, those few weeks was hell and when you realised what had happened my heart sunk and I felt awful and heartbroken. You felt the need to stay away from me because you assumed I was mad and I really wasn't not with you anyway but I was at the world. Everything we had planned for and everything you had worked so hard for came crushing down on you and us and it really hurt" I felt the
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 37 - 7 weeks later
Esme's POVIt's been 7 weeks since we found out I was pregnant. My pregnancy had gone smooth so far minus the odd occasions of sickness and the feeling of having our pup kick at the strangest of times is beyond belief that I'm carrying our baby.I have 1 week left of my pregnancy and I'm so scared and nervous now! I have Jaxon and Robyn as my birthing partners which is a relief. Robyn's like the mother me and Finn never got. She's given us both the same love she gives her boys and it's so warming for us."Jax...what time do you think you'll be back tomorrow?" I ask him because he's away at our old parklands for the night sorting out some problems that Aloha Dylan has been having. I can't say I'm not okay with it because despite down not. My parents will probably be there too and asking for updates on me and Finn...thankfully no body from that pack knows of our baby and I will be glad for it to remain that way! I don't want them barrelling in my life now that I have a reason to live an
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 38 - New life
Esme's POVSo far everything's being going great. Now that me and Reggie are home we have had so many people just coming over and wanting to meet him, meet the next Alpha of our pack and I honestly feel so grateful to be here...with Jaxon and Finn and also my new family. The family I didn't think I would ever get and now I do I don't want to give it up. I don't want to wake up if this is a dream I just want to live in this life."What's up princess?"I look up to see my future husband and the father to our baby standing above me in our room with our son tucked under his arm...his broad, tattooed arms with so much pride. The same sort of pride that I love to see in him."Just sitting here dreaming. Now that we're home it feels real. Everything feels so real and I'm scared that it's all a dream Jax. I'm scared that non of this is real" I say with all honesty speaking."Listen. Give me a minute let me put little man back in his crib and we will talk okay""Okay"After a few minutes of li
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 39 -
Esme's POVIt's been a whole month properly since I gave birth, my figure is slowly going back to normal now that I have started my training sessions again. Something I couldn't wait for when I had had our son.Tomorrow is the annual Gala that Jaxon's pack have held every year. Something about this makes me stomach churn in a good way now that he has his Luna here with him. Something about his presence makes me feel more at ease about all of this seems how our old pack is going as well. My old mother and father will be there too and she's been adamant about seeing me.Like that's ever going to happen."You alright princess?"I turn my body around upon noticing Jaxon's voice behind me and I now only realise I've been in my own world for quite some time. Especially if he's asking me if I'm alright. I mean I am but at the same time I'm not I guess I haven't been away from Reggie since he's been born unless Jaxon is there himself and that's even a short shower usually so to go all night w
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 40 - I want...
Jaxon's POVTonight's been planned for weeks, it got postponed when Esme gave birth to Reggie but everything's gone according to plan.Over the last month I've noticed Esme changing into this incredible mother, fiancé and our Luna, she's been through hell and back but yet she has managed to maintain a decent amount of comfort, love and passion towards herself and the pack members of our pack.Theres a knock at my office door which usually means my mum or dad as everyone else just walks in and it's actually Charlie."Hey man we've got company. There here now but want to speak with you personally""Who is it?""It's the alpha of the red claw pack. It's alpha mark and his Luna""Send them in, thanks man"Alpha Mark and his Luna Melissa walk into my office. Concern etched on there faces and I can tell this isn't going to be a good chat."Alpha mark, to what do I owe the pleasure?""Good afternoon Alpha, we'd had word that Alpha Dylan Langley has rogues on their territory. They have killed
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 41 - a night to remember
Esme's POV"I do! Jaxon we've got our whole lives to chill out and relax! I mean if you don't want another one I completely understand""Baby...no I do! I just didn't think you would with how you felt during labour with Reggie! But yes....yes I want another baby with you of course I do!"Everything has started to come together recently and sometimes it scares me, sometimes it feels strange, this whole new life me and Jaxon has created and sometimes my heart feels so full it might just burst out of my chest."Then get your butt over here!" I say while taking my top off. I'm about to take off my trousers when a strong hand takes grip of my hand and pushes me back to the bed. My excitement doubles and my heart rate spikes. I secretly know I'm the boss here and he knows it too but he's just trying to show off his alpha male dominance which I do very much enjoy!We've been entangled in each other's embrace for the last 40 minutes and it's only then that it occurred to me that we have a gal
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