What am I going to do with all this? My children have not been born and I am ready to kill anyone who threatens their life, now, what wouldn't I be able to do if they end up with one of them, being just a baby?
“You went too far.
“I know, sister. there is not a single day when I don't feel bad.” says my brother.
The one who protected me since I was little and was so gentle to the point that I thought the coldest or rudest was Nikolay. But, now that I know the cause of the enmity, I see it from a focus that causes me displeasure.
“Everyone was seriously wrong about this.
“Rain…
“As a member of the herd you should have been in charge of the actions of your children, father and if it was not possible, give the respective punishment.
“You can't take my place, Rain. That's punishment enough.” says my father trying to calm his annoyance.
“Do you think the death of a child j
We left without mentioning anything else, there have been many revelations that, at least for me, have left me speechless. Now, not only did I understand the hatred of the Romans towards us, but I also felt partly guilty towards Lake and his family.After all, even though I wasn't born, my family was able to celebrate my birth and growth, while they were stuck in a death from which they have not recovered.‘There was no future for us, Lake. Even if you didn't know who I was, even if we had loved each other when we pretended to be only human, we had a past that distanced us a lot.’ I tell myself mentally.“We've arrived. We have to be careful. The intention is that we finish with the informant if there is no other option or use him at our whim, after getting the whole truth out of him.” says my father and I sit down getting out of the car.The smell of my brother Nikolay, makes me feel confused and therefore, I walk cautiously towar
My father keeps insulting and hitting Nikolay, in front of his wife. To the point that she is the one who intervenes for him since neither Sergey nor I are able to get into his violent moment.Since, neither of us has the courage to approach, because we owe my father. Sergey has owed him for years, but I owe him a lot now. Making it clear that the grand expectations you have in me, it will soon be seen that I will not be able to achieve them.At least, I will not reach them as my father believed and that is what worries me most now. The night I decided to disobey my father, I thought he just wanted to control me and live my life for me, but now... I'm sorry I didn't think better of it.Although I love my children, I would have liked to think more maturely, because if I had become pregnant following my father's orders, I would now have a man who would give me a safe place where my children and I could grow up.“I think it would be a promising idea fo
The wolves quickly approach the place where we are, while I feel too afraid to be exposed to experienced wolves who may know because my scent is a little different now.“Rain, let's go inside the house for a moment.” says my mother running towards me.“Not now, Tanya, we have to do something important.” says my father in a cold voice.“This is something important for you, I'm going to say something important to her. So, please, just as I respect what is important to me, do the same with me.My father is silent. He is upset, but even then he is not able to argue with his wife in front of several members of the herd. So, I nod and that's why, I leave with my father to the innermost part of the house.“Mother, where are we going?” I ask without knowing why we keep walking.“We need to go far away, where no one interrupts us.” says my mother and that's how we ended up in the basement of the house.&
My mother is right, it is not possible that one does not hesitate to shoot someone I am supposed to have loved. But, the suffering I experienced when I realized his betrayal, make me doubt.“I wanted my children to have their father's protection just as I have had mine, Mother.“Daughter…“Today I learned about the mistakes my brother made and how my father still protects him. Also, I knew that my perfect childhood was a heroic effort of yours, one that I now understand and appreciate, but, at the same time, it causes me pain.>> Because I know my kids won't have that, Mother. That's why I really wanted there to be some hope that after knowing about my pregnancy, this war that I started years ago will end and my children will have your protection, one that I can't give you alone, not like you gave it to me.” I say with concern.“I understand what you're saying, daughter. You don't know how much I've wished
I understood what I was getting myself into, because, I am the first alpha in the history of the herd to assume the role of leader of a herd without being married -and being pregnant-.“I want to clarify that my intention is not to cause chaos in the herd. I am young, but I have knowledge of the business. I'm not married, but, I value marriage because I was born and raised in one.” I mean seriously.Everyone starts whispering to each other. Since, there is proof of what I am saying. So, I continue to take the floor.“We have all gone through pain in the last few days, we have lived in agony or anguish because we do not know when something or someone will come back to attack us. That is why, as a first order from me, I am going to ask that everyone interested in defending their family physically, come forward.Everyone starts whispering to each other and my father tries to get closer to me, but, I refuse.“We have been mocked, wo
My father is watching me as if doing an analysis of my soul, so, I swallow hard and deny wishing that I still have a little time left. So, I deny it, although I don't want to lie to my father anymore.“My smell has intensified, maybe it's because of the rejection I've received. Not all bodies react the same way. Although, I do wish that they are good signs so that soon my little one will have a beautiful family.” says my mother hugging me.My father stares at both of us and then comes up to me looking at me as if he knows that the thing I'm hiding from him is big.“You're my only hope, Rain. You're the only one who hasn't disappointed me. So, please, I beg you to be careful, little one. You are the only one who makes me remember that I have been a good father and that if my children have made a mistake, it has not been my fault.“I understand, Father.” I say and he leaves the mansion.“We're done here.” say
Months later.JulyThe short working days have turned into weeks, which no matter how much I implore them to spend slowly, have become those months that bring my meeting with my children closer and closer and my great chances that they will soon know my secret.It is no longer possible for me to become a wolf, well, if I can do it, but, if I transform into one, the abdomen will be noticeable and I will not be able to say that I have gained weight by eating as much as I do now in my human version.“It's time for you to think about what you're going to say, daughter.” my mother says after giving me a girdle that doesn't help me at all.Even if I want to hide my pregnancy, I have already passed my first trimester and that is why, it is not possible to hide it, time and having several babies at the same time, makes my belly show even if I beg that it is not so.“The puppies can't help me anymore.” I say with concern.&ldqu
Wishing that things do not get more complicated in my life, I try to get ready quickly and put on a girdle that no longer serves the function of hiding my advanced pregnancy. Therefore, I watch myself with frustration.“We had agreed that we would be a good support, little ones. We agreed that they would be shown when everyone knew.” I say with frustration.I try to talk to the little ones that if they could talk, they would call me cheeky, since, they have been kept as hidden as possible. It's just... time has passed and there's no way to hide what's happening anymore.“I can't do any more. The best thing is that I leave as stealthily as possible and use only the back door, wishing that luck is on my side and no one else knows my secret.” whisper trying for the tenth time failed with the girdle.Resigned, I take all my things and leave as if I were a thief in my own house, because it's not a clever idea for me to stay here when I still do
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev