What am I going to do with all this? My children have not been born and I am ready to kill anyone who threatens their life, now, what wouldn't I be able to do if they end up with one of them, being just a baby?
“You went too far.
“I know, sister. there is not a single day when I don't feel bad.” says my brother.
The one who protected me since I was little and was so gentle to the point that I thought the coldest or rudest was Nikolay. But, now that I know the cause of the enmity, I see it from a focus that causes me displeasure.
“Everyone was seriously wrong about this.
“Rain…
“As a member of the herd you should have been in charge of the actions of your children, father and if it was not possible, give the respective punishment.
“You can't take my place, Rain. That's punishment enough.” says my father trying to calm his annoyance.
“Do you think the death of a child j
We left without mentioning anything else, there have been many revelations that, at least for me, have left me speechless. Now, not only did I understand the hatred of the Romans towards us, but I also felt partly guilty towards Lake and his family.After all, even though I wasn't born, my family was able to celebrate my birth and growth, while they were stuck in a death from which they have not recovered.‘There was no future for us, Lake. Even if you didn't know who I was, even if we had loved each other when we pretended to be only human, we had a past that distanced us a lot.’ I tell myself mentally.“We've arrived. We have to be careful. The intention is that we finish with the informant if there is no other option or use him at our whim, after getting the whole truth out of him.” says my father and I sit down getting out of the car.The smell of my brother Nikolay, makes me feel confused and therefore, I walk cautiously towar
My father keeps insulting and hitting Nikolay, in front of his wife. To the point that she is the one who intervenes for him since neither Sergey nor I are able to get into his violent moment.Since, neither of us has the courage to approach, because we owe my father. Sergey has owed him for years, but I owe him a lot now. Making it clear that the grand expectations you have in me, it will soon be seen that I will not be able to achieve them.At least, I will not reach them as my father believed and that is what worries me most now. The night I decided to disobey my father, I thought he just wanted to control me and live my life for me, but now... I'm sorry I didn't think better of it.Although I love my children, I would have liked to think more maturely, because if I had become pregnant following my father's orders, I would now have a man who would give me a safe place where my children and I could grow up.“I think it would be a promising idea fo
The wolves quickly approach the place where we are, while I feel too afraid to be exposed to experienced wolves who may know because my scent is a little different now.“Rain, let's go inside the house for a moment.” says my mother running towards me.“Not now, Tanya, we have to do something important.” says my father in a cold voice.“This is something important for you, I'm going to say something important to her. So, please, just as I respect what is important to me, do the same with me.My father is silent. He is upset, but even then he is not able to argue with his wife in front of several members of the herd. So, I nod and that's why, I leave with my father to the innermost part of the house.“Mother, where are we going?” I ask without knowing why we keep walking.“We need to go far away, where no one interrupts us.” says my mother and that's how we ended up in the basement of the house.&
My mother is right, it is not possible that one does not hesitate to shoot someone I am supposed to have loved. But, the suffering I experienced when I realized his betrayal, make me doubt.“I wanted my children to have their father's protection just as I have had mine, Mother.“Daughter…“Today I learned about the mistakes my brother made and how my father still protects him. Also, I knew that my perfect childhood was a heroic effort of yours, one that I now understand and appreciate, but, at the same time, it causes me pain.>> Because I know my kids won't have that, Mother. That's why I really wanted there to be some hope that after knowing about my pregnancy, this war that I started years ago will end and my children will have your protection, one that I can't give you alone, not like you gave it to me.” I say with concern.“I understand what you're saying, daughter. You don't know how much I've wished
I understood what I was getting myself into, because, I am the first alpha in the history of the herd to assume the role of leader of a herd without being married -and being pregnant-.“I want to clarify that my intention is not to cause chaos in the herd. I am young, but I have knowledge of the business. I'm not married, but, I value marriage because I was born and raised in one.” I mean seriously.Everyone starts whispering to each other. Since, there is proof of what I am saying. So, I continue to take the floor.“We have all gone through pain in the last few days, we have lived in agony or anguish because we do not know when something or someone will come back to attack us. That is why, as a first order from me, I am going to ask that everyone interested in defending their family physically, come forward.Everyone starts whispering to each other and my father tries to get closer to me, but, I refuse.“We have been mocked, wo
My father is watching me as if doing an analysis of my soul, so, I swallow hard and deny wishing that I still have a little time left. So, I deny it, although I don't want to lie to my father anymore.“My smell has intensified, maybe it's because of the rejection I've received. Not all bodies react the same way. Although, I do wish that they are good signs so that soon my little one will have a beautiful family.” says my mother hugging me.My father stares at both of us and then comes up to me looking at me as if he knows that the thing I'm hiding from him is big.“You're my only hope, Rain. You're the only one who hasn't disappointed me. So, please, I beg you to be careful, little one. You are the only one who makes me remember that I have been a good father and that if my children have made a mistake, it has not been my fault.“I understand, Father.” I say and he leaves the mansion.“We're done here.” say
Months later.JulyThe short working days have turned into weeks, which no matter how much I implore them to spend slowly, have become those months that bring my meeting with my children closer and closer and my great chances that they will soon know my secret.It is no longer possible for me to become a wolf, well, if I can do it, but, if I transform into one, the abdomen will be noticeable and I will not be able to say that I have gained weight by eating as much as I do now in my human version.“It's time for you to think about what you're going to say, daughter.” my mother says after giving me a girdle that doesn't help me at all.Even if I want to hide my pregnancy, I have already passed my first trimester and that is why, it is not possible to hide it, time and having several babies at the same time, makes my belly show even if I beg that it is not so.“The puppies can't help me anymore.” I say with concern.&ldqu
Wishing that things do not get more complicated in my life, I try to get ready quickly and put on a girdle that no longer serves the function of hiding my advanced pregnancy. Therefore, I watch myself with frustration.“We had agreed that we would be a good support, little ones. We agreed that they would be shown when everyone knew.” I say with frustration.I try to talk to the little ones that if they could talk, they would call me cheeky, since, they have been kept as hidden as possible. It's just... time has passed and there's no way to hide what's happening anymore.“I can't do any more. The best thing is that I leave as stealthily as possible and use only the back door, wishing that luck is on my side and no one else knows my secret.” whisper trying for the tenth time failed with the girdle.Resigned, I take all my things and leave as if I were a thief in my own house, because it's not a clever idea for me to stay here when I still do