The wolves quickly approach the place where we are, while I feel too afraid to be exposed to experienced wolves who may know because my scent is a little different now.
“Rain, let's go inside the house for a moment.” says my mother running towards me.“Not now, Tanya, we have to do something important.” says my father in a cold voice.“This is something important for you, I'm going to say something important to her. So, please, just as I respect what is important to me, do the same with me.My father is silent. He is upset, but even then he is not able to argue with his wife in front of several members of the herd. So, I nod and that's why, I leave with my father to the innermost part of the house.“Mother, where are we going?” I ask without knowing why we keep walking.“We need to go far away, where no one interrupts us.” says my mother and that's how we ended up in the basement of the house.&My mother is right, it is not possible that one does not hesitate to shoot someone I am supposed to have loved. But, the suffering I experienced when I realized his betrayal, make me doubt.“I wanted my children to have their father's protection just as I have had mine, Mother.“Daughter…“Today I learned about the mistakes my brother made and how my father still protects him. Also, I knew that my perfect childhood was a heroic effort of yours, one that I now understand and appreciate, but, at the same time, it causes me pain.>> Because I know my kids won't have that, Mother. That's why I really wanted there to be some hope that after knowing about my pregnancy, this war that I started years ago will end and my children will have your protection, one that I can't give you alone, not like you gave it to me.” I say with concern.“I understand what you're saying, daughter. You don't know how much I've wished
I understood what I was getting myself into, because, I am the first alpha in the history of the herd to assume the role of leader of a herd without being married -and being pregnant-.“I want to clarify that my intention is not to cause chaos in the herd. I am young, but I have knowledge of the business. I'm not married, but, I value marriage because I was born and raised in one.” I mean seriously.Everyone starts whispering to each other. Since, there is proof of what I am saying. So, I continue to take the floor.“We have all gone through pain in the last few days, we have lived in agony or anguish because we do not know when something or someone will come back to attack us. That is why, as a first order from me, I am going to ask that everyone interested in defending their family physically, come forward.Everyone starts whispering to each other and my father tries to get closer to me, but, I refuse.“We have been mocked, wo
My father is watching me as if doing an analysis of my soul, so, I swallow hard and deny wishing that I still have a little time left. So, I deny it, although I don't want to lie to my father anymore.“My smell has intensified, maybe it's because of the rejection I've received. Not all bodies react the same way. Although, I do wish that they are good signs so that soon my little one will have a beautiful family.” says my mother hugging me.My father stares at both of us and then comes up to me looking at me as if he knows that the thing I'm hiding from him is big.“You're my only hope, Rain. You're the only one who hasn't disappointed me. So, please, I beg you to be careful, little one. You are the only one who makes me remember that I have been a good father and that if my children have made a mistake, it has not been my fault.“I understand, Father.” I say and he leaves the mansion.“We're done here.” say
Months later.JulyThe short working days have turned into weeks, which no matter how much I implore them to spend slowly, have become those months that bring my meeting with my children closer and closer and my great chances that they will soon know my secret.It is no longer possible for me to become a wolf, well, if I can do it, but, if I transform into one, the abdomen will be noticeable and I will not be able to say that I have gained weight by eating as much as I do now in my human version.“It's time for you to think about what you're going to say, daughter.” my mother says after giving me a girdle that doesn't help me at all.Even if I want to hide my pregnancy, I have already passed my first trimester and that is why, it is not possible to hide it, time and having several babies at the same time, makes my belly show even if I beg that it is not so.“The puppies can't help me anymore.” I say with concern.&ldqu
Wishing that things do not get more complicated in my life, I try to get ready quickly and put on a girdle that no longer serves the function of hiding my advanced pregnancy. Therefore, I watch myself with frustration.“We had agreed that we would be a good support, little ones. We agreed that they would be shown when everyone knew.” I say with frustration.I try to talk to the little ones that if they could talk, they would call me cheeky, since, they have been kept as hidden as possible. It's just... time has passed and there's no way to hide what's happening anymore.“I can't do any more. The best thing is that I leave as stealthily as possible and use only the back door, wishing that luck is on my side and no one else knows my secret.” whisper trying for the tenth time failed with the girdle.Resigned, I take all my things and leave as if I were a thief in my own house, because it's not a clever idea for me to stay here when I still do
For whole weeks I've been thinking about this moment, I've been so afraid of it coming that I've had doubts if it was a clever idea to delay it so much or not. But, now that it was happening, I just wanted more time to be able to face this.Because, although I have felt too sad, anxious and frustrated, I prefer that because of what I was still hiding from my family, than to see now the look of disappointment in my father, precisely the look with which I saw Nikolay when we found out that the traitor was his lover or when he told me about Sergey's mistake.“Father…“Get out of the car, if you don't want me to take you out.” says my father releasing all those pheromones that seemed to flee from a body about to erupt.I'm in trouble. That's more than clear, to the point that I didn't know how my father might react. That's why, I was trying to start the car, but, my father in a fit of rage, starts the same steering wheel with such force, that
Immediately, I get into the car where a man with quite concentrated pheromones looks at me with such amazement, that I have to snap my fingers to get out of his amazement.“I'm sorry, but, I need you to take me to the track. Your father, Mr. Ivan, granted me one of his air transports.“Oh, I understand.” Mikhail says coming out of his amazement, to then start the car and take me away from my mother's screams.Being in the car, I take off the protection that no longer completely covers my belly, while I check this one remembering my father's hit with the steering wheel. Carefully, I look at my belly and notice that a red has formed on the part where my father hit me.“Oh no.” I whisper with concern“Is something wrong? Do you need any kind of assistance?” the man driving asks and I hesitate to ask.After all, they are already helping me enough, but, I prefer to be abusive for asking for more things, than to keep
All the tough times I've experienced, they come all at once. Lake's rejections, her lies, finding out about a multiple pregnancy and all the emotions that triggered.The heartaches because they will find out about my secret and the anger of having to go through this without a life partner. The charges as the head of the pack and the clashes I have led since my new title was announced in the pack.Every one of those memories, they come to my mind, causing me to feel silly for believing that I could handle everything. Mentally, I slap myself for not protecting my children, every single one of them, while the doctor panics.“Calm down for a moment, Rain.” says the doctor, while I swallow hard feeling sick.“How can I calm down if I have lost a baby?” I ask with pain.Guilt invades me, because many times I thought it would be better to have a normal pregnancy, instead of a multiple one.‘Did that thought make God take one of my children away from me? I thought in