My father is watching me as if doing an analysis of my soul, so, I swallow hard and deny wishing that I still have a little time left. So, I deny it, although I don't want to lie to my father anymore.
“My smell has intensified, maybe it's because of the rejection I've received. Not all bodies react the same way. Although, I do wish that they are good signs so that soon my little one will have a beautiful family.” says my mother hugging me.
My father stares at both of us and then comes up to me looking at me as if he knows that the thing I'm hiding from him is big.
“You're my only hope, Rain. You're the only one who hasn't disappointed me. So, please, I beg you to be careful, little one. You are the only one who makes me remember that I have been a good father and that if my children have made a mistake, it has not been my fault.
“I understand, Father.” I say and he leaves the mansion.
“We're done here.” say
Months later.JulyThe short working days have turned into weeks, which no matter how much I implore them to spend slowly, have become those months that bring my meeting with my children closer and closer and my great chances that they will soon know my secret.It is no longer possible for me to become a wolf, well, if I can do it, but, if I transform into one, the abdomen will be noticeable and I will not be able to say that I have gained weight by eating as much as I do now in my human version.“It's time for you to think about what you're going to say, daughter.” my mother says after giving me a girdle that doesn't help me at all.Even if I want to hide my pregnancy, I have already passed my first trimester and that is why, it is not possible to hide it, time and having several babies at the same time, makes my belly show even if I beg that it is not so.“The puppies can't help me anymore.” I say with concern.&ldqu
Wishing that things do not get more complicated in my life, I try to get ready quickly and put on a girdle that no longer serves the function of hiding my advanced pregnancy. Therefore, I watch myself with frustration.“We had agreed that we would be a good support, little ones. We agreed that they would be shown when everyone knew.” I say with frustration.I try to talk to the little ones that if they could talk, they would call me cheeky, since, they have been kept as hidden as possible. It's just... time has passed and there's no way to hide what's happening anymore.“I can't do any more. The best thing is that I leave as stealthily as possible and use only the back door, wishing that luck is on my side and no one else knows my secret.” whisper trying for the tenth time failed with the girdle.Resigned, I take all my things and leave as if I were a thief in my own house, because it's not a clever idea for me to stay here when I still do
For whole weeks I've been thinking about this moment, I've been so afraid of it coming that I've had doubts if it was a clever idea to delay it so much or not. But, now that it was happening, I just wanted more time to be able to face this.Because, although I have felt too sad, anxious and frustrated, I prefer that because of what I was still hiding from my family, than to see now the look of disappointment in my father, precisely the look with which I saw Nikolay when we found out that the traitor was his lover or when he told me about Sergey's mistake.“Father…“Get out of the car, if you don't want me to take you out.” says my father releasing all those pheromones that seemed to flee from a body about to erupt.I'm in trouble. That's more than clear, to the point that I didn't know how my father might react. That's why, I was trying to start the car, but, my father in a fit of rage, starts the same steering wheel with such force, that
Immediately, I get into the car where a man with quite concentrated pheromones looks at me with such amazement, that I have to snap my fingers to get out of his amazement.“I'm sorry, but, I need you to take me to the track. Your father, Mr. Ivan, granted me one of his air transports.“Oh, I understand.” Mikhail says coming out of his amazement, to then start the car and take me away from my mother's screams.Being in the car, I take off the protection that no longer completely covers my belly, while I check this one remembering my father's hit with the steering wheel. Carefully, I look at my belly and notice that a red has formed on the part where my father hit me.“Oh no.” I whisper with concern“Is something wrong? Do you need any kind of assistance?” the man driving asks and I hesitate to ask.After all, they are already helping me enough, but, I prefer to be abusive for asking for more things, than to keep
All the tough times I've experienced, they come all at once. Lake's rejections, her lies, finding out about a multiple pregnancy and all the emotions that triggered.The heartaches because they will find out about my secret and the anger of having to go through this without a life partner. The charges as the head of the pack and the clashes I have led since my new title was announced in the pack.Every one of those memories, they come to my mind, causing me to feel silly for believing that I could handle everything. Mentally, I slap myself for not protecting my children, every single one of them, while the doctor panics.“Calm down for a moment, Rain.” says the doctor, while I swallow hard feeling sick.“How can I calm down if I have lost a baby?” I ask with pain.Guilt invades me, because many times I thought it would be better to have a normal pregnancy, instead of a multiple one.‘Did that thought make God take one of my children away from me? I thought in
The soul returns to my body after seeing the six little babies that can hardly be seen individually, because they are glued to each other or like my sixth baby, they are on top of their siblings.“There really are all six of them. Right?” I ask wanting you to tell me what I want to hear so much.“I must ask you some questions, if you wish, we can take off now and when we are stable I will ask you some routine questions.” Mikhail says and before he leaves, I take his arm.“Is everything okay with the little ones?“The babies weren't hurt by the blow, if that's what you're worried about.” says Mikhail.“And the rest? I have been constantly on the move and even did things that I shouldn't have during pregnancy and…“Rain... please stop.I am aware that thinking negatively doesn't do anyone any good. But, I can't help it when I've done a lot of things that are not favorable for a pregnant wom
After talking to the doctor, I feel calmer about how my pregnancy is going. It is clear that I have to improve many things, because my babies are in danger, but it is something that can be solved, there is still time.“It's time to land, Rain. Get ready for it.” Mikhail says over the speakers.Knowing that it is time to continue with my task as alpha leader of the pack, I get out of bed on the plane and stay in the chair where I had been previously. Without the protection on, I stroke my belly and smile at this one.“My little ones, be free. They can be shown as many times as they wish.” I say stroking my belly.” Forgive your inexperienced mother. I promise not to give them a tough time playing hide and seek.I take a deep breath knowing that nothing else is going to disturb my mind anymore, because although it didn't go the way I expected, two of the three men in my family, they know. So, I focus on thinking about the good o
As promised, I strive to be a help and not someone to take care of, but, everyone know my secret, each of my wolves strive to be careful that I am not hurt.So, I move together, in order that no one hurts me and I really appreciate that, because, I was still worried that I would get hurt and that this time, this would cause a lot of harm to my babies.Moving forward as a group, we take more possession of the place, to the point that the wolves begin to head to the farthest part of the house. So, I order a group to go out and surround the house looking for another door where they can get out.“Madam…“They're going to try to get away. So, prevent it. Today we must end everything today. There should not be even the slightest hope that the Serrano’s will recover from this.” I say firmly and all those I chose for it, leave trusting in my judgment.We all move forward more and more, while I worry because Lake's aroma doesn't feel so
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev