Sirena’s POV
“What the hell are you doing?” Alder hurriedly took Grace in his arms. Seeing that made me furious. I knew without his invite she won’t be here and they are back together. Not even a day has passed since we got divorced. I can’t believe how desperate Alder is. He’s been waiting for the perfect time for all these days. He must know that she’s back and they must have seen each other in private yesterday. Now she’s back, that’s why he easily agreed for the divorce, he doesn’t want me anymore.
I feel disgusted by all of this. He said I am shameless but the truth is, he’s shameless in all levels. I can’t believe how I lived with him for the past three years. He’s not the man I wanted in my life. I hate him so much and I saw the same revulsion in his eyes.
“He again misunderstood us,” Lulu said seeing the look on Alder’s face.
“I don’t care, Lulu. It’s not the first time he misunderstood us. He can touch anyone, love anyone and do anything he wants. I am no longer going to mind anything. He’s none of my business,” I replied.
Lulu felt bad to see the anger on Alder’s face. I couldn’t comprehend why she still fears him when there’s no need at all. There are a lot of times, he acted mean but right now his eyes showed absolute animosity, it bothered me a little.
“What you think you’re doing, Sirena?” he frowned.
I didn’t flinch nor got anxious which I used to do whenever he raises his voice at me.
“Apologize to Grace,” he said. I stood there without uttering a word. It frustrates me so much, when I haven’t done anything wrong and he wanted me to apologize as if I am still his slave.
I can’t stand here anymore and hear all these nonsenses. I tried to walk away as I thought that’s the best thing instead of fighting with him.
But Alder stopped me abruptly, “Apologize to her now,” in his commanding Alpha tone, Alder yelled at me. My shoulders shook in dear and I yet I remained calm. I am not going to obey him. There’s no need at all. He stared at me, demanding an apology from me.
Lulu pushed me speak up; she’s pissed off that they didn’t deserve a such anger from him.
“We are divorced now and you aren’t my Alpha anymore. Don’t raise your voice at me,” I retorted calmly. I am surprising him with my attitude since morning, I can see it in his face. When he heard Grace wincing in pain, he turned his attention to her. I am surprised she’s still continuing her act as a victim. He immediately went to calm her down.
“Are you okay?” he asks in utmost care.
“Yes,” Grace nodded and hugged him. He helped her to stand and held her close to him.
The way Alder believes Grace’s deceit make my blood boiled in anger. For the first time, I couldn’t walk away from this. I hate to argue with people as no one is ready to listen to me.
I can’t walk away with this false image that I am a terribly person, instead I want to make it true. I want to be the bad person; I want to get rid of the feeling that I am a fool. I decided to do something that I never thought of doing. This situation is tempting me to become malicious.
I walked towards Grace, not minding Alder’s gaze. I didn’t scruple, I looked at her face for a moment and she stared back in confusion. I didn’t think twice and slapped her hard. They both were shocked by what I have done. Alder’s face darkened in anger; he pushed me off like I am piece of trash. I fell onto the floor; it didn’t hurt me much but how he’s foolishly clinging onto her makes me irritated. Why it is so hard for him to seethe truth.
It's my time to show the truth if he doesn’t believe it, then its his loss. I took my phone and gave it to Alder. He’s not ready to listen to me, but I continued anyway.
“Don’t you want to know who drugged you last night?” I asked, getting his attention. Grace turned uncomfortable to hear it.
“Who? I think it’s you,”
I got annoyed, “You’re a fool, Alder,” I said.
Alder gritted. He’s controlling his anger; I can see it.“You always see me as someone who ruined your life. It’s fine. You lack common sense and I understand you love her, blindly, but you should also know the truth,” I said.“What truth?” Alder asks.“I can’t waste my time when you’re not interested to listen to me,” I said.
“Alder, she’s going to lie again. Just send her away,” Grace said.Alder paid no attention to Grace’s words; his wolf pushed him to hear what Sirena wanted to say. Everything seems fishy since the moment he entered this villa. He doesn’t know why Grace is here without his invite and who let her inside this place. No way, Sirena would do that.
“Tell me what’s the truth, Sirena,” he said.
I am glad that he wanted to listen to me, the first and last time.
“I didn’t drug you, last night I haven’t called you. You came here and I hope you remember the rest,” I said.
“This morning, I mind linked a warrior to investigate it. Grace was the last person you met last night, am I right?”
“Yes, so what?” Alder asks.
“It was her who put something that caused you to hallucinate. She asked the driver to take you to the pack’s hotel where she stayed but the driver who’s loyal to me, safely brought you back here. This is what happened last night,” I said and played the audio of Grace ordering the driver. Alder looked at Grace, she couldn’t look Alder in the eyes, her face turned pale.
“You were intimate with me, thinking it’s Grace. I didn’t do anything; I wasn’t dishonest with you. I tried my best to be your companion but you never understood me. This is the truth, stop putting the blame on me, Alder” I said and turned to Grace.
“You need to stop your act, it’s too pathetic,”
Alder got convinced that whatever I said is true, yet he looked at me in that cold and distant way.
“You’re a liar. You’re jealous that Alder loves me that’s why you’re putting the blame on me,” Grace complained.
“Not at all. He’s all yours now. I divorced him. My intention is not to make him fall in love with me, I don’t want to leave this place, taking the bad name. I have been loyal to this pack ever since I came here, and I have been faithful to Alder ever since I married him. At least I want to leave in peace,”
Alder is confused about what to say, I am not going to wait to hear what he wanted to say about all this. I took my phone back.
“This is my goodbye gift to you, Alder,” I smiled and he stared at me fixedly.
I walked out of the pack house.
“You did the right thing, Sirena. I am proud of you,” Lulu said.
I grinned, “I should have done this long before. I am sorry,” I apologized, “I let him hurt us a lot of times,”
“It’s okay, don’t apologize,” he said, “He didn’t deserve you,”
“Yes, you’re right,” I agreed sadly.
Alder’s POVI am stunned to hear everything that Sirena said, still I am confused what to believe. I looked at Grace. Her eyes didn’t reflect the honesty that Sirena’s eyes did. I never thought Grace would lie to me. “You have once again failed to see the truth,” Benau mocked me. I felt guilty and wanted to chase after Sirena to apologize for what I have said this morning.As I stepped to leave, Grace stopped me and held my hand. “Don’t go after her,” she said. Now I see what’s Grace’s actual feelings are. As a friendly gesture I met her yesterday as she’s been away for the past three years. But Grace’s intention is appalling. “Why I shouldn’t go after Sirena?” I ask. She blinked and I can see that she’s embarrassed. “Looks like what Sirena said was true,” Grace stared at me, she couldn’t say anything for quite some time.She couldn’t hide the truth anymore and I demanded the truth from her.“I am sorry for what I did,” she said. “So, you drugged me last night,” he shouted in an
Sirena’s POVI frowned as I made my way out of the Shadow pack. I regret coming here and I couldn’t get my things.“It’s better that you didn’t take anything from there,” Lulu said, “You will be reminded of the past,”I chuckled, “I will remember all the days I have spent here. It’s not something that I can easily forget or take it out of my memories,” I said to her.As I am walking aimlessly on the streets, a car stopped in front of me again. I thought it must be someone from the shadow pack as I haven’t crossed the border yet. But it’s someone else, and I have never seen this type of car in the shadow pack. There’s I realized it must be my father’s men.“Ms. Sirena, your father wants me to take you to the pack’s hotel. Please get in the car,” the driver said.I just got in without any second thoughts. I have nowhere else to go and I want to get out of here.The car moved through the busy roads, I got lost in my thoughts and I didn’t cry after such a heartbreak. I thought I am a se
Sirena’s POVThe next morning, I woke up when the sun rays dangled over my eyelids. I squinted and then slowly looked at the window. The mountains and the forest looked vivacious. I wish to run aimlessly in the damp mud and sleep on the prickling grass. I smiled and thought this feels heavenly. I slept well last night as there’s no stressful thoughts kept me awake or the feeling that I am unloved wasn’t there. Even though Alder is in my mind, I don’t feel the same way I used to be.I feel new, I feel fresh and I feel free.I walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes and had a nice relaxing bath. It feels heavenly as I stayed in the hot water.I got ready in the clothes that were in the wardrobe, I am surprised that how perfectly it fits me. Raven must know everything. As I was looking at myself in the mirror, someone knocked on the door. I opened it to see my father and step-mother Allison. My father hugged me as soon as he saw me. It's strange that Alder got his name as his middl
Alder’s POV Frank returned to the pack house, I was eagerly waiting to know where’s Sirena and has she spent the night safely. I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about her. I felt remorseful, upset and all sorts of guilty feeling. She needs a place and I let her be alone. Though we are divorced, I promised to protect her and I’ll do it no matter what happens between us. “What happened? Where is she?” I questioned as soon as he came inside. “I couldn’t find here anywhere,” “What?” I frowned. “Have you asked Louisiana?”“Yes, I did. She doesn’t know,” “Someone must have seen her, ask them,” “Yes, you’re right. She left in an unidentified car. I don’t know who took her,” “Are you telling me that she was kidnapped?” “I don’t know,” he calmly answered. “Frank, you don’t have to take this matter seriously,” I said. “Okay,” Frank nodded which instantly frustrated me. He isn’t acting up efficiently in this matter. “Frank, do you realize this situation? My mate is missing, no one
Chapter- 9 Alder’s POV “Mother,” “Alder,” she came and hugged me. I know my mother is the happiest person now. She wanted me to divorce Sirena, she had been telling that whenever we meet. I got so frustrated to hear all those bashings and avoided to meet her. She waited for all these years to hear this news. “I am glad that you’re free now,” she said. “Mother, please,” “Don’t feel bad, Alder. You can marry Grace now. I always tell you that she’s the perfect match for you,” I rolled my eyes, “You’re wrong.,” I said. “What do you mean?”“I am not going to marry Grace or anyone,” “Why?”“Because I can’t forget Sirena,” “Have you lost your mind? You rejected her,” “Yes, I did because she asked for it but I don’t have any desire to divorce her,” She’s so surprised to hear that from me, she thought I hated Sirena. It’s not only her, everyone, including Sirena perceived that was the truth. I am a jerk, I couldn’t be truthful to anyone in my life, even to myself. I liked Sirena bu
Chapter- 10 Sirena’s POV It’s been a week since I came here. I am making myself busy with work and in the other times, I sleep and spend my time in solitude. I like this new life compared to my old one. Raven was always there to help me and I spent most of my time with her. She’s such an interesting character but she said that she learned that from me. I am surprised to know how different I was in the past. I am not that frightened girl who’s hesitant to speak up for herself. I badly wanted to remember those fifteen years that has vanished from my memories. I want to be the person that everyone admire, I want to be fearless, like melody. My past hold so many secrets, I want to know who framed me and who wanted to kill me. Someone with such an audacity drove me out of this pack. I want to know who hates me in this pack, that person could be a threat to my father and to everyone. I need to find out and get that person out of my life, that’s always in my mind whenever I meet someone
Alder’s POV Frank and I were on our usual rounds on the pack’s ground. We were silent ever since we shifted, which is so unlikely. Understanding that I am going through so many things, he kept silent. I have been avoiding everyone, I lost interest to train and my daily routine has been completely altered. I shifted back to my human self and climbed on the tree to Mahogany tree to look at the red moon pack borders My mind and heart were constantly thinking about Sirena. Her real name is Melody, she was such an outgoing, hardworking, brave and fighter when she was in the red moon pack and after leaving me, she’s doing so great now. I couldn’t take it, each moment I have been tormented by regret. I hate to be alone in the villa and in all the places where Sirena been to. If I get a chance, I will bring her back. I know Sirena will chose to come back to me. Her love isn’t simple, she can’t forget me that easily but still, I am afraid a little. When I went to their pack, Alpha James as
Sirena’s POV Sitting on the window sill, I looked at the moon. My wolf is tempted by the gracious spread of moon’s glimmer. I am not ready to shift and wander in the woods. Alder occupies my mind; he’s not letting me to move an inch. Raven said she’d sent the message to Alder and I know he will come tomorrow. Ever since I heard that, I can’t think of anything else, I am passing my time, sitting here. I can’t able to close my eyes and I am wondering what I am going to do tomorrow. I lied to my father, it’s not my nature to talk that way to my mate and I am not allowed go with him either. It’s going to be hard tomorrow but I will get through this. I got down from the window sill and walked to the bed, the time is half past two, these days I couldn’t sleep early. I got inside the comforter and closed my eyes to sleep. Suddenly I heard a whisper near my ears, “Don’t meet him tomorrow,” it said. I squinted my eyes. “Lulu is that you?” I asked. “What?” Lulu woke up and she’s so e
Xander lost his mind when he got to know that Sirena was missing. He thought she just went to see Priscilla or just roaming around the pack. But when he tried to contact her and she was unreachable, he panicked. He went to Priscilla’s place, broke into the house, and saw no sign of them. He understood that they both were gone.He alerted his pack and they searched for her everywhere. He called Grace, and asked if Alder is in the pack. She told him that he’d left for a business trip, two days earlier.He couldn’t trust that so he asked Grace to check into it. Either she escaped with Priscilla, or ran away alone or Alder must’ve taken her. He doesn’t know what to do. He didn’t let her father know about this but the next day he couldn’t hide it anymore, informed her father that she’d left the pack.He was pissed off, at least in front of him. He asked Xander to leave her alone if he couldn’t find her reasoning that she didn’t deserve a life like this.Xander can’t do that, that would be
That night, she slept on the couch after eating what Alder cooked. It filled her hunger, he’s a great cook. She doesn’t have a deep sleep at all. She thought about so many things staring at the ceiling.Sirena is mentally preparing for the moment when she meets Xander. She has to lash out or else act as all good with a knife behind and just cut his throat when he starts talking lies again. With all these negative feelings, she took off her meaningless wedding ring and stuffed it inside her pocket.She’s not going to forgive him at all. She can even forgive Alder but not Xander. Last night, Alder insisted that their mate bond was cursed and that's the reason he treated them in that way. Maybe that’s true but she couldn’t accept him. The anger in her wants him to be gone and she doesn’t know what she will do if he’s gone.In her life, the men who come into her life always make her uncomfortable and confused. Either they were too sweet for her taste or too unattainable. It doesn’t feel p
Alder sat next to her after putting the things in place.“I want to go back to my pack,” she said.“You can’t,”“It’s not something that you have to decide. I want to go,”“No, that’s too dangerous,”“I don’t understand, why are you so worried? This is my problem and I know what happened. I’ll take care of it,” she said.“How can you take care of it alone? You’re being ridiculous. Xander is way ahead of us and you don’t know what he will do,”Sirena looked at him squinting her eyes. “Why did you bring me here? Who gave you that permission?”“What’s wrong with this?”“You should’ve asked me,”“You wouldn’t have agreed to come with me,”“That’s right. If only you’d asked me in a good way. I would’ve agreed. But you will never do it because you don’t respect me as a wolf. When I was with you, you treated me like your slave just like what you’re doing now,” she said.“So, what? We both have the same intention,” he replied.She stared at him, he’s not understanding the problem. He’s never
Sirena woke up when she felt like she was being shaken and moving. She opened her eyes and saw she was in the car’s back seat. She couldn’t move her limbs for a moment and felt like this was a dream. The last thing she remembers is being in Priscilla’s house. Now she’s here in this car.Gritting her teeth, she got up from the seat and looked at the driver. To her surprise, it was Alder. Priscilla is on Alder’s side, and she helps him abduct her. Sirena gritted because she thought Priscilla was genuine and, on her side, but all this time, she’d worked for Alder. This is too much. How can she do this to me? She questions with anger and resentment.She stared at Alder. He looked excited and happy. Even though they had broken their mate’s bond, she could feel his emotions. She’d admired him a lot in the past, so it’s easy to study his face.“You woke up,” he said sensing her breath closer to him.“What the hell are you doing?” she questions in her hoarse voice.“Can’t you see, I'm taking
After shifting, Lulu made her way to Priscilla's house, and it was the only way Sirena was going to feel alright. The place is quiet as usual. To her surprise, Priscilla wasn’t there at home. She didn’t answer the door. It’s empty. Her garden is untouched and the herbs weren’t watered.She stayed there for some time and she felt there was no sign of her. She decided to leave feeling something wasn’t right. Suddenly she heard a click in the ground, she turned and looked at the house. It came from the inside and she peered inside the window.She can make out a frame in the dark, that’s lying on the ground. She can’t help but think that’s Priscilla and she must be lying there dead or unconscious. That’s a wild assumption yet she doesn’t want to leave without checking on her.She went to the door, and using all her strength, she hit it with her shoulders. She did that several times, but only her shoulders hurt.“Even if you try all day, it won’t open,” Priscilla’s voice came from behind.
As he entered the house, he saw Sirena in the kitchen, cooking dinner for him, unaware that he had been with Grace all this time.“Why are you so late?” she asks.He gave the flowers and kissed her lips. She looked surprised and he thought she loved him too much but in reality, she was surprised to see his perfect ac.“Thanks,” she got that in her hands and kept that aside.“Go and fresh up. I’ll finish this up,” she said and he nods.After he left, Lulu asked, “Did you smell that?”“Smell what?”“He smells like Grace. Her perfume smell coming mildly from her,” Lulu said.Sirena sighs. It makes her heart heavy. She can’t help but have tears to think that she’s too unlucky.“Are you okay?”“Yes, I’m fine,” she nodded and wiped the tears that slid down to her cheeks.“Do you have to do this?”“Yes,”“You don’t have to go through this. Just leave all this behind,”“Where else can I go?”“Anywhere, you got some cash in your hand. You can go far away and start anew,”“They will find me,” s
The truth is always bitter, no matter how much you try to change, it comes out at unexpected times, making it hard to digest. Xander carefully constructed all the lies unaware that it’s falling apart on the other side. He tried not to get caught and did everything carefully but fate had other plans for him.After meeting Grace, Xander made his way to his house. Years back, he was so afraid to go and meet Grace. He doesn’t want anyone to find out about his secret relationship with Grace and he had told everyone that he’d rejected her.On his way, he brought flowers for Sirena so that she didn’t complain that he cared less about her. He believed the flowers would make her forget why he was so late today. He learned this trick from Sirena’s father. He kept his affair a secret from everyone until his wife’s death but Xander had found out in the early stages itself. One time, he followed the Alpha and got to know his affair. He didn’t say that to anyone and he felt sorry for Melody who was
"Alder's mother? Do you know her?""Yes, I have met her a couple of times. Do you that she's related to you,""How?""She's your father's half-sister,""Really?""Yes,""She hates you for no reason because of that. Your family drama is something I can't wrap my head around,""For what she came here for?""Her son and her pack. She's worried about it more than anything,""What did you say to her? What's your prediction?""I told her that her son won’t marry anyone else if he’s not with his mate. He can’t love anyone else and her pack would be better if she didn’t include Grace,”“Did she ask anything about Grace?”“Yes, she did. I told her that she wasn’t trustworthy and her son wouldn’t marry her. Their feelings were all temporary,”“I’ sorry for being too intrusive, but how she reacted when you said that?”“She wasn’t glad and looked like she accepted her son’s fate. I asked her to maintain a healthy relationship with her step-brother or else it will lead to unnecessary problems,”“I
Priscilla can understand what she wants and this is quite dangerous.“You know, I don’t have much time. I need to know the truth.,”“What do you mean?”“I want to see what happened on the day I left. Finding it is the only solution I can think of right now,”“What if you find out that Xander isn’t trustable?”“That I can decide later but I need to know whether he’s telling me the truth,” she said.“Can you arrange the ritual real quick now?”“It could be dangerous, are you sure?”“Yes, I’m more ready right now,” she said.“Then come with me,” she said and they made their way to the back of the house. There the ritual set up was already made.“Did you set this all up?”“I didn’t take it off after that day. Actually, I won’t take it off. It will always be there and I’ll use it for all my rituals,” she said.“Okay,” Sirena shrugged.“Get inside,” Priscilla commanded, taking the ashes to fill the circle.She prepared for the ritual, and Sirena watched her with a racing heart. There’s no t