Sirena’s POV
“Your father said you might refuse to come back and it’s okay,”
“Really?” I asked.
“Yes, but you have to accept being the general manager of our pack’s business,” Delus said. Now I see that my father won’t leave me that easily. He has plans for me and I am not going to fulfill any of that.
The Red moon pack owns the Imperial group and it’s one of the richest and powerful packs. My father has clearly made things easy for me, he must have known that one day I would be in this situation. I felt bad to accept such an offer.
“Not only that, your father wanted your complete perseverance and bring the expected profit,” he said.
“What?”
“If you don’t accept for this then he said his army will attack the Shadow pack,”
“What? Are you joking?”
“No, not at all. Your father waited patiently for three years for you. If you weren’t a part of the Shadow pack he would have attacked it long before,”
“Why?”
“Because he doesn’t like Alder. He has broken your heart and often ruin the peace among our community. Your father thinks him as a trouble-maker,”
“That’s not true, he has misunderstood him,” I took Alder’s side like a fool.
Delus smiles. “James knows everyone better than you Sirena,”
I can’t agree more. Alder has a bad reputation among elders and I knew my father always did what he says. Three years ago, when he found me, and came to know where I belong, he gathered information about Alder and his personality. He firmly disagreed our marriage and wanted me to return. When I refused, he made that bet.
Even though I am divorced now, I will always remain loyal to the shadow pack, Alder’s father saved me, gave me home and looked after me like I am his daughter. I have been there for the past six years and everyone there was good to me. I promised that I will guard the shadow pack when Alder’s father asked me. I won’t forget that promise until my last breath.
“I can understand what you’re thinking, just sign this contract and save the Shadow pack. There’s no other better option,” Delus said and looked at the contract.
“Yes, that’s what I am going to do. I couldn’t think of anything else,” I rolled my eyes and brought the contract in my hands.
“You’re lucky Sirena, you got a father like James. You know what would happen to girls like you,”
I didn’t reply because even my wolf thinks that he’s right. Maybe this is my moment to do what I really wanted to do in my life. I want to start anew and take care of myself. This way I can be useful to my father, the only person who cares about me.
I signed the contract, when Delus gave me a pen without any second thoughts. Lulu is happy for me as I am not going to be in safe hands. I received the black card, using this I can buy anything I want. From being a poor to rich feels dreamlike and I never thought my life would change this way all of a sudden.
“Hope I will see you soon in the pack,” Delus said.
I just smiled and left the place.
Now I have one thing left to do, that is meeting Melina, Alder’s beloved mother. She always bullied me. She had no mercy on me even though I was married to Alder. She hated me just like her son did. I don’t know why; I have never done anything wrong to them but still I got all their hate. I was humiliated constantly in front of everyone for my poor identity and she thought I am no match to her son. The way Alder’s father loved me also brought too much jealousy in her. They thought I am the reason behind all the bad things that have happened in their life.
It's so surprising how I managed to live with such toxic people for all these years. Now it’s time for me to pay back. I tolerated all those things for Alder, now there’s nothing that connects him or me anymore.
I want to let her know that she’s an abuser and she will rot in hell for every hurtful thing she’d said to him.
I walked into the pack house, people must have come to know that I got divorced from Alder, their looks were enough for me to understand. I felt weird but I am not going to back off. I went to Melina’s place. She stays in one of the luxurious chambers in the pack house. I walked inside not giving a damn about the permission.
Upon seeing me, Melina was surprised. She’s getting ready for the day and I barged in like an uninvited guest.
“Don’t you know, you can’t come inside without asking my permission,” she snarled in anger.
“Shut up, don’t raise your voice at me,” I coldly replied.
Melina raised her eyebrows, “How can you speak like this? Have you forgot that I can expel you from this pack,”
“Oh really? Do it then,” I snapped and got close to her.
“What’s gotten into you all of a sudden?” she asks.
I smiled. “What do you think of me?”
“Don’t you know, you’re a homeless, shameless wolf who deceived my husband and married my son. You turned him arrogant and unhappy,”
Again Melina puts the blame on me, it’s too stupid to hear it but they all think the same way. I think there’s something that I didn’t know but whatever it is, I shouldn’t be treated this way.
“You think that I am the reason, you’re so wrong Melina. You and your son can never be happy because you both are stupid. You never cared to see the actual truth,” I retorted. After I got divorced, once I started to hate Alder, I feel like I have come out of the restraints. I feel confident to speak and I am now being my usual self.
“Go on, blame me. I don’t care but if you ever speak that way to me again, I will make you regret it,” she warned.
Melina was shocked by my unusual attitude, she didn’t think I would speak this way all of a sudden. I know she badly wanted to punish me for this,
“You crossed your limit today,” she gritted.
“You don’t deserve a place in the shadow pack, I am going to ask my son to divorce you,” she said. Melina hasn’t heard the news yet.
I laughed as I found that funny. Before, when Melina used to threaten me in the same way, I got scared thinking Alder would divorce me. I was scared to think without him. But now, after divorce, I realized I should have done this long back. I gave him my time and love only to be misunderstood and treated like a slave.
“Sirena, don’t let her speak another word,” Lulu advised as she’s completely pissed off to hear everything.
“I have already divorced your son,” I replied calmly, “You can’t threaten me anymore,”
Melina laughed as she’s happy to hear that from me.
“Finally, my son got rid of you. I have been telling him this for a long time,”
“Are you dumb?” I asked, “Didn’t you hear what I said?”
“It’s me who got rid of him. I wanted to divorce him because he’s not a good man. He doesn’t deserve me and I am no longer going to stay in this place where I had to constantly deal with people like you,” I didn’t give her a chance to speak.
“You’re a toxic person. It’s disgusting that I got to live and respect people who didn’t deserve it at all,”
Melina looked stunned, she stared at me without uttering a word.
“Where will you go and what will you do? You’re on the streets now,” Melina asked in her mocking tone. I rolled my eyes because she didn’t let go of that arrogance.
“I know you will never realize how bad you are,”
I need to let her know that she’s wrong. In fact, I am going to live in luxury, compared to the way I lived here. I showed her the black card.
“Do you know what this is?”
“H-How did you get this?” she asks.
“Why should I tell you?”
“You don’t know who my father is,”
“Who’s your father?” Melina asked curiously.
I smirked and left the place. Melina must be confused to hear all of that but I am not going to explain. They will know when the time comes.
I didn’t leave the pack house right away; I made my way to the villa, where Alder and I lived for the past three years. I need to get a few things that I left behind.
As soon as I entered, old memories came to my mind. Alder never loved me but he showed occasional kindness which made my heart race. I thought he’s falling in love with me but I am such a fool.
I walked into our living room to come across Grace, I was taken aback to see her presence. Alder and I were divorced just now and she’s already here.
My hate for Alder rooted deep to see her in this house.
Grace pretends to smile. She looks beautiful compared to when I saw her three years before. Now I see why Alder is head over heels for her. All he sees is her flawless beauty and her pretentious attitude.
“How are you Luna, sorry former Luna,”
Her laugh irritated me. I decided not to waste my time by talking to her. I walked past and she yanked my hand. “What?” I frowned.
“I have something to say,”
I stared at her.
“I appreciate your decision, Sirena. You realized you have no place in his life,”
I rolled my eyes, “Leave me alone before I wound your face,”
She giggled and held my hand firmly. It slightly hurt me and I asked her again to leave me.
“What are you going to do after this? I can hire you as a maid for my office, what do you say?” she mocked.
I can’t take this anymore I wiggled my hand and pushed her off. She must have sensed Alder’s presence in the distance. She intentionally fell down like I pushed her hard but I didn’t do it. My kind heart didn’t want to hurt anyone. But I wish I could have slapped her hard when I got the perfect chance.
I heard those familiar footsteps. Again, he must have misunderstood me. I am not anxious about what he would think of me, I am relieved that I got to meet him for one last time before leaving.
“What the hell are you doing?” he asks and Grace has already started her vicious act.
Sirena’s POV “What the hell are you doing?” Alder hurriedly took Grace in his arms. Seeing that made me furious. I knew without his invite she won’t be here and they are back together. Not even a day has passed since we got divorced. I can’t believe how desperate Alder is. He’s been waiting for the perfect time for all these days. He must know that she’s back and they must have seen each other in private yesterday. Now she’s back, that’s why he easily agreed for the divorce, he doesn’t want me anymore. I feel disgusted by all of this. He said I am shameless but the truth is, he’s shameless in all levels. I can’t believe how I lived with him for the past three years. He’s not the man I wanted in my life. I hate him so much and I saw the same revulsion in his eyes. “He again misunderstood us,” Lulu said seeing the look on Alder’s face. “I don’t care, Lulu. It’s not the first time he misunderstood us. He can touch anyone, love anyone and do anything he wants. I am no longer going to m
Alder’s POVI am stunned to hear everything that Sirena said, still I am confused what to believe. I looked at Grace. Her eyes didn’t reflect the honesty that Sirena’s eyes did. I never thought Grace would lie to me. “You have once again failed to see the truth,” Benau mocked me. I felt guilty and wanted to chase after Sirena to apologize for what I have said this morning.As I stepped to leave, Grace stopped me and held my hand. “Don’t go after her,” she said. Now I see what’s Grace’s actual feelings are. As a friendly gesture I met her yesterday as she’s been away for the past three years. But Grace’s intention is appalling. “Why I shouldn’t go after Sirena?” I ask. She blinked and I can see that she’s embarrassed. “Looks like what Sirena said was true,” Grace stared at me, she couldn’t say anything for quite some time.She couldn’t hide the truth anymore and I demanded the truth from her.“I am sorry for what I did,” she said. “So, you drugged me last night,” he shouted in an
Sirena’s POVI frowned as I made my way out of the Shadow pack. I regret coming here and I couldn’t get my things.“It’s better that you didn’t take anything from there,” Lulu said, “You will be reminded of the past,”I chuckled, “I will remember all the days I have spent here. It’s not something that I can easily forget or take it out of my memories,” I said to her.As I am walking aimlessly on the streets, a car stopped in front of me again. I thought it must be someone from the shadow pack as I haven’t crossed the border yet. But it’s someone else, and I have never seen this type of car in the shadow pack. There’s I realized it must be my father’s men.“Ms. Sirena, your father wants me to take you to the pack’s hotel. Please get in the car,” the driver said.I just got in without any second thoughts. I have nowhere else to go and I want to get out of here.The car moved through the busy roads, I got lost in my thoughts and I didn’t cry after such a heartbreak. I thought I am a se
Sirena’s POVThe next morning, I woke up when the sun rays dangled over my eyelids. I squinted and then slowly looked at the window. The mountains and the forest looked vivacious. I wish to run aimlessly in the damp mud and sleep on the prickling grass. I smiled and thought this feels heavenly. I slept well last night as there’s no stressful thoughts kept me awake or the feeling that I am unloved wasn’t there. Even though Alder is in my mind, I don’t feel the same way I used to be.I feel new, I feel fresh and I feel free.I walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes and had a nice relaxing bath. It feels heavenly as I stayed in the hot water.I got ready in the clothes that were in the wardrobe, I am surprised that how perfectly it fits me. Raven must know everything. As I was looking at myself in the mirror, someone knocked on the door. I opened it to see my father and step-mother Allison. My father hugged me as soon as he saw me. It's strange that Alder got his name as his middl
Alder’s POV Frank returned to the pack house, I was eagerly waiting to know where’s Sirena and has she spent the night safely. I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about her. I felt remorseful, upset and all sorts of guilty feeling. She needs a place and I let her be alone. Though we are divorced, I promised to protect her and I’ll do it no matter what happens between us. “What happened? Where is she?” I questioned as soon as he came inside. “I couldn’t find here anywhere,” “What?” I frowned. “Have you asked Louisiana?”“Yes, I did. She doesn’t know,” “Someone must have seen her, ask them,” “Yes, you’re right. She left in an unidentified car. I don’t know who took her,” “Are you telling me that she was kidnapped?” “I don’t know,” he calmly answered. “Frank, you don’t have to take this matter seriously,” I said. “Okay,” Frank nodded which instantly frustrated me. He isn’t acting up efficiently in this matter. “Frank, do you realize this situation? My mate is missing, no one
Chapter- 9 Alder’s POV “Mother,” “Alder,” she came and hugged me. I know my mother is the happiest person now. She wanted me to divorce Sirena, she had been telling that whenever we meet. I got so frustrated to hear all those bashings and avoided to meet her. She waited for all these years to hear this news. “I am glad that you’re free now,” she said. “Mother, please,” “Don’t feel bad, Alder. You can marry Grace now. I always tell you that she’s the perfect match for you,” I rolled my eyes, “You’re wrong.,” I said. “What do you mean?”“I am not going to marry Grace or anyone,” “Why?”“Because I can’t forget Sirena,” “Have you lost your mind? You rejected her,” “Yes, I did because she asked for it but I don’t have any desire to divorce her,” She’s so surprised to hear that from me, she thought I hated Sirena. It’s not only her, everyone, including Sirena perceived that was the truth. I am a jerk, I couldn’t be truthful to anyone in my life, even to myself. I liked Sirena bu
Chapter- 10 Sirena’s POV It’s been a week since I came here. I am making myself busy with work and in the other times, I sleep and spend my time in solitude. I like this new life compared to my old one. Raven was always there to help me and I spent most of my time with her. She’s such an interesting character but she said that she learned that from me. I am surprised to know how different I was in the past. I am not that frightened girl who’s hesitant to speak up for herself. I badly wanted to remember those fifteen years that has vanished from my memories. I want to be the person that everyone admire, I want to be fearless, like melody. My past hold so many secrets, I want to know who framed me and who wanted to kill me. Someone with such an audacity drove me out of this pack. I want to know who hates me in this pack, that person could be a threat to my father and to everyone. I need to find out and get that person out of my life, that’s always in my mind whenever I meet someone
Alder’s POV Frank and I were on our usual rounds on the pack’s ground. We were silent ever since we shifted, which is so unlikely. Understanding that I am going through so many things, he kept silent. I have been avoiding everyone, I lost interest to train and my daily routine has been completely altered. I shifted back to my human self and climbed on the tree to Mahogany tree to look at the red moon pack borders My mind and heart were constantly thinking about Sirena. Her real name is Melody, she was such an outgoing, hardworking, brave and fighter when she was in the red moon pack and after leaving me, she’s doing so great now. I couldn’t take it, each moment I have been tormented by regret. I hate to be alone in the villa and in all the places where Sirena been to. If I get a chance, I will bring her back. I know Sirena will chose to come back to me. Her love isn’t simple, she can’t forget me that easily but still, I am afraid a little. When I went to their pack, Alpha James as
When Xander entered the house the next morning, he went to the bedroom. He was startled to see the absence of Melody.When he heard the water running in the bathroom, he sighed in relief and waited for her to come out.So many thoughts ran wild in his head in a few minutes.Why is she awake at this time? Did she leave the house when I was away? If she has gone out, for what? To meet Alder?Sirena often wondered what was going on behind her back. Has she started to dig into the past? His heart raced in angst each moment to think about when his lies would all fall apart. Xander is afraid of all little things.Sometimes he thinks it’s better if she finds out everything. But, at the other times, he’s so afraid to hurt her.Truth always comes with trouble and living a lie is much easier, he had been doing that for many years. She came out and looked surprised to see her husband.“You came back?” she smiled.“Yes, did you sleep well?”“You woke up early today, what happened?” he questions.
Xander’s POVOn the day, Sirena decided to leave the pack. I lied to her that I wasn’t in the pack. The truth is I was here. I canceled my trip just to stop her from getting away. That time, her father wasn’t in the pack and nothing could stop her.I still vividly remember every word we spoke. I chased her when she was about to cross the border.“Melo, you can’t do this,” I held her hand firmly.“Leave my hand, Xander, or else I don’t know what I will do,” she yelled and I was so scared of her at that moment. Melody isn’t like Sirena. She was brave and never afraid to speak her mind. She never wanted a man, she’s happy with her own company and all men of my age were attracted to her witty charms. She’s brilliant, even now.“Leaving the pack doesn’t change anything,”“Why do you want me to stay here? For your selfish desires, I can’t die. If you’re really in love with me, then come with me. We can travel around the world, settle somewhere far away,”“You know, I can’t do that,” I said,
Xander’s POVI felt something was wrong that night when I left the house. I saw the look in her eyes, it felt like she was hiding something. That wasn’t my Sirena. That reminded me of Melody. Like she knows something about me but she’s waiting for the right moment to escape from me again. The fear inside me keeps my brain on fire. The past often comes in flashbacks before my eyes and I know that I’m not how I portrayed to Sirena. I’m not as good as she thinks. I married her because I wanted to be the Alpha. I deny it to others but that’s the reason I’m here.I loved Melody but that’s not only enough for her to stay with me. It all started like this, a ghost haunting, a terrible future that starts to appear in her dreams, and her obsession with her future becomes erratic.It’s a long story, about how I fell in love with Melody.From my childhood, she was with me. She was there when I lost my mother, she was there when I was lonely, and she was there when I had nothing by my side. She’
Alder’s POVShe looks beautiful, the woman I wished to spend the rest of my life with. She was in front of me but I couldn’t do anything to keep her with me. I don’t deserve her yet I wanted her so badly.My heart aches, and I don’t know what to say to convince her.I want her to understand me and I have this irresistible urge to keep her with me. I even have this thought to abduct her but… that would ruin everything. Once she found out about Xander, she would eventually return to me. I’m the only person she will look for when she needs help. I have to give her that assurance.“How did you speculate that Xander schemed all this? You don't even know us,” she asks me.This is the time to tell the big truth.“I know everything about you and Xander before you even came to my pack,”“You know that I was in a relationship with Xander?”“Yes, I saw you both one time when I sneaked into your pack. From the moment I landed my eyes on you, I knew that you were my mate but before I could come an
“Turn around and ask him,” Killian said.Sirena looked surprised to hear that and she turned to see the man after a long time. It actually feels like ages.“How are you, Sirena?” he asks with a smile on his face. Even though she doesn’t get a chance to meet him often, she hears about him from others. And one such thing she heard recently is that he’s going to get married by the end of this year.She doesn’t feel sad or happy for him. It bothered her a little. She wishes not to meet him again and make herself uncomfortable and confused. She wants to forget him as if he doesn’t exist. However, he finds a way to come after her.If Xander finds out all this, she’s going to be in trouble. She didn’t greet Xander and showed her discomfort on her face.“You’ve put me in trouble,” she said to Killian.“I told you, you’re already in trouble, Sirena,” he reminded her and she looked at Alder wondering whether she should talk to him.“Hi, Alder,” she greeted him.“I’ll meet you later,” Killian tr
Sirena took a step back and she started to get that anxiety again. The sudden doubt had created a havoc in her feelings.“You’re confusing me and this is hard to believe,” she said.“I’m not. I’m putting some sense in you,”“Okay, what else? Are you saying that he tried to kill me?”“Maybe, I don’t know what happened between you and him on the day you vanished?”“Xander wasn’t in the pack when I ran away,”“No, he was here and he knows what happened to you,” he said and Sirena didn’t know what to say. The way it feels unacceptable made her realize how much she trusted Xander.She can’t even think about it that he could’ve lied to her. Maybe that’s why he was so upset when she tried to know the truth. He’s so afraid that I will find out everything.Lulu didn’t ask her to stop nor told her that this all could be a lie. They weren't speculation, they felt like the truth.Understanding that she’s breaking, Killian added more details to his claim.“He married you, clearly with the intentio
After Xander left for the night watch, Sirena got ready to leave, she didn’t tell anything to Xander as she promised him that she wouldn’t do anything to find out about the past. If she told his about this, he would’ve stopped her by his sweet talk. It’s better if she keeps things away from Xander like Lulu said.Surprisingly Lulu asked her to go and meet Killian. Her approval has made Sirena feel less guilty about this.When situations lead to one straight way, then there’s nothing wrong with going on it. She looked around the house, making sure that no one is watching her. There’s this feeling that she’s going to get caught. When she does something with extra caution, it always ends as a blunder. For her safety, she tucked a knife in her sleeves.After meeting Priscilla, she didn’t feel any ghost presence beside her. The house is so silent that she feels like it could almost engulf her.She locked the door behind her and walked towards the southern borders. She took Xander’s shawl f
“Stop kissing me or else I can’t leave you,” Xander complained, sweetly.“Don’t leave me then,”“Are you serious?”“Yes, I’m damn serious,” he smiled and pulls her closer and they fell on the bed. He started to kiss all over her face and she giggled to feel the itch of his mustache and beard.He pauses only when she stops him. She looked into his eyes and she admired him at that moment.“I love you, Xander,”Those words came from the depths of her heart. It’s the only thing on her mind.“I love you more,” he said. She didn’t tell him anything else. She wants this moment to last forever because she doesn’t know whether she’ll feel this way again, and this is more special to her.“Wish I had never met Alder and wasted my time. You should’ve come to me earlier,” he smiles.“You wouldn’t have taken my hand and wouldn’t have agreed to take my hand if all those things didn’t happen. You married me because you had no choice,” he said.Sirena thought for a moment, what he said was the truth.
Xander comes in when she is in her thoughts.“Hey, have you finished?”“Yes, it’s over,” she said and looked at him with a smile on her face.“Good, let’s go and get a cup of coffee,” he said and reached out his hand.She went to grab it with great enthusiasm.“Are you alright?” he asks.“Yes, I am,” she showed him her big smile to convince him. They went to the cafeteria. Not crowded and a few people greeted Xander.They settled down after ordering a cappuccino.“Hey, what’s going on?”“What?” she shrugged as if she had no clue.“I can feel that you’re confused and sad inside. Remember that you’re my mate now,” he reminded her, “I can sense everything that you’re going through,”He held her hand as a moral support and she almost fell for it.She smiled.“Don’t you dare tell him the truth,” Lulu warned her.“It’s just… you know the things that’s happening lately worry me a little. But I’m fine,” she reassured him.“Okay. I’m thinking we must go on a trip next week. Your father will be