Edeline
While my best friend Darius was helping me choose a dress for tonight's dinner, I watched each car arrive through my window.
I'm so excited!
My longtime crush, Percival, is returning from his summer training today.
He is our future Alpha, the firstborn son of our pack’s Alpha.
Every future Alpha is supposed to train with other warriors and Alphas during the summer at a different allied pack. They do this to develop into formidable leaders and master all the techniques needed to become warriors, elevating them to the rank of Alpha.
A year after his first shift, at the age of eighteen, he started taking summer vacations. In their first year of training, future Alphas spend time with their own pack, picking up tips from their own Alpha. This was his third training year. There was just one year left before he would be deemed qualified to succeed his father, the current Alpha, should anything happen to him.
With just words, I declared him to be my mate.
I'm saying...
Though not to brag, we have been family friends since the beginning of time. We are still not mates. As the sole child of our pack's beta, it is fated that the Alpha's firstborn and the beta's firstborn will be together. Everyone is aware of it.
There are two powerful bloodlines that indicate robust heirs in the future, so now is the time to celebrate.
"What about this one?" he inquired, reaching into my closet to get a red sundress.
Despite my eyes being fixed on the window to see if Percival had arrived yet, I replied, "Looks good."
I heard Darius sigh, and before my hands could catch it, a dress pelted me in the face. "Darius, what the hell is wrong with you?!"
"I’m sure, Edeline, my brother will be at the dinner this evening." Rolling his nearly brotherly sky-blue eyes, he said, "You don't have to guard your window and wait for him to arrive."
I was staring at this tall man, Percival's younger brother and my best friend since I was a little child. Darius protected me as if he were my own brother at all times. Even though Darius and I were best friends, even at such a young age, I had always had a thing for his brother.
His fingers snapped in front of my face, and I snapped right back to reality. "Edeline, are you genuinely falling in love with me?"
"Not a chance!" I rolled my eyes as I spoke.
"Oh, please, hurry up. I am far more attractive than Percival, your wolf will eventually develop a craving for my hot body," he declared with pride.
"Darius, stop being so ridiculous," I said, clutching the dress to my body as I turned to go change in the bathroom.
I have been anticipating this day for a long time. I get even more excited when I hear my parents and Percival's parents discussing their plans for me and Percival's future.
All I can hope is that he feels the same way about me.
Darius whistled softly as I emerged from the restroom, wearing the dress he had picked out and my hair loose and curled. "You look so pretty in a dress. It's my top choice." He wrinkled his nose and cocked his head to one side. "You know what? Upon closer inspection, I believe it might be too short… What do you think?" He was evaluating me analytically. His big brother's ego had taken over.
I slipped on my sandals, rolling my eyes. "You chose this, moron. I'm not changing, and it's quicker to shift out of a dress. Come on, let's go." In my heart, I was relieved that he thought this dress was too short. That means that, in Percival's perspective, it would be far too short.
I like it!
He took my hand and dragged me down the hall and out of my room. Upon arriving at the front yard with Darius, I observed his brother, who had grown in size, getting out of the truck. He appeared good, having gained a lot of muscle during his training this summer.
The world began to tilt on its axis as it hit me.
His aroma.
It was euphoric, causing my inner wolf to go crazy, growling and scratching at my thoughts. My heart began to race, and I knew instantly.
He looked around the crowd, his head snapping up and his eyes wide with recognition. It was like fireworks going off on the Fourth of July when his sky-blue eyes locked onto my grass-green ones.
His face twisted in shock, mirroring the turmoil raging inside me. How the hell could it be that we shared blood, grew up together, and never knew we were mates? Apart from my secret desire for him, there were no damn clues.
Then, a smirk crept onto his lips, and I found myself mirroring it. How the hell did I get so lucky to find my mate in him, especially someone I already knew, someone from my own damn pack, someone with shared memories?
He looked content, and that pleased the hell out of me.
All noise faded, leaving just us, staring into each other's eyes, drowning in a whirlpool of emotions. Warm, electric currents tingles through my fingertips, shooting up my spine. It felt like I was swimming in a sea of euphoria. He'd make an incredible partner.
A sudden bang on the passenger door jolted us back to reality. A tall, lean blonde figure appeared, her brown eyes scanning the scene. I glanced between him and her, then back again. His smile vanished, replaced by a look of worry and fear.
That was the moment I sensed something off about her, though I couldn't quite put my finger on it.
"Percival," she asked, gently reaching out to Percival's arm, "is it already time to go inside? It’s kinda cold out here." She shivered slightly. "It's not good for the baby, and I'm too tired."
EdelineI must have heard it wrong. Percival got another she-wolf pregnant? Bullshit. That’s not possible, and besides, she's not even part of our pack.A few wolves murmured, asking if the female was his mate, but no one dared say a word. I walked up to him, closing the space between us, his scent wrapping around me like a vice.“Pe-Percival… Finally, I found my mate,” I mumbled. My adrenaline is rushing like a surge of happiness within my body. I wondered if he felt the same. He had to. He smiled at me, a reaction that confirmed it. He knew what I meant to him. He had to.But then his smile vanished quickly when suddenly the blonde she-wolf held him in his arms.“Who is she?” he said in a haughty tone.His once happy expression was now etched with tension. His clenched fists and tight jaw betrayed his feelings, and his bright blue eyes avoided mine, a clear sign of distress.“I have to talk to her first…” Percival said and was about to walk at me when the blonde stopped him, raisin
EdelinePercival, my mate. He was my everything, but now he's starting his future with someone else.I snapped back to reality as Darius snapped his fingers in my face. "Edeline! Are you okay?"I tried to shake off the awful feeling inside as my stomach tightened. "Yeah. Yeah. Of course. Sorry. I was just trying to remember what he told me. He said he was sorry, but he had to do the right thing. That's all." The last word came out in a whisper.I felt like I was tearing apart inside and couldn't keep it all in for much longer.Darius's anger flared as he looked out at the water. "That asshole! I'm going to kill him," he growled.I couldn't fully blame my mate, except he should've stayed loyal. A female's heat is something no male can resist, and that night I found my mate and had my heart shattered in minutes. He told me the blonde she-wolf had been tempting him. He couldn't resist.Darius's intense gaze returned to me, focused and hard. "You gotta talk to him. Alone. Ask him what he'
EdelineAfter breakfast, Darius and I took a chill walk along a peaceful river that ran through the woods next to the Packhouse. The morning sun sparkled on the water, and the gentle flow made everything feel super relaxing. We chatted about the usual stuff—pack plans, upcoming events, and a bit of gossip. The conversation was easy, and I felt totally comfortable with Darius.Eventually, we reached a quiet spot by the river where the trees cleared, giving us a stunning view of the cliffs overlooking our territory. Darius paused, looked at me thoughtfully, and said, "I’ve got to head to training soon. I’ll be done in about two hours. Feel free to stick around here, explore, or shift if you want. Just don’t go back to your room, hmm? We can run together later. I promise."He gave me a friendly smile and ruffled my hair before heading back along the river. I watched him go, smiling to myself. The peaceful spot was perfect for some alone time. I settled by the river, dipped my fingers in
Edeline"You won’t?" That single question gave me a glimmer of hope, though it felt too late for that.He shook his head slowly. The way his skin shimmered was messing with my head, making me think I might have a chance with him. But I wouldn’t if another woman was involved.“She’s staying with the Oracle at the cabin with my parents. I’m holed up in a house across the lake that’s not being used. I didn’t want her staying with me because of her wolf, and my dad thought it’d be best if I stayed away from you for now. Being across the lake helps because your scent isn’t always around.”I stared at him in shock. I’d thought she’d be with him. They seemed like they were trying to be a family, like we should have been.Then it hit me.“You’re staying away so your wolf won’t be tempted to mark me, and vice versa?” I raised an eyebrow, feeling a mix of anger and relief.He helped me, but he also broke my heart. The news pissed off my wolf but made me happy in a weird way. I didn’t want to be
EdelineI couldn’t shake off the guilt that was eating at me. The thought of the baby—so tiny and innocent—caught in all this mess was really getting to me. What was going to happen if things didn’t work out? It weighed heavily on my mind, mixing with my own pain and confusion.“Percival... What’s going to happen when the baby arrives?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.He didn’t have a clear answer. The way he breathed out warmed my skin, making it tingle. The sunlight filtering through the leaves made his eyes look even more tired and lost. He seemed so young and worn out at that moment.“She’ll have to take care of the baby while he’s little. I haven’t figured everything out yet, but it seems like the right thing to do,” he said, sounding defeated as he ran his hand through his tousled hair.“Where?” I asked. “I’m not sure. But I have to stay here because I’m going to be the next Alpha. She’ll never be my Luna. Since she’s her dad’s only child, our baby would inherit his la
Edeline I closed my eyes, letting the gentle breeze wrap around me. It was a calming embrace from nature, a quiet moment of peace.I pictured his face in my mind, every detail vivid. Even from a young age, there’d always been this connection between us, a bond I couldn’t ignore.The conversation I’d just had with Percival left me feeling overwhelmed. My mind was a whirlwind of questions, and the weight of my own destiny felt almost too heavy to bear. With that in mind, I figured it was time for my second shift ever.My wolf was getting pretty antsy in the back of my mind, just dying to let loose all that built-up energy. When I saw Tatiana and heard her harsh words, it really got to me. She couldn't get enough of hunting down that pregnant she-wolf and getting back at us, just like before. But I wasn't going to let that happen. It was challenging, but I managed to control my wolf and give her some space to let loose and relax.Percival’s words, though, offered a sliver of hope.“I wo
EdelineShifting always came with a twinge of discomfort at first. My body had to adjust to the realignment of bones and muscles, molding into a different shape. “It’s always a bit painful at first,” I thought, feeling the familiar ache. “But after a few more shifts, it’ll be nothing.”Right after the shift, I lay on the cool grass, feeling the earth beneath me as I gazed out at the world through the eyes of my white fur. Everything felt sharper, more vivid, as if I were seeing it for the first time. But before I could fully take it in, my wolf surged forward without warning, knocking me back in the process. Her energy was wild, almost overwhelming, like a storm barely contained. I could feel her power, restless and eager, threatening to overtake me. I forced myself to stay grounded, to hold onto the center of our shared consciousness, even as she strained against my control. "I can't give her too much freedom," I reminded myself, the thought pressing down on me. "Who knows what she'l
EdelineAfter a while, we shifted back to our human forms. Transitioning from wolf to human is actually smoother than the reverse shift, so I managed to stay quiet this time, avoiding any loud outbursts. Wolves don’t pay much attention to each other’s nudity; it’s a norm for us. Only a mate would react, and Darius wasn’t that.We dressed quickly, and he took my hand, guiding me down the hill through the forest towards the pack house.His voice was soft, almost a whisper amidst the crunch of the forest floor beneath our feet. “So, I heard you had a chat with Percival… He paid you a visit?”I simply nodded.He gave me a look that seemed to say, Keep going.I sighed in frustration, knowing he wouldn’t let it go. “He said he wouldn’t mark her.”“Huh?” Darius’s surprise was evident. He hadn’t realized that detail.As we continued our walk, I filled him in. “Yeah, he’s giving you the whole story. Apparently, she didn’t even know her heat was coming and he couldn’t sense it. Classic mistake
Percival Edeline’s eyes were locked on me as she marched over, grabbing my forearm and pulling me along with her. The contact felt like fire igniting on my skin. She was fired up—angry, for sure.She dragged me into the equipment shed, out of sight, and then—wham!—she whacked me right in the eye.I let out a low growl and slowly turned my face back to hers. Anger radiated off her as she raised her other hand, ready to swing at me again. I managed to grab her wrist before she could land another hit, squeezing gently around her slim wrist. “What the heck, Edeline?!” I exclaimed, my lip curling to reveal my fang. Low warning growls rumbled from my chest. The wolf inside me was not thrilled, but at least she appreciated that this wasn’t happening in front of the pack. Don’t mess with my authority.“Hey! Did you give that girl false hope or what? I know you have not hooked up with her because I would have sensed it!” Her nose wrinkled, eyes blazing with fury. Then, I caught a scent from
Percival Promoting her to lead female warrior might not have been the best decision after all. She was my top fighter, having trained hard before I stepped in, but now I was left questioning my judgment. We didn’t have an expert on board yet, and Jazz’s ambition made me wary.She tucked a loose, curly strand behind her ear, looking up at me with her big green eyes, her skin a lovely shade of creamed coffee. She was undeniably pretty, but just not my type. “Hey, Percival... what if we tried something different with the ladies?” She edged closer, taking a deep breath as if to check out my scent.It might sound wild, but the night before last, after showering and snuggling up in bed with Edeline, I had rubbed against her, soaking in her scent. Waking up without her made me skip a shower yesterday—or maybe even today. I just wanted to hold onto that connection a little longer. Jazz caught a whiff of Edeline’s scent, and her eyebrows shot up.“Hey, is Edeline back?” she asked, her voice
Edeline“I totally get it, Nixx. It is something else. Really special. I see what you mean.” My gaze drifted to his cuffs, curiosity piquing as I furrowed my brow. “Have you been a bit risky? What does your world do to people?” I tilted my head, observing the way he passed the bracelet back to me, unable to take his eyes off it.“My wolf is stronger, you know? Sometimes I just cannot control him and end up lashing out at people who get on my nerves. Percival dealt with the same stuff. He wants to help me train like Gaspar did for him, but all I can think about is Tatiana and the pup I lost. It is tough.” A wave of sadness washed over him, dimming the light in his eyes.“Nixx,” I sighed, “why are you still hung up on losing the pup? Mirabelle was only a few months along, right? You never even met him, and you can have pups with your real mate. You could not have had both. Tatiana would have been jealous of you and him. Trust me, I get it. Tatiana is a beta, and her wolf would have want
EdelineHe really needed his not-so-little sister. I would hit him up first, and then maybe I would finally have the guts to talk to Percival about everything. After some tough training, of course. It had been a few days since I had a solid training session. Muscle disappears faster than it builds up, and I really hoped that did not happen. If I wanted to keep being the warrior I had turned into, I had to stay on top of my stamina. But I was not sure my buddy would let me train, especially since my heat was just around the corner, and my scent was driving everyone wild. I had to remember to grab my tea after I hopped out of the shower. As I walked in the front door of my parents’ place, the cozy scent of clove hit me, pulling me back into sweet memories. I could not help but think about what might happen during this heat. The last one just did not do it for me. Did I even want him to help me out this time? Or would I just prefer to be out of it for that? I figured the latter was
EdelineI stared down at our hands, chewing on his words. He might have a point. When I left and went to Conrad’s place, I told myself I was moving on. I threw myself into letting it all go—this life, these people, everything. But once I got some space, the wolves around me nudged me toward the truth. They made me confront my feelings about Percival, especially after I caught myself feeling jealous over him. He was just my friend, nothing more, but still... I had to deal with that. But Darius? I buried that pain deep and left it to rot. Never talked about him, never thought about him for too long. I got stronger, yeah. But I didn’t heal. Not really. And that’s why I’m still stuck. I turned my head toward William, blinking back the sting in my eyes. “How am I supposed to feel about him?” My voice cracked, and I felt my throat tighten again. “Look at what he did.” I swallowed hard, trying to keep it together, but the words dragged me down, making my chest feel heavy. “How am I s
EdelineI never really hated Percival before that. He had done some stuff, sure—but it never made me hate him. Not until that night. That night, I hated him more than anything. My wolf hated him too. My skin side—yeah, she wanted revenge just as bad. But then the truth hit me. Darius was the monster. Not Percival. I spent all of yesterday lying around, trying to make sense of everything. Today, I thought maybe a walk would help me clear my head, so I came here. To the waterfall—the spot I loved the most. And now, here I am. Staring at his grave. Why here? Why did they bury him here of all places? Not in the pack’s graveyard, where the rest of them are. No—right here, beneath the tree that used to be ours. Our spot. My throat tightened, and the tears started before I could stop them. My heart felt like someone had tied a rope around it and was pulling it tighter and tighter. I reached out, tracing his name on the headstone with shaky fingers, as if touching the letters wo
PercivalI hoped I didn’t annoy her. I understood she was strong, but my Alpha side just wanted to look out for my mate. I was trying to communicate my feelings through the mate bond, to reassure her I was here for her.The corner of her mouth lifted in a quick smile. "It's all good."Shaking my head, I did what I felt compelled to do. I walked over, scooping her up in my arms. She gasped in surprise as I carried her across the room to the salvaged bed. Her eyes widened, taking in the effort I had made to clean up for her."I’ll grab you something to wear. Your clothes are wrecked." I stifled a laugh as I laid her down on the bed. I missed the feel of her skin against mine, even from that brief moment before I had to let her go to find her a t-shirt and some clean boxers.I had both boxers and boxer briefs, but lately, I definitely preferred the briefs. Guess it was just part of growing up!As I returned to her, Edeline’s gaze was fixed on my bare torso. She looked up at me with that
EdelineI would not run anymore.“Hey, let me wash your back, my little warrior.” His breath brushed against my warm skin, and a rush of desire coursed through me as his deep voice stirred something inside. My breath caught in my throat as I locked eyes with him.“I got this.” I really could not let him get close. It would only make the cramps worse, and the desire was already doing a number on me.He nodded, totally understanding what I was thinking through our connection.As he stood up, I could not help but let my eyes wander over him, pausing at his chiseled abs and then down to his pelvis. Right there in the middle was a thick, four-inch tattoo of an infinity symbol.Mated wolves have this thing where they let anyone who catches a glimpse of their skin below the waist know they have a mate. This tattoo meant a lot. A lump formed in my throat as my eyes began to water. How long had he been dealing with this?It was like he could read my mind—probably because he could. He looked
EdelineHis eyes were no longer filled with wonder; they carried pain and knowledge. Yet, despite it all, those piercing blue eyes had remained the same, shining even brighter against his sun-kissed skin. His hair was longer on top and shorter on the sides, giving him a more polished look.He looked even more handsome now, completely in charge of himself. The way he moved, the way he held himself—it all made me wonder about the changes in him and what had shaped him during our time apart.“You hungry?” His deep voice pulled me back to reality, his eyes locking onto mine.I was still feeling shy, and I wondered why that was.“I’m fine,” I whispered, trying to keep my voice steady.He nodded and made his way to the door. “I’ll give you some space. I can tell you’re not really feeling it with me around. Just hit me up when you’re ready, and I’ll help you get to bed since you’re not feeling great.” He flashed a sad smile and reached for the doorknob.My heart raced a bit. I really did not