Edeline
After breakfast, Darius and I took a chill walk along a peaceful river that ran through the woods next to the Packhouse. The morning sun sparkled on the water, and the gentle flow made everything feel super relaxing. We chatted about the usual stuff—pack plans, upcoming events, and a bit of gossip. The conversation was easy, and I felt totally comfortable with Darius.
Eventually, we reached a quiet spot by the river where the trees cleared, giving us a stunning view of the cliffs overlooking our territory. Darius paused, looked at me thoughtfully, and said, "I’ve got to head to training soon. I’ll be done in about two hours. Feel free to stick around here, explore, or shift if you want. Just don’t go back to your room, hmm? We can run together later. I promise."
He gave me a friendly smile and ruffled my hair before heading back along the river. I watched him go, smiling to myself. The peaceful spot was perfect for some alone time. I settled by the river, dipped my fingers in the cool water, and let the calm wash over me.
The sun felt great on my face as I closed my eyes and soaked in the wind and sun. The river’s gentle murmur and the rustling leaves created a soothing background. Everything felt so peaceful.
But then, I suddenly felt like the calm had been shattered by someone watching me. It was like a sharp, intense gaze on my skin.
I snapped my eyes open and looked around. Everything seemed normal, but the feeling of being watched was strong.
I focused on my senses and saw a pair of eyes peeking out from the dark bushes where Darius had disappeared. We locked eyes, and a chill ran down my spine.
Before I could react, a white wolf burst out of the bushes and raced toward me with surprising speed. I stayed calm as I sat down. There was no fear, just an odd sense of detachment. I just stared at the wolf, feeling an eerie stillness.
The wolf’s intense stare never wavered. Slowly, his form began to shift, bones and muscles changing beneath the surface. In moments, the wolf transformed into a naked man—Percival.
He stood over me, his eyes locked onto mine with a desperate intensity, like he was missing me deeply. His body was sculpted and powerful, every muscle defined and stretched tight. Despite his strong presence, I stayed calm, matching his gaze.
Driven by something, Percival leaned in, his lips nearing mine. I could feel the heat of his breath and the urgency in his movements. Just as he was about to kiss me, I pushed him away, my heart racing.
“What’s wrong with you, Percival?” I demanded, my voice shaking. “Why are you doing this? Why are you here?”
Percival’s face showed a mix of frustration and sorrow. “We need to talk.”
“Talk?” I said, almost laughing bitterly. “How did you find me?”
Percival’s gaze softened, though it remained intense. “I can track your scent anywhere. It drives me crazy when I come across it. With my libido, it’s hard to keep my wolf from hunting you down. It’s tough to control anything when you’re involved.”
I stared at him blankly for a moment before replying, “We don’t have anything to talk about, Percival. Go back to your soon-to-be Luna.”
I turned to leave, but before I could take more than a few steps, Percival grabbed my arm, his grip firm but pleading. “Please, Edeline, just listen to me.”
I turned back to face him, my eyes locking onto his. His wide blue eyes were glassy with unshed tears, and his face was etched with pain. He looked at me with a mix of longing and anguish, his emotions raw and unfiltered.
He wasn’t shattered, but he was hurting. I wasn’t sure if it was because of me or how his pack now saw him. Either way, it was clear he had a lot of shame. I could feel the weight of his struggle, and despite everything, I felt a pang of empathy for him.
“I want you to know what happened,” Percival said, his voice trembling.
I shook my head, my voice cold. “I don’t want to know. It’s none of my business.”
Percival’s expression hardened with determination. “It is your business. I need you to understand.”
He didn’t want to let me go? A little too late for that. I shook my head and fixed my gaze back on the stream before me.
Guess he took that as a sign to keep talking.
"Edeline, in that summer camp, the guys there... They’re always fighting, challenging each other. The women are nice, but it’s not like it is here. They don’t value the mate bond like we do."
"Neither do you," I whispered.
He hung his head, looking ashamed. "I do, Edeline. I always have. My only friends there were women. The guys saw me as a threat, so I hung out with a few of them. Tatiana was just a friend, someone to talk to. We didn’t have much one-on-one time; I was mostly with her friends. I only spent time alone with her once. Two weeks before I was due home, Tatiana went into heat."
This was exactly what I didn’t want to hear. But he needed me to know, even though it would just hurt me more.
He lowered his gaze to where my hand was gripping the ground, and I felt a shiver run through my fingertips. He kept talking, his eyes avoiding my face so he wouldn’t see the pain his words were causing me.
“It hit her before she even knew it was coming. We were up late, everyone else had gone to bed, and suddenly it was there. I should have sensed it coming, should have picked up on the signs, but I didn’t! I don’t get why!”
He slammed his fists down on the ground, and the pain in his voice was real. I could tell he genuinely didn’t understand why.
Every female knows when her heat is coming, and so do the males. It’s this sweet, musky scent you can smell coming off them. Tatiana should have felt it coming, so it didn’t make sense. She would have sensed it weeks in advance.
“After everything was done, we realized how big of a mistake it was. A male just can’t resist that, Edeline.”
And that’s true. Males can’t resist a female in heat. A mate will be drawn to their she-wolf, and unmated males will try to get to any she-wolf, mated or not. That’s why females are usually kept separated during that time, away from temptation. Usually, their parents or mates step in to protect them.
Hearing this made me sick to my stomach. I could feel a tear slipping down my cheek as I took in everything he was saying, keeping my eyes fixed on the grass between us. I felt his intense stare on my skin again, warming me with the burn of his gaze.
“But, Edeline... I won’t mark her.”
I lifted my eyes to meet his, searching for any hint of deceit. There was none. He was either being completely honest or just sincere in that moment.
He really wouldn’t mark her.
Edeline"You won’t?" That single question gave me a glimmer of hope, though it felt too late for that.He shook his head slowly. The way his skin shimmered was messing with my head, making me think I might have a chance with him. But I wouldn’t if another woman was involved.“She’s staying with the Oracle at the cabin with my parents. I’m holed up in a house across the lake that’s not being used. I didn’t want her staying with me because of her wolf, and my dad thought it’d be best if I stayed away from you for now. Being across the lake helps because your scent isn’t always around.”I stared at him in shock. I’d thought she’d be with him. They seemed like they were trying to be a family, like we should have been.Then it hit me.“You’re staying away so your wolf won’t be tempted to mark me, and vice versa?” I raised an eyebrow, feeling a mix of anger and relief.He helped me, but he also broke my heart. The news pissed off my wolf but made me happy in a weird way. I didn’t want to be
EdelineI couldn’t shake off the guilt that was eating at me. The thought of the baby—so tiny and innocent—caught in all this mess was really getting to me. What was going to happen if things didn’t work out? It weighed heavily on my mind, mixing with my own pain and confusion.“Percival... What’s going to happen when the baby arrives?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.He didn’t have a clear answer. The way he breathed out warmed my skin, making it tingle. The sunlight filtering through the leaves made his eyes look even more tired and lost. He seemed so young and worn out at that moment.“She’ll have to take care of the baby while he’s little. I haven’t figured everything out yet, but it seems like the right thing to do,” he said, sounding defeated as he ran his hand through his tousled hair.“Where?” I asked. “I’m not sure. But I have to stay here because I’m going to be the next Alpha. She’ll never be my Luna. Since she’s her dad’s only child, our baby would inherit his la
Edeline I closed my eyes, letting the gentle breeze wrap around me. It was a calming embrace from nature, a quiet moment of peace.I pictured his face in my mind, every detail vivid. Even from a young age, there’d always been this connection between us, a bond I couldn’t ignore.The conversation I’d just had with Percival left me feeling overwhelmed. My mind was a whirlwind of questions, and the weight of my own destiny felt almost too heavy to bear. With that in mind, I figured it was time for my second shift ever.My wolf was getting pretty antsy in the back of my mind, just dying to let loose all that built-up energy. When I saw Tatiana and heard her harsh words, it really got to me. She couldn't get enough of hunting down that pregnant she-wolf and getting back at us, just like before. But I wasn't going to let that happen. It was challenging, but I managed to control my wolf and give her some space to let loose and relax.Percival’s words, though, offered a sliver of hope.“I wo
EdelineShifting always came with a twinge of discomfort at first. My body had to adjust to the realignment of bones and muscles, molding into a different shape. “It’s always a bit painful at first,” I thought, feeling the familiar ache. “But after a few more shifts, it’ll be nothing.”Right after the shift, I lay on the cool grass, feeling the earth beneath me as I gazed out at the world through the eyes of my white fur. Everything felt sharper, more vivid, as if I were seeing it for the first time. But before I could fully take it in, my wolf surged forward without warning, knocking me back in the process. Her energy was wild, almost overwhelming, like a storm barely contained. I could feel her power, restless and eager, threatening to overtake me. I forced myself to stay grounded, to hold onto the center of our shared consciousness, even as she strained against my control. "I can't give her too much freedom," I reminded myself, the thought pressing down on me. "Who knows what she'l
EdelineAfter a while, we shifted back to our human forms. Transitioning from wolf to human is actually smoother than the reverse shift, so I managed to stay quiet this time, avoiding any loud outbursts. Wolves don’t pay much attention to each other’s nudity; it’s a norm for us. Only a mate would react, and Darius wasn’t that.We dressed quickly, and he took my hand, guiding me down the hill through the forest towards the pack house.His voice was soft, almost a whisper amidst the crunch of the forest floor beneath our feet. “So, I heard you had a chat with Percival… He paid you a visit?”I simply nodded.He gave me a look that seemed to say, Keep going.I sighed in frustration, knowing he wouldn’t let it go. “He said he wouldn’t mark her.”“Huh?” Darius’s surprise was evident. He hadn’t realized that detail.As we continued our walk, I filled him in. “Yeah, he’s giving you the whole story. Apparently, she didn’t even know her heat was coming and he couldn’t sense it. Classic mistake
EdelinePercival's wolf was quick to react, standing tall as his brother struggled to rise. Claws dug into flesh, spittle dripped from his muzzle, and teeth snapped with fierce determination. My breath hitched—this was no ordinary fight. Percival, the firstborn alpha son, was proving too strong for Darius. This would easily be one of the most intense wolf fights ever witnessed, if it were real.Percival's right front claw dug into the juvenile’s chest, keeping his weight on him. His long, sharp teeth bit into Darius's shoulder, causing a sharp yelp to escape. It was brutal, and I felt a mix of fear and helplessness. Percival’s anger was palpable; he wanted to harm Darius, to assert his dominance.As the pressure increased, blood oozed from Darius, but he refused to give in or show weakness. Despite knowing he could never surpass his brother, he fought back with a fierce determination. I could see the desperation in his eyes, and it tugged at something deep inside me. Percival was rea
EdelineI backed away slowly, following my dad's silent cue, and made my way around the pack house, staying out of sight. Once inside, I changed back into my human form. I grabbed a robe from the mudroom, left there for those who came home from a run without clothes, to avoid any awkwardness.I hurried up to my room, still in a state of shock that left me numb and unable to process my emotions. I needed to see them, to figure things out.Yeah, I’ll go see both of them. It’s just a gut feeling.What just happened back there? I’m so confused. My friend seems really worked up about his brother and me—almost like he’s jealous. Is there anyone I can truly call a friend? He should know better. We’ve been close since we were kids, always reaching out when we’re down, embracing each other, being there for one another.Percival has become more than just my best friend’s brother. He’s my buddy now. My wolf gets extra protective when it comes to guys who aren’t family getting too close to me. It
EdelineConfidently, I started towards Darius’s scent, only to be stopped by my dad’s hand—a soft, comforting warmth on my shoulder.“Hey, Edeline. Hold up. We need to talk,” he said, his voice cracking as he whispered. I could sense the pain he felt on my behalf, almost palpable. With a nod, I followed him out into the lobby and waited by the front door.I had a feeling this conversation was coming. I wasn’t sure I was ready to hear what he had to say.Percival was deeply embarrassed by his actions. I could tell he wasn’t upset with me, though. He felt genuinely bad for me. This wasn’t something any guy would want for any female wolf.I stood near Doc's practice, my arms wrapped tightly around myself as the evening breeze brushed past me, causing a shiver to run across my skin. The sun was sinking behind the trees, casting long shadows and bathing the sky in hues of orange and pink. The scent of him, the one that used to bring me comfort when I was younger, reached me before I even s
Percival Edeline’s eyes were locked on me as she marched over, grabbing my forearm and pulling me along with her. The contact felt like fire igniting on my skin. She was fired up—angry, for sure.She dragged me into the equipment shed, out of sight, and then—wham!—she whacked me right in the eye.I let out a low growl and slowly turned my face back to hers. Anger radiated off her as she raised her other hand, ready to swing at me again. I managed to grab her wrist before she could land another hit, squeezing gently around her slim wrist. “What the heck, Edeline?!” I exclaimed, my lip curling to reveal my fang. Low warning growls rumbled from my chest. The wolf inside me was not thrilled, but at least she appreciated that this wasn’t happening in front of the pack. Don’t mess with my authority.“Hey! Did you give that girl false hope or what? I know you have not hooked up with her because I would have sensed it!” Her nose wrinkled, eyes blazing with fury. Then, I caught a scent from
Percival Promoting her to lead female warrior might not have been the best decision after all. She was my top fighter, having trained hard before I stepped in, but now I was left questioning my judgment. We didn’t have an expert on board yet, and Jazz’s ambition made me wary.She tucked a loose, curly strand behind her ear, looking up at me with her big green eyes, her skin a lovely shade of creamed coffee. She was undeniably pretty, but just not my type. “Hey, Percival... what if we tried something different with the ladies?” She edged closer, taking a deep breath as if to check out my scent.It might sound wild, but the night before last, after showering and snuggling up in bed with Edeline, I had rubbed against her, soaking in her scent. Waking up without her made me skip a shower yesterday—or maybe even today. I just wanted to hold onto that connection a little longer. Jazz caught a whiff of Edeline’s scent, and her eyebrows shot up.“Hey, is Edeline back?” she asked, her voice
Edeline“I totally get it, Nixx. It is something else. Really special. I see what you mean.” My gaze drifted to his cuffs, curiosity piquing as I furrowed my brow. “Have you been a bit risky? What does your world do to people?” I tilted my head, observing the way he passed the bracelet back to me, unable to take his eyes off it.“My wolf is stronger, you know? Sometimes I just cannot control him and end up lashing out at people who get on my nerves. Percival dealt with the same stuff. He wants to help me train like Gaspar did for him, but all I can think about is Tatiana and the pup I lost. It is tough.” A wave of sadness washed over him, dimming the light in his eyes.“Nixx,” I sighed, “why are you still hung up on losing the pup? Mirabelle was only a few months along, right? You never even met him, and you can have pups with your real mate. You could not have had both. Tatiana would have been jealous of you and him. Trust me, I get it. Tatiana is a beta, and her wolf would have want
EdelineHe really needed his not-so-little sister. I would hit him up first, and then maybe I would finally have the guts to talk to Percival about everything. After some tough training, of course. It had been a few days since I had a solid training session. Muscle disappears faster than it builds up, and I really hoped that did not happen. If I wanted to keep being the warrior I had turned into, I had to stay on top of my stamina. But I was not sure my buddy would let me train, especially since my heat was just around the corner, and my scent was driving everyone wild. I had to remember to grab my tea after I hopped out of the shower. As I walked in the front door of my parents’ place, the cozy scent of clove hit me, pulling me back into sweet memories. I could not help but think about what might happen during this heat. The last one just did not do it for me. Did I even want him to help me out this time? Or would I just prefer to be out of it for that? I figured the latter was
EdelineI stared down at our hands, chewing on his words. He might have a point. When I left and went to Conrad’s place, I told myself I was moving on. I threw myself into letting it all go—this life, these people, everything. But once I got some space, the wolves around me nudged me toward the truth. They made me confront my feelings about Percival, especially after I caught myself feeling jealous over him. He was just my friend, nothing more, but still... I had to deal with that. But Darius? I buried that pain deep and left it to rot. Never talked about him, never thought about him for too long. I got stronger, yeah. But I didn’t heal. Not really. And that’s why I’m still stuck. I turned my head toward William, blinking back the sting in my eyes. “How am I supposed to feel about him?” My voice cracked, and I felt my throat tighten again. “Look at what he did.” I swallowed hard, trying to keep it together, but the words dragged me down, making my chest feel heavy. “How am I s
EdelineI never really hated Percival before that. He had done some stuff, sure—but it never made me hate him. Not until that night. That night, I hated him more than anything. My wolf hated him too. My skin side—yeah, she wanted revenge just as bad. But then the truth hit me. Darius was the monster. Not Percival. I spent all of yesterday lying around, trying to make sense of everything. Today, I thought maybe a walk would help me clear my head, so I came here. To the waterfall—the spot I loved the most. And now, here I am. Staring at his grave. Why here? Why did they bury him here of all places? Not in the pack’s graveyard, where the rest of them are. No—right here, beneath the tree that used to be ours. Our spot. My throat tightened, and the tears started before I could stop them. My heart felt like someone had tied a rope around it and was pulling it tighter and tighter. I reached out, tracing his name on the headstone with shaky fingers, as if touching the letters wo
PercivalI hoped I didn’t annoy her. I understood she was strong, but my Alpha side just wanted to look out for my mate. I was trying to communicate my feelings through the mate bond, to reassure her I was here for her.The corner of her mouth lifted in a quick smile. "It's all good."Shaking my head, I did what I felt compelled to do. I walked over, scooping her up in my arms. She gasped in surprise as I carried her across the room to the salvaged bed. Her eyes widened, taking in the effort I had made to clean up for her."I’ll grab you something to wear. Your clothes are wrecked." I stifled a laugh as I laid her down on the bed. I missed the feel of her skin against mine, even from that brief moment before I had to let her go to find her a t-shirt and some clean boxers.I had both boxers and boxer briefs, but lately, I definitely preferred the briefs. Guess it was just part of growing up!As I returned to her, Edeline’s gaze was fixed on my bare torso. She looked up at me with that
EdelineI would not run anymore.“Hey, let me wash your back, my little warrior.” His breath brushed against my warm skin, and a rush of desire coursed through me as his deep voice stirred something inside. My breath caught in my throat as I locked eyes with him.“I got this.” I really could not let him get close. It would only make the cramps worse, and the desire was already doing a number on me.He nodded, totally understanding what I was thinking through our connection.As he stood up, I could not help but let my eyes wander over him, pausing at his chiseled abs and then down to his pelvis. Right there in the middle was a thick, four-inch tattoo of an infinity symbol.Mated wolves have this thing where they let anyone who catches a glimpse of their skin below the waist know they have a mate. This tattoo meant a lot. A lump formed in my throat as my eyes began to water. How long had he been dealing with this?It was like he could read my mind—probably because he could. He looked
EdelineHis eyes were no longer filled with wonder; they carried pain and knowledge. Yet, despite it all, those piercing blue eyes had remained the same, shining even brighter against his sun-kissed skin. His hair was longer on top and shorter on the sides, giving him a more polished look.He looked even more handsome now, completely in charge of himself. The way he moved, the way he held himself—it all made me wonder about the changes in him and what had shaped him during our time apart.“You hungry?” His deep voice pulled me back to reality, his eyes locking onto mine.I was still feeling shy, and I wondered why that was.“I’m fine,” I whispered, trying to keep my voice steady.He nodded and made his way to the door. “I’ll give you some space. I can tell you’re not really feeling it with me around. Just hit me up when you’re ready, and I’ll help you get to bed since you’re not feeling great.” He flashed a sad smile and reached for the doorknob.My heart raced a bit. I really did not