Lilly Pov Ugh, focus, why dost thou elude me?! I have a goal in mind, but my brain is a jumbled mess of ideas, like a Pinterest board on steroids. I want to achieve this goal, but my mind keeps wandering off on tangents, like a dog chasing squirrels.What's in a kiss, anyway?The Internet explained it in this manner like a magical moment where desire and circumstance collide, teaching us about patience, purpose, and timing. But let's be real, a great kiss can lead to great sex, and if I'm feeling all the emotions from just a kiss, imagine what a night of passion could bring!Consultanting the internet again was not a great ideaBut wait, what's this? I've kissed him, and it felt amazing, but now I'm thinking about taking it to the next level. And by the next level, I mean getting naked and doing the horizontal tango. But why?! I mean, I know I want to feel more emotions and all, but is this really the way to do it? I'm basically thinking, "Hey, let's have sex and see if I c
A date means different things, but in today's case, this date is not a romantic date nor a talking stage dare either. It's more of a confession date. Today, I get to show him my true self to avoid future misunderstandings and seek his permission to use him for my emotional experiment. ********* A few minutes later ******** "I was surprised when I received your call for a date, but I liked it, though," Ray said after he settled down i decided to have tte date at my place after all reporters are swarming everywhere. "I have something to discuss with you," I said, looking at him. " I'm all hear," he responded, looking at me expectantly "I'm sure you know I'm different from every woman you've ever met. I mean, every woman you've ever dated, literally. I want you to understand that I feel nothing - no emotion of any sort." He looked at me, confusion written all over his face. "Wait, you don't feel anything? Like, no emotions at all?" he asked, trying to take in what I was sayi
'Let get marry' These words kept ringing in Lilly's ear. All she wanted was sex not marriage. Even if i knew that I'm different, marriage was the last thing I was expecting. And is this the only way I could prove to him that I could offer commitment? Why marriage, This is the 20th century. Do we need to get married for an experiment? This seems more than I expected, perhaps I could do it with someone else but I don’t want someone else to touch me, my head is basically having an overdrive, I just need to calm down and experiment somewhere else. That I better idea, I'm done with this, sex and marriage are two different things and shouldn't be used in the same category. "Ray, I'm sorry, but I can't, I guess our personal relationship ends here then," I said, trying to stand up " Wait! don't you want to experiment with me any more, it not a bad idea to marry me, you know. I'm the most eligible bachelor in New york, and I'm very rich and handsome, so it is a win-win situation." h
As we headed upstairs, I couldn't help but feel a sense of relief that he agreed to crazy but great idea. I had gotten what I wanted - sex without marriage. But why did Ray have to be so possessive and controlling? I'm not his to claim, and I certainly don't belong to him. I pushed the thoughts aside and focused on the task at hand. Sex. Pure, unadulterated sex. New emotions and pleasure to be found. Curiosity of how having sex will feel like is settling deep in me. But as we reached the bedroom, Ray's words echoed in my mind. 'You're not going to have sex with another man other than me.' It was a statement, not a question. And his condition - that I shouldn't even think about having sex with other men - irked me. Who was he to dictate what I could and couldn't do? How will I be able to confirm if he's the only one who could create these emotions in me. I pushed the thoughts aside and began to undress. Ray followed suit, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made me . I kn
************ Rated 18**************Pleasure was the only thing I could feel every time his hands touched me, it ignites spike. It was like I was being shocked by an electric appliance. Intense pleasure Wasn't this I wanted, I wanted pleasure, but I will pleasure bring what i seek. This was just physical intimacy, lacking the depth I craved. I was confused, and this wasn't bringing me what I truly desired. Where are the emotions I seek. " Lilly, do you me to stop? Ray asked when he realized I wasn't participating in the tax or rather sex. What should I tell him? That this task is leaving me confused. I have never been this confused with anything gor my 18 years of existence in my past life Sex and pleasure are really overwhelming. I want to do this because I like the feeling. But the confusion that suddenly set in is unwavering. How do I get over this reaction? It is leaving me in a state of confusion. "Lilly? he called out again " I'm confused." " Don't you like me t
I felt him kiss my core,my torse, my thigh, my stomach finally savouring my breast. I moaned at his delicious bite, and then he went back to my core, nibbling as his tongue invaded every inche of my body. After a few seconds of giving me all this erotic sensation. Finally,I felt his full length slid into my core almost immediately. An onslaught sensation rocked my body. At first he is seem to be struggling to fit in his length. The first thrust was tight , and I remember this was my first time for both my past self and Lilianna's body "Are you a Virgin? he asked surprisingly?" Is that a bad thing? Do you want to stop?I asked."No! I was just....... you know what? forget I ever asked, I should have known with your manner of approach in the beginning, Each thrust dove me wilde. It made me want more. I never knew I was this greedy, and this is one of the new things I'm just discovering about myself. I accepted his deep thrust as I whimpered." Go deeper," asking him to dive deepe
Ray Pov "Recounting today's events while staring at the woman who has become a huge part of my life in a short period made me realize today has been very eventful. What's more? Right when I got a call earlier today, I was sure I was in for a surprise. After finding out the reason why she doesn't express any emotion since we met, everything became clearer to me, but I feel there's more to this. She seems different from what the investigation shows, but I'll make her open up with time.She demanded to have sex with me for an experiment, which left me speechless. Then I decided to try my luck by turning this moment into convincing her to marry me, which she declined. She then decided to find someone else for her experiments, leaving me feeling hurt. I tried expressing my emotions, but I didn't. I don't know how to convince her, though. She's not used to being controlled, so I decided to go with the flow. She's different, and the difference is good. I
**Helena's POV** Weeks has passed, my life was still in shambles thanks to that bitch. Every day, I maintained my facade, hoping for some excitement. The encounter with Ray Manchester had left me restless. My mind couldn’t shake the image of his handsome face and enticing voice. I had to make him mine. Every morning, I would dress meticulously, hoping today would be the day I crossed paths with Ray again. I attended every business event, every social gathering, and frequented his favorite haunts. Yet, he was nowhere to be found. Whenever I see someone I'm interested in the past, I always get them, I always get my man, and it won't be a different this time around. Even if he's cold and distant, maybe the most heartless man in New York i need to make him mine it's going to be my man because he is already my man it just matters of time.I needed to make a plan. Perhaps I could convince Daddy to organize a charity ball where all the investors would show up. This way, I could see Ray ag