ATHENA BECKER.I remained where he left me for the next few moments, allowing the freezing rain to drench my miserable state.I thought this water might wash my tears but each drop falling on my face was making me more miserable.I had fallen from grace.‘Is that what he felt when I threw him out my heart? Why was this pain affecting me too? He shattered me too. Why is my revenge becoming heavy for me?’ I thought with silent tears glistening on my cheeks, mixing with the freezing water. Where did life leave me? Why did I apologize? “Fuck…” Cursing under my breath, I shivered from the coldness and forced my numb body to rise from the ground. I barely had strength left in me but staying here was meaningless.He returned the same feelings. Shattering my heart how I did, to induce the same ache into me.Leaving his territory how he left mine with a mangled heart.“Athena? You are back already?” Jax’s concerned tone came, rushing to me with an umbrella when I returned, soaked utterly
After hearing Jax’s outburst, I knew what I did was wrong. I shouldn’t have spoken that as I failed to recognize his importance in my life.‘What have I done? Jax was right. He was always there for me and I.. said that to him. How could I be so selfish?’ I thought distressfully.I was already heartbroken and after hearing Jax’s anguish, I was shattered. I didn’t want to carry further regrets so I went to see him.But he kept ignoring me for the next few days until I couldn’t take it anymore. I had his support only, he was always there, I won’t lose him too.I went to see Jax as he was giving jobs to everyone, supervising all hunters.“Make sure to secure the land in My Lord’s absence.” “Yes. Sir.” When he was alone, I rushed to him, calling him desperately. “Jax.”“Hmm?” He hummed coldly, turning to leave but I held his sleeves innocently.“Are.. you angry with me?” I asked in a broken tone. I was already alone, I will be devastated without his companionship.“I-” He was about to
After seeing him, I forgot everything else, my mind fell into a daze I didn’t want to experience again along with his heartbreaking words. ‘Look. I am joining my hand before you. Please. Please. Don’t break my heart anymore.’ Those words. They were excruciating. I did the same too then why were his words stabbing my soul? I spoke the same words in a worse way. Then why was I scattered? “Athena.” I was standing, lost, staring into nothingness and noticing my state, Jax came to me before this darkness could overwhelm me. “Are you alright?” He asked worriedly, scanning my lost reactions. “Yeah. I am fine.” Exhaling, I wrapped my arms around myself and nodded, turning to him. “Really?” He asked suspiciously, catching my emptiness. I smiled hollowly and looked down, holding myself firmly, biting my bottom lip from dejection but not removing the smile on my face. “It’s just seeing him again… brings back everything I thought I buried in my heart and this mate-pull… it’s uncontro
“I ‘never’ hated you.” A deadly shiver went down my spine, I almost gasped and moved back but there was no escape out of his strong arms. “What…?!” My jaw dropped, increasing his impish smirk, indulging in my staggering reaction. Never once I perceive he wouldn’t… hate me. While I did. After relaxing and contemplating his words, I asked back innocently, “Not when I killed your mate?” His smirk converted into a pure smile. Bringing his one hand closer and brushing his knuckles on the side of my face. “Not when you killed my mate.” Whispering, he turned me blind, caressing my skin in such a mystic way that I couldn’t resist it. “I love you, after all.” My mind fell into an abyss, eyes widened, heart pounding on the verge of leaping out. But when those thoughts grow uncontrollable, I put my hand in between. “Why? No, No- You- You are lying.” Pushing him back from dismay, I shook my head in denial. I couldn’t believe after what I did to him, he wouldn’t resent me. ‘Thi
When we kissed, I forgot the reason why I exist. The kiss was heavenly, embedded deep into my core as it felt as beautiful as the first time we kissed. Beautiful. How our lips moved together in a symphonic rhythm, smiling into the kiss. His hand from my cheeks moved to my hair and pulled them slightly which made me moan. “Athena…” He moaned my name, pulling away slightly. One hand in my hair, the other hand secured over my cheek, drying my throat. “Darius.” I whispered, pressing my hand palm harder on his chest to feel him blazing heartbeats. “Is this a deception of my eyes or a reality?” I asked in a faint, tense voice, bringing my hand upward to his neck. He closed his eyes and placed his hands gradually over mine, closing our gap to dwell in this seductive night. “It’s reality.” He whispered temptingly, kissing my hands to which I returned a feeble smile. My heart thumped abnormally, unaware what was happening to me. “Is it?” I took a step closer, not breaking our inte
‘I am afraid of My Lord’s wrath. I won’t go near Darius again but controlling my heart is hard. I didn’t want to, but… I couldn’t stop myself too.’ I thought sorrowfully, looking down with tears.I was on the ground, tapping my chest to clear my vision and allow the blood to pump normally, gasping for air, shaking in horror.I was frightened. My Lord had made it clear that he would kill me if I stayed by emotions.As I was endeavoring to bring my senses to normal, Jax rushed to my side, coming to me. “Athena!” I looked up at him weakly as he held my shoulders, rubbing them, concerned about my wellbeing, scanning me.“Jax.” I whispered, clinging onto him hopelessly.“What happened? Are you alright? Your face.. It’s red. What is that?” He whispered, holding my face, helping me to stand and I couldn’t help but to stare at him.“My punishment… for making My Lord furious.” I whispered breathlessly, regaining my senses clearly as he held my hand. “What did you do this time? That is why I
I was in the throne room, looking down with my hands secured behind my back with an emotionless look in my eyes. In this fucking cage of a castle, displaying emotions had become one hell of a task. One cannot show their feelings. But then again, if I did, he would kill me. “Make sure it won’t happen again, Athena. I won’t hesitate next time. A human and werewolf cannot be one.” My Lord ordered strictly, frowning at me. He was still pissed at me that I kissed Darius. “I understand. I apologize.” I whispered coldly. Not lifting my eyes from the ground. I didn’t want to enrage him further so I kept my affectation. But the thought of him killing Darius made my soul tremble. “Hmm?” Arching an eyebrow at my demeanor, he rose from his seat and walked towards me, hitching my breaths but I remained silent and unaffected. “Answer me truthfully, Athena.” He asked huskily, sliding his index finger under my chin, lifting it. “What?” I asked coldly, not meeting his eyes. “Did you mean i
‘Did I do something wrong? Did I infuriate him? Is it going to break my bond with him? Am I going to lose him too? Shit. What have I done?’ Thinking worriedly, I espied Jax working hard as usual, assigning jobs, going on surveys’, supervising, and I didn’t know how to confront him. I think I did wrong by asking him to marry me. I doubt he would do this. As I was in my thoughts, not sure what to do or how to talk to Jax about it, he came to me himself at night. I was on the terrace, looking at the beautiful moon and he stood beside me. “Athena…” My heart skipped a beat when he called me as my throat dried. “Jax?” Turning to him, I pressed myself against the railing, calling him softly. He contemplated my reaction and took a step closer, putting his hand in his pockets, sighing to reassure me and to ease me. “I… have thought about your proposal.” He began to speak slowly, faintly to get my attention. But, before he could continue, I put my hand in the air, waving it to stop
After separating our paths with King Hadrian and doing the exchange, giving him his mate. We returned to the land of rogues.The place where no rules apply and you live happily.“There is your new home, guys, a place where a human and werewolf relationship is not forbidden. Where you can live happily.”Janine happily introduced to the enormous land, almost a community living in harmony.The proud work of Janine Becker. Blood Hunters.“You made it?” Athena asked in disbelief, glancing at her, not expecting she was capable of creating such a masterpiece.“Yes. The second I had to stain my hands with our parent’s blood, I swore to myself to create a world where such laws won’t exist. I have created this place for you guys, for us.” She nodded sorrowfully, curling her hands in a fist from powerlessness.“Janine.”Returning a sweet smile, Athena held her shoulder, giving it a stern squeeze. Sighing, she removed her hand and returned a beautiful toothy smile.“But, no more tears. This is yo
PAST.DARIUS ALFONSO.A tear rolled down my cheek, I was with Janine, curling my hands in a fist, gritting my teeth."Why did this happen to me?" I growled after finding Blue as my mate. She was on the ground with a graceful smirk over her lips, pushing her short hair behind."You are the first person I have seen who was depressed after meeting his mate." She teased me but I was not in the mood for it."What should I do? Why didn't you do anything?" I argued, holding my sides, pacing around with frustration.She scoffed, "I am not your babysitter. They are going to keep an eye on you. If they find out you are with a human- they will kill both of you.""I know. But, I don’t want to break Athena's heart. She is too fragile, Janine." I whispered desperately.I was afraid of her reaction, afraid to hurt her and I knew this bond would drown me in the end- which it did.Rising from the ground, she stared dead into my eyes."Do whatever you want but if my sister's heart breaks- so will your
I was in utter disbelief when I saw her, looking more elegant than before. Her hairs grow long but the dominance surrounding her never faded.“You… are alive?” I asked vaguely.Clinging onto Darius’s arms, blinking in confusion at her while she merely smirked at my reaction.“Yes. Alive and well.” Nodding her heels clicked against the floor, approaching us gradually while turning her glance to King Hadrian.“I don't understand… how..?” I asked, swallowing hard, turning to Darius and back to her.“I couldn’t understand, they told me you had died, I was accused of it then how..?” I asked, narrowing my eyes with bewilderment.But displeased with my reaction, King Hadrian turned to me, frowning at me.“Are you deaf, Athena? I just told you she helped me in assassination.” He mocked, reminding me.But I was too lost in Darius’s words and my realizations that I failed to grasp the depth of his words. Janine was alive all along.“She was there all along.” King Hadrian scoffed but I was too
A needle pierced through my soul when I heard it. I could feel my worlds coming to a crash when the truth hidden from me came to the surface.In a hidden corner, I prayed that he had a reason. And I kept hating him for five years.“No, this ill fortune land. How could it do this to me?” I whispered, covering my mouth.My steps stumbled but Darius held my shoulder, staring intensely at my teary eyes hoping to console me but nothing could help me.“As long as it was a juvenile love, they ignored us but after my mate… After finding Blue, I… remained loyal and committed to you.”How wrong I considered him?“Three months after meeting Blue, you were with me, you didn’t leave me. You… loved me all this time.” My lips began to shake, holding him with all my might, tears blurring my vision. He nodded, heartbroken, “Yes, I did and they came to know about it so I had to make a harsh choice and to save you, I chose Blue.”He explained and I continued from where he left off, completing the jus
“My revenge is completed today.” “W-What? All this… y-your revenge?” He couldn’t form a sentence properly anymore. His jaw dropped, losing his breaths to perceive what he heard but to no avail. The look of flabbergast on his face was extremely desirable. “T-This can’t be… We were mates.. Weren’t we?” “So what?” He shivered, having no words at this point while deep down he understood that it was all my plan but was not ready to accept it. “What? You thought I would be weak and pathetic again after seeing how weak ones are treated in this cursed land?” “What everything… a lie? A ruse?” He asked and I couldn’t answer. No. It wasn’t. “Weak dies. That is the rule and you are not the only person who is good with manipulation.” I told him seriously. Pointing my finger at him, pressing it over his heart, feeling how rapidly it was thumping. “Manipulation?” He was in complete shambles, not wanting to believe what he was hearing but I confirmed it. “Although you almost broke m
We were in the throne room, tears were glistening on my cheeks, clinging onto a female hunter who was hugging as I sobbed. “Monster.” I hissed at Darius, holding her while glaring at him. Darius was before everyone. He was on his knees, hands cuffed behind his back, looking down while everyone was staggered how he could do this. But he knew he fucked up because of being too emotional. “Continue.” King Hadrian came, frowning deeply at Darius, motioning to the person to start the court where his punishment shall be decided. “Name?” They asked Darius. His head was hanging low. Failing to look up, curling his hands in a fist as I kept glaring at him with my watery eyes. “Darius Alfonso.” His cold tone came out. “Status?” They asked him again strictly. “Alpha of the Scarlet Moon pack.” “Crime?” “Cold blood murder of Jax, head of the hunters.” I growled to find this look of emotionless on his face, having no regret of staining his hand in Jax’s blood. My Lord growled to he
ATHENA BECKER. Dressed as a bride, at my wedding night, I stood still with my heart thumping abnormally as Jax entered nonchalantly. “Hey.” He smiled, waved at me, and kicked the door close. “Hey.” I smiled back, looking down bashfully, not believing I actually got married to Jax. My wedding night. This thought was drying my throat. Vexing me in anticipation to imagine it would lead. “You.. look beautiful.” He whispered, taking my hand and kissing my knuckles, smiling sweetly at me. “Thanks. You are looking handsome too.” I whispered sheepishly. “You should change. The dress must be heavy.” He cleared his throat, moving back and taking off his coat and bowtie. “Yeah. I am going to do it. I wanted you to see here first.” I nodded, tugging my hair behind my ear, taking off the jewelry and unhooking the dress. We both changed into something comfortable. My face flushed when I looked at the bed, the thought of what was about to happen arose a tension in my body. Jax had change
After pushing her into a turmoil of distress and stealing her strength at my open threat, we returned and the disquiet expression on her face made me smirk devilishly. Everyone could feel the terror emitting from her while I was smirking with my hands in my pockets, walking with a high head.Leaving them pondering what we talked about which left her in an abyss.“Athena?” King Hadrian’s mouth gaped to find Athena being unable to lift her gaze.He could feel her fear and glared at me for taking advantage of her emotional state and worsening it.“What did you do, Darius?” He asked seriously, rising from the throne and coming closer.“My Lord, he.. He..” Athena opened her mouth to whimper but shrugging my shoulders, I kept my posture. “I threatened her. I gave her a warning.”I acted nonchalantly and put my one hand in the air as if it meant nothing. His mouth gaped, frowning at me, displeased.“And you know the consequences of threatening my huntress and going extreme, don’t you?” He
We walked, I could feel her breaths tightening around her throat, inviting me causing the impish smirk on my face to widen. I glanced at her from time to time to increase her tension and embarrassment. “What happened?” I asked, magnifying her stress, pushing her into a corner. “Nothing.” She whispered, not lifting her gaze from the ground. “Why are you here?” She asked faintly, disturbed about my strict posture but I spoke dominantly. “I believe I told you I want to talk to you alone.” And the second we were all alone, I grabbed her arms roughly and threw her against the wall. She gasped, afraid, shaking in apprehension. “Darius.” She swallowed hard the lump in her throat and was about to push me away but I put my hand over her lips to hush her. “Shh.” My one hand was above her head to trap her petite body under my, looking down at her nervous and stressed form with a sinful smirk. Moving my finger gradually over her lips, making her quiver, leaving her numb as I could feel