||" Damien Troy "||I sat watching Kristen across the table as she took gulps of the last fruit juice she had in her glass. I was wondering why she was having fruit juice, not like I had problems with what she was drinking, I was a bit surprised, first of all, I saw her with a fruit mix and now almighty Kristen was gulping fruit juice.I felt like I was in some kind of alternate universe, 'maybe Jason had instructed her not to get drunk when she was with me, but that was even more ridiculous, she was trying to pry for my forgiveness even going as far as wearing the dress she wore when I met her at the club, the dress she wore the night she lost her virginity. So it wasn't Jason, but if it's not him, then why?'You can just ask her though, I thought, but it wasn't my business if she drank or not, it won't stop me from doing what I should do.But drinking is our game, our special bond exercise, it's exactly how we like to be with each other, drunk at the whims of the other. Seeing her s
||" Kristen Stewart "||"Don't you like Chanel and other brands Kristy?" Damien asked minutes after we settled in the car and I had made my choice of where I wanted to visit for the shopping spree that he is taking me to."We can still visit there after we make a stop at the places I mentioned," I responded nonchalantly."Oh," He muttered,Oh no, for a moment I had slipped out of the sub role I was playing. When he asked why I didn't want to visit the popular designer brands, I had just gotten a bit annoyed, not because those brands he mentioned weren't like the best brands in the world but because I just felt like the local brands don't get appreciated enough.Local brands are good too, their world is just of high quality and has varieties of designs like the big brands. They put in the work too.But I guess my answer came off too strong."Sorry," I mumbled,"I am not offended, Kristen," Damien responded even though he didn't look at me, "I gave you permission to speak freely, rememb
||" Damien Troy "||I had a sheepish grin on my face that I tried to keep off my face as I watched the gift Kristen got for me in astonishment, it was wow. A first.I have met many, if not countless women, and I have taken them on a shopping spree too but I have never gotten a gift from any of them, well apart from Lucia."Why did you get me this, Kristen?" I asked,"Why? Don't you like it?" She mumbled looking unsure,"No, I mean I do, I like it, it's so beautiful,"/I muttered, " It's just that it's…" My voice trailed off,"It's what?" She asked,"Don't ask, Kristen, but thank you so much, I really like it a lot," I muttered honestly,She nodded and pack the rest of the things she got and folded them away, but I could tell that her eyes hadn't left my body since, I knew she still wanted to ask about what I wanted to say earlier, I really wished she didn't dwell on the topic and stop asking.The more I thought about the fact that aside from Lucia that she has been the only one to buy
||" Damien Troy "||The guard I had left to take care of Kristen when she went shopping arrived with the driver and a doctor.At first, I spotted the guard, he looked frightened and I didn't know why he was just doing a job he got paid for. Then I spotted the doctor, he was dressed in a white shirt and black slacks. I hurried to go meet him, "Welcome, Doctor," I mumbled,"Thank you, and you are?""I am Damien, I am the one who asked for you and the patient, she is inside," I said,"Well then, please take me to her," He said and I led him to the room, I had placed Kristen on the rug after I had dressed her up while I waited for the doctor to arrive and lifted one of her legs and placed it on a stool, so that her leg will be on the same level with her heart but when we got to the room she wasn't lying on the rug again, she was seated faced down on the couch.I looked at the doctor and the guard that had followed me inside, "Kristen you shouldn't be sitting up like this, you literally ju
||" Kristen Stewart "||Watching Damien dash out of the room, I couldn't help but feel like the walls that I had built around me to protect and keep me strong came crumbling down all at once.He acted like that just because the doctor suggested that the reason that I am so fatigued might be because I am pregnant. The doctor didn't even confirm it yet, he was only speculating that, but Damien reacted like he just found out I have STDs. I felt disgusted with myself.What was I thinking?I already know I am pregnant, what the doctor said wasn't news to me, I already knew my own problem. I also already knew where Damien stood with pregnancy, exactly why I didn't intend to tell him about it, but seeing him act like that made me so sad and left me with such a disappointing void that I didn't understand why.There is no way I was expecting that Damien's reaction will be different from the reaction he just projected, is there? I would be a clown to think such, I thought but the silent pang of
||" Damien Troy "||I was angry, I felt betrayed and at the same time, I felt lied to and I hated that so much. I hated how I felt so powerless right now, I hated the fact I felt betrayed and hurt by Kristen.I hated all the questions running through my mind.If she is pregnant, there was a possibility that I am the father of the child and if by any means I am not the father, then that will mean she was having sex with someone else while having sex with me.But I took her virginity, then does that mean she slept with other people after I broke her virginity or what?It didn't make sense to me and I knew I wouldn't know what the truth will be until I confronted her, but now she was sleeping so peacefully, so beautifully.She didn't look feisty, didn't have that stubborn streak that seats on her face every time she makes an argument. She looked serene, I could watch her sleep forever.Somehow in the dark corners of my mind, I wished- I truly wished the pregnancy was mine, if it wasn't m
||" Kristen Stewart "||I almost felt bad at myself for being so harsh after I saw the defeated look on Damien's face. I almost spoke up and apologised to him for being rude and harsh. After all, he was only trying to be nice to me, but I couldn't.If I apologise to him, I wouldn't be able to say all the things I want to say to him later, we need to talk, him being all nice and caring towards me isn't giving me enough room to think things through and I hated that. Which is why I got so defensive towards him.I am pregnant with his child and I am sure he must have suspected that, I mean if he didn't at least suspect that the child I am carrying belongs to him, why else did he dash out of the room yesterday, and today he is suddenly acting nice and caring.What the fuck?"We have arrived, sir," The driver that drove us announced and Damien turned to look at me, I could tell he was contemplating if he should help me or not, he was nervous about my reaction.I scoffed at that, because jok
||" Damien Troy "||"I will answer you but you have to respond to me first," She sighed before continuing, "Why did you suddenly become so nice to me?"I huffed at that question, I knew she was going to ask that, it's a question I might have asked if I was in her shoes too, and I had also asked this question to myself too.Why did I suddenly feel protective towards her?Why did I feel a sickening feeling of jealousy when she wouldn't accept my offer to help her inside but allowed Biros, a guard who I paid for his services to help her instead?When Jason had come to drop her off at the airport, the anger I was feeling wasn't just anger, that anger was jealousy. I had felt jealous of Jason and the way I had gotten defensive with Grey…it was so obvious, I was being protective of her.When the doctor announced that she might have been pregnant yesterday, it was like a sudden realisation struck me and it was all too much for me and that was why I left.Then later I got to find out that ano