||" Damien Troy "||The guard I had left to take care of Kristen when she went shopping arrived with the driver and a doctor.At first, I spotted the guard, he looked frightened and I didn't know why he was just doing a job he got paid for. Then I spotted the doctor, he was dressed in a white shirt and black slacks. I hurried to go meet him, "Welcome, Doctor," I mumbled,"Thank you, and you are?""I am Damien, I am the one who asked for you and the patient, she is inside," I said,"Well then, please take me to her," He said and I led him to the room, I had placed Kristen on the rug after I had dressed her up while I waited for the doctor to arrive and lifted one of her legs and placed it on a stool, so that her leg will be on the same level with her heart but when we got to the room she wasn't lying on the rug again, she was seated faced down on the couch.I looked at the doctor and the guard that had followed me inside, "Kristen you shouldn't be sitting up like this, you literally ju
||" Kristen Stewart "||Watching Damien dash out of the room, I couldn't help but feel like the walls that I had built around me to protect and keep me strong came crumbling down all at once.He acted like that just because the doctor suggested that the reason that I am so fatigued might be because I am pregnant. The doctor didn't even confirm it yet, he was only speculating that, but Damien reacted like he just found out I have STDs. I felt disgusted with myself.What was I thinking?I already know I am pregnant, what the doctor said wasn't news to me, I already knew my own problem. I also already knew where Damien stood with pregnancy, exactly why I didn't intend to tell him about it, but seeing him act like that made me so sad and left me with such a disappointing void that I didn't understand why.There is no way I was expecting that Damien's reaction will be different from the reaction he just projected, is there? I would be a clown to think such, I thought but the silent pang of
||" Damien Troy "||I was angry, I felt betrayed and at the same time, I felt lied to and I hated that so much. I hated how I felt so powerless right now, I hated the fact I felt betrayed and hurt by Kristen.I hated all the questions running through my mind.If she is pregnant, there was a possibility that I am the father of the child and if by any means I am not the father, then that will mean she was having sex with someone else while having sex with me.But I took her virginity, then does that mean she slept with other people after I broke her virginity or what?It didn't make sense to me and I knew I wouldn't know what the truth will be until I confronted her, but now she was sleeping so peacefully, so beautifully.She didn't look feisty, didn't have that stubborn streak that seats on her face every time she makes an argument. She looked serene, I could watch her sleep forever.Somehow in the dark corners of my mind, I wished- I truly wished the pregnancy was mine, if it wasn't m
||" Kristen Stewart "||I almost felt bad at myself for being so harsh after I saw the defeated look on Damien's face. I almost spoke up and apologised to him for being rude and harsh. After all, he was only trying to be nice to me, but I couldn't.If I apologise to him, I wouldn't be able to say all the things I want to say to him later, we need to talk, him being all nice and caring towards me isn't giving me enough room to think things through and I hated that. Which is why I got so defensive towards him.I am pregnant with his child and I am sure he must have suspected that, I mean if he didn't at least suspect that the child I am carrying belongs to him, why else did he dash out of the room yesterday, and today he is suddenly acting nice and caring.What the fuck?"We have arrived, sir," The driver that drove us announced and Damien turned to look at me, I could tell he was contemplating if he should help me or not, he was nervous about my reaction.I scoffed at that, because jok
||" Damien Troy "||"I will answer you but you have to respond to me first," She sighed before continuing, "Why did you suddenly become so nice to me?"I huffed at that question, I knew she was going to ask that, it's a question I might have asked if I was in her shoes too, and I had also asked this question to myself too.Why did I suddenly feel protective towards her?Why did I feel a sickening feeling of jealousy when she wouldn't accept my offer to help her inside but allowed Biros, a guard who I paid for his services to help her instead?When Jason had come to drop her off at the airport, the anger I was feeling wasn't just anger, that anger was jealousy. I had felt jealous of Jason and the way I had gotten defensive with Grey…it was so obvious, I was being protective of her.When the doctor announced that she might have been pregnant yesterday, it was like a sudden realisation struck me and it was all too much for me and that was why I left.Then later I got to find out that ano
||" Kristen Stewart "||"Finally!" I grunted as I dip myself inside the warm bath. We were returning home, our schedule was done and we were returning home tomorrow night which means our flight home will arrive by morning.Today Damien finalised his meeting with his Russian client and is currently out with his friends. The four friends I had met sometime during the week.I am so delighted that I am finally going home, I miss my mother so much, I miss Sky and even Jason and also I couldn't wait to show them the gift I had gotten for them.After spending time in the bathroom for a while I stepped out, dried up and went straight to bed, thankfully I had already packed, so I needed to sleep or maybe watch a series or two and then sleep during the flight. It would be one or the other.Anyway I got dressed and picked up my phone to head to the living room, so I could enjoy the peace of being alone and maybe I can invite Boris to come to hang out with me, I will be leaving tomorrow, and bein
||" Damien Troy "||Rest?" I asked after I felt her sobs quiet down against me, Kristen agreed, resting her forehead on my chest, “I will look after you, hey?”“Of course,” Kristen agrees, and I take her to sit back down on her, slightly dazed. “Come on, babe let’s go to bed.”Kristen nods, she still looked stunned.I kissed her temple again, and ran my thumb over her cheek, "Are you prepared to leave tomorrow?"“Right. Yes, tomorrow,” Kristen says, struggling into the oversized tee shirt I present her with. “Looks good," She added,"I got it for you, I thought it will look good on you," I said,"Thank you, I like it," She sighed, she looked tired and very emotionally exhausted and it made me sad that I was one of the causes of that exhaustion. "Damien, you said I should look at you right and not the painting of you in my heart, right?""Yes, I said that,""That means you want me to place my trust in you and give you a second chance and an actual benefit of the doubt?" She asked,"Wel
||" Kristen Stewart "||Okay hear me out, I had so many expectations and had pictured so many scenarios about how Damien's living room and house, in general, would look like, but nothing prepared me for the beautiful sight in front of me.God help me, it feels like home, it's so beautiful and homely, and I do not mean the luxurious signature designs of each piece of furniture and painting, I mean the homely feeling that invites and draws you in, making you feel like you just had a warmth bath after a full day of hard work."Do you like it?" Damien asked, turning around to face me, giggling when he saw my astonished face, "I guess you like it then,""I fucking love it, damn!" I said, and he cackled nervously, "It's so beautiful here, Damien,""I am so happy you like it. Welcome to my personal palace of comfort, my home," He said,"Everything is so beautiful, luxurious, classy and definitely very expensive. Makes me wonder if you picked the designs by yourself," I muttered regarding him