"I told you this is going to be great," Maligayang turan ni Mom saka pumalakpak.
I sighed beside her. Ngayon ang araw ng photoshoot na kanyang sinasabi. It's one of the most awaited since this will be my first shoot after my father died.
"The media will definitely talk about this." Iyon ang paulit-ulit niyang sinasabi na tila nakagagalak ang pag-usapan ng marami.
"Well, I'm an open book. Everyone knows everything about me, right? This ain't new..."
She clapped. Umirap ako.
I don't know what I'm doing. Hindi ako makapagfocus. Masyadong distracted. My mind's flying somewhere else... somewhere I shouldn't have been thinking about but unfortunately, I do!
I wonder how is he? Siguro naman hindi ako iniisip no'n. Naku, malaman ko lang talagang occupied ko na ang isipan no'n ay talagang magpapapiyesta ako!
But in our case, it's the opposite. Ako pa yata an
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Taking everything as real and genuine might not be good for me. I wouldn't dare to consider our relationship deep. Gayunpaman, hindi maiiwasan magkaroon ng kaunting... komplikasyon. Well, we were both... driven by our lust. By our unfulfilled desires so.. I'm beginning to think that perhaps I could give myself a shot on this one. Damn, Kelsey! Kailan lang nu'ng sinabi mong di ka pa handa, a!? "Mabuti naman at pinaunlakan mo ang paanyaya ko sa'yo. I've been meaning to talk to you but I've heard you got a little busy so.." Saad Trinity nang nasa yacht nila kami. Niyaya ako ng isang kaibigan na pumunta sa pribadong islang kanilang nirerenovate. Si Trinity ay isa sa mga naging kaibigan ko sa pagmomodelo. She works at a magazine company. We're friends, atleast the last time I checked. Actually, my mother's the reason behind all of it. She wanted me to get back on the society, to be on the top, since my last appearance didn't exactly exceeded her expectatio
"Thaddeus..."This is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. He's tied to somebody else. Inosenteng naghihintay ang kasama niya sa labas. Pero kahit ganoon, kahit paulit-ulit kong sabihin na ayoko na, alam kong gusto ko pa rin ito.I felt his lips run down on my collar, sipping it as it aims to leave marks there. Napasabunot ako sa kanyang buhok kasabay ng pagdiin niya ng aking katawan sa kanya."Stop... M-Mali ito..."I was lost. I can't even recognize my own voice. This is what I'm afraid of but at the same time, tempted. I've never been this close to a man before. Nakakabaliw ang pakiramdam, para akong tatanggalan ng ulirat sa bawat paghagod ng kanyang makasalanang dila sa aking balat. Bawat dampi ng kanyang labi ay tila ba nakakaakit na lason na unti-unting sumasakop sa aking sistema."Which part of this is wrong, hmm?" Napakagwapo ng kanyang boses sa aking pandinig. It was husky and seductive. I bit my lip harshly. He stared at it as I can see the obvious desire and lust in his eyes. "
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I am trying hard to understand what most people call it as the powerful feeling of all, love. It makes me confused whenever I see two people who felt that connection. A string that connects them to each other. Love for family, for a particular person and for other people. I have done interviews, research, but I can't relate to any of them."Your father will be so proud of you," ani Mommy, isang umaga habang nasa sasakyan kami patungong probinsiya. Pinunasan niya pa ang luhang hindi naman matulo-tulo. "I am proud of you, Sefira. You're a real Lafuente.."Some court me. Tried everything to win my heart but no one successfully did. My mom even set me up in different blind dates, yet I have found noone.Now, I wonder if I'll even find someone to be with. I can't picture myself tying the knot, having kids and living a married life. Ayokong matulad sa mga magulang ko. They're my own epitome of broken love, a love that's once sta
"What really happened back there? Wala ka man lang talagang magkwento, ano?" My mother, who's been ranting for almost half an hour now, asked irritatedly.I sighed. "Mommy, ayos lang ako. Stop ranting about the accident. Mas lalo mo lang ipinaaalala."We were here at my room, having a talk since she wouldn't calm down the moment she learnt I'm harassed. Maraming dumalo sa akin kagabi pagkauwing-pagkauwi ko pa lang galing sa club.The mysterious guy, who I preferred to call my savior, guided me home until I was safe. He even called the police to arrest those men who almost abducted me.Hindi ako makapaniwalang gano'n kabilis ang mga nangyari."Hindi kita maintindihan! I'm your mother and it's my nature to be worried about you! Pero ngayon damang-dama ko ang pagiging walang kwentang ina dahil hindi ko man lang magawang mag-open up ang akin ko sa akin!"Truth is, I can't unde
"Get off me!" I hissed as I attempted to pull my wrist away but his hold was too gripped, hurting me.I knew it's wrong to watch them but it's an accident! Malay ko bang nandyan pala sila at may ginagawang kababalaghan!"What are you doing here?" Mariin ang kanyang pagkakabigkas ng bawat salita, kasabay ng mas lalong paghigpit ng hawak niya sa akin. I felt scared staring at his me his venomous eyes, he even clenched his jaw for multiple times as he gritted his teeth. "You lascivious woman. You're stalking me! Can't forget me, eh?"Di makapaniwala akong suminghap."W-What the fuck are you talking about? Sinusundan ko lang 'yung pusa-""Don't deny it. You're just like other woman. Easily to be attracted. Can't get over a man after they did something for them." Rinig na rinig ko ang pang-iinsulto at kayabangan sa boses niya!I forcefully pulled my wrist away. Sinamaan ko siya
"Thank you for coming, Maam!" Masiglang bati ko sa customer na kakukuha lang ng order saka umalis.I sighed and watched the customers go in and out. It's my first time doing this kind of job and it really exhausts me."First day mo pa lang pero ang galing-galing mo na. You're making me admire you more, Kelsey." Puna ni Ashton, isa sa mga crew sa pinagtatrabuhan naming coffee shop. "Gan'yan ba talaga ang mga sikat?""Hay nako! Tigil-tigilan mo na si Miss Kelsey dahil wala kang pag-asa d'yan. Masyado na 'yang sikat para pagtuonan ka pa ng pansin!" Ang napadaang si Cayla na umiirap pang sininghalan si Ashton."What's your problem, woman?! Sinisira mo ang diskarte ko!""Ang pangit mo dumiskarte, tanga!"Natawa na lang ako at hinayaan ang dalawang magbangayan. In my few days of working here, they're always fighting like a cat and dog placed together in a tiny little cage.
Boyfriend Mabibilang sa tanang ng buhay ko kung ilang beses akong nagsisi ng sobra sa isang bagay. I always think before I decide to any matter. My father liked that about me. Hindi ako padalos-dalos magdesisyon. But now, I just wanted to disappear like a bubble. "I'll meet you tomorrow at the cabin." Hindi ko makakalimutan ang sinabi niya bago umalis. Alright, I'm kind of scared. Siya ba naman kasi ang maging... boyfriend ko. I don't know him very well, he acts as if it doesn't matter to him but for me it does. I never had any boyfriend. Maybe some flings but it's rare when I'd entered a serious relationship. The last time I did, it didn't end well. I was on my bed, falling into a deep thinking, partly regretting my reckless decision, when I'd felt my phone vibrated. Kumunot pa ang noo nang makitang unregistered number iyon. Unknown: Still up? Who
"Thaddeus..."This is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. He's tied to somebody else. Inosenteng naghihintay ang kasama niya sa labas. Pero kahit ganoon, kahit paulit-ulit kong sabihin na ayoko na, alam kong gusto ko pa rin ito.I felt his lips run down on my collar, sipping it as it aims to leave marks there. Napasabunot ako sa kanyang buhok kasabay ng pagdiin niya ng aking katawan sa kanya."Stop... M-Mali ito..."I was lost. I can't even recognize my own voice. This is what I'm afraid of but at the same time, tempted. I've never been this close to a man before. Nakakabaliw ang pakiramdam, para akong tatanggalan ng ulirat sa bawat paghagod ng kanyang makasalanang dila sa aking balat. Bawat dampi ng kanyang labi ay tila ba nakakaakit na lason na unti-unting sumasakop sa aking sistema."Which part of this is wrong, hmm?" Napakagwapo ng kanyang boses sa aking pandinig. It was husky and seductive. I bit my lip harshly. He stared at it as I can see the obvious desire and lust in his eyes. "
Taking everything as real and genuine might not be good for me. I wouldn't dare to consider our relationship deep. Gayunpaman, hindi maiiwasan magkaroon ng kaunting... komplikasyon. Well, we were both... driven by our lust. By our unfulfilled desires so.. I'm beginning to think that perhaps I could give myself a shot on this one. Damn, Kelsey! Kailan lang nu'ng sinabi mong di ka pa handa, a!? "Mabuti naman at pinaunlakan mo ang paanyaya ko sa'yo. I've been meaning to talk to you but I've heard you got a little busy so.." Saad Trinity nang nasa yacht nila kami. Niyaya ako ng isang kaibigan na pumunta sa pribadong islang kanilang nirerenovate. Si Trinity ay isa sa mga naging kaibigan ko sa pagmomodelo. She works at a magazine company. We're friends, atleast the last time I checked. Actually, my mother's the reason behind all of it. She wanted me to get back on the society, to be on the top, since my last appearance didn't exactly exceeded her expectatio
"I told you this is going to be great," Maligayang turan ni Mom saka pumalakpak. I sighed beside her. Ngayon ang araw ng photoshoot na kanyang sinasabi. It's one of the most awaited since this will be my first shoot after my father died. "The media will definitely talk about this." Iyon ang paulit-ulit niyang sinasabi na tila nakagagalak ang pag-usapan ng marami. "Well, I'm an open book. Everyone knows everything about me, right? This ain't new..." She clapped. Umirap ako. I don't know what I'm doing. Hindi ako makapagfocus. Masyadong distracted. My mind's flying somewhere else... somewhere I shouldn't have been thinking about but unfortunately, I do! I wonder how is he? Siguro naman hindi ako iniisip no'n. Naku, malaman ko lang talagang occupied ko na ang isipan no'n ay talagang magpapapiyesta ako! But in our case, it's the opposite. Ako pa yata an
My Mom didn't stop convincing me to accept the offer to model again. She's very invested about it, to the point she already told her colleagues I'm going back to Manila because of the offer. Iyon ngayon ang pinoproblema ko. "It's an opportunity, Kelsey! Take it!" Clearly, I remember her words. Gustong-gusto niya iyon, hindi ko alam kung bakit. I have thoughts but don't wanna jump on conclusions. Nanatili akong tahimik. "Quit your job at that cheap coffee shop. You're born for luxury, not for those pitiable jobs." She said nonchalantly making some people's head turn to us. Nasa isang restaurant kami ngayon sa Palanan. She told me she has to meet a lawyer here, too late before I found out it's one of her tactics again. Setting me up in a blind date. "Mom, let's just go home. Wala akong gana makipagkita kahit kanino. Or even dare enter a relationship..."
"Do we have a problem?" Tanong niya nang mapansin ang kanina ko pa pananahimik at ang pag-iwas sa kanya. I rolled my eyes secretly. Sabi ko sa sarili ko noon nang pumayag ako sa offer niya, mahirapan man ako, atleast I'm going to benefit. We both are. It's a relationship with no strings attached. Pure business, less problem. Pero iba ang dating niyon sa malikot kong imahinasyon. I knew what they did. Halatang halata. Para akong nabastos. It felt as if he doesn't respect me at all. Even though what we have is something that shouldn't be jealous of, he should've atleast considerate my feelings. "Wala naman akong problema. Baka ikaw mero'n." It's dripping to me like an acid. His brow shot up. He stared at me like he found me so amusing that he even held his chin, tilted his head and looked at me closely. Halos mawindang ako sa lapit ng aming mga mukha.
"Hindi kita mapaniwalaan, Kelsey! Paano mo naging kasintahan ang lalaking iyon?!" "Did he forced you? Don't tell me he's threatening you?!" "I would die younger because of you, Sefira Kelsey!" "Jusmiyo! Magboyfriend ka na't lahat, huwag lang ang lalaking iyon!" Ang mga tanong agad mula sa aking pamilya ang siyang sumalubong sa akin. They all bombarded me with questions I wasn't ready to answer. Malakas ang tibok ng puso ko, napapalunok, ngayo'y nagsisisi kung bakit hinayaan ko pang sabay kaming kumain ni Thaddeus sa labas. Part of me was expecting this. Surely, they had known what's happened given the fact news spreaded like a wild fire. It's already eight in the morning. Kumakain na dapat ako ngayon pero hinayaan kong bombahin nila ako ng mga tanong. "Kumalma po muna kayo..." Mahinahon kong sambit sa kabila ng kanilang galit na galit na desposisyon.
Boyfriend Mabibilang sa tanang ng buhay ko kung ilang beses akong nagsisi ng sobra sa isang bagay. I always think before I decide to any matter. My father liked that about me. Hindi ako padalos-dalos magdesisyon. But now, I just wanted to disappear like a bubble. "I'll meet you tomorrow at the cabin." Hindi ko makakalimutan ang sinabi niya bago umalis. Alright, I'm kind of scared. Siya ba naman kasi ang maging... boyfriend ko. I don't know him very well, he acts as if it doesn't matter to him but for me it does. I never had any boyfriend. Maybe some flings but it's rare when I'd entered a serious relationship. The last time I did, it didn't end well. I was on my bed, falling into a deep thinking, partly regretting my reckless decision, when I'd felt my phone vibrated. Kumunot pa ang noo nang makitang unregistered number iyon. Unknown: Still up? Who
"Thank you for coming, Maam!" Masiglang bati ko sa customer na kakukuha lang ng order saka umalis.I sighed and watched the customers go in and out. It's my first time doing this kind of job and it really exhausts me."First day mo pa lang pero ang galing-galing mo na. You're making me admire you more, Kelsey." Puna ni Ashton, isa sa mga crew sa pinagtatrabuhan naming coffee shop. "Gan'yan ba talaga ang mga sikat?""Hay nako! Tigil-tigilan mo na si Miss Kelsey dahil wala kang pag-asa d'yan. Masyado na 'yang sikat para pagtuonan ka pa ng pansin!" Ang napadaang si Cayla na umiirap pang sininghalan si Ashton."What's your problem, woman?! Sinisira mo ang diskarte ko!""Ang pangit mo dumiskarte, tanga!"Natawa na lang ako at hinayaan ang dalawang magbangayan. In my few days of working here, they're always fighting like a cat and dog placed together in a tiny little cage.
"Get off me!" I hissed as I attempted to pull my wrist away but his hold was too gripped, hurting me.I knew it's wrong to watch them but it's an accident! Malay ko bang nandyan pala sila at may ginagawang kababalaghan!"What are you doing here?" Mariin ang kanyang pagkakabigkas ng bawat salita, kasabay ng mas lalong paghigpit ng hawak niya sa akin. I felt scared staring at his me his venomous eyes, he even clenched his jaw for multiple times as he gritted his teeth. "You lascivious woman. You're stalking me! Can't forget me, eh?"Di makapaniwala akong suminghap."W-What the fuck are you talking about? Sinusundan ko lang 'yung pusa-""Don't deny it. You're just like other woman. Easily to be attracted. Can't get over a man after they did something for them." Rinig na rinig ko ang pang-iinsulto at kayabangan sa boses niya!I forcefully pulled my wrist away. Sinamaan ko siya