Novels by Shandreev

"Thaddeus..."This is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. He's tied to somebody else. Inosenteng naghihintay ang kasama niya sa labas. Pero kahit ganoon, kahit paulit-ulit kong sabihin na ayoko na, alam kong gusto ko pa rin ito.I felt his lips run down on my collar, sipping it as it aims to leave marks there. Napasabunot ako sa kanyang buhok kasabay ng pagdiin niya ng aking katawan sa kanya."Stop... M-Mali ito..."I was lost. I can't even recognize my own voice. This is what I'm afraid of but at the same time, tempted. I've never been this close to a man before. Nakakabaliw ang pakiramdam, para akong tatanggalan ng ulirat sa bawat paghagod ng kanyang makasalanang dila sa aking balat. Bawat dampi ng kanyang labi ay tila ba nakakaakit na lason na unti-unting sumasakop sa aking sistema."Which part of this is wrong, hmm?" Napakagwapo ng kanyang boses sa aking pandinig. It was husky and seductive. I bit my lip harshly. He stared at it as I can see the obvious desire and lust in his eyes. "

Taking everything as real and genuine might not be good for me. I wouldn't dare to consider our relationship deep. Gayunpaman, hindi maiiwasan magkaroon ng kaunting... komplikasyon. Well, we were both... driven by our lust. By our unfulfilled desires so.. I'm beginning to think that perhaps I could give myself a shot on this one. Damn, Kelsey! Kailan lang nu'ng sinabi mong di ka pa handa, a!? "Mabuti naman at pinaunlakan mo ang paanyaya ko sa'yo. I've been meaning to talk to you but I've heard you got a little busy so.." Saad Trinity nang nasa yacht nila kami. Niyaya ako ng isang kaibigan na pumunta sa pribadong islang kanilang nirerenovate. Si Trinity ay isa sa mga naging kaibigan ko sa pagmomodelo. She works at a magazine company. We're friends, atleast the last time I checked. Actually, my mother's the reason behind all of it. She wanted me to get back on the society, to be on the top, since my last appearance didn't exactly exceeded her expectatio

"I told you this is going to be great," Maligayang turan ni Mom saka pumalakpak. I sighed beside her. Ngayon ang araw ng photoshoot na kanyang sinasabi. It's one of the most awaited since this will be my first shoot after my father died. "The media will definitely talk about this." Iyon ang paulit-ulit niyang sinasabi na tila nakagagalak ang pag-usapan ng marami. "Well, I'm an open book. Everyone knows everything about me, right? This ain't new..." She clapped. Umirap ako. I don't know what I'm doing. Hindi ako makapagfocus. Masyadong distracted. My mind's flying somewhere else... somewhere I shouldn't have been thinking about but unfortunately, I do! I wonder how is he? Siguro naman hindi ako iniisip no'n. Naku, malaman ko lang talagang occupied ko na ang isipan no'n ay talagang magpapapiyesta ako! But in our case, it's the opposite. Ako pa yata an

My Mom didn't stop convincing me to accept the offer to model again. She's very invested about it, to the point she already told her colleagues I'm going back to Manila because of the offer. Iyon ngayon ang pinoproblema ko. "It's an opportunity, Kelsey! Take it!" Clearly, I remember her words. Gustong-gusto niya iyon, hindi ko alam kung bakit. I have thoughts but don't wanna jump on conclusions. Nanatili akong tahimik. "Quit your job at that cheap coffee shop. You're born for luxury, not for those pitiable jobs." She said nonchalantly making some people's head turn to us. Nasa isang restaurant kami ngayon sa Palanan. She told me she has to meet a lawyer here, too late before I found out it's one of her tactics again. Setting me up in a blind date. "Mom, let's just go home. Wala akong gana makipagkita kahit kanino. Or even dare enter a relationship..."

"Do we have a problem?" Tanong niya nang mapansin ang kanina ko pa pananahimik at ang pag-iwas sa kanya. I rolled my eyes secretly. Sabi ko sa sarili ko noon nang pumayag ako sa offer niya, mahirapan man ako, atleast I'm going to benefit. We both are. It's a relationship with no strings attached. Pure business, less problem. Pero iba ang dating niyon sa malikot kong imahinasyon. I knew what they did. Halatang halata. Para akong nabastos. It felt as if he doesn't respect me at all. Even though what we have is something that shouldn't be jealous of, he should've atleast considerate my feelings. "Wala naman akong problema. Baka ikaw mero'n." It's dripping to me like an acid. His brow shot up. He stared at me like he found me so amusing that he even held his chin, tilted his head and looked at me closely. Halos mawindang ako sa lapit ng aming mga mukha.

"Hindi kita mapaniwalaan, Kelsey! Paano mo naging kasintahan ang lalaking iyon?!" "Did he forced you? Don't tell me he's threatening you?!" "I would die younger because of you, Sefira Kelsey!" "Jusmiyo! Magboyfriend ka na't lahat, huwag lang ang lalaking iyon!" Ang mga tanong agad mula sa aking pamilya ang siyang sumalubong sa akin. They all bombarded me with questions I wasn't ready to answer. Malakas ang tibok ng puso ko, napapalunok, ngayo'y nagsisisi kung bakit hinayaan ko pang sabay kaming kumain ni Thaddeus sa labas. Part of me was expecting this. Surely, they had known what's happened given the fact news spreaded like a wild fire. It's already eight in the morning. Kumakain na dapat ako ngayon pero hinayaan kong bombahin nila ako ng mga tanong. "Kumalma po muna kayo..." Mahinahon kong sambit sa kabila ng kanilang galit na galit na desposisyon.

This is bullshit. Kanina pa ako hindi mapakali habang nakahiga sa kama. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses akong nagpaikot-ikot sa pag-asang kakalma ang sistema ko. Skyzzer went on the bathroom to take a shower, leaving me here fricking terrified as I think what possibly will happen once we sleep together, in one bed. Oh my gosh! Masyado akong advance mag-isip! In the past year of our marriage, it's the first time we'll share the same bed. Kadalasan, sa ibang kwarto siya natutulog. O di naman ay sa sala. I'd realized it's wrong and he should've not suffer for my immaturity. "Sky, matagal ka pa ba?" Sigaw ko dahil sa kaba. Rinig ko ang lagaslas ng tubig mula sa loob. "Tagalan mo pa." "I'm almost done, wife! I-I'm just- just wait for me, okay?" Sigaw niya pabalik dahilan para mapairap ako. "You've been there for an hour. Ano bang ginagawa mo?" I snorted and hugged m

"Something's happened yesterday! I told you, my husband has gone crazy." Pagrereklamo ko, isang hapon habang nasa set.I burst out a harsh breathe. I feel too irritated right now. Thinking what Skyzzer did to me, how he made me feel so embarrassed pisses me off! Curse that man. He's getting into my nerves!"It's no big deal, Das. Stop making it look so bad. Tsk." Si Iris habang magkausap kami sa telepono. "He's a good guy as far as I'm concerned. What's with the sudden anger?""You didn't listen to me, did you?" Naningkit bigla ang aking mga mata.I heard her sneered. "Should I?"Napaingos ako. I told her everything that happened yesterday. Especially how I looked like a fool in front of our parents as I embarrassed myself. Nakakahiya, masyado kong nagpadalos-dalos sa mga kilos ko. I let my emotions govern over me that's why I ended up feeling this way."That's the p

To be born with such beauty and talent is not my problem. For the past years, I did everything to be on top. I sacrificed the things I had to, even when it's against my heart. I have strived and endured enough. I did everything to be the best of the best and I won't let anyone steal my crown."OMG, ang ganda niya talaga!""Daseri Versoza, akin ka na lang!""Tibo na yata ako!""Gosh, is she a goddess of perfection?"Noong una, hindi ko naman pinangarap maging artista. I just thought it's fun and thrilling so I entered showbiz when I was a kid in Australia, didn't expect to have a lot of opportunities waiting for me. Ang gusto ko lang naman ay maging exciting ang buhay ko at parang iyon nga ang nangyari."Gia, chin to the left!"Rolling my eyes, I plastered a fake yet sarcastic smile on my lips as I look at the photographer with an evil smile.

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