Chapter 5

"I pushed open my front door, keys in one hand, noodles in the other. Finally, it was Friday night, and I felt I deserved it after the week I'd had.

"Jessica!" I heard my upstairs neighbor Janet call. She'd lived here longer than I've been alive. I left my food by the door, heading towards the stairs.

"Hey Janet, everything okay?"

"Yeah, something arrived for you today, one sec." I caught her halfway down the stairs. She handed me a huge brown box.

"Thanks, Janet," I said, puzzled. I dropped it in my tiny hallway, taking up most of the space, and, using my keys, ripped it open.

"Oh my god," I chuckled, pulling out an oversized brown teddy bear and burst out laughing.

"What the hell?" I asked myself, flicking open the tag attached to its ear.

Jess,

Hope he cheers you up. I'm sorry I'm a dick

Alex x

Laughing through tears, I marveled at Alex getting a shop to write 'dick' on a note. My heart smashed into my chest. I put my new friend under my arm, grabbed my food, threw on a new tank top, removed my uncomfortable jeans, and got into bed. I texted Alex, excitement crashing over me.

J: 'I'm home. I got your teddy; you didn't have to do that.'

Taking a bite of food, my phone rang, Alex video calling me. Holding it up, I sputtered out, "I'm eating, sorry."

"Good, you didn't eat yesterday, no?" Alex asked, looking gorgeous on his sofa.

"I had a sandwich."

"Wow, a sandwich," Alex rolled his eyes, and I gave him the finger.

"Thank you for my gift," I said, grinning.

"You're welcome. Let me see him." Alex laughed, and I pulled the teddy's face in front of my phone.

"He can keep you company now; you don't have to be an introvert," Alex said, laughing. I stuffed food into my mouth.

"I will always be one of them," I smirked. "I'm going to call him Alexandra." Alex rolled his eyes.

"That's a stupid name," he breathed out.

"I'm ignoring you. I don't deserve Alexandra ," I smiled at him.

"Of course, you do. How was your day?"

"Stressful. I'm glad it's Friday. You?"

"Yeah, thank fuck it's Friday; I'm over that place."

"Why?" I asked, staring at him.

"Making money the legit way is boring as fuck," he stretched out the last word. I covered my mouth giggling.

"Oh, I'm sorry you have to pay taxes and shit now."

"Mate, that's the worst. Can I ask you a question?" Alex stared at me as I put my empty food container on the floor. I nodded, still finishing my food.

"After what happened to you, how are you so nice to me?"

"What do you mean?" I had no clue what he was talking about and cuddled Alexandra as he explained.

"Like what happened with your dad, I thought you would hate anybody who breaks the law."

"It's not the same. If you said to me your crime was murder, it would be different, but you sold weed?"

"Cocaine, mostly," Alex replied bluntly.

"Yeah, it's different. I don't know," I shrugged. I really didn't know.

"Is the guy in prison?" Alex asked.

"Yeah, he got twenty-three years. He left his DNA everywhere, and I bit him, so that helped." Alex looked at me, his mouth wide open.

"You bit him?" I could tell he wanted to laugh, so I chuckled slightly to let him know it was okay.

"Yeah, to get him to fuck off. His DNA was in my mouth, and he had a previous conviction; he pleaded guilty."

"I bet he did shit. Okay, topic change," I laughed as Alex got comfortable on his sofa, laying down slightly.

"Yes, please," I said softly.

"Let me get in bed one second." Alex said as I watched him stand up and go up some stairs. I grinned at him as he got into bed, pulling his covers up. "When are you coming to see me?" his voice was dark, making me excited at his touch.

"Whenever you want," I giggled out. The thought made my heart skip a beat, but I wasn't sure if it was because of the fear or the arousal.

"What are you going to do to me when you see me?" Alex raised an eyebrow.

"Oh, he wanted to go there?"

"What do you like? You didn't really answer me the other night." My shyness wanted the ball in his court, but I felt a bit more confident tonight. I wiggled under the covers, throwing my duvet over my head. There was emptiness to the left which brought the light in, making my face bright on the screen."

"I'd love to have you under my covers like that, to be fair. I know you're tight down there," Alex’s words made me cover my face, feeling a throbbing sensation. "Jess, am I turning you on?" Alex laid on his side, his face directly at the camera. My silence prompted him to speak again.

"Come on, I love that you're shy, but you have to help my hard on get release here," he chuckled. Alex was making me feel more comfortable, my insecurities slowly fading away.

"You actually are; your voice is turning me on," I whispered.

"Oh good, tell me." He paused, moving slightly. "Your pussy is tight, isn't it?" His suggestion excited me, and I felt the need to be touched.

"How would I know?" I laughed, my cheeks hurting from smiling.

"Put a finger inside of you; then, you can tell me." Alex’s voice was serious, and I wiggled in my spot, moving my tank top strap down.

"Are you touching yourself?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Of course, I'm waiting for you to join me. You want to see him?" I bit my bottom lip, nodding. As Alex’s face went out of view, I took a sharp breath as his dick came into focus, twitching. "You're massive," I breathed out.

"I'm not," he laughed, his face coming back into view. "I could hundred percent cum to your face, but I would love to see you." His sweet voice made me pull the other strap down, pushing my top to my stomach. "Fuck," he moaned out, biting his own lip.

My arousal was evident, and for some reason, I told him, "You're making me so wet," I whispered, staring at his face. I watched him laugh, his eyes closed.

"Jess, fuck," was all he responded with, opening his eyes. I could see his arm move faster, and my hand went down to my knickers, slowly stroking my clit. My leg was already twitching, and Alex smiled, knowing what I was doing.

"Let me see," he spoke quietly, and my face went bright red. This was way out of my comfort zone, but I wanted to do it for him. I sat up, holding my phone between my legs. "Can you see?" I asked loudly.

"Yeah, but why have you got knickers on? Take them off." It was a demand that made my pussy clench. I put my phone flat down, wiggling out of my knickers. The cool air felt amazing on my wetness, and I picked the phone up, putting it back where it was.

"Jess, fuck, I need to get my hand off my dick. I'm going to fucking blow." I giggled; I couldn't see him, but his voice was still turning me on. "Do you have a dildo?" I threw my head back at his question. He had no shame.

"Yeah," I muttered.

"Get it for me; I want to see you push it inside of you." I thanked the lord I lived alone and turned the volume up on my phone. I reached for my bedside cabinet, getting my dildo out of the drawer. I put it in front of my phone, chuckling at Alex’s groan.

"Put it in you, please." His voice sounded desperate, and I smiled before slowly pushing it into me. The feeling made me moan out, my hand around my phone hurting. "I want to hear how wet you are; move it quicker." Alex spoke, my eyes slamming shut. I pushed the dildo into me quicker, really wishing he was here right now.

"I want you here," I moaned out.

"Soon; you want me to touch your clit while you take that dildo?"

"Fucking hell," I breathed out, the feeling taking over me. "Actually, I can fuck your mouth while you take that dildo." Alex’s voice was low, and I guessed he was touching himself again.

"Alex, fuck!" I called out, my whole body tightening. My orgasm was arriving, and my shyness didn't exist. "I'm cumming," I groaned.

"Fuck, you are. I can see your pussy tightening." Alex definitely had a way with words, and I groaned from my chest, my orgasm exploding.

"Jessica!" Alex growled as I threw my dildo to the side, bringing my phone up to my face. Alex’s eyes were closed, his teeth across his bottom lip. I caught sight of his gold tooth, making me want to burst again. Suddenly his face came out of view, and I watched his dick pump cum over his hand. Fucking hell, it was sexy as fuck.

"Jess, man, shit," he spoke softly, his face coming back into view. I smiled at him shyly, and he laughed. "Nope, not allowed to be shy anymore," he laughed again. "That was sexy as fuck," I confessed. Alex smiled at me, and I needed him here.

"Yeah, it was," he grinned, his eyes looking tired. "I'm going to be thinking about that all day tomorrow; I need a picture tomorrow."

"Of what?" I asked, laughing.

"Your tits, your pussy, your pussy and your tits. I really don't care. Actually," he stopped, and I sat up further. "I need to see that arse of yours. Send me a picture." I rolled my eyes; he really did push me. I went to talk, and he jumped in.

"Put a thong on and get in front of the mirror." I laughed at his demands, even after he had cum.

"Okay, I will wear a thong tomorrow." Alex shook his head, his beautiful smile across his face. "Not tomorrow, now." He winked at me and breathed out. "No, Jess, you can't be shy anymore. You're sexy as fuck, and I need to see you." I just nodded, my face going bright red. "Promise me?"

"Yes, I will do it now." I laughed, defeated. "I'm about to pass out, speak to you tomorrow?"

His smile still on his face.

"Yes," I purred, ready for what tomorrow would bring.

"Night," he whispered.

"Good night," I pressed the red button, rolling onto my back. I had never done anything like that before, and Alex’s reaction made my heart beat faster. I got up out of bed, in the hunt for this thong. I normally didn't wear stupidly uncomfortable underwear but found one at the back of my underwear drawer. I took off my top, slipping my thong on. I went to my full-length mirror. I had seen enough models to know how I needed my backside to look good and sat on my knees, my back towards the camera. I must have taken about eighty photos before I found the one I liked. I got back into bed, obviously taking this thong off. Before my mind could get involved I sent Alex the picture I liked. I closed my eyes, worried he had now fallen asleep. I grabbed my phone off my chest as it vibrated, opening up his response. My heart was in my throat and I giggled when