There should be a limit to how arrogant a man can be. I swear there should be. It should be, I don't know, in the country's constitution, forbidding bosses from being so... unbearable.
You know what's worse?
I've been complaining about it for years, every day. I'm not exaggerating, I complain. Do I do anything to change it? No. It may seem like I'm lazy and don't love my own life, but that's not it. At least, it's not just that.
The truth is that I hate change. I'm terrified when it comes to the pretty ones. My anxiety-ridden brain starts creating a thousand and two hypotheses about what could go wrong if I decide to risk giving up, so I no longer have to put up with Valentin's unpalatable personality, and I always think it's never the right time to change.
Because I depend on the money.
Because it could be worse.
Because the bastard isn't that bad.
And really, Valentin Salvatore could be worse. I'm real proof that there are much worse bosses out there, but I'm not someone who can deal with strong tempers. Maybe it's because I have to put up with enough of my own. I don't have to put up with other people. I already have to put up with that. Have you ever seen me with PMS? You don't want to!
It's by saying once again that I can't kill my boss during the nights when he forces me to stay late, making me change or delay my plans, that I prepare to knock on the office of the unhappy CEO. Or as I like to call him, the door to hell.
“Excuse me, Mr. Salvatore,” I say tiredly, forcing the gentle tone I always try to use in our conversations so as not to overstep the boundaries of what is acceptable for an employee in front of a superior. I said I try, but that doesn't mean I always succeed. “I'm leaving.”
“I'm still here, miss. I need my secretary by the end of the day.”
I count to ten, but it's no use, so I extend the count to twenty. It doesn't work. Who am I kidding? It never has. Even if I counted to a million, it wouldn't diminish the desire I always feel to throw him off the top of the skyscraper where LDrinks is located.
“I understand, sir, but it's already nine o'clock at night. It's not like I live for work, you know?” I use my most peaceful tone in the world because I don't want him to pester me now and keep me here any longer just out of spite. Believe me, Valentin can do that. “I'm always available during office hours.”
“Do you have an appointment?”
My earlier refusal makes him take his eyes off the laptop and, as usual, I lose my breath for a few seconds. Come on, I said he was arrogant, not ugly. Unfortunately, the bastard is as handsome and tempting as the fallen angel himself. Not that I go around commenting on that. My mouth is a tomb when it comes to complimenting him, even if it's something as superficial as his appearance, which is his only quality.
Shit! And he knows it!
When he takes off his glasses, which he only wears to use the computer, he looks even hotter and sexier.
I shift my weight from one foot to the other, tense with my increasingly impertinent thoughts about his appearance, but I can't help noticing how his small, black eyes shine, even in the low light of the room. That's how he prefers to work.
Or the way his straight black hair never seems to go in the right direction on top of his head, giving him a casual, relaxed look. Which is a waste, if you ask me because Valentin Salvatore has none of that. He's anything but. On the contrary, the forty-year-old CEO is serious, closed off, predictable and methodical.
Have I mentioned that I hate him? I don't think I have yet, have I?
“Miss Santoro?” he calls out in an impatient voice, running his large hand through his full, dark beard.
I won't go into how such a beautiful physical feature is being wasted on a person as lacking in charisma as he is, but here's my take on the matter. It's a lot of waste!
“Yes, sir,” I reply succinctly, albeit belatedly, not wanting to have to explain that I have a date right now.
Valentin says nothing.
And his silence bothers me a lot.
He pulls up the sleeves of his light green shirt and tidies them calmly, without taking his eyes off me. I don't focus on his critical analysis for long, because I'm trying to be a better person and not get into another fight with him, but Mr. Fucking Salvatore isn't going to help me. When I look at his face again, I see that his eyes are focused on my feet.
“Can I help you with anything else?”
“No,” I let out a sigh of relief and shook my head in agreement, turning quickly so as not to give him time to change his mind. But I'm not quick enough, or he's the unfortunate one because he immediately calls me. “Miss Santoro?”
“Yes, sir?”
“Make sure you arrive on time tomorrow and sober, please. If that's not too much to ask, of course. Don't let your date get in the way of your obligations.”
I roll my eyes at his words, looking at the miserable man who is too handsome to be fair to the rest of the male population. I could argue, of course, I could. I even have an answer on the tip of my tongue about how he can stick his suggestion exactly where the sun doesn't shine, but do I? Of course, I don't. Not because I'm silly or because I don't know how to defend myself, but because I want to end my night in someone's bed to de-stress.
I'm trying to be a better person, I said. I can control myself, most of the time.
By the way, how does he know I'm going on a date? It could be any other appointment!
Anyway, I don't think much about it, I just swallow the cheeky line along with my venom and nod, giving him a fake smile and leaving his office. I pick up my things and curse at him quietly while I'm at it, not worrying if he'll hear me. It wouldn't be the first time Valentin had heard me complain about him “to someone or just to myself.
I'll never forget when he caught me calling him all sorts of names on the phone to Natasha, my best friend.
Speaking of her, I forget about my boss and leave the building replying to his last message, sent earlier, with yet another photo of Amanda, my goddaughter, the most beautiful and friendly baby in the whole world.
I send several audios praising the little one and arrange to meet Nat at some point during the rest of the week. Our weekly walk is still sacred, even after so many years of friendship, and now that she's in a different state of mind, being a wife and mother. Despite being a super-famous actress, I feel that her greatest calling is to be happy with her family. I've never seen her so radiant. She deserves it. Even more so after the shock and scare she went through recently.
Long story.
I smile when she freaks out once again, saying that her father is driving her crazy with the planning of Amanda's birthday party, which will take place in a few weeks. The little one is only going to be one year old, but the celebration is going to make the news thanks to her doting grandfather, I'm sure. Like everything else in Nat's life.When I get to my car, I throw my bag on the passenger seat and drive to the bar where I've arranged to meet Oliver, a friend with benefits with whom I've been sexually involved for a long time. He's great company, he's funny, he's intelligent, and he also eats me to my heart's content, so I've got a pretty good combo in one person.I texted him earlier, saying I was going to be late because of my executioner boss, and Oliver understood, replying that he was going to wait for me because the night was young. He probably expected me not to arrive on time, because it's not the first time I've been late for the same reason.As soon as I park a little aw
My mood was terrible the day after the chaos.I should get used to it, after all, it's not the first time it's happened. It won't be the last. What's wrong with men? Why am I always attracted to the emotional ones, when all I want is a jerk who wants the same things as me?Don't judge me. It's not that I never want to settle down, build a family, or spend the rest of my life with just one person. I want that, at some point. Just not now. Everything is too unstable in my life. Starting with my career, which isn't exactly what I planned for my future.Every worker's goal is to progress, to rise through the ranks, and to be recognized for doing what they love. And that happened to me one day. When all that was snatched away from me, I was forced to take a job as a secretary, earning a good living, but having to accept a bullying boss as a bonus. I had no experience in the field when they took me on three years ago, but my CV was excellent and they were desperate to find someone.Now I un
“I'm not risky.” That's all I can say to try and defend myself because apparently, Valentin Salvatore knows me too well for my liking. The problem is that the words come out acidic as if to prove his point.He gives a quick sideways smile, which is quite rare. He only uses it when he's not saying what he's thinking. It's usually in our healthy spats. I imagine it's something too bad to say out loud because he's not one to hold anything back. The man doesn't hesitate to fight and say how he likes things to happen around here.“There's a lot more. I could spend the rest of the day here talking about your lack of professionalism, but I'll finish with the little gifts you receive more often than is appropriate for the workplace. Flowers, giant bears, serenades...”“It's not my fault! It's not like I'm the one sending the gifts.”“But you can make sure they're not delivered here, Miss Santoro, but to your home. Your personal life generates more gossip in this company than we've had in all
Crazy.Of a long list of adjectives that can be used to describe Nicole Santoro, this one is certainly at the top. Fuck, I can’t help but think how she always manages to surprise me. For better or worse, she does.Lucky I’m quick to trim your body even holding a bouquet in one hand and the damn card in another. Leave the objects on the ground and hold the tiny woman, supporting both hands on her back and lifting her. I swear a low word because the employees started whispering to each other when they witnessed the scene.Wanting to escape the gossip, I take Nicole to my room and push the door with my shoulder to close it. I put the woman girl lying on the brown leather sofa that is in the corner. Rarely use it, because I don’t usually relax much in the office, but at least it will be useful now.Cross my arms in front of the body, while waiting for your farce to end, stopping to observe how beautiful the crazy is fucking. I’ve had my share of women throughout my forties, but I confess
I try to take the short from my head and focus on what I do best: work. I work for several hours, as always losing the time to leave. When I leave the company, it is past eleven o'clock in the evening. It’s amazing how it always seems to be behind, no matter how long I work. Sometimes I still come home and answer some emails that arrive during the night.I go to the garage and find my driver sleeping inside the car, just waiting. Knock on the window, and Lionel gets comfortable, cleaning the imaginary drool from the corner of his mouth. He gets out of the car and opens the back door for me, apologizing with a grin. I don’t blame him.As the man starts to drive towards my house, I answer some messages that I received from my mother. I already know that it will fill me with anger for the delay because it was sent in the morning, but better late than never. I answer to my younger brother too, who calls me once again so that I go out with him. Furthermore, I never accept, nor know why Tyl
Break the line of people complaining, preventing them from running into me, and see the security look at me suspiciously."To the end of the line, sir!""I came to pick up my brother, he’s giving work in there" lies easily, and he scratches his beard, thoughtful. "I’m Valentin Salvatore and I can...""The owner of LDrinks? Why didn’t you say something before? I love your drinks, man. Come on, get in!"Surprised by a guy in the middle of nowhere to recognize me, I smile in gratitude and enter. It’s not like everyone in the country knows me there. The company is only ten years old, it’s relatively new, has its fame, but I’m not famous. I sometimes appear on magazine covers and brand advertisements around, although I find it a great nonsense to have to use my image in marketing.Loud when I see that the place has more people than I imagined and get in the middle of sweaty bodies, looking for some VIP area, because I’m sure it’s where my brother is. I find out that I hit the guess when I
Henry bends down to say something in my ear, but I get distracted by the sight of Valentin talking to a monumental woman. She’s about his height and is very close, talking something into your ear with an easy smile. And damn! He’s smiling at her! Never seen that smile before.Valentin Salvatore is in search of his hunt, and I do not know how I feel to witness such an intimate thing from my boss. I shouldn’t have to see this, damn it. What he says to the red-haired busty pleases her too much because she makes sure to rub her big tits on him, which does not push her away."All right with you?" Henry speaks louder in my ear, and I come back to reality, realizing that I did not hear a bit of what he said."Sorry, I got distracted." With my boss flirting, complete in thought. "Let’s do this. I’m not at my best right now, why don’t you get me my number and we’ll work something out later?"He doesn’t seem too upset about the idea and does not take long to get his phone out of his pocket so I
"I thought you were in the bathroom," she says, holding back her laughter, and turns to my boss. "Hello, remember me? I’m Natasha.""Hi, Natasha. Of course, I remember. How are you?" He’s a nice guy with my friend, talking about things, and I see how she falls for him.Wish I had to live with Valentin daily to see if he would be smiling like that."Honey, I have to go. I didn’t want to end our night earlier, but Amanda is sick. Benjamin called me just now to tell her she can’t sleep.""All right. Come on. Isn’t it good to take her to the doctor?"I forget Valentin, still standing closer than necessary, worried about my little girl. It is a human being so fragile that it took me to catch her in the lap, afraid of breaking. I always worry about any cold she gets."Don’t worry. You can stay, if that’s what you want... Are you sober?""Yes, but I’m going with you. I don’t have to stay here."When I say that, I look straight at Valentin and I give back the right distance between us. He is
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