I smile when she freaks out once again, saying that her father is driving her crazy with the planning of Amanda's birthday party, which will take place in a few weeks. The little one is only going to be one year old, but the celebration is going to make the news thanks to her doting grandfather, I'm sure. Like everything else in Nat's life.
When I get to my car, I throw my bag on the passenger seat and drive to the bar where I've arranged to meet Oliver, a friend with benefits with whom I've been sexually involved for a long time. He's great company, he's funny, he's intelligent, and he also eats me to my heart's content, so I've got a pretty good combo in one person. I texted him earlier, saying I was going to be late because of my executioner boss, and Oliver understood, replying that he was going to wait for me because the night was young. He probably expected me not to arrive on time, because it's not the first time I've been late for the same reason. As soon as I park a little away from the crowded bar because there's no parking space nearby, I take down the car mirror and touch up my lipstick a red that I always have in my handbag. I undo my tight ponytail and ruffle my hair, running my fingers through the natural curls at the ends. I ignore when I notice a strand of white hair amongst the black, hoping that the stress I go through with Valentin doesn't age me too quickly. Furthermore, I'm only twenty-five, please! It's not time for that yet! “Too hot,” I mutter to myself in the mirror and wink. “Ready to be eaten.” I get out of the car and cross the street, entering the noisy, crowded bar. I stretch my neck to try and find Oliver, but even my ten-centimeter stiletto heels don't help me get high enough to see him amongst the bodies. Furthermore, I walk up to the bar and look for him. It doesn't take long for the man with the easy smile to raise his arm and wave at me. I smile back and walk over to him, grateful to have gotten a table. “Hi, Oliver! I'm sorry for the delay. That wretch kept me late again.” “It's okay. Let's not talk about your boss tonight, okay?” Tonight is for relaxing. I nod and smile even more at him, who seems to understand everything I need. The advantages of fucking a friend. I think everyone should have this experience. When you both have the same motto, of course. In our case, it's enjoyment without attachment. Just pure sex, without feelings. The conversation with Oliver is light and distracting. Over drinks, laughter, and dancing, we decide to get down to business. He chose a place near his apartment, where we usually meet because I don't like anyone in my sacred place. As my fuck buddy isn't attached to that, that's where we go every time. We even walk, since we've had a few drinks and it's not that far away. As soon as we step into the place, Oliver locks the door and attacks me. His mouth comes down on mine, a little awkwardly because he's too busy or because of the alcohol, I can't tell. I reciprocate the caress, but I try to get to the bottom of things right away because I don't like to play games when it comes to sex. I don't like foreplay, cuddling, long kisses, or anything that delays what I'm looking for orgasm. Likewise, I unzip his pants, and Oliver moans against my neck, seeking my mouth. I drag him with me to his room and throw him on the bed, causing a silly smile to appear on his face. “I can never get used to your domineering ways,” he says, holding my ass as I mount him, straddling him with one leg on either side of his body. “Silence” I put a finger to his lips to shut him up and get rid of my dressing gown in a hurry. Oliver does the same with his and gets all The cock isn't huge, but it meets my needs. I can't demand too much, either. “Do you have a condom in the drawer?” “Yes...” I stand up naked, and he stares at me the whole way from the bedside table to the bed again. I take the laminated packet and open it, unwrapping the condom on his cock. Oliver groans and throws his body back, clamping his lip between his teeth. I sit down at once. It hurts a bit because I'm not very wet, but it's not something that bothers me. There's a fine line between pain and pleasure. I pull out of him, only to sit down again, harder. Oliver lifts his body closer and strokes my back. “Fuck, kitten. You're so fucking hot.” “I know,” I whisper, pulling his mouth to my neck. Instead of kissing me hard, Oliver kisses me there, with too much affection in the gesture. I increase the pace so that he understands what I want, without needing to be told, but the man remains delicate. I lay him down on the mattress again abruptly and give him my show. Not only that, but I ride him hard, with desire. When I come, several minutes later, Oliver comes straight away, unable to control himself. “Fuck, Nicole. I'm so in love with you.” My body hasn't even recovered properly, and I get the bomb. What is it? I must not have heard right. Not again, God. It was so good! Everything had been going so well for weeks! Why did he have to say that to me just now? “Oliver...” I say, getting off him. I can't look at his face as I start to gather my clothes, terrified that he's fallen in love with me. “What are you doing?” he asks, hurt, and I hate how I feel about it. I don't want to hurt him. Or anyone! That's why I always warn him before I start having sex with someone. Most guys love it because that's what they're looking for too, but there are always a few like... Oliver. “I'm leaving.” “Nicole... Did you hear what I said?” “Yes, Oliver. And I haven't changed my mind. I'm sorry. You knew from the start that it was going to be something without feelings.” “Yeah, but things change! It started that way for me, too, but I fell in love along the way. Are you so averse to feelings like that you can't even try to give us a chance? We're good together and...” “Stop it, Oliver. Please... It's not going to happen. You're a great guy. A great friend, listener, bar buddy. But I'm not looking for that right now, you know? I haven't even established myself in a decent career yet, I've got my family to worry about. The last thing I need right now is a love affair. I'm sorry.” “It's your boss, isn't it? It's clear you like him.” What? Has he gone mad? “Don't look at me like that. You monopolize every conversation related to you by talking about him.” I can't answer, because damn... that's the most absurd thing I've ever heard! I've heard some pretty tense things. Not only that, but I put my clothes on in a hurry, disbelieving that the evening that was supposed to relax me is going to end like this and that I'm still going to lose my cock friend. What the fuck! I say goodbye to him, making it clear that we can't have anything more after this, and he doesn't even look at me, upset. I leave his apartment still wearing one foot of my heels and trying to hold my hair back. Not only that, but I like my boss... Do me a favor! Not only has Oliver ruined everything, but he's also lost his mind.My mood was terrible the day after the chaos.I should get used to it, after all, it's not the first time it's happened. It won't be the last. What's wrong with men? Why am I always attracted to the emotional ones, when all I want is a jerk who wants the same things as me?Don't judge me. It's not that I never want to settle down, build a family, or spend the rest of my life with just one person. I want that, at some point. Just not now. Everything is too unstable in my life. Starting with my career, which isn't exactly what I planned for my future.Every worker's goal is to progress, to rise through the ranks, and to be recognized for doing what they love. And that happened to me one day. When all that was snatched away from me, I was forced to take a job as a secretary, earning a good living, but having to accept a bullying boss as a bonus. I had no experience in the field when they took me on three years ago, but my CV was excellent and they were desperate to find someone.Now I un
“I'm not risky.” That's all I can say to try and defend myself because apparently, Valentin Salvatore knows me too well for my liking. The problem is that the words come out acidic as if to prove his point.He gives a quick sideways smile, which is quite rare. He only uses it when he's not saying what he's thinking. It's usually in our healthy spats. I imagine it's something too bad to say out loud because he's not one to hold anything back. The man doesn't hesitate to fight and say how he likes things to happen around here.“There's a lot more. I could spend the rest of the day here talking about your lack of professionalism, but I'll finish with the little gifts you receive more often than is appropriate for the workplace. Flowers, giant bears, serenades...”“It's not my fault! It's not like I'm the one sending the gifts.”“But you can make sure they're not delivered here, Miss Santoro, but to your home. Your personal life generates more gossip in this company than we've had in all
Crazy.Of a long list of adjectives that can be used to describe Nicole Santoro, this one is certainly at the top. Fuck, I can’t help but think how she always manages to surprise me. For better or worse, she does.Lucky I’m quick to trim your body even holding a bouquet in one hand and the damn card in another. Leave the objects on the ground and hold the tiny woman, supporting both hands on her back and lifting her. I swear a low word because the employees started whispering to each other when they witnessed the scene.Wanting to escape the gossip, I take Nicole to my room and push the door with my shoulder to close it. I put the woman girl lying on the brown leather sofa that is in the corner. Rarely use it, because I don’t usually relax much in the office, but at least it will be useful now.Cross my arms in front of the body, while waiting for your farce to end, stopping to observe how beautiful the crazy is fucking. I’ve had my share of women throughout my forties, but I confess
I try to take the short from my head and focus on what I do best: work. I work for several hours, as always losing the time to leave. When I leave the company, it is past eleven o'clock in the evening. It’s amazing how it always seems to be behind, no matter how long I work. Sometimes I still come home and answer some emails that arrive during the night.I go to the garage and find my driver sleeping inside the car, just waiting. Knock on the window, and Lionel gets comfortable, cleaning the imaginary drool from the corner of his mouth. He gets out of the car and opens the back door for me, apologizing with a grin. I don’t blame him.As the man starts to drive towards my house, I answer some messages that I received from my mother. I already know that it will fill me with anger for the delay because it was sent in the morning, but better late than never. I answer to my younger brother too, who calls me once again so that I go out with him. Furthermore, I never accept, nor know why Tyl
Break the line of people complaining, preventing them from running into me, and see the security look at me suspiciously."To the end of the line, sir!""I came to pick up my brother, he’s giving work in there" lies easily, and he scratches his beard, thoughtful. "I’m Valentin Salvatore and I can...""The owner of LDrinks? Why didn’t you say something before? I love your drinks, man. Come on, get in!"Surprised by a guy in the middle of nowhere to recognize me, I smile in gratitude and enter. It’s not like everyone in the country knows me there. The company is only ten years old, it’s relatively new, has its fame, but I’m not famous. I sometimes appear on magazine covers and brand advertisements around, although I find it a great nonsense to have to use my image in marketing.Loud when I see that the place has more people than I imagined and get in the middle of sweaty bodies, looking for some VIP area, because I’m sure it’s where my brother is. I find out that I hit the guess when I
Henry bends down to say something in my ear, but I get distracted by the sight of Valentin talking to a monumental woman. She’s about his height and is very close, talking something into your ear with an easy smile. And damn! He’s smiling at her! Never seen that smile before.Valentin Salvatore is in search of his hunt, and I do not know how I feel to witness such an intimate thing from my boss. I shouldn’t have to see this, damn it. What he says to the red-haired busty pleases her too much because she makes sure to rub her big tits on him, which does not push her away."All right with you?" Henry speaks louder in my ear, and I come back to reality, realizing that I did not hear a bit of what he said."Sorry, I got distracted." With my boss flirting, complete in thought. "Let’s do this. I’m not at my best right now, why don’t you get me my number and we’ll work something out later?"He doesn’t seem too upset about the idea and does not take long to get his phone out of his pocket so I
"I thought you were in the bathroom," she says, holding back her laughter, and turns to my boss. "Hello, remember me? I’m Natasha.""Hi, Natasha. Of course, I remember. How are you?" He’s a nice guy with my friend, talking about things, and I see how she falls for him.Wish I had to live with Valentin daily to see if he would be smiling like that."Honey, I have to go. I didn’t want to end our night earlier, but Amanda is sick. Benjamin called me just now to tell her she can’t sleep.""All right. Come on. Isn’t it good to take her to the doctor?"I forget Valentin, still standing closer than necessary, worried about my little girl. It is a human being so fragile that it took me to catch her in the lap, afraid of breaking. I always worry about any cold she gets."Don’t worry. You can stay, if that’s what you want... Are you sober?""Yes, but I’m going with you. I don’t have to stay here."When I say that, I look straight at Valentin and I give back the right distance between us. He is
"I do. I deserve a raise. That man owes me" I play, and he shakes his head, knowing that he won’t be able to get it out of my head.It’s something I’ve been thinking about for a while, but I need to plant myself to fit this expense into my life. I will need to give something up, but I don’t care if it means making my dad less burdened.When we had the diagnosis, it was a shock for all of us, of course. Mom had some symptoms often, which were always justified by the sedentary lifestyle, with laziness that had of exercises. If she climbed a few steps of stairs and was exhausted, said that she was not used. If you felt tingling for a whole day in the legs, it was because you slept in a bad position.It was hard to convince her that it was not normal to have symptoms like these for a long period. Luckily, she has two stubborn people around her, and me and dad didn’t give up until we took her to the doctor.After being referred to a neurologist and having a series of tests, the terrible di
Holy shit, Nicole is going to drive me crazy. If I thought I was paying for my sins earlier, at the beginning of my pregnancy, I had no idea what awaited me in the coming months. What a stubborn woman! If she was already bursting, with a difficult temper, complaining and stubborn, it got much worse. Although I find it funny when she is all disheveled after cursing me quite properly, I worry about the stress she goes through at this point in her pregnancy. I'm afraid she'll be stressed to the point of having a premature birth, for example. But does she listen to me? He doesn't listen to me."Nicole, for God's sake!" It's already two o'clock in the morning, you don't need to look at that again" I complain, seeing her concentrated on the computer screen of the office that she has in our house, her huge belly already seven months old, looking like she has two children growing there.But it's only one, our little girl. Finding out that I was going to be the father of a girl, back in the fi
I go around the house, still getting a little lost with the corridors because it's huge. I recorded some things, like the picture on the wall in the hallway of the bedrooms, but it's still hard to get by. I find my room and pick up a few things I think I'll need after I change my clothes, following Valentin's suggestion to wear a lingerie set to shower.When I return to the outside area of the house, he is no longer there, and I wait for him for a few minutes until he returns."Shall we?" He appears all hot, shirtless, with black shorts and sunglasses on his face."Of course."He guides me along the path that leads to the beach, and I already start to smell the sea. I smile and close my eyes, feeling the warmth of the sun touch my skin. I love all of this very much. The sun, the sea, the good memories they bring me."It's good to see you happy," Valentin says next to me, also smiling."It's good to be happy.""If it's up to me, that's
Everyone was surprised by my marriage out of nowhere, but I needed it to be like this to be able to continue with this insanity. Yes, I still think this is all crazy, especially when Valentin is taking it very seriously about being a marriage more for convenience than for anything else. I thought that, after we were in the same environment, without him having to insist that I stay, he would rip my clothes and fuck me anyway. But Valentin insisted on putting me in a separate room.It leaves me confused.Now I married someone who will never eat me again, that is, my previously hectic sex life is over. My pussy is going to create cobwebs."Shut up," she says as she prepares our breakfast, all delicious as always cooking.Poor me, having to watch Valentin walking around shirtless and not being able to take even a cone off him. I don't understand the reason for your physical distancing, but I've thought about so many things that I couldn't reach a consensus. H
I focus on the preparation of our food and feel her eyes watching me as I work with my back to her. I'm being cowardly, running away from the beautiful sight that this woman is because I'm horny fucked by her. I can try to hide it, but it will be difficult to be around her without showing how much I love her."You know, there's an advantage in this pregnancy that it happened now. I turn to her when I hear the sad, curious tone of voice.""And what would it be?""My mother," she says so vulnerably that she makes me drop what I'm doing to listen to her more carefully. "She has Multiple Sclerosis. We found out at the same time I joined LDrinks. Some time ago, it seemed like a death sentence, you know? In my mind, I wasn't going to have my mother for long. She wasn't going to be her anymore. Today, I deal with it better, but it's hard not to be able to predict how it's going to be."How long will she walk, talk, and see? Knowing that you're going to be here w
No man loses by being insistent on the things that matter to him. I persevered and got what I wanted. Nicole married me.Not the way I imagined, but he accepted. She just wanted a quick trip to the registry office, without any family members, just the witnesses, who were Nat and Benjamin. Because she didn't want to make a fuss, according to her. I wanted to try to make her change her mind and accept having a big wedding, the way she deserved, but I was afraid she would give up on marrying me. So, I accepted his condition.As always, the woman surprised me. On a random day, in the middle of the workday, she said she would marry me. Needless to say, I couldn't work for the rest of the day, just thinking about it.Today, at the end of the afternoon, we finally signed the papers, and now we are arriving at my house. In our house, from now on.We stopped by Nicole's apartment to pick up the basics, because then I'll ask a team to go there to pack everything an
I also don't want my son to grow up distant from his father, especially one who seems so willing to participate in everything. So much so that it suffocates me with its over-care, and my baby is only a few weeks old. But I like the attention he gives me, to feel cared for by him. To know that I'm not alone in this. Valentin has been fundamental in this initial period, which has been very difficult. But I'm not being fair to him, so I promised myself that even if I don't marry him, I'll try to let him get closer, at least for the sake of the baby. But it's not an easy thing for me.In all my years of life, I have never had a serious relationship, I have never met anyone's parents or created a routine. There has never been much conversation, to tell you the truth, so Valentin needs to understand that it is not an easy life change. What did I say about hating these sweethearts? I don't know how to deal with them very well. The idea of having a very abrupt one paralyzes me, and t
I still hope that, at any moment, I will wake up. This is still too surreal for it not to be an alternate universe. How real would it be to be with my parents in front of Valentin's house, ready to introduce them and tell them that I'm expecting a child from him?That's not how I planned to tell the two of them, I would like it to be something more secretive, less full of fanfare, but I'm afraid. The more witnesses, the better. That way, I'll make sure they don't yell at me or anything like that. It's not their face, but who knows? An unexpected pregnancy isn't what you need right now either."Are you going to tell me why we're here?" Mom asks next to me, curious, because I didn't give many details about tonight. I didn't know what to say without giving too much away. "Didn't you complain horrors about how horrible your boss was? Why did he invite us to his birthday party? I bought him a t-shirt, daughter, but I'm embarrassed after seeing this house.""Don
I've never been grateful that Tyler loves throwing a party before, but it's going to be useful to me now. At least I'll try to get Nicole closer to me. I want to know about her life outside this office, and I want her to know mine too."Your birthday is the day after tomorrow." I had forgotten," she comments, sounding thoughtful. "I'm going to talk to them to see if they can. I warn you.""All right. Do you want to go out to dinner now?""No, I'm a little tired. I just want to try to get some sleep.""I can cook for you, at your house, if you prefer," I offer, wanting to bang my head against the wall because I've never had to humiliate myself so much for a woman in my entire life."Valentin...""Nicole..." I repeat your name the same way you say mine. "Why are you pushing me away? Things were starting to look good between the two of us. Why are you avoiding me?""Because everything got serious all of a sudden," he confesses in a whisp
Things are going differently from my plans. I wish I was following the pregnancy more closely, making sure Nicole is doing everything right. Taking medicines, eating, sleeping, avoiding stress. Unfortunately, the stubborn woman denied my marriage proposal. I expected it, I didn't imagine that I would accept it at first, but I thought that at some point I would be able to convince her that it was the best option for both of us.It would be a convenient marriage, for both sides. I'm going to need to use a strategy I wouldn't like, and I know she's going to hate me, but it's going to be for the greater good. I just can't stop living because I'm worried if you need me. I am controlling and systematic, I need to have the situation in my control, and with it away from me, this does not happen.I leave my room and find her typing focused on the computer. It's been a few days since I asked her to marry me and I haven't brought it up again, because I asked her to think about it