Meredith's POV Am I going to be trapped in my own mind forever? Or was it the spirit's mind?I really don't know. All I knew was I had to get out of here. I have relived almost every memory since I met the kings. What more could there possibly be?“Alright spirit! That's all the memories. Can I go home now?”I clearly couldn't see as the scene changed once again.The groan that left my lips was un-lady like.I was now standing in a cave. A cave? When was I ever in a cave?My eyes widen when the memory finally comes flooding back.It was on the first day I met the kings. “Marco, is this little creature the one that ran off with a kilo of ham?” the bronze-skinned man asks. His voice is calm as he speaks, yet so menacing. It sends a wave of fear through my body and has me trembling.“Yes, alpha Caelen. I watched her make a run for it. I would have followed her, but I knew it was not wise to leave the site unprotected,” the less attractive one says.“I say we kill her,” the blonde one
Meredith’s POVA gasp leaves my lips as I shoot up to a sitting position. Desperately, I fill my lungs with air as I take in my surroundings. Where am I now? Is this another memory? My shoulders slouch and a breath of relief leaves my lips when I see Caelen sleeping next to me. His soft snores filled the room, and I try to remember if there was any point in our lives we were ever in this position.There wasn’t.This is real. I am in the present.Thank goodness.What the hell was that? Was it a vision? Or is it a dream? I know it happened while I was asleep, but it most certainly did not feel like a dream. It felt like I was reliving everything that had happened to me since I met the triad. But why? And who the hell had that voice that spoke to me? It most definitely had to be a spirit. I was certain that I had never heard a voice like that before in my life. And what was it he... or was it a she said? I don’t even know what gender that manner of voice belonged to.I tried to recoll
Meredith’s POVMy tears were never ending. It was as though whenever I would try to hold back my tears, the more of them I would shed. My chest felt so tight, I couldn’t breathe. I choked on my sobs, and my heart pounded so hard against my rib cage that I thought that it would shatter it.I can’t believe what I had done earlier today. The more I think about it, the more I want to rip my hair off my scalp.I had no idea what had come over me back then. The last time I felt such intense rage was when Reid informed me of my father’s death. But it wasn’t just rage; it was grief and regret. But today what I felt wasn’t just rage either; it was mixed with hurt and this urge to get revenge. However, I did realize something in both scenarios: my mind and body did not belong to me after that. This might sound strange, but it was as though I had no control over my body in any way; it felt like I was possessed. But who would ever believe me?I saw the looks everyone had given me, even Roman.
Saul’s POVI refused to believe what I was hearing.It can't be true; I can only hope that these were nothing more than pure rumors. It has to be.Because there was no way Meredith would nearly kill one of the people she is fighting so hard for out of rage. And assaulting an elderly woman? It almost sounds like they were talking about Roman and not Meredith. The Meredith I knew was an angel; she would never willingly hurt a soul... unless they deserved it. And I am pretty sure an innocent young girl and an elderly woman.“She is not just some ordinary girl, you know?” I am snapped out of my thoughts at the sound of Audrey’s voice. We were in bed together when she was telling me about what happened in town earlier today; I just couldn’t believe it. “Who is she?” I ask her. I just hope that I am right and that she was some sort of sick child murderer that deserved to die. It is the only way or something similar that could get Meredith that way.“She is the mate of your brother, Caelen
Meredith’s POVI woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Maybe it was due to the fact that I kept turning on my bed last night. I got this weird burning sensation in my chest that refused to leave. I tried taking painkillers and drinking plenty of water, but it just didn’t stop.It wasn’t a sharp pain, just a slight discomfort.I made my way downstairs, hoping that by being with Roman the pain would reduce, but I came to find him sound asleep. My attention shifted to the next sofa, and I frowned when Caelen was nowhere to be found.Where could he have possibly gone?The truth is, when Roman and I returned last night, we met Caelen in a very sour mood. I couldn’t talk about it in front of Roman, but I knew he was upset because of the way I had left this morning. After making such sweet and sensual love, I just disappeared. I don’t even want to imagine how hurt he must have felt. It was awkward, but neither of us uttered a word until I went to bed. And now he is nowhere to b
Meredith’s POVTheir hostile gazes caused me to shrink behind Roman. But I made sure to do so in a subtle manner and not like that of a coward. Regardless of the fact that I was scared sh*tless.“I didn’t do this! I didn’t kill her, I swear!” I say, but my words fall on deaf ears. My eyes widen with horror when they begin to take out pitchforks and other forms of horrendous weapons. “Liar! You wanted to end her life just yesterday!”“Not to mention that you displayed such ominous power; you must definitely be a witch!”“Ever since you came here, you have only made things worse!”“Just get out of here!” “Or better yet, just kill her! We are better off with her dead!”“You are not the daughter of Alpha William Amman!”They all gained in on me, and I took a step back. But by the time I blink, the triad is standing protectively before me. All three of them. The crowd froze, and their eyes widened in fear as the three of them growled in unison.It amazed me how an entire town feared just
Saul's POV I hated how silent she sat in her room. She has been staring out the window in silence. I don't even want to imagine how broken she must have felt after this afternoon. They all dispersed after asking them for help. I really do not like these Nuvians.I don't know why she is trying so hard to save them. They really don’t deserve it.I have been watching through the little opening of her door, I don't think she even knows I'm here yet.“You went against Audrey for me.”Okay, I suppose I was wrong.I step into the room and she turns to me. Her eyes were slightly glazed over but I am surprised to see hope and will in her eyes.“I had to,” I admit, thinking back to what I said earlier today. I had no doubt that Audrey has been made aware of my confession and is probably fuming right now.A slight cocky smirk lifts her lips and she says, “She isn't going to like that.”“I know, but I had to protect you first. I couldn't let you pay for her actions,” I admit to her and someth
Meredith’s POVThis was wrong.All of this was so terribly wrong.Saul has a mate; I shouldn’t be laying in bed naked with him. I shouldn’t be feeling comfort in his arms, and I most certainly should not be wanting this to continue. It almost feels like I have driven him to cheat on his mate.And Caelen? Despite the fact that he did reject his mate for me, it didn’t mean that any of this was right. Sleeping with him on the same day he did that... I am so selfish.Guilt plagued my heart, but not nearly as much as the fear.The eyes that burned straight into my soul, paralyzing me to the spot filled with me so much terror, I couldn’t even bring myself to speak. On a normal day, I wouldn’t be scared of her; just a few days ago, I was ready to slit her throat without any hesitation.But now... there was just something different. Her intent to kill had escalated ten times more compared to the one I saw on that day, and not to mention the guilt I felt was a huge contribution to my paralysis