SARAH
Remember when Ash said these training places were filled with hot guys?
Damn, she wasn't kidding. Some of the recruits are hot, but those Alpha dudes, wow.
All of them have hard muscle for days. All belong in a magazine. As I walk off the bus, I scan each one head to toe.
Drooling, I swear I'm drooling here. The one has this bad guy look going on. Wearing a black cut off and sweats. The ink on his arms is mega sexy. The next guy is completely hot. Big grin. Looks like lots of fun.
The third guy is all Alpha. He can dominate me any night with his tribal ink, thick arms and gorgeous brown hair.
Then there's, holy shit, Jayson Duke?
Jayson, the son of our Alpha. Man, did he grow up. It's been a few years since I’ve seen him last and it wasn't up close.
He's completely ripped. Slightly tanned, perfect skin. Perfectly cut light brown hair and blue eyes. His chiselled features make me heat up.
When my eyes caught his, it was like I was trapped. Locked in his gaze. Which made my core heat up even more. I had to break it because I feel my cheeks heat too.
I was watching his back muscles flex as we walked on the tour. Imagining what it would feel like just to touch him.
I wanted to talk to him. So, I raised my hand.
Big mistake. Of course, my bullshit didn't help matters.
When he yelled at me, I felt my chest clamp up. I've never been yelled at like that before. He was so angry. I don't think it was because of me. He's just an angry guy, I guess.
When he got up in my space on the field, I couldn't breathe. He was surrounded by this spicy pine scent. My head was spinning. My stomach tensed up.
When he threatened me, I almost couldn't believe what I was hearing. What is this guy's deal?
I really don't know, but one thing I do know. His little threat is now my biggest challenge. He wants to make my life hell? I'll make his worse.
He does have my curiosity peaked though. I wonder what makes a guy like that tick. He's certainly not like his dad. I've never really met Alpha Duke, but from what I've seen, he's always been kind and fair. Jayson is the exact opposite.
I think I'm bugging him in some way and I feel like I should keep poking the bear. Because one, it's fun and two, I feel like the more I push, the more I'll find out.
So, I'll give him a run for his money. If anything, I'll get some wild entertainment in this dump.
****
Its 5am the next day.
I'm miserable, groggy and not fucking having it.
The fun Alpha is looking after me before the other troops show up at 6am.
His name is Kale. Pretty cool. And he's funny as hell. We spend most of the training laughing our asses off.
He shows me some offensive moves and I trip him, but I lose my balance too and land on him.
He lets out an Oof sound. We both crack up laughing.
"That was good." He says between breaths. "Just try to keep your weight on the back foot and you won't end up on top of me." He throws me a charming smile.
I get up on my knees. "I knew that." I chuckle.
Kale stands up and pulls me up. "Wanna go again?"
"Bring it, tough guy." I smirk.
"Oh, bad girl now...ok" He grins.
He rushes at me and I'm completely unprepared and again I lose my balance. I grab Kale's shirt and he comes crashing down on me.
"God, you're heavy." I groan.
He laughs. "I don't think a girl has ever said that to me before."
We both start laughing again.
"Having fun?" We both turn our heads to see Jayson stomping this way.
Kale jumps up and pulls me up.
I brush off my leggings and fix my hair.
I look at Jayson who didn't look happy at all.
He stood, crossing his thick arms. "Aren't we supposed to be training?" He glared at Kale.
Kale looked at me. "And we were training. Sarah's actually a quick study. Lots of.... skills." He flashes another charming smile my way making my face heat.
"Yes. Well, a little less fucking around ok." Jayson furrows his brow.
I stand cocky. "You think you could train me better?"
He looks to me. "I know I could."
"Well, why don't you?" I challenge.
He rubs his nape. "I can't. I... uh...got shit to do."
He turns to Kale. "Stay professional, got it?"
Kale rolls his eyes. "Yes, sir." Kale turns to me smiling, shaking his head no and I giggle.
Jayson shakes his own head and walks off.
Kale turns to me. "Ok. The troops should be here any minute, so why don't you do some warm ups until the training starts. We'll pick this up tomorrow."
"Yes, sir." I smile and head to the track to run.
Kale laughs and heads into the Alpha office building.
****
We are all doing circuit training when Shane runs up to me.
"Man, this is brutal." He puffs out breaths.
I get up from sit ups. My hair's a mess and my cheeks are red. "I know. This is not fun. Cruel and unusual punishment. I swear there has to be some sort of human rights violation here." I flick out my sweat covered t shirt trying to cool myself off.
"So how was early training?" Shane asks.
My eyebrows shoot up. "OMG. It was so fun. I was training with Kale. He's so sexy. A complete laugh riot." I was grinning ear to ear.
"Dude, really? Hitting on the Alphas?" He scrunched his face.
I throw my hand on my hip. "What? Little flirting never hurt anything."
"Gross." He furrowed his brow. "I don't need to hear about you flirting."
"Please, like you've ever been quiet about it." I sneer.
He smirks. "Duh, I'm a guy. It's what we do."
I wave him off. "Whatever."
"Yeah. Whatever. Remember what dad said." Shane said.
I tilt my head to him. "He said no boys. He never said anything about hot men."
I turn and look as Jayson is turning from correcting another recruit. Our eyes meet yet again. He folds his arms and squints his eyes. Signaling to get back to work.
Shane looks at him. "What's that guy's deal anyway?"
I get back down into sit up position. "I don't know. But I sure as hell am going to find out."
****
With morning training done, I'm Starving and so ready for lunch.
Ash is bouncing along beside me. "This is fun, isn't it?"
I scoff. "Easy for you to say. You got the fun trainer. Mines the Master of hell."
She tilts her head to me. "It can't be that bad."
I laugh. "Are you kidding? The guys a slave driver. Bent on torturing me with the punishment he calls training."
Just then Jayson pushes past us. "Sorry." He says gruffly and strides off to the Alpha table.
My mouth goes small. "Do you think he heard me?" I whisper.
Ash waves it off. "Naw. I don't think he'd be that quiet if he did."
"You're probably right. I just don't understand why he's so mad. He's literally in line to be king of Black Lake. You'd think he'd be happier." I sit down and Ash sits across from me.
I take a big bite of my sandwich.
Ash shrugs. "Maybe someone kicked his puppy or something and he's been jaded about it ever since."
I laugh. "Yeah, maybe."
"So, anyone caught your eye yet?" Ash arches her brow.
My eyes flick to the back of Jayson. He was talking to one of his friends when he stopped and turned my way. I break away as soon as our eyes meet.
I shake my head. "Nope, not yet. But I'm keeping my options open."
"Well, I have my eye on a few. There's so many to choose from." She giggles.
"You're terrible." I laugh.
"Honey, a girl has needs and I'm sure there's lots here that can provide." She smiles. Her big dimples showing on her olive skin.
I laugh again.
A girl does have needs. And right now, I need to know what a girl had to do to make a cranky Alpha smile.
****
The afternoon session was sparring. The one thing I absolutely suck at.
I'm partnered with a girl named Georgia. She's a petite blonde girl, but man is she a good fighter. She never gives me an in. I spent more time on my ass then I did on my feet.
"Ugh." I groan as I pick myself up.
Jayson struts over. "Everything OK over here?"
Georgia beams. "Everything's good on my end. Sarah's, not so much."
She reaches down to give me an arm. I wave it off. "I'm just.... warming up. That's all. I'll get it."
Georgia giggles. "Sure, you will."
Jayson flicks his eyes between the two of us. "Mind if I step in? Maybe I can see where the problem is."
I dust myself off. "Fine." I grumble.
He looks to Georgia. "Why don't you partner with Lisa over there?"
"Sure thing, Alpha." And she trots away.
I look at him and arch my brow. "You think you can fix this." I run my fingers up and down my body.
He ticks his head. "I am the Master of Hell after all."
My face goes beat red. "Um...sorry."
"Show me what you got." He nods for me to step back.
"Ok." I blow out a breath.
I run at him and he tries to grab for me but I duck under his arms and spin, I try to trip him and he grabs my waist, puts me on my back and pins my neck with his arm.
I struggle under his pin. Trying to get his arm off.
He arches his brow and let's go.
I groan again.
He stands with his hands on his hips. "You know, people usually get sick of being planted on their asses by now. They tend to actually try to fight."
I scowl. "I'm trying."
"No, Sarah. You're not. You're either holding back, or being lazy." He crossed his arms.
"Ugh...listen. I can't fight." I'm irritated. I dust myself off.
"Oh, you can fight. You just don't know it yet. Here...." He walks up to me. "When you take your stance, stand like this. Square your body."
He was inches from me. His hands squaring my shoulders and my hips. They were firm, strong and felt damn good.
I blow out a shaky breath as he touched me.
His head turned to meet my face. Our eyes locked. Our lips mere inches away.
I bit my bottom lip as I got lost in his blue eyes. I swallow my nervousness. My heart beat was racing.
He cleared his throat and stood up. Backing away fast. "Yes...um...just remember that and you should be fine." He called Georgia back and booked it like he was on fire.
I just stood there staring. My body tingling all over.
Georgia looked at me. "You, ok?"
I slowly shake my head. "No. I mean. I don't know."
"You want to spar?" She broke my stare snapping me out of it.
I clear my head. "Yeah. Just go slower ok. I'm trying to learn here."
I'm trying to focus, but now the image of Jayson's face so close to mine is filling my brain. I can't make any sense of it. I mean, there's something there. I just don't know what. I need to know.
Getting closer to the grumpy Alpha is my main focus. I just need to figure out how.
As Georgia is running through moves, I'm watching Jayson go up and down the lines, correcting recruits. He's so memorizing. The way his body moves. The strength of it. I still feel his hands on my body. The way he touched me. I've never been touched like that before. It's wasn't a training touch. It was something more. Like he wanted to touch me.
But why did he run away like that? He looked freaked out. I wonder if he sensed the same thing I did. Is he scared of me or something? So many questions and not enough answers. I need to know.
JAYSONI shouldn't have touched her. I shouldn't have fucking touched her. What hell was I thinking?It was supposed to be innocent enough. Just training right. So, fucking wrong.When I touched her, this electric heat went straight through my body.Her scent of sweet flowers and honey hit me like a truck. It filled my brain. Making me light headed.I had to get away from her. I gave her back to her partner and continued my rounds.But every five minutes, I'm fucking looking at her. And what's worse is the fucking semi in my shorts. What the hell?I can't seem to focus so I pass the group to Wren and head to my office. Kale meets me in the hallway.He claps me on the shoulder. "She's in at 5am again tomorrow?"I put the key in my door and unlock it. "Yeah. Why?"He rubbed his neck. "Just asking. Wondering if you changed your mind."I shake my head. "Nope. 5 am for the whole week.""Great!" He smiles. He claps my back.I turn to him. "Kale, don't even think about it."He smirks. "Whate
SARAHJayson wasn't kidding when he said Luke wasn't a happy guy in the mornings.His favorite thing to do is yell. He yells everything. He barks orders and his temper is short.He kind of scares me. I'm hesitant to spar with him because I don't want to make him mad. The unfortunate part about that is he's impatient."Come on, Sarah! Get off your fucking ass and hit me!" He's just thrown me to the ground for what feels like the hundredth time. I'm out of breath, my ribs still tender and I've had enough of his yelling."You know. I'm right here. You don't have to keep yelling at me." I pant. Holding onto my knees.He gets up in my space, real close. "I'm here at 5 in the fucking morning to train you before I've even had my fucking coffee. I will yell at you as much as I damn well please!" He glared into my eyes.I bite my bottom lip. Slightly arching back. He eyes my face up and down and turns. "Now, you going to hit me or what?""Ok." I say and I run at him. I swing a left then a righ
JAYSON After realizing that I haven't been actually out of this place for weeks, I decided it would actually be a good idea to kick back and throw back a few with friends. Just relax and have a good time. Kale and Dea were seated on either side of me with Cass and Wren across the table. "Damn! This place is crawling with some sweet things." Kale licks his lips eyeing the dance floor. Throwing that stupid smile out to any girl that looked his way. Wren raised her bottle to her lips. "God, Kale. Do you have to be such a horn dog?" Kale managed to pry his eyes from the floor to Wren. "I am what I am, babe." He raises his hands and smiles. "Gross." She takes a swig. Cass chuckles. "At least he admits it. All the rest of you are all liars." I tip my beer back. "Don't include me in this. It's been months since my last hunt." Wren leans on the table. "And why is that?" I shrug. "Just not interested. Random bar hook ups. Gets boring after a while." Kale turns to me. "Naw. You're ju
SARAHI did it. I don't know how, but I did. I made the grumpy Alpha smile. Not only that, I made him actually have fun with me.It was nice sharing that part of myself with him. I don't even share it with Ash. It's a coping mechanism my mom developed to try and stop me from causing havoc. Every day, before school, she'd turn on music and the two of us would crazily dance until we had to leave.Sharing it with Jayson felt almost natural. Like he's supposed to know my secrets. Dancing with him made me feel relaxed. We just met, yet I feel like I've known him for years. Like we could actually be friends.I've been wanting to thank him for the great time I had, but it's Thursday and I haven't seen Jayson since Saturday morning. Cass has been training us all week. I asked Cass where he was and he said Jayson had to head home for pack business for a few days. He's supposed to be back today. So, I'll probably pop into his office after practice to say hi.Cass isn't bad. Pretty fair. Definit
JAYSONI knew it wouldn't be long before the Terror of Black Lake struck. It was only a matter of time.I had hoped that I was straightening her out enough, to actually be a disciplined, young girl. I guess I was wrong.I know her seeing me with Wren had something to do with the tennis ball attack. I just don't know what for. It's not like she can be mad at me. We are in no way together. We're barely friends.But clearly, if her aiming balls at my head wasn't an indication of her being angry, her face, when she was back on the field, definitely was.I wish she didn't see it, but I won't feel bad about it. I have no attachment to her. Yeah, she's gorgeous. Funny, smart, a good fighter. But I refuse to get involved. I won't. And I won't be held responsible for her school girl crush either. So why do I feel like a giant asshole?I probably could've explained myself, but I shouldn't have to. I don't need to explain myself to anyone.Wren insisted I talk to her and I flat out refused. Wha
SARAHI literally cried for days. I was miserable, drained. Hearing Jayson say those words. Hearing him lose whatever hope he had for me, had my guts twisted. I felt awful.Ash tried to cheer me up, but it wasn't working. If I wasn't on the field, I sat in my room, feeling sorry for myself.When Jayson asked me who I wanted to be, at that point I didn't care anymore. I just want to be me and get on with my life. I don't need Jayson to do that.Then he shows up at my door. He looked desperate. Like he was being tortured or something. When I told him about why I was at his office that day, I could see it in his face. The realization of how much he hurt me.It's not the act with Wren. Like I said, I didn't care. But after he just let me fester. He wasn't even the least bit curious about why I wanted to see him. It stung. Stung so bad, I lashed out.Seeing him at my door the next morning. Wanting to dance with me. Made everything wash away. My anger and frustration disappeared. All I ever
JAYSON No. It's not fate. It can't be. I don't deal in it. That ship sailed a long time ago. But I can't deny that even when I'm not looking for her, Sarah's always there where I can see her. And lately, when I'm not with her, I've found myself thinking about her. She's definitely something else. I don't know anyone who would feel free enough to do back flips in a laundry room. And, yes, I enjoyed watching that cute body flex. Damn, she's bendy. I just wish she could control herself. I don't know what Kale did, but fuck, it's only been a week since her last punishment. I have to slow her down somehow. Which is why her early practice isn't on the field. It's in the clearing. "We're dancing again for punishment?" She stands at the entrance in the long grass as I drop my bag by the log and open it. I walk back to her and point at her. "No. You are going to learn to calm yourself." I pull her into the clearing. I pull out a blanket and start to spread it out. "When I was first in
SARAH I feel so bad. I don't even know why my wolf would ever want to hurt Jayson. I don't remember much of the interaction. My wolf shut me out the minute she tore through. The only thing I remember is the tidal wave of anger that hit me just before. I've never in my life been that mad at anything. What's worse is, I've always had great control of my wolf, but yesterday I was useless against her. She wanted out and was going to tear me apart to get out. Jayson was surprisingly nonchalant about the whole thing. He never spoke of it and when I tried to bring it up, he'd distract me or change the subject. I just wish I could know what she wanted. The week went by pretty normal. I've been sparring with Deacon this week. I rush at him with the offensive moves we've been learning at a more advanced level. He swings at me and I juke right. I grab his wrist and twist it around. Then land a kick on his ass. Sending him flying to the ground. He groans, rolling to his back. "Ugh, you n
SARAH"Maddie, I thought you said you were going to help me." I glare at my sister, filing her nails on my couch."Don't you have people now to move those?" She waves at the piles of boxes surrounding me.I stomp over to her. "I don't have people. I have you. Come on." I grab her hand and pull her off the couch."Sarah, I'm going to get all sweaty." She whines.My dad walks in with a box. "Maddie, help your sister." He warns.I shove a box in her hand. She rolls her eyes. "Fine." Carrying the box to Jayson's room."Whoa!" Vic almost walks into a tower of boxes."Checking in?" Nate teases."Hi, guys!" I run over and give them both a hug. "I missed you. I have so much to tell you."Vic pushes past headed for the dining hall. "I'm starving."Nate looks around at the mess I've made moving into the packhouse. "Apparently."Maddie comes down and Nate sees her. Not taking his eyes off her, he waves me down. "Later though." He walks over to Maddie. "Hi. I'm Nate. You are...." He reached out h
JAYSONGod, I love being in love.Sarah's my everything. I feel like I can do anything. Stand up to anything. Fight anything.She gives me so much power.Seeing her stand up to River like that had me beaming with pride. My Luna doesn't take crap from anyone. Not even Alphas. Especially when her home is involved.Which us why I wish she was here right now with me while I meet with Alpha Andrews and River. Apparently, he called back up. That being the Alpha of Falcon Ridge.I'm sitting in my office with these two across from me at the conference table.Andrews has his hands folded. "Alpha Duke.""Please. Call me Jay." I smile as I lean back in my chair. I'm probably cockier than I should be right now, but I don't care."Jay." He sighs. "You know you don't have a leg to stand on here.""See. That's where you're wrong." I sit up. "Since I'm now the new Alpha in charge, I have full right to disrupt or destroy any agreements made by my father. Under the guise that his decision is not what's
SARAHAs soon as we got downstairs, Jayson handed me his phone. "Call your mother." He nodded.I dialed my mom. When she answered and I told her I was safe, she could barely talk.They were at the packhouse in ten minutes.Shane busted through the door. "Sarah!"I smiled. "Here." I called from the common room.H saw me and ran full tilt into me knocking us to the floor. "You never leave me again!"Jayson came out of the dining hall with a cup of coffee to see the commotion. He saw us on the floor giggling like children.Shane got up and helped me up. He wiped his eyes and tried to act all tough. "If you do that to me again, I'm going to knock you out." He shook a fist at me."Oh please." I scoffed. "I can take you out with one hand behind my back."He hugged me again."Hey, brat." Maddie was crying. "Don't scare me like that. It causes wrinkles you know."I laugh through the tears that start to fall. The three of us hug.Jayson watches us. He walks over to my parents. "Adam, Marie. Ho
JAYSONAfter our mate bonding experience, I led Sarah down the hill to the car. I grabbed a blanket from my trunk and wrapped her in it.I put her in the car and texted everyone to tell them I found her.She fell asleep almost instantly the whole two hours home. Keeping an eye on the highway, I would glance over at my angel. Moving her hair so I can see her face.As I looked out at the road I glanced up. Looking at the moon now past its peak. "Thank you." I whisper to it. I never believed in cosmic beings but I'm sure now, there's something out there and I thank fuck it was listening to me.As we pull into Black Lake, she stirs."Hey, kid. Have a good sleep?" I smile at her.She gets up. Her hairs a mess but I don't care. She could look like hell warmed over and I'll still love her to death. I will admit though. She needs a shower."How long was I asleep?""Two hours. Has anyone told you, you snore?" I grin.She slaps me. "I do not!""Oh yeah, you do. I almost pulled over because I th
JAYSONI'm going out of my fucking mind.I'm in my office. Stewing. It's been three days since Luke got back and my emotions are amped 100 times. Of course, it doesn't help the fucking moon is tonight.I was going to have the best time with Sarah. I was going to dance with her, kiss her. Make love to her and mark her. Making her mine forever.Now, I don't know if I'll ever see her alive again.I pound back a shot of Whiskey. There's a knock at my door."Come." I bark.The door opens. "Hello, son." My father walks in.My eyes narrow. "What do you want?""Son." He walks in."Don't fucking son me. You sold us out!" I pour another glass and sip it.He shook his head. "I had no choice. The council twisted my arm."I pound back my shot and slammed my glass on the desk. I stood up. "No! You had a fucking choice! You're just too much of coward to stand up to them!""We can't fight them, Jayson! When are you going to realize that?!" He yelled back."Oh, I'm fighting them. They will pry this pa
JAYSON"Ok, Shane. Hit me." I hold up the pads as Shane stands on front of me with taped fists.He strikes the pad. "Good. Again."He strikes the other. This time harder. "Excellent."He hits the pad again. This time I'm feeling it in my hands. "Good job, buddy...."I watch him as his face slowly changed from concentration to anger. He hits the pads faster and harder. His breathing is sped up. His body tensed. My hands are really starting to hurt as he hits the pads over and over.I look at the tape and it's turning red."Shane. Slow it down." I say as I see something build inside him. He still swinging.He starts to move in on me, forcing me to back up. "Shane!" I up my tone to snap him out of it as he attacks me.He's moving in more. Throwing out punch after punch.I see a tear roll down his cheek. He's growling now and gritting his teeth. His eyes start to glow blue.I push him back. "Shane!!""Argghh...." He comes back at me.Swinging faster punching at anything now.I toss a pad
JAYSON I'm desperate. Angry. My legs are on fire but don't fucking care. I've been running for hours. Sniffing the air and the ground. My biggest problem is the entire forest is filled with the scent of rogue. I'm not a tracker. I can't zone in on anything. On the ground, paw prints are everywhere. In no discernible direction and no human tracks what so ever. Which means Sarah is being carried. Or they made her shift. I push forward, looking for anything. After another three hours, I shift. My wolf is tired and hungry. I lean on a tree and slide down to the ground. My knees drawn up and my elbows on my thighs. I'm breathing heavy as my hands run into my hair. Gripping it in desperation. My breaths are coming out as whines as I process the fact that Sarah's gone forever. In the hands of White. Anything could be happening to her. As my frustration builds, I lash out. Screaming and hitting the ground. I kick my leg out and my foot hits something. I look, confused. Tilting my hea
SARAHI don't know how long we've been running. Shortly after I lost sight of Jayson, I lost consciousness. I don't know who this guy is, but he's got a mean grip. When I come too, I'm hit with a sickening stench right under my nose.It takes me a minute to realize I'm moving. I'm facing the ground and it's whizzing by me.I feel fur under me.As I come back to reality, I see I'm on the back of a rogue. Hog tied around his stomach."Wh..Wha..what?" I panic. Trying to move my hands and feet.The beast I'm on growls and thumps his back. Jostling me. My guess to settle me down. Well fuck that noise.I pull myself up and pull the rope up on his side.The rope pulls his skin and fur and as my legs slip under him, he lost his focus and balance. We both veer off, skidding into the dirt. The rope snaps.It takes a second for me to realize I'm free and I pull the ropes off. Running as fast as I can. Into the forest. I'm crying as I run. I don't know where I'm headed. Just anywhere, but here.J
JAYSONIt really is amazing what kind of tech you can bring on a mission like this. You think you'd have to sacrifice things like communication to the outside world, but not with the mission unit. We got that covered.With every break, River's been communicating with the leaders and the bases. Getting Intel as we get closer to the rogue packs. Our trackers have them out maybe half day.River's pacing around on a satellite phone. He runs to a laptop. "Show me."He pushes some buttons. He looks at the photos and stands. Rubbing his forehead. He looks to me and waves me over.I jog over to him and skid to a stop at the make shift table where the laptop was sitting.He points to the picture. "This was over a day ago."I scan the sight. Rogue bodies, stripped to the bone. The place looked like a horror show."And this." He clicks another button. "Was ten miles from there."I look at what looks like a deer herd. Gutted. Destroyed. They were barely recognizable. And it wasn't just that. It w