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MmctierI don't think Jayson can fight it, can you?
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SARAH That kiss.... Totally not what I was expecting. I was all set for yelling, lectures, more punishment. But instead, I got a kiss that moved the freaking planet. It was a real, honest to goodness kiss. He felt so good. My insides were burning. I'm sure if Luke hadn't shown up, things would have got really hot. Last night, I barely slept. I kept running fingers over my lips. I could still feel him. Still feel his lips. I felt his hand slide on my back. Feel the squeeze on my ass. My fingers remember his stubble on his chiselled jaw. The feel of his hard chest in my hand. How my fingers felt running through his hair. Every nerve ending remembers every little detail of that kiss on the gym floor. Including the hardness in his pants. Even though I didn't sleep a wink, I'm on cloud freaking nine. Nothing is bringing me down today. Not even the punishment I'm sure to get in the next minute. I stand at Jayson's office door. I quietly knock. "It's open!" I hear being barked from in
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JAYSON I don't know what I'm doing. I want Sarah, but I know it won't work. She's still a giant troublemaker and I can't have that kind of headache in my life. Not when I'm trying to just get through this camp to hopefully get the operation leader job I want. So, I cooled things off. I don't want a relationship, but when I saw her kissing Sean something inside me wanted to rip his damn head off. Now, I'm not sure if wanting Sarah at arm's length is what I want either. The next morning, I walk out to the field to join the Alphas. "Hey." I mumble. Cass folds his arms. "You supervising the suicide run tonight?" I shake my head. "Naw. You do it. I've got work to do." Luke side eyes me. "You mean you have a girl to avoid." I blow out a breath. "That too." Wren puts her hand on my shoulder. "You can't avoid her forever." "I know. But I can until I get over whatever this is." I rub my nape. "Jayson, you're lying to yourself man." Deacon says. "You're just scared she might actually
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SARAH "There's my babies!" My mom. Clearly excited to see Shane and I. She smothers us with kisses and hugs. I run to my dad and jump into his arms. "Hi, honey!" His big arms hold me tight. "I missed you." I said burying my head in his neck. He pats my back. "I missed you too, baby girl." "How was the trip?" My mom asks, taking our backpacks. "It was good. Shane's still an idiot." I smirk. He pushes my arm. "At least I'm not a brat. I swear she holds the record for most disciplinary action ever giving to a recruit." "Shut up, Shane!" I punch his arm. "Sarah." My dad crosses his arms. "Shane's exaggerating. It's not like that." I chuckle nervously. My dad shakes his head. "Get in the car." When my parents' backs are turned, I shoot Shane a glare and punch him again for ratting me out. I step into the house and instantly hit with the smell of cookies. God, I miss this. I pull out my phone and shoot Sean a text saying I miss him and I made it safely. He says the same and he
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JAYSON I'm woken from the deepest sleep I've had in years. Heavy pounding on my door brings me crashing into the land of the living. "Get up, Sleeping Beauty! You were supposed to be up an hour ago!" The voice yells as I come back to reality. The sun beaming through the windows of my room tells me it's well into morning. I roll over and growl. "Go away!" I throw the covers over my head. "No! Dad wants you! Get your ass out of bed, Alpha!" I groan as I sit up and plant my feet on the floor. I pick up my phone and look at the time. It's almost 10. I scrub my bed head. "Get up!" "Alright! Fuck!" I'm tired, but damn don't I feel good. Sex with Sarah has me feeling like a fucking teenager again. I may have wanted to sleep, mostly due to being woken at 2 am, but I'm actually feeling pretty rested. I walk into my bathroom and turn on the shower. I brush my teeth while I wait for the water to heat up. I'm already late for a meeting I was supposed to have with dad and his beta, but
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SARAH "No!" He glares at me and turns into the common room heading for the dining hall. "Jayson, I can fight!" I follow him. I showed up at the pack house the next day, after the devastating news that a bunch of murderous rogues are coming to hunt us down. Our little town can't take it and I won't let them win. I was looking for the training sheet to sign up. "Forget it, Sarah! When this shit goes down, you're on the bus with the rest of them. That's final!" He yells with his back turned. He waits at the counter for food. Steaming at the fact that I'm fighting him on this. "I told you I was by your side and I'll be damned if you're going to stop me!" I point my finger at him. "I'm not running, Jayson!" He grabs his plate and leans in to my face. "Over my dead body. You join this fight; I'll kill you myself." He goes to the table and sits down. "Why? Why don't you want me to fight? You know I can. Hell, I can kick your ass." I slam myself in the seat across from him. He swallo
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JAYSONAs much as I agree we need the help to win this battle, I can't help but feel like a dick asking these kids to fight for me.I called everyone into Black Lake. Away from the prying eyes of the unit.We met at the training center we set up for our own training.Almost all the kids came. About seventy.All the Alphas came as well. I lean to Dea. "Is this everyone?"He nods. "All that we could get a hold of. Wren's still trying."Kale stood beside me. "They'll all fight. Just need to tell them when."I swallow. "Ok."I look out at the innocent faces. I walk back and forth."I'm sorry I had to pull you all from your families. I'll keep this short then you can all return back to break."I walk studying the faces. "What I'm asking you is something I would never do unless I really needed your help. It's dangerous, but I trust your skills. I know your fighters. Damn good ones. I want you to know, that you are the best damn group of soldiers I've ever trained. I know I'm asking a lot. B
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SARAHCan I start by saying.... Holy Hell!Like is this really happening?I'm not sure if what Jayson said to me in the barn was what he actually meant to say. It almost sounded like he was saying he was in love with me.I mean, I've thought about it. My crush turning into love is one of my biggest fantasies, but the reality is, for most girls, that doesn't happen. Especially, from the only guy you've ever slept with.I think he may have just been caught up in the moment. After the most mind blowing, hottest sex encounter ever, he probably didn't even know what he was saying.I meant it though. I know I've caught some major feelings for him. If things went south, I don't think I could even look at another guy the same way again.I'll keep it to myself though. If what Jayson said was some sort of slip up, I don't want to scare him off. I can wait for him to really feel something.Right now, we have bigger things to worry about. But it's nice to just live in bliss for a moment or two. J
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JAYSON Sitting around this table is something I didn't think I'd actually enjoy. Living a life in the packhouse, we didn't have these close-knit dinners. They were always fancy, catered, spread out. Sitting in this intimate setting with Sarah's family, makes me realize that this is what we're fighting for. The love I feel from these people is worth me risking my own life over. "Mmph...this is so good, Marie." I say as I chew a mouthful of my third helping of her amazing roast. "You'll have to give the recipe to our kitchen. I don't think I can go long before I have this again." I swallow and cut another piece. "No way, Mister." Marie says. "It's a family secret. You want more, you knock on that door." I point my fork at her. "I'm going to hold you to that." Marie laughs as she drinks her wine. Shane swallows his mouthful. "So, when's the next weapons training. I never got to fire anything off the first time." My dad drops his fork. "Shane, must you talk about weapons at the di
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JAYSONI'm going out of my fucking mind.I'm in my office. Stewing. It's been three days since Luke got back and my emotions are amped 100 times. Of course, it doesn't help the fucking moon is tonight.I was going to have the best time with Sarah. I was going to dance with her, kiss her. Make love to her and mark her. Making her mine forever.Now, I don't know if I'll ever see her alive again.I pound back a shot of Whiskey. There's a knock at my door."Come." I bark.The door opens. "Hello, son." My father walks in.My eyes narrow. "What do you want?""Son." He walks in."Don't fucking son me. You sold us out!" I pour another glass and sip it.He shook his head. "I had no choice. The council twisted my arm."I pound back my shot and slammed my glass on the desk. I stood up. "No! You had a fucking choice! You're just too much of coward to stand up to them!""We can't fight them, Jayson! When are you going to realize that?!" He yelled back."Oh, I'm fighting them. They will pry this pa
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JAYSON"Ok, Shane. Hit me." I hold up the pads as Shane stands on front of me with taped fists.He strikes the pad. "Good. Again."He strikes the other. This time harder. "Excellent."He hits the pad again. This time I'm feeling it in my hands. "Good job, buddy...."I watch him as his face slowly changed from concentration to anger. He hits the pads faster and harder. His breathing is sped up. His body tensed. My hands are really starting to hurt as he hits the pads over and over.I look at the tape and it's turning red."Shane. Slow it down." I say as I see something build inside him. He still swinging.He starts to move in on me, forcing me to back up. "Shane!" I up my tone to snap him out of it as he attacks me.He's moving in more. Throwing out punch after punch.I see a tear roll down his cheek. He's growling now and gritting his teeth. His eyes start to glow blue.I push him back. "Shane!!""Argghh...." He comes back at me.Swinging faster punching at anything now.I toss a pad
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JAYSON I'm desperate. Angry. My legs are on fire but don't fucking care. I've been running for hours. Sniffing the air and the ground. My biggest problem is the entire forest is filled with the scent of rogue. I'm not a tracker. I can't zone in on anything. On the ground, paw prints are everywhere. In no discernible direction and no human tracks what so ever. Which means Sarah is being carried. Or they made her shift. I push forward, looking for anything. After another three hours, I shift. My wolf is tired and hungry. I lean on a tree and slide down to the ground. My knees drawn up and my elbows on my thighs. I'm breathing heavy as my hands run into my hair. Gripping it in desperation. My breaths are coming out as whines as I process the fact that Sarah's gone forever. In the hands of White. Anything could be happening to her. As my frustration builds, I lash out. Screaming and hitting the ground. I kick my leg out and my foot hits something. I look, confused. Tilting my hea
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