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Special - I want to live every day and all the days
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Five years later...
I’m lying diagonally on the bed with my head resting on James's stomach, which keeps making strange noises. "James, honey, just so you know, if you're hungry, you can go down to the kitchen."
My boyfriend makes a face. "But your parents are downstairs. It embarrasses me to go down and act like it’s my house."
I prop myself up on my elbows and raise my torso to look James in the face. "Are you serious? We’ve been together for over seven years. Seven! You practically have residency here. You even have a group chat with my parents where you exchange embarrassing photos of me, and you still have the nerve to be embarrassed."
James puts a hand on my face and pushes me back down onto his stomach. "These are trivial details, Brianna."
In response, I lick his hand to make him remove it. "Do you want me to walk you downstairs while holding your hand too?" I tease.
James grimaces. "No, be
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