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CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN: A miserable truth
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2024-10-29 19:42:56CELESTINE RAIN ALCAZAR’S POINT OF VIEW
I DON’T know why I am crying. I don’t know why it hurts me so much. I know Karina can’t love me back, but I still forced myself.
Here I am in the car and just parked in a place I don’t know where. It’s like I’m being torn apart. My chest hurts so much that I want to take my heart out now and inject anesthesia so it can hurt me anymore. Why love is so painful? Why did I need to be hurt like that?
Of all the women, I trusted her. I easily give my heart away and I never ever think that an as.shole Bellevera can steal her from me. What have I done? What could be my mistake?
I never loved someone before and only now have I felt a true love that becomes fake. I thought Karina was the first and last.
I violently wiped away the tears that welled up in my eyes. I grabbed the phone. When I saw that, Karina had messages and missed calls from Bellevera.
I d
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