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THE photo shoot was kept until three hours. After that photo shoot, I can say how the photographer looking at me intently while I am now drinking the bottled mineral water. He even gazes at how the water running down into my throat.
After I finished the water I hurriedly run into the dressing room and change into more decent as how I see those eyes flaring with l*st.
“I know that you are like a Maria Clara—conservative image. But don't think that I am pushing you just because I wanted to do so. I only doing it for you to gain popularity, not for me but you,” she said when I went out. She’s referring to a famous character of the novel that Jose Rizal made. I just don’t sure if everyone knows Jose Rizal when as far as I know he’s a famous person in our school academic.
I nod as I understand what she’s trying to say. I know Roa and I even know she’s doing everything for my best.
According to them, within three days the prestigious magazine will come out where I am on the top cover.
"You just aged enough. Maybe you can do daring photos and not just ordinary pale kiddo—just like twitums. You know how the real world is. You can’t do always the same, it should always new. I'm sure you get me. If you want your stardom to remain at the top, and the fame that we'd been taken care of, be always creative and fresh in their eyesight,” she still reminding me when she saw how silent I am.
Hearing everything from Roa is like she was my elder sister. But whatever things happening to me, I can only remain in the world I built.
I had no close friends just acquaintances. Didn't even have a boyfriend to call for, when my father—stepdad to be exact, intervene and ask not to have any man on my side other than him. I even know how gorgeous I am, men almost drooling at the school whenever look at me. They can even turn their head and stop walking when they saw me passing by. I even joined school pageants but when my stepdad step into my life, everything turns upside down.
That’s why even from school or after work either straightly go home or just go to a nearby church where my driver drove just to kill some time. Have peace and pray. Now I don’t have any drivers, one year passed. Stepdad Brent taught me how to drive and got a car as a gift from him.
I only wish one thing every time I went into the church and it will never change. No one can ever change my mind.
I can even see how stepdad waiting for me from the entrance of the house—gate, just to see me arriving safely. He’s more than a biological father can do for his daughter. Strictly crazy than my real father.
"How's the work, hija?" Why he went home early? He should have been into the office. Stepdad is a Company Executive Officer or simply CEO of a cosmetics company popular in the whole wide Philippines, distributing tons of cosmetics in every store or Mall.
"Good," I said blankly, holding my breath as I took for a quick kiss.
"Look what I told you, better to work as a model than working in the plane. There are a lot of men who can steal my beautiful daughter. You know how tight I am when it comes to this. We are good in all terms, except for you to take the work far from us,” he kept nagging at me as standing straight in front of him and yielding my head. I hope he stops talking and letting me just change my clothes. I am also tired not only from the work but from him.
"Yes, Dad. I understand,” I answered in defeat.
"Come on. Come inside. I will ask Yaya Madel to cook your favorite pork adobo.” At last! He realized how exhausted I am.
I go inside the house with a blank expression, trying to hide the emotions. The feet continue moving upstairs until I reach my room.
The house speaks wealth, from the furniture, the sofa, table, stands, and even cabinets that import from Germany. The interior design looks like a German house version but the outside is the Pinoy version. The marbled materials like big to small jars came from Thailand and Japan. Some of it worth millions as to how Brent loves fragile things and sculptures. While mom loves painting that Brent even ordered it from Italy online from a famous painter. Some of that came from a Filipino-Canadian artist named Nicolene Zane Laurence, one of the famous paint artists.
Wearing long pants and a black oversized shirt when I went downstairs to eat. That food has a powerful effect on my stomach as it growls when I smelled it—my favorite food to be exact, before. But never now. I changed my preferences from the time Brent knows what I like.
“I know how hungry you are, come on,” he invited me and pull a chair for me.
“I wanted to have some sausages. Where is Yaya Madel?” I ask as I saw how the house in an instant became quiet.
“She’s in the grocery right now, I ask her to buy something for me,” he said without blinking an eye as he kept staring at me.
We have two more maids, but even them, they are gone? Where the heck they went? “Where is Ate Luna and Ate Andeng?” I called them ate as they were older than my age and as an act of courtesy.
“I shut them to rest. Just three-day vacation for them including Madel.”
So, it wasn’t true that Yaya Madel went to do a grocery? Is this an excuse or some kind of a joke?
“But how about the house, Dad. Who will clean everything and even cook for us?” I asked abruptly as I don’t have any interest in doing household chores especially for him.
Brent stood up, turning around, and went to my back. His hands pressed my shoulders as if starting to give me a quick massaged. "It's about time to learn the household chores. Right? You are even growing old. You should learn how to do washing cleaning and including cooking. Don’t worry, I will guide you.”
"Thanks, Dad. I know you will never let me alone,” I said holding my breath.
“And about the hotdog, we'll make it. I will give you right away,” he said without hesitation.
MY NIGHTMARE just started. That moment of my life that I despise the most. Many times that I wanted to cry or complain and tell mom everything. It is close to impossible. Mom will never take my side because she did it one time and she takes the side of Brent. People will easily be fooled by a saint rather than a kid’s whim.
I’m almost taking a deep sleep when suddenly I opened my eyes when the lights overflowing the room. I am sure that I closed it and even my door is lightly open when I did closing them at night before I sleep. Maybe I just forgot it today.
When I lifted my face I saw Brent standing at the edge of my bed.
“Dad, do you need something?” I even pulled up the blanket closer to me.
“Yes. Can you make me some tea? I can’t sleep,” he said starting to sit at the edge of the bed.
Hesitantly, I pulled up and leave the bed. He could have it on his own. Don’t he have feet? I’m almost having my dreams and suddenly he will go to my room without even knocking. Geez, this is hilarious!
Brent told me mom will be late for home today. She had to take overtime from the cosmetics company where my father makes her a full-time staff. Maybe that’s why he wanted to see me and do the ‘tea’ for him.
When everything is done, I hurriedly went to the toilet, next to my room. I need to take a quick shower. I need to sleep again. This is the only thing my mind at ease… again.
I just felt the lukewarm water running down onto my body as I put my head under it while I didn’t remove my clothes. I just wish everything will end, that it will alleviate my suffering and Brent will vanish like thin air from our life or even from my life.
I wish I could live or even work with Roa at her house now, so I could instantly disappear him from my sight. Just this few days. I just wanted few days of his non-existence. I would rather invest money to have a house for my own even I will waste and used my bank account.
The next day, I went early in the morning with Brent. He demanded that he’ll be going to train me in his company so I can work there and I might inherit all his wealth.
"Three-fourth of all my property and my wealth will be given to you as your inheritance," he said smiling while we are loading from his car. He said it like a commitment. “Can I get a kiss as a reward?”
I slightly lifted my body for a quick kiss. “Thanks, Dad.” and turned my head staring at the car’s window.
“You're highly welcome, hija. It might take months for you to memorize and understand how to handle my company. You're brainy, for sure it would be easy-pissy for you. It would be better to give you a position. How about a small position?” he asks again while her eyes stick on the way we are going.
“That is nice, Dad. I love to have it,” and force a quick smile while the back of my head wearing a no-interest look.
He scratches his chin. “How about giving you a secretary position? In due time, you can easily understand everything. I wanted you to make our business grow stronger, wider, and make us richer. That’s the only company I had.” He presses my hand to convince me. “I know you can do it, Celes. Will be better to focus on a career and not love life. Men are not good for your system. Your stepdad will be enough for your life, right?”
I drastically turn to gaze at him. “Yes, Dad,” I said as he doesn’t want anyone not to follow him and even not taking any answer from whatever he wanted to do.
The next day, Brent process my papers so I could work at BE Cosmetics Company. He transferred his secretary to another division so I could take his position. What a drat! He put him as my mom’s secretary so she will never take any overtime. Good for my mom, bad for me. Now I can make that over time in exchange for mom.
After three months of working under Brent's supervision. I already memorized everything and with the brain, I have been a Summa C*m Laude during school years, things are easy to do even without Brent around.
Until this morning, Brent didn't come with me to the office. I’d been alone inside his office. Everybody in the office wondering why my stepdad is not around when he didn't apply for a vacation. Asking too many questions from time to time until I heard a word from my Mom.
I took the phone call when suddenly it didn't stop ringing. My mom is crying deeply and almost choking her words as she speaks over the phone. She's also asking if I could come to the hospital right now because something happens to Brent.
I almost knocked off my chair after mom called me. My hands are throbbing and frigid as ice. My heartbeat is pumping hard almost make me deaf and unstable. The news about my father still reverberating in my head. I can't even push my feet for a walk outside the door.
Many things I wish and many things kept banging on my mind lately that Brent will come out of our life because of the misery I had to endure from him. Today is the new day of my existence. This cage that my stepdad built soon will wreck and fall hard. Because something happened to my stepdad, Brent.
Brent Echavez is dead.
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-CELESTINE-IT DOESN’T matter where mom and I go.My loud, fast heartbeat still wouldn’t stop. I feel like Bellevera is chasing us anytime now, even though I haven’t seen him around yet.I pressed hard on the gas and quickly started it. I saw an obstacle in my way. Because the vehicle is parked, I still need to show the ticket upon exit in the parking lot.I was so confused that instead of talking to the guards, I just hit that block. It made an alarm, and the guards checked who the owner of that pickup was.“Celestine, what did you do?” Mom widened in shock.“Mom, we need to escape. I won’t let Bellevera get us caught.Moments later, I saw a black car following behind the car we are using. It even tailed us on every turn of my car.“Mom, hang on.” I pressed the gas pedal and make it faster than I could.“I’m so sorry, my poor baby. There
-CELESTINE-I SLOWLY opened my eyes, nothing hurts in my body. As I looked around, white lights, ceilings, and walls appeared before my eyes. Am I in the hospital? It doesn’t look like this is our room at home.I forced myself to get up despite the weight of my head. Mommy’s sleeping pills are effective. I hope I didn’t sleep that long.I violently removed the dextrose attached to me and forced myself to get off the bed to find my mom. I need to find her. I need to escape here and take my mom with me. We need to run away from him. I can’t take it any longer. I can’t be with him anymore.Even though I was still a little dizzy and had difficulty walking, I forced myself to leave the room where I was staying to find out where my mom was.I honestly don’t know which hospital I’m in and if mom is here too. But I need to hold on and believe I can be with my mom soon.I was already in the hallway, and I didn’t know where I was going. To the left or the right? Maybe I need to detail each room
-CELESTINE-“WHERE is my mom?” I said upon arriving home. Even in the living room, I seem to get busted.The house was so quiet that it almost ignited a shiver in my chest. I know that usually the house is really quiet, especially when my mom is not there and most of the time she went shopping. But it is different now. It felt weird and odd. The maids should be here by now, but there are no maids to greet me. Clean surroundings are swallowed by silence.“It’s good that you came finally,” Bellevera said as he came down the stairs and greeted me.I traveled for almost three hours and it was only nine o’clock in the morning. Sometimes mommy still had her breakfast.I rushed at Bellevera and punch his chest as he approached me. “You are an assh*le! Give my mommy back!” I yelled as I can’t hold it anymore.“You are insane, Celestine. I need to get you sane. You should remember you are a woman, not a man or lesbian.” He gripped my two hands and placed them behind me, then greeted me with a
-CELESTINE-I SCREAMED at what Barbie did. She pushed it harder inside me. I’m not ready and it wasn’t even wet enough.“A-Are you sure it’s okay?” Barbie asked hesitantly while on top of me. She saw my face is already deformed because of the pain.“Y-Yes. Don’t stop. It hurts. But I need it. Pump harder Barbie,” I said, begging her.Barbie followed me and it was pretty obvious on her face that she really liked what she was doing. My hands get numb every time he put his pet fully inside me. It grows bigger when I saw it before he put his thing inside me. I can feel his veins pumping inside me. I tried to harden it, making it erect and we did everything we could to repeat what had happened before. Since Barbie likes me, it’s easy to make her length erected.It was so hard that it would destroy me. My head was already colliding with the headrest of the bed as she kept diving above
CELESTINE RAIN ALCAZAR’S POINT OF VIEWI DON’T know why I am crying. I don’t know why it hurts me so much. I know Karina can’t love me back, but I still forced myself.Here I am in the car and just parked in a place I don’t know where. It’s like I’m being torn apart. My chest hurts so much that I want to take my heart out now and inject anesthesia so it can hurt me anymore. Why love is so painful? Why did I need to be hurt like that?Of all the women, I trusted her. I easily give my heart away and I never ever think that an as.shole Bellevera can steal her from me. What have I done? What could be my mistake?I never loved someone before and only now have I felt a true love that becomes fake. I thought Karina was the first and last.I violently wiped away the tears that welled up in my eyes. I grabbed the phone. When I saw that, Karina had messages and missed calls from Bellevera.I d
-KARINA-I CAN’T control my feelings for Mister Huge anymore, so I told him I love him even if I might hurt Celes. I hadn’t yet informed Celes that I had a new house and I had to keep it a secret first. Unless Celes finds out right away his informant or someone will tell the news to her.I looked at my phone. She didn’t text or call at all. Two days as well. We talked the other day and stayed at the rest house. And as a regular thing, something happens between me and Celes every time we meet. We both make each other happy, but unlike Mister Huge, I am happy when there is something happens to both of us. I think I love Mister Huge and I will never let him go to Celes.I looked at my phone when it vibrated. The text is from Celes. We will meet at the resthouse. She said I would go straight there and she couldn’t pick me up.I frowned when I read the text. I wasn’t in the mood to meet Celes, but since she paid f
-KARINA-I WALK around the hallway while waiting for Celes. He did not proceed yesterday. He just texted me he couldn’t continue coming home here.I think my happy days are coming to an end. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to fool Celes, but I think I have a crush on Mister Huge.I almost jumped when someone rang the doorbell, followed by the ringing of Celes’s new phone for me.“Darn it!” It forced me to answer the phone. “Hello, Mister Bellevera?”“Call me, Ezekiel. Let me in. We need to talk. ”I walk forward and let him open the gate.When I opened the gate, he looked drunk. He may be drunk.“W-Wait, are you drunk?” I still asked, despite smelling the alcohol from his breath.“I am fine. Just a bit tipsy.”I helped him get inside the house because he smelled of alcohol. I sat him on the sofa.&ldqu
-KARINA-EVEN if he brags about the big difference between me and Celes, I don’t care. One thing I’m sure of, the man that Celes dumped has a chance for me to get.We both gasped as our bodies parted. He lay down next to me. We are currently in bed.“W-What will I do when Celes finds out?” It wasn’t a sudden question, but I wanted to see his reaction.He laughed at what I said. What’s funny?“Don’t be a victim. We liked what happened. Not only one or two. Again and again and I will make sure it is not too late.”I acted to wipe away the tears, and I really forced tears to come out of my eyes. “It is your fault. I want Celes.”He stood out of the bed and sat there brandishing his enormous weapon. It’s really huge and definitely delicious. I will make sure we will have children. My body is yours, Mister Huge.His length reached up to my stoma