CHAPTER SIX(ONE WITH SECRETS)
Lillian sat down in the living room,she was watching something in her phone and smiling. Mark walked in,looking stressed. Before,Lillian would rush to him,kiss him and unbutton his shirt but it was just a "welcome home".
Lillian received a text from her mother in law,she wanted to have lunch the next day. She was trying to be nice but to Lillian it was "pressuring" to her. Mark sat close to her,the night was cool and so was the bed,a bed that was supposed to be warm.
"You know, I had dinner with your mom,she wants to mend our relationship. I'm having lunch with her tomorrow". Even when and after Lillian spoke, Mark just kept reading the magazine in his hands,he didn't reply her.
" You know I said something right? Lillian asked sitting close to him,holding his hands to get his attention.
" I hope you are not angry,because you've been playing the silent game since. You had dinner with my mom,you didn't even tell me about it and now,after two weeks,you think its right to tell me only after two weeks,well,you can have breakfast with her too,you don't have to tell me" Mark continued reading his magazine.
The fact is,even I want Lillian to tell Mark that she can't have a baby and move on. Nobody would like for someone to keep them in the dark.
"I wish I never married you" . After Lillian said those words,she left the room. Mark just fixed his gaze on her till she exited the room.
This secret she was hiding from her husband wasn't fun and have never being fun since the beginning, to her,the secret was suffocating. Denim on denim was an outfit for lunch.
"Good afternoon mom,sorry I'm late" .Mark's mom didn't ask why she was late,she just nodded her head her and asked to seat.
"I'm sorry but I'm going to start this way,when do you plan on having a baby? Mark is my only child,you should know how anxious I am to have a grandchild. It's been two years and I have been patient,trying to know my position and to avoid meddling in your affairs but this.......bothers me. Mark's Mom was trying hard to speak politely but it didn't seem so.
Lillian's hands suddenly became cold and she fought hard not to cry. She was controlling herself but she didn't know when she told her(Mark's mom).
I'm sorry but I'm unable to have a child." I don't think I can produce a child. Lillian didn't know if she made the right decision or not,if she was going to be judged or not, she just wanted to free herself from this secret. It wasn't her fault,being unable to have a child isn't her fault,she isn't the first and definitely won't be the last. But of everybody,why did she tell Mark's mom. The table was silent for a while.
"I'm sorry, but you'll have to explain,you visited a Doctor or what? Was she asking or demanding for an answer.
After meeting Mark's mom,instead of crying all day like she did before,Lillian decided to busy herself,she went shopping for dinner. It has been long she made fried rice and salad,she decided to cook that.
While she was buying cabbage, a young man was buying too,he looked at her and asked which one she'd prefer to buy pointing at two cabbages.
"I don't know, just buy anyone". She replied in an aggressive manner. After behaving like that,she thought about apologizing but she noticed that the young man was staring at her.
"Why are you staring at me like that" Lillian asked moving her head in a some what unsure manner.
"Because you want to apologize,I'm waiting for you to apologize." He said so smiling.
"Are you joking with me right now or what, are you demanding for an apology? She was angry .
" Hi,I'm Jay and I hear or read(he laughed ) people's thought. I am exploring this......Lillian cut in,shutting him up.
"I don't really care, psycho" she walked after the cabbage seller gave her the cabbage she bought. The cabbage seller asked Jay to read her thoughts too while laughing and Jay knew she was making mockery of him.
At home Lillian arranged the table while humming one of her favourite romantic song. When Mark came home,she hugged and kissed him. He was surprised she made such a wonderful dinner. "My sweets is coming back,he smiled and hugged her tightly.
Mark tried to ask about the lunch she had with his mom but she wanted to have a cool time talking with him,about him and her,their sweetest memories together.
After the dinner, Mark told Lillian that he was going to bathe and she suggested that they do it together.
"We should finish this romantic night,shouldn't we? She asked while dancing in her bathe robe. She couldn't even understand herself,today wasn't nice for her but she wanted to be happy with her lover,she wished the night would never end. But the cuddling led to a romantic sex that night and of course,the night ended.
Lillian was home alone when the door bell rang,she opened the door and it was Mark's mom. Lillian wasn't happy seeing her,her mood changed.
" I have someone who can help you have a child. All you need to do is to travel for like two weeks and I'll take care of the rest." Mark's mom had always been like that,she didn't care about the other person's opinion, she always like getting her way.
Lillian was silent,the words just kept echoing in her head "someone who can help you have a child". How she wanted to say no,but she ended up saying " I'll travel next week". Mark's Mom hugged her and left but before she left,she told her that it wasn't her fault.
Is she playing an emotional game with Lillian or what?
CHAPTER SEVEN( PEOPLE BY THE SEA) Mark came home and saw a sticker note on a plate. "I'm travelling for two weeks". That was all she wrote in the note,he just couldn't understand Lillian anymore. He tried calling her but her phone was switched off. He called Jemima and asked if she knew where Lillian was but she told him she didn't. Even her mom didn't know where she was. Few minutes later Jemima called and told Mark about a resort Lillian spoke of recently. Mark's mom visited,she brought a young lady with her,she said she was the temporary cook since Lillian wasn't around. " How did you know Lillian wasn't at home? Did she tell you that she was travelling?" Mrs Ade nodded her head. "Wow,she told you she was travelling but she didn't tell me,she left a stupid note for me to read". Mark was r
CHAPTER EIGHT(DARK CURTAIN) The main door of the house opened,Lillian walked in. The sitting room was nice,neatly arranged. The house looked empty. She walked to the kitchen,the utensils were neat and arranged. Even her room was neat,it was as if the house never needed her. She sat on the bed and it was cold. How can love be like this? Why did she leave her home for another woman to walk in? Why can't she tell her husband that she can't have a baby. She remembered the day she saw Jay taking photos of little kids,some with mud on their face. " I can't have a baby,I wasn't interested in having one before,but I suddenly became obsessed with having one and years passed without us Having children and my husband didn't say anything. When we were newly weds,he talked about it a lot but suddenly he stopped,he didn't Even allow us visit a doctor." Lillian pau
MENDING CHALLENGES (PART TWO) MARK. Okay,my family is rich. Being the only child wasn't and still isn't nice for me,I wish I had an elder brother or a baby sister but it's not going to work now,according to scientific researches. When i met Lillian,for me I'd say it's love at first sight. Trying to make her like me back wasn't easy but I did it. Even when my mom was being tribalistic, I stood by my Lillian and US. At first she refused to get married,I dated her for six years and it really annoyed my mom. Ever since I was a little boy,I always wanted to be like my father. Even when my friends had issues with their dad,I never had one,he is a loving husband and a caring father. To me my Father is flawless. I desired to be like my dad.
THE GAME CONTINUES "That's not part of my question, I've answered what you asked" only Jay knew whose thought he couldn't read and Lillian knew he read hers before and he read Mark's in the table. Mark asked because he noticed that Jay have been staring at Joy,could that be reason? Before Mark spin the bottle, he wished the head would point at Jay but it was Joy. This time,Lillian asked her " truth or dare" and she replied "truth". " why are you so quiet,I think there's a story behind it,tell us why" .After Lillian asked her the question, she smiled for the first time that evening. "I was once cheerful as an high school student. I met this man who was much older than me,I'm sure his kid is the same age as me,he visited my mom's shop regularly, he bought expensive wines, he was like a perfect man. I didn't approach
THE NEW WIND Lillian visited Jemima, it has been long since she had a chat with Jemima. Well,she was like Jemima now,a "stay at home wife" but their situation was different, Jemima's husband wouldn't let her work but she(Lillian) left work on her own. Lillian told Jemima about Jay and how he reads thoughts and it was funny to her,she asked if Lillian thinks she would believe. She told her about the little dinner that happened in her house and all the creepy things that happened and Jemima replied "You think I'd believe that,believe me,your dream was wild" it was of no use trying to convince her that it was true. She always believed what Lillian told her but she didn't believe this time. Jemima told Lillian that her husband got transferred from his place of work so they would
THE CRAZY TRUTH Saturdays are for resting! Mark opened the house door and Lillian walked in,she was shocked to see Joy in the living room,she hardly leaves her room. Joy looked at the couple,greeted them politely and left the parlour. On some days she behaved cool and on other days,she was hot headed. Lillian was cleaning the kitchen when Mark's phone rang,the conversation was short. After the call,he spoke to Lillian from the sitting room. " Sweets,I'll be back,I need to be somewhere". He rushed to his room and changed his clothes. He wore jean pants and a blue T-shirt . "Sweets,where?" Mark didn't reply,he just rushed out. Now, it was just Lillian and Joy at home. After cleaning the house,she slept in her room. She didn't do much wor
The joys and pains. It didn't become the perfect family but ever since Joy told her story,their relationship did flow better,they got use to the little boy that walks at night. The little boy that lacks affection. Lillian was feeling thirsty one night,everyone was asleep. She was too tired to walk but too thirsty to sleep without drinking water. The sitting room was quiet and she walked to the kitchen. She used her right hand to open the fridge and her left hand held her waist. Her left hands became cold,even colder than the water she took from the fridge. It was just like in the movies,the wind blew the curtains and the chandeliers made tingling sound. It wasn't an horror scene, she forgot to close the windows. Though she closed the windows, her hand was still clo
TOO GOOD TO LIVE Joy moved sideways on the bed,she was in pain,her stomach was hurting. She was uncomfortable and went to the kitchen to get herself a glass of water. She saw Lillian and Mark watching the television, a funny show as both of them laughed. She almost called Lillian but she didn't want to disturb them so she moved quietly to kitchen. Lillian saw her moving quietly to the kitchen and asked "are you okay,Joy" . She nodded her head and said it was fine. Jay slept earlier than he normally did,he said he travelled so early and didn't have a nice sleep the previous night. Unlike Jay,Mark wasn't feeling sleepy,he forced Lillian to watch TV with him. Though Mark and Lillian went shopping for baby stuff together,they never once spoke about what to name the baby or what he would call Lillian. " How come you never spoke about the baby to me? I even forced you to buy baby stuffs