Chapter 47

"Anak.." 

My eyes slowly opened. It was blurry white all I can see bumalik ako sa pag pikit at muling minulat ang aking mata. I recalled where I am. 

The tears burst out again. The extreme pain, the unbearable pain tight to my whole chest. Making myself not worth living. I lost my child no- I killed myself because of my selfishness. I brag my child in his own grave. 

So, why do I have to live in this kind of hell? I should have died with my child. Maybe in another world, I could take care of him, protect him and never let him suffer being apart from me. 

Hindi ko manlang siya na buhat, na hawakan. Gusto siyang mahalikan, mayakap at alagaan ng habang buhay. Gusto ko i-spoiled siya