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My Tyrant’s Confession
My Tyrant’s Confession
Author: Bella Lande

Ch. 1

Author: Bella Lande
last update Last Updated: 2021-09-04 09:16:00

Seth

The sun seems brighter this morning, I think to myself as I stretch squinting my eyes from the sun blaring through the crack of my blackout curtains. What’s the point in having dark curtains if my mother is just going to come in and open them everyday? My mother, greatest woman ever, loves me unconditionally and fiercely. I will miss seeing her everyday, her cleaning up after me, and feeding me everyday but I definitely won’t miss her waking me up early every morning. Graduating from high school last week should mean sleeping in but for my mother she sees sleeping late as laziness. Her and my father are both goal driven people who always have a goal either personally or professionally they work towards. Their marriage is one of the strongest relationships I've seen and pushing their only son to be great is an example of their love for me. Well that's what they tell me when I get pissed not wanting to do anything. I'm sure these are all great learning lessons but “Aaahhh” I scream into my pillow as I pull the blanket over my head. Leaving for college at the end of the week can not come soon enough.

Despite their expectations of me, being an only child has definitely had its perks over the years. Unlike my friends, I didn’t have to work a public job during high school. I always got the clothes and stuff I wanted. When it was time to start driving of course I got the new truck I had my eye on. Of course my mom and dad always made me work but it was always things here at home with them. They always kept telling me that we may be wealthy but it took hard work for them to get this lifestyle. Reminding me I shouldn’t take it for granted. Leaving for college means now I have to start working public jobs for all the luxuries I wanted in life. The necessities they would help with but that's it. As they call it 'my step into adulthood'. My graduation present was a badass duplex they bought for me. It's settled in a high end, safe gated community right off campus. Their reasoning being that living on my own instead of dorms would give me the quiet I needed to study. I think they just don’t want me to party to much. Like anyone could party to much?! Handling parties, football and school has been my mantra all through high school. School has always come easy for me and I don’t think college is going to challenge me anymore than I can handle.

Since the sun and my mom won’t go away I guess I’ll shower and get her to make me some breakfast. I gotta get a bigger tv for my house anyways. My buddies and I can’t watch the game on the smaller tv from my bedroom.  Rolling out of bed the bulge in my boxers reminds me making a mental note I have got to get laid before I leave. Football has kept my body toned and my handsome face thanks to my father, as my mom says, has always attracted girls to me but my moving away for college creates more challenges. It may take a little bit for me to get a regular rotation of women there. Got strict rules to make sure I don't end up screwing a clingy psycho. Finishing my business in the shower I grab a pair of ripped jeans and a fitted grey T-shirt. Sliding my shirt over my head as I walk down the steps I lick my lips as the bacon smell comes from the kitchen. Giving mom a kiss on the cheek so I can distract her while I steal a slice of bacon, she immediately slaps my hand. I don’t tell anyone but I’m kind of a mammas boy so she knows me all to well. “If you sit down I would make you a plate baby”

“Mom do I look like a baby? I’m a grown ass man”

“Language mister grown ass man. I can still have your grown ass father bend you over so I can spank you.”

“Harsh mom! Why you gotta bring the old man into this?! You really want to get your baby boy in trouble?” I give her my most innocent pitiful look and she kisses my head while setting down my plate.

“I would if you weren’t so dang handsome. Those handsome looks won’t save you forever so you better be good.”

As much as I am ready to have unsupervised freedom I am going to miss her spoiling me every day. Pretty sure she enjoys doing it as much as I enjoy her doing it. Mom has always made me a priority in her life as much as she could working as well. She made sure to never miss my games, always in the front row cheering me on.

Finishing up breakfast, I slide my plate in the dishwasher before walking out. “Mom I’m heading out. Probably won’t be back till late.” I yell as I’m heading out the door. I hear her calling out that she loves me and not to get in trouble. My sweet mother doesn’t realize I am the trouble. I just know how to balance it well, I think to myself laughingly.

Luckily we have already moved in the big furniture at my house so I finish loading the last of the small stuff I want to take with me. The week has moved slow since most my friends had already left to move into their dorms. Thankfully Samantha, Tiffany, and Ella hadn’t left and each one had been very good at distracting me so the time went faster. They were the sluttier three on my rotation so they weren’t as fun to hang out with but damn they knew what they were doing in bed. I grin a little thinking about my week of pleasure from them. Shifting the new bulge created from my reminiscing. The possibilities of new women excites me but must stay focused on something else until I'm able to find them. Satisfying myself just isn't as fun. Shaking the thoughts I come back to reality when mom and dad come out to say our goodbyes before I head out on the road.

Finishing the long drive I pull into the gated community where my new house is suddenly I remembered I was supposed to meet my buddies tonight. A few of them from high school had gotten a scholarship to the same university as me. The four hour drive has got me beat so definitely gonna bail on them tonight. We have time to catch up another time before school starts.  Pulling into my driveway I see my neighbors car in their driveway. I haven’t met them yet but that BMW looks really familiar.  Hopefully they are cool because only downfall of having a duplex is we share the in-ground pool in our backyard. Pulling in the garage on my half of the duplex, I start unloading my truck. After getting out all the basics I will need to survive put away. I decide a swim and a beer is my priority. Setting my beer down I change into my trunks. Took nearly twenty minutes to find them, maybe I hadn't put things away as well as I thought. Considered skinny dipping until I remembered I have a neighbor. Spending half my life in a locker room with a bunch of guys I’m comfortable with nudity but that doesn’t mean everyone else is so probably wouldn't be the best first impression.  As I open the French doors out back leading to the pool I am stopped dead in my tracks. My eyes scan across the most perfect bronzed legs to the string bikini bottoms just barely covering a round plump ass. Knowing my mouth has got to be hanging open, my eyes keep taking in every perfect feature of the woman laying face down on the lounger. I am sure she is a delicious to taste as she is to look at.  Continuing my eyes up I realize she does not have a top on. Holy hell it’s laying on the ground beside her!! Not being able to move I stand frozen and my beer bottle slips through my hands shattering the moment it hits the ground. Hearing the glass break she jumps up from her lounger. She is as shocked as I am so she must not have heard me come out. She is standing looking at me frozen not knowing what to do. And I am so glad she is because it gave me a perfect view of the most perfectly round tits I have ever seen. I immediately have a hard on seeing her erect nipples knowing they are calling my name to suck and nibble on them. You can tell they are all real but still almost perfect enough they could have been medically sculpted. Quicker than I would have liked she grabs a towel covering herself and my eyes finally move towards her face. Looking at her deer in the headlight eyes my eyes begin to mimic the same amount of surprise. Finally finding my voice when realization sets in “damn it, what are you doing here?” I curse immediately. Running my hands through my hair  

“I..I live here.” She stammers at almost a whisper while still looking as surprised as me.

“No! No! No! You can not be my neighbor! You are moving!” I yell as I turn and storm back in my half the duplex.

Great! Just great! I move four hours from my hometown and Bella Woods is still my neighbor. How is that even possible?! Our parents had to of played a part in this shit show. I know we are neutral when in front of both our parents by she drives me completely mad and here I am with a hard on for the one girl I can’t stand.

Throwing myself down on the couch I can’t help myself but to remember all the years this girl has been in my life. Our parents are friends so we have know each other since we were little. Bella is really quiet and a goody two shoes. My parents always knew when I did something wrong and I know it was her feeding them or her parents the information that was then relayed to mine. I finally did everything I could to torment her so she would stay the hell away from me. She was always quiet about it but I knew it had to be her so I paid one of my buddies to go out with her. He took her to one of our infamous beach parties and when she went in the changing tent to change into her swimsuit I made sure to “accidentally” knock it over leaving her completely naked in front of everyone. With people conveniently having their cameras pointing in her direction. After that we made sure everyone got copies of the pictures “someone” happen to take of her being nude. So of course word got around of what a slut she was. The girls in our school were always ruthless and they were all to pleased when I was sure  the ammunition they needed for total humiliation happened to fall into their hands. If they got tired of that I made sure opportunities to humiliate her again making sure her life was hell enough she didn’t show her face anywhere my friends and I were. Although no matter the amount of torment someone still must have told her things because my parents continued to find out stuff I didn’t want them to.

With a loud groan I pull my phone out calling my mother.

“How could you do this to me mother?”

“Well hello to you too my wonderful son! Mind telling your amazing mother what she has done?”

“You know what you’ve done! Why is Bella my neighbor?”

“Oh that. Why are you so upset? She is such a sweet girl. The Wood’s were so excited when we found the duplex. You wouldnt need both sides but they were also looking for a place for Bella and it worked out so we split the cost.”

“Well you need to buy their half. We can rent it out or something to anyone but her.! You left the detail of her living there out on purpose mother.” I know my agitation was present through every word I was saying but right now I didn't care. But still I try to take a deep breath but I find myself getting madder by the minute.

“Absolutely not!!" She screeches back at me. Going against my better judgement I still keep arguing. "You can not force me to be stuck with her again! I do NOT want to be in the same room with her again!”

“Seth you need to calm down. We are definitely not buying the other half. We did this so you did not have to live in dorms. She is a beautiful, sweet girl and I don't know what has come over you but you can find a way to be nice to her or you can move into the dorms. Then you can pay for your own college. Do you understand me young man?”

“FINE! I don’t care how sexy she is. She needs to stay on her half. And if this is the worst four years of my life it’s on your conscience!” I say as I hang up the phone throwing it across the room. I’ll just have to make sure I avoid her at all costs.

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    Sometimes life gets heavy and we are faced with trails. I am struggling with health issues at the moment. Which has resulted in me not having the ablity to focus on writing as much. I wanted to be further along in the story but my doctor has been running test to confirm if I have breast cancer. Unfortunately the tests and appointments are taking much of my time but I will continue to write as much as possible I'm between visits and tests. The process has been mentally and physically draining but I have faith that we will have it all under control very soon. Thanks for your support.

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