Novels by Bella Lande

Bella Dreams of Seth are continuing to consume me. I can even smell him. The smell of his cologne will make any girls mouth water. I've smelt his cologne before on people but one him it is amazing. Oh heavens, his hands caressing my face tracing a path he moves his hand down my collar bone. This is the best dream ever I moan as he carresses down my chest to my exposed breast where my robe had come undone while I was sleeping. His mouth seem to follow the trail of his hand movements. Rubbing my legs together as the pool of wetness in between my legs increases and becomes overwhelming. His touch is exactly how I remembered sliding down finding it’s way to my wet core in between my wet folds. Grinding my hips against the amazing feeling building up in my body and my back arches of the bed. The moment Seth’s mouth sucked on my breast and flick the pink pebbled nipple my entire body washes with the sensation of my ama

SethMy parents are great. Coming home for a visit was for the best. Mom and dad both were able to take a long weekend as well to spend some time with me. I told them that wasn’t needed but mom insisted I was growing up and they wanted to take advantage of this time. Not sure if she thinks I’ll up and leave for good or what. Really don’t think I could really move to far from them forever. But I guess she’s right they are getting older too so I’ll enjoy them while I can. Dad and I are out throwing the football around. I think he uses the distraction to get me to open up to him more. And it works every time because I end up answering his questions before I realize it.“Have you been able to keep up with your classes since your football schedule is more strenuous that what you are used to?”

BellaPulling up at my family home my body immediately relaxes as soon as I pull in the driveway. The last few weeks have been so stressful I embraced the calming feeling I desperately needed. Growing up we always dream of the day we are old enough to move out on our own and start our life. Maybe cherishing the simplicity of being a child would have been a better use of my time then. I guess we live and learn.Everything looks the same as when I left a few months ago but still seems different. Possibly because I am seeing it in a different perspective than before. The trees are in bloom and mom has the porch decorated in such a welcoming way. I wonder if she's always done that or if I just never really appreciated it before . Setting my one bag down on the porch I make my way over to the cozy swing. It's full of beautiful pillows and looks so inviting. I set back and take in the view. Curling up on the swing I think to myself how much I've missed this place. I must hav

BellaAaaahhh!!How can this be happening to me. I stomp into my house slamming the door behind me. I have got to get away from this place!Seth and I have worked on our assignment a few times since that day I confronted him and Beth but I have made sure to keep it professional. I can't help the attraction for him but I can help allowing myself to respond to it. Seth is the one who caused my problems again and this is supposed to be my new life and I refuse to have a repeat of high school. Beth has now included Dean into her little plans to annoy me but I haven't allowed her the pleasure. Does she really think I care about him? Nothing happened and now seeing his behavior I'm glad. I have seen them a few times on campus and she starts the drama. I just simply shut her down and walk away. I have never been one to cause a scene and keep the drama to a minimum. I know what caused this and made my life difficult again. My project with Seth is complete

Seth That was probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen. The confidence and authority in her was amazing. And of course the idiot I am I don't see it until it's to late. Commitment has never been my thing with girls and I was too busy focusing on keeping things casual that I never realized. Rolling around Bella's words in my head I can't come up with a single excuse for my behavior. I have known her my whole life and I know she doesn't sleep around. She is the most genuine person I know. I am such a fool; please be a way to fix this. Bella and I have worked on our assignment a few weeks since that day but she has made sure to keep it professional. I know I've caused her problems with Beth and have seen them arguing a few times on campus. Bella just simply shuts her down in true Bella fashion. She has never been one to cause a scene and keeps the drama to a minimum. I know I caused this and made her life difficult again. Difference in high school I meant to. Seeing he

Bella Why do I always end up being the one hurt all the time? I have spent my entire Sunday sulking away curled up under a blanket watch movies. Enough is enough and I'm not going to set back and take it anymore. With my new found determination I pry myself out of bed going to brush my teeth and wash my face. I refuse to fix myself up for Seth and staying in my yoga clothes. If he doesn't like it he can get over it. We have an assignment to finish and I'm not failing this class over his ignorance.I had sent Dean on his way early this morning. He had made a few more vague advances toward me but he just isn't what I'm looking for. He seems like a nice enough guy. Just not the right guy for me right now. He is nice looking so I am really hoping I'm not making the wrong decision.I grab my stuff and March right over to Seth's door. Taking in a deep breath and knocking once it's released. Although it was probably only a minute, standing there waiting seemed lik