Chapter 4

Myra's P.O.V.

When I entered the school I could not look into Sir John’s eyes again. I did not tell them what had happened. But I wonder if Sir John is a fuck boy? What if he has flirted with many women? Or have sex like he did to me.

Shit! Really?! I regret that I lost my virginity but I will be more guilty when I do not graduate. That is a great shame.

"Hey besty! Why were you so quiet earlier. Eat your lunch" Cass said.

It’s lunch break right now and we’re eating here in the canteen.

As I was eating I looked at the hallway and I was surprised to see Sir John looking at me.

I immediately bent down and covered my face with my hair.

"Hey? The rice is covered by your hair! What are you doing?! Are you crazy, girl?" Cass asked with a laugh.

"What? No" I said and removed the rice sticking to my hair.

What else does Sir need from me? Why does his looks were awkward.

"Cass, join me at SM later" I said.

"Why? Are you gonna wander around?" Cass asked.

"Nope, I'm going to buy a clothes for Nhel. It would be our 3rd anniversary so, I have nothing that I can think of to give. Think about 2 years we haven't seen each other do I know what he wants? Of course no." I said and ate my food.

"Nhel and you are strong. Aren't you suspicious of him? Because Nhel is handsome, there is a tendency for a beautiful woman to like him" Cass said.

"You know? I don't know if you are our villain or what. Fuck you, Cass" I said and rolled my eyes.

"Coward! I'm just saying. I support you. There are just what if's in my mind" she said.

"Me too, I also have thoughts like that. But if he didn't love me anymore, he would have broken up with me. But look, he still doesn't forget to call and text or chat. Somehow there is still quality time. It's okay. even if we are busy as long as we know what each other is doing, we’re good" I said and drank lemon juice.

"Anyway, you're right. When will I be able to find a man like Nhel?" Cass said.

"No! My Nhel is unique. There is no one like him" I brag to Cass.

"Hopefully everyone!" Cass said.

When our class was over, we went straight to SM.

First we went around and did window shopping in the stores.

"This dress is really beautiful in this case! Is it 600? I will come back for you, beautiful dress! I will asked my Dad to buy you!" Cass said, talking to the elegant dress.

"I hope everyone has a Dad who buys what you want" I whispered full of sadness.

“LOL! I'll just be your father, tell me! what do you want?" Cass said and put her arm around me.

"Sop being a comedian!" I said and laughed.

We headed to the men's clothes.

"It's very difficult to choose. He might not like the style that I will bought. Gosh!  what would I buy for him" I said.

"I have never given a gift to a man, so sorry besty. You can't count on me with that problem" Cass said while busy using her cellphone.

"Useless, really" I whispered.

"Is this okay? It looks like it will suit him. Or it won’t? Hhmm. Oversizes shirt for sure that I will buy, after all I do not know how tall he is but he is thin." I said and scratched my head.

"That’s the fucking reason why I don’t want a boyfriend, what a headache" Cass said.

"Wow! A woman who have lots of boyfriends just spoke" I sarcastically said.

"Excuse me! Correction. Flings only! Okay? Flings! They are not my boyfriends" Cass defended and laughed at me.

She’s really annoying, but she is my bestfriend whom I will not exchange with anyone. True friends curse face to face.

I have chosen clothes that are beautiful for me. Maybe Nhel will accept it. He loves me!

"Come on witch! I'll pay. Enough with your cellphone, if you didn’t stop that phone will be snatched!" I said.

She immediately followed me.

I was waiting for my turn in the counter.

"Besty, wait I'll just look at the price of that” Cass said while pointing at the dress, she walk towards there.

I took some money and paid at the counter.

I looked around and was surprised to see Sir John.

I immediately averted my eyes. Suddenly my heart beat faster. I thought maybe I was just mimicking, so I looked again in the direction where I had seen Sir and it was gone.

"Hayst! I'm going crazy" I said.

"It's really expensive, I'll just let my Dad buy it. I don't have any cash now" Cass said and grumbled.

"Come on! Let's go home it’s already night. Maybe your Daddy is looking for you" I said.

We walked and because my bestfriend was also timid, she saw a milktea stall.

"Besty! Milktea first" she said and ran towards the milktea stall.

"All right, Strawberry flavor for me" I said.

"What else? Strawberry is just your favorite" said Cass.

I laughed because my bestfriend really memorized me.

While we the crew is doing our milktea, Cass and I took a selfie first.

The smile disappeared from my lips when I saw Sir John seems to be there, so I turned around but there was nothing.

"Are you haunted? Your face looks scared" Cass said.

"Huh?" I nervously ask.

"I don't know! Ha? Hotdog" Cass said and paid for Milktea.

I close my eyes firmly. Maybe I need to rest. I feel bad so I can see him, what the hell?.

But ...

It looks like Sir is the one I saw. I don't seem to be just mimicking.

But ...

Maybe it's just my imagination. Why do I feel like Sir John is haunting me like a ghost even though he is still alive.

* brrzz * (phone vibrate)

From: Nhel

Mahal!!! I miss you. Are you home? Have you already eaten? Sorry I haven't texted before. We just finished the exam and it was very difficult. Always be careful. I love you.

I smiled when I read Nhel's message.

I immediately replied.

Love, I'm on my way home because I accompanied Cass here in SM because she bought something from watsons. I love you too!

Of course we will not say that I bought it. He knew that the anniv was near. we might think he is the one who bought me.

I really hope he would like what I bought. I just want to make him happy, and I'm so happy too.

Cass and I went home and I texted Nhel when I got home.