MPN Ang pinakamasakit na bagay na gagawin ni Nassandra ay ang itulak ang lalaking mahal niya mula pa sa pagkabata sa ibang babae. It was her way to forget her crazy feeling for her known Uncle. Yes, her Uncle. Baka sakali kapag siya ay nasaktan na nang husto ay magbago na ang damdamin niya pero mali ang desisyon niyang manatili sa bahay ni Caine sa Washington, D.C dahil habang itinutulak niya ito sa iba, nakikipagkumpetensya rin siya at lalong nagpapapansin. Her plans went the wrong way when he also fell for her. Ang problema nila ay ang sasabihin ng kanyang ama at ng mga tao sa paligid nila, dahil mukha siyang imoral na nagkakandarapa sa sariling lalaki na turing ng ina ay kapatid. When real maturity hits her, she decided to leave him and go back home. Desidido na siyang kalimutan si Caine dahil wala rin naman itong lakas ng loob na ipaglaban siya sa kanyang amang si Jamie Rix de Lorenzo, at dahil hindi magbabago ang tingin nito sa kanya na siya ay isang maarteng babae lang.
view moreChapter 60 Caine I HAD been looking at her since the moment she walked out of the house with Andi. I was hiding behind our friends and my family, and the other deLorenzos. Kanina pa kating-kati ang kamay ko na mahawakan ko siya at kating-kati ang mata ko na makita siya. And like the first time after so many years, she never failed to amaze me. She was wearing a red tube cocktail dress, exposing a little but attractive cleavage. And damn! She was like the center of the universe that held a great force towards me, pulling me like one of the planets because of gravity. That's how I scientifically explain this kind of attraction between me and her. Too strong and made for each other, since then and now. Like the sun and earth, the moon and the stars, the clouds in my sky. Bulshit! I am being mushy again... My heart started to hammer inside my rib cage when her face was closely captured on that widescreen. She was sad, her beautiful eyes couldn't hide that strong longing, peeking o
Chapter 59 Nass I WAS still sitting on the couch inside the house, waiting until they finally call me for the dance, with Daddy. I feel so sad, at kanina pa ako naiiyak. It's so hard to pretend that I'm okay but actually I am really not. They're all happy. Sinisilip ko sila sa labas, sa may pool at nagkakasayahan na sila kahit na hindi pa nagsisimula ang party. Ang daming tao. I can't see their faces because they're all wearing their masks and the whole place was surrounded by cameras and bright beautiful lights. This is so deluxe and marvelous than what I expected it to be. This is triple from what I had during my last debut. Bakit ganito ka-engrande ang pa-welcome sa akin? Saka mas prefer na dito ganapin kaysa sa building pinagkakantahan ko? I don't want a party as big as this. But this is the official day when Dad will let the whole world know about his little girl. Matagal na siyang sinusundan ng media at ng kung ano-anong magazine na gustong i-feature ang unica iha niya at ma
Chapter 58 Caine Damn! I started to walk forth and back inside my condo. I just arrived at 8:00 P.M., and directly grabbed my keys and drove too fast to see Nass, but when I was about to pass by that resto where she sings, her pink car got my attention so I stopped in an instant, and my jaws locked when I saw an asshole taking picture with my girl. Shit! May pabulaklak pa ang hayop at parang kilig na kilig naman ang yaya ni Nassandra. Huwag lang akong magkaroon ng pagkakataon at ilulublob ko ang babae na iyon sa suka. If only I could, I would hop out and grab that man's neck, and strangle him to death. Jesus! Delikado na ito. I can't afford to lose her. Baka mamaya ay mapagod na siya sa sitwasyon namin at maisip niya na magmahal na siya ng iba. God, what do I even need to prove myself even more? I just followed her car until she reached home. The garage was filled with different cars, mukhang may tao sa kanila, and I noticed Larrah and Yza. The sassy de Lorenzo girls were there.
Chapter 57 Nass I rushed to the car when my performance ended. Yaya Dolly kept on following me until I reached the door. Damien opened the car for me but when hopped in, no Yaya after all. "Si Yaya?" I furrowed my brows at Kuya Damien but he pursed his lips and shrugged. "Baka nanlalalaki na naman," He tilted his head but I just giggled. I'm tired but singing is my passion. Wala naman dapat akong gig ngayon pero tinawagan ako ni Mr. Sia na hindi raw makakakanta ang vocalist ng banda dahil may sakit. Buti na lang tapos na ang exam ko kaya nandito ako ngayon. I have my classcards with me for the midterm and I am so proud of myself. Nag-e-excel pa rin ako sa school kahit na pinagsasabay ko ang pag-aaral ko at pagkanta. Another opportunity was knocking at my door, open na ulit ang offer ni Tito Royce na maging artista ako. Ayaw ko naman. He said he would talk to Mommy and Daddy. Ewan ko kung nag-usap na sila. "Bebe girl! Yeee!" Ate Dolly squeals as she reaches the car. She's carry
Chapter 56 Caine "I WILL give you a chance to live but you have proven yourself, Walker. And once you hurt my daughter, kahit patay na ako, babalikan kita..." Those were Jix's words before he pulled the trigger of his pistol. That made my tears fall not because I feared him but because I feared not to see Nassandra anymore. "No talking, no touching, no communication, no nothing. Prove to me that you're worthy of her love. No Nassandra until I say so..." he added. After that, he just turned his back. It was so painful for me but I didn't have any choice. I would have to endure waking up every day without her. But still, I got a chance to prove myself. That's the most important thing. Huwag lang naman sanang abutin na otsenta na ako dahil baka hindi na ako makalaban sa kama. Nassandra is still so young and sexually active; I don't want it to be the reason for her to leave me for some strong young men. Damn. Nassandra loves me. Hindi ganoon kababaw ang pagmamahal niya sa akin para
Chapter 55.2 Nass I WOKE up with dextrose. I almost forgot what happened because I felt so consumed. Kahit parang mga braso ko ay mahirap na igalaw. I remained staring at the ceiling. Mommy and Daddy were fighting again and they didn't even notice that I was already awake. I heard their voices just near the bed. "Nikka, please talk to me," Daddy pleaded Mommy. He's not mad anymore. He sounds so regretful. Did he shoot Caine that's why his voice was full of regret? I blubbered with the thought. I will never bear to see him lying inside a casket, lifeless. No. I will surely die in pain. My heart was pounding again too fast because of so much fear. Nag-sink in na ang lahat sa akin kung bakit ako nahimatay. My father shot the very man that I love. Gusto ko siyang sigawan, awayin, iyakan, pero para ano pa? I let my tears fall. “There's nothing more to talk about. Look what you've done to your daughter. She's overly stressed! She doesn't eat, she seldom talks, she always cries, she's
Chapter 55.1 Caine I DON’T blink as I keep my eyes on the balcony. Just a glance and I will gain so much more strength, but I was so lost in staring that I didn't recognize the blazing fist that had hit my jaw. I throttled back but I never fell. Nakabalanse pa ako. "You son of a motherfucker dumbass!" Jix angrily hit me again using the handle of his gun and that made my forehead bleed, but I open heartedly accepted every punch and every pain. I deserved it but I would never say sorry for what I and Nassandra did. Para ko na rin sinabing hindi ko gusto ang nangyari at pinagsisisihan ko. Even if Jix and his men decide to bury me six feet below the ground, I will never mind it now. I will never fight back. He's the father of the child I have loved so much as my own daughter but now the woman of my dreams. Countless punches landed on my face but I was numb. "Jix, tama na please!" Nikka came out running with an umbrella. It's just drizzling but still enough to leave their clothe
Chapter 55 Caine I stood in front of their house. I needed to hurt the guards so I could pass the gate, and I feel terribly sorry for what I did. Dito lang ako sa labas dahil gusto kong makita ang babae na parang nagpapaliwanag ng buong paligid sa tuwing nakikita ko. I am hoping to see my Kisses standing just at the door of her room's balcony. I knew her room ever since and I am looking up there right now, standing like a big mess, asking for just a single glance on her angelic face. Is she crying? Sure she is and I want to comfort her though I am dying deep down inside of me, too. I must be strong for both of us. She's still so young to feel this and I will never want her to experience this. I'm afraid she will be able to handle the pain. I don't want her to lose her kindness and the purity of her heart just because of this madness. Iilan na lang ang tao sa mundo na katulad niyang mabait, mapagmahal at mapagpatawad, kung magbabago siya dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman niya ngayon,
Chapter 54 Nass I can't open my eyes. They feel so heavy but it's nothing compared with the heaviness I feel inside me, the heaviness of my heart. Pakiramdam ko ay nasira ang lahat sa akin, ang relasyon ko sa mga magulang ko, kay Caine at ang pag-aaral ko. Caine had plans for us. I trusted him. Napagsasabay ko naman lahat. Hindi naman ako nawalan ng pangarap. Gusto ko pa rin na makapagtapos, magkaroon ng career, at the same time manatili na intact ang relasyon ko sa mga magulang ko, at maging inspirasyon si Caine habang binubuo ko siya. I don't have my phone; the telephone line was cut inside my room. Wala naman akong balak na sumuway. Bakit ako susuway? Takot akong mamatay si Caine kaya ano pa ba ang makakaya kong gawin? If Dad isn't threatening me, I can fight for my right and fight for my love for Caine, but with all these things, it's better to let him go. I can’t be selfish. Ang minsan na pagbibigay ko ng laya sa sarili kong damdamin ay nauwi sa ganito, sa pananakot ng tatay
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