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QUIVA

His hand was shaking while holding the PT as he reads the instruction. I sighed. I'm nervous too. I'm much more nervous. I looked away from him and stared at the PT's on the bed.

"What if I'm pregnant?" I asked weakly. I'm nervous, I don't know what to think. He put down the PT and looked at me.

"A baby is a blessing." He say.

"Did you hear what the fortune teller said yesterday? She said you've been given a gift. A baby is a gift. I'd be happy if I'll have a baby." He say with joy in his last words.

"But this baby is not yours." I said to him sadly but jokingly. The smile disappeared from his lips, it was replaced by worry and anxiousness. He held my hand.

"I know it's not mine. We didn't do a thing. I hugged you yes, but that's all." I laughed a little. What he said was true. "It's not mine but I'll still be happy." He said back to being serious.

I stared at his eyes. It's the truth. He's sincere.

"Why?" My voice croaked.

I don't know what I would feel later after I find out t