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QUIVA

"You look happy. I'm relieved" He said sincerely.

"I'm happy!" I said unbelieving, but then my happiness turned into sadness.

What now? I'm pregnant, what should I do now? What will happen? What will happen when they find out I'm pregnant? What will Nicholas say? What will he do? What will he react? Is he going to be happy as well? Is he going to accept the baby in my womb? Or is he going to deny it?

He might get angry. I closed my eyes tightly, pulling myself together.

He doesn't want a child. He doesn't want me to get pregnant. He made me take contraceptives! He made me buy pills so I wouldn't get pregnant. He doesn't want to! He doesn't want me to get pregnant. He f*cking doesn't want a child. He'll never want a child with me. Especially in our situation. Its a mess already, it will get even messier.

What will my father say? What will mom react? What about my sister? Is she going to scold me? Will my father reject me?

This is a big issue to our family. They'll surely get angr