QUIVA"You look happy. I'm relieved" He said sincerely."I'm happy!" I said unbelieving, but then my happiness turned into sadness.What now? I'm pregnant, what should I do now? What will happen? What will happen when they find out I'm pregnant? What will Nicholas say? What will he do? What will he react? Is he going to be happy as well? Is he going to accept the baby in my womb? Or is he going to deny it?He might get angry. I closed my eyes tightly, pulling myself together.He doesn't want a child. He doesn't want me to get pregnant. He made me take contraceptives! He made me buy pills so I wouldn't get pregnant. He doesn't want to! He doesn't want me to get pregnant. He f*cking doesn't want a child. He'll never want a child with me. Especially in our situation. Its a mess already, it will get even messier.What will my father say? What will mom react? What about my sister? Is she going to scold me? Will my father reject me?This is a big issue to our family. They'll surely get angr
QUIVA Last night I told Trev that I was going to bed but I didn't sleep right away. I cried so hard but quickly calmed myself down when I thought of my baby. Something might happen to her if I don't stop crying. Two days passed by so slowly and at the same time fast. I didn't do anything but space kut, sleep, eat, sleep, I only have fun when Trev annoys me, and whenever I annoy my sister's kids.Speaking of Trev, where is he? I'm hungry. I am here in their living room, waiting for him. The fool really takes too long to wake up. He didn't bug me, he didn't bug me to tell them the truth. He was just extra caring but sometimes he also forgot that I was pregnant his teasing would then become too much. But its fine. I'm getting impatient waiting in here. It's 10 o'clock, I haven't had breakfast yet. I didn't eat earlier because I wanted to be with Trev. I flooded him with texts. I'm ringing his phone now he isn't answering. Annoyed, I marched to the second floor. I'm going to his room.
QUIVAI want ice cream. I suddenly want to eat ice cream. It's late at night. It's past midnight but I really want to eat ice cream. I left the room and went down to the living room. The house was quiet.I'm wearing a crop top shirt, but I covered my stomach with my pajamas. My stomach is not that big yet. Though I can notice it grew a little. It's now rounder. Unlike before when my abs were quite a bit evident. I work out sometimes, that's why I had abs. But the past months, I didn't anymore, especially now. I can still do workouts but not like before. I need to be careful.Our parents left us. They separated from us. Have vacation somewhere else. I knew this would happen. I knew they would leave the four of us here. That's why I'm alone at home now. My sister left.Jane was supposed to stay here with me but I don't know where she is. I don't care if she doesn't want to come here. As for me, my place here.I searched inside the fridge to see if there was ice cream, but there was none
QUIVA"Are you still mad?" Trev asked me. I didn't gave him any attention. I'm still angry. He didn't buy me sherbet!We are now in the kitchen. When I came down from my room, I found them here in the kitchen. Nicholas cooked breakfast. I didn't even eaten yet, but I think I'm full.The smell of the pancake makes me feel giddy. I didn't realize earlier that I was holding Nicholas' back while he was flipping the pancake! I was smiling while staring at the pancake. My smile only disappeared when I saw Nicholas looking at me with a smile. It was like I was burned by him then left him there.I cursed at myself. Why did I do that? And why was he smirking like that? I'm smiling at that pancake, not to him."Don't talk to me. I don't want to talk to you." I flatly told him.Jane was sitting in front of me, eating some grass, I mean, she's eating vegetable salad. Is that what she eats for breakfast?"Are you on a diet?" I asked her. She was surprised I suddenly talked to her. She slowly nodde
QUIVAWe went to Vigan, since its still morning we didn't found any street food vendors unlike last time when Trev and I looked. We'll just go for a walk.I don't cling to Trev even though sometimes I want to cling to him especially when we meet a lot of people. Some stare too much. Like they want to eat you alive.It's a good thing that Jane and I are in between the two brothers. I somehow feel that we are safe from the maniacs.But I'm still irritated at Nicholas clothes. People are looking at us because of him and also because of Trev. I know they are very handsome, it's not new but it's new in the eyes of others. That sticky looks from other girls are annoying. Shamelessly screaming. Some girls even asked to take a picture with him and Trev but the two refused.They couldn't really talk to me anymore if they agree to take pictures with them."Keep your eyes calm or someone will be killed." I heard Trev whisper. Teasing me. I glared at him. I thought I would enjoy this outing. My h
QUIVAI didn't commented about his hold on me. I looked around, looked at the goods. He also looked around so he had to let go of me and moved away a little from me but was still next to me.I stopped what I'm doing and looked at him. He bends down to reach the small keychains in front of him. And because of bowing, his top was deviated. His handsome body was peeking out. I frowned. I damn want to pull his shirt so his body won't be seen.I was pissed when I saw other girls nearby enjoying themselves while looking at Nicholas. Because of my irritation, I couldn't stop holding his hand and pulling him upright. He turned to me in shock and stood up properly."Are you enjoying being peeked at?" I told him coldly. He looked at me like he didn't get me but after a few seconds his smile started to emerge. I rolled my eyes.I walked a few steps away from him and pretended to look around at the things in front of me. I busy myself with these little stuff toys. But when I heard the horse's foo
QUIVA "Quiva. Baby wake up." I heard a man say with a sweet tone."Quiva," I heard him say again. I felt him lightly shook my shoulder.I opened my eyes. I blinked many times because I couldn't believe who I'm seeing right now.Nicholas is in front of me. I'm still inside his car. The car door is open and he's crouching. Half of his body was inside the car as he's staring down at me. His one hand on my side and the other was still holding my shoulder that he was shaking earlier. Did he really call me baby? Or was I still asleep and just dreaming?"Wake up. We're here at the resort. You can continue your sleep inside the house." he said softly.I rubbed my eyes. I can't believe it was his handsome face I saw first right when I woke up. And I didn't even realize that I fell asleep while traveling. Did I sleep too long or just for a while? Our journey is not far.I streched a bit, he noticed that. Smiling, he left in front of me and stood properly outside. I fixed myself before lazily g
NICHOLASShe made me cook food for her but look at her now. She's sleeping on the sofa. I stared at her for a moment before going near her. I don't feel comfortable with her position. I fixed the pillow and slowly moved her, making her lay on the sofa. I heard her small moan but didn't wake up.She's always sleeping these days. Is she sick? Could she just feeling tired, or just lazy? But I saw her vomiting this morning. I wanted her to eat a proper breakfast why I decided to cook breakfast in their cottage this morning. My brother didn't complain. Jane was just silent. Like she always does.I combed her hair. It's blocking my view from her beautiful face. I watched her face, so beautiful even on her sleep. Earlier, I also watched her sleep first. Didn't wake her up right away. I just miss her so much. But I can't do anything. I want to talk to her. About us, about what happened last time, about what I said last time. But it seems like she doesn't want to talk to me.Trev even told me