88. Loopholes- Jacob -.I would have fallen asleep if Natalie would let me.“Does blow job count as sex?” She asks.She has been trying to find loopholes in Ira’s order for the last hour. I am tired and trying to sleep.“uhmm I think the word is - Oral Sex!” I grumble, laying on my stomach while Natalie lies on my back.“Damn!” she says, and I cannot help but chuckle.“Can we please sleep now?” I ask her, yawning.“Such a boring boyfriend you are!” she says.“Yeah??” I mumble.“I wish I could have found someone better…”I turn to throw her off my back, then press her under me. She looks amused.I pin her wrists above her head and say, “I guess I should fuck your pretty mouth just to make a better use of it. It talks too much…”Looks like my hesitation is gone.“Why don’t you shut me up now…” she whispers.It’s hard. Being around her is hard. She doesn’t miss a single chance to tease me. I literally have blue balls right now. She stroked and left me in the middle so many times.She
89. Trouble- Jacob -.As we leave for school, I notice Jacob being quiet and restless.“Are you okay?” I ask..“Hmmm yeah..” he says.“Okk…”Looks like he is not in the mood to talk.How much I am supposed to push if he doesn’t share something with me? I am reluctant to share many things. He doesn’t push me. So I wouldn’t compel him either.He asks after a while. “There is something I meant to ask you, Natalie”I turn and say, “Ok…”Is he still upset that I didn't reply to his messages yesterday?Our morning love making session suggests otherwise, though.God, it was freaking hot. He didn’t make fun of me after hearing about that stupid kink.“Have you been talking to West?“ He asks.I grimace. “No.. Wh… Why do you ask?”“He kinda implied that you guys have been talking…. I don’t mind it to be honest… I will be glad, but I thought you would tell me at least.”I snort and say carelessly, “No, we are not. He is very much mistaken… We are barely at hi and hellos.”I am calm on the surf
90. Complicated- Jacob -.“Mr. Miller, you can leave. It will take her some time.” The receptionist told me when I was about to sit again to wait. I nod and walk out.I really hope I didn't put her in too much trouble.…This morning, When I was about to leave for school this morning, Dad happened to be in the garage.“Where were you last night?” He asked in a strange tone. He never asks me anything unless… Well, unless he is worried about my sexual orientation, I guess.I pondered whether to mention Natalie to him. But before I could respond, he said, “I hope you remember what we discussed last time. I won’t take it lightly… Jacob.”I did not respond and got in my car. If he keeps up this assholish behavior, I would be happy to let him keep guessing in misery.…..As the admin staff told me, Natalie does take too long in the principal’s office. My own meeting was a little strange. As if they were trying to figure something out without asking me directly. As expected, I got reprima
91. The match - Jacob - . We are ready to go out for our first match of the season. Air is high with thrill and anticipation. I can hear the thumping of the crowd outside. Cheerleaders have been warming up the crowd. Ice girls, they call them. June is dancing too. She is graceful both on and off the ice. I haven’t seen her dance on ice many times. Wish I could see her practice, at least. Dad is here too. For her, I guess. I shake my head. No stupid thoughts! I look across the room. The team is ready and pumped up. The Coach gives us some last-minute instructions. “Happy Birthday West!” Someone pats his back and I see annoyance cross his face. It’s amusing. “Stop wishing me guys and fucking focus!” He orders. “Opposing team won’t take it easy on us only because we have a birthday boy playing.” We chuckle and nod in response. The match starts in ten minutes. Our head should be in the game the moment we step into the locker room. I am trying to focus too, but I am already dist
92. Birthday Party- West -.It’s almost been an hour since the party started. I am still waiting for Natalie. Something stirred in me today when I saw her skate in that red dress. It reminded me of that joyous day when I taught her to skate for the first time. “Seriously! you had to wear a dress when I teach you to skate?” I had asked her.“Take it or leave it West!”“Oh, I will… In my room tonight.” I promised.When she slipped into Jacob’s arms. I craved to feel my hands on her body. It’s odd. But I can suddenly remember so many things we did together. My cock goes hard thinking about the last time she came to see me play. I was so high on energy and triumph that evening. I fucked her like a doll in my car and didn’t stop until her voice became hoarse and body limp. I wonder if she remembers how I owned her body. Today, she was there for Jacob. I wonder if she threw a glance in my direction. After a long time, I have felt this impulse to sink myself into her. I thought I just w
93. Dismay- Natalie -By an hour, the house is so crowded there is barely any space to set a foot. Turns out like David didn’t do his job well. I see West dragging some people out of the house, causing trouble. I glance towards Jacob and see him helping in kitchen to keep things in order. “Let’s take one more…” Riley says, showing me her empty cup. Her speech is slurred. That’s odd for a second drink!“How many did you have before I came? ““I don’t know. One or two may be…“ she giggles. “I don’t want you to puke, Riley… I am not cleaning that up.”She giggles again. “Can’t you do that for me?”“No. Ask your boyfriend to do that. Anyway, you wait here... I will bring some water for you. No more drinks…” I tell her sharply and get up.Before I move away, she grabs my arm.“Can I ask you something?”“Yes..”“Would it be bad if I wanted to break up with him?”“What! But why?”Is she still facing problems with him? "I am such a terrible person for thinking like this on his birthday…
94. After Kiss- Natalie -.He holds my jaw in a tight grip and kisses me. When I gasp in horror, he shoves his tongue inside. I can taste the bitter flavor of beer on his tongue and I can feel both hate and lust radiating from him. I push him but he pins me and kisses me back hard. I remember how he tasted. It hasn’t changed. Only difference is I don’t crave it anymore. I hate him for trying to violate me and I hate myself even more for the heat pooling between my legs. I turn frantic, when he presses his hard cock against my hip. I don't want this! I know I don't. I am at the edge of an anxiety attack, tied with a thin string, trying to hold my sanity. I push him harder, whimpering, practically begging him to stop. To my relief, he pulls away and looks at my face. “Fuck!” He says moving away, running his hand through his hair.I am frozen in my spot, unable to choose if I should rush out of the room or yell at him. I am a clusterfuck of emotions right now. My body is hot with ne
95. By the lake - Jacob -.This day has been a strange rollercoaster of emotions and incidents I am unable to interpret. I have to do something to make this a better day . Match was in the evening, so I thought I would spend the first half with Natalie. But she kind of vanished in the morning and I didn’t see her until after the match. She called me before the match to wish me good luck. But I was somewhat disappointed because I wanted to see her before going into the rink. I didn’t say anything to her because I thought maybe I was being a clingy boyfriend.This is not the first time it has happened, though. She usually vanishes on Saturday mornings or is occasionally unreachable. Considering we know each other’s routines like the back of our hand, that’s peculiar. I wish she wouldn’t keep things from me. But then again, maybe I am being too nosy. It’s my first real relationship, so I am in self-doubt most of the time about so many things.For this reason, I felt lost and distracte