LOGINApril’s dreams and hopes are shattered in the blink of an eye as her crush and new Alpha of the Blue Amber Pack declares another Woman to be his Mate. As the future Luna of the Pack gets attacked after the celebrations, she gets blamed for the death of her crush’s Mate and is banished from the pack. Finding shelter in a new pack, she and her mother get to build a new and happy existence. Just until her old love shows up, desperately needing her help.
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My body trembles as I watch the pack members run around, and under the command of Alpha Scott, they all get on the four-wheel drive and prepare to set off to reach the borders to search outside of the pack’s territory.
I am squeezed between two bulky soldiers,my shoulders and wrists locked, unable to move.
"Go! I'll catch up with you later." Scott jumps off the SUV and strides towards me, his face full of anger.
My calves are trembling, and I don't dare to face him, even though I have been secretly in love with him for the past decade.
"Scott, please! You are hurting me,” I sob pleadingly as he roughly pulls me out of the soldier's grip, grabs me by my hair and drags me away.
I groan in pain as he pulls me by the pack members who have assembled to see what was happening, only to look at me with contempt. I stumble as I try to keep up with Scott's footsteps. I keep trying to let go of me, pleading with him but he doesn't say a word and doesn't even look at me.
My eyes are filled with tears. I still don’t know how all this could have happened. When I woke up from the muddy ground at our pack border, I was accused of killing Scott's mate Hailey. I am still very confused because I clearly remember that I ventured close to the border to remind her not to go out alone. I was trying to help her but then I was knocked unconscious by an attacker who I couldn’t recognize. I had no idea where Hailey was or what had happened to her.
Scott drags me into his father's office, where my mother Hazel and Alpha, or rather former Alpha Kelvin, are already waiting for us.
"Mom!" I hope that at least one person will listen to me first.
The sound of a slap echoes from the walls. My eyes widen in disbelief, and tears flow down my face as I recover from the hit. She used to be strict with me, but she had never hit me. Since my father died to protect Alpha Kelvin, she trained me and repeatedly drummed into me how important it was to be worthy of every bit of care that Alpha Kelvin granted our family. She was always determined to prove that the Beta family never survived on pity.
“April, you will apologize now!" My Mom screams at me, forcing me to say something I wouldn’t need to.
It wasn’t my fault after all!
Scott stands next to me, his arms around his chest, as he snorts.
It is like another slap in the face to me, but also to my mother.
Alpha Kelvin coughs lightly, and Mom steps back, and I raise my head to face the three of them. I’m just about to say something, justifying myself once again, but when my eyes meet Scott's, he explodes.
"Where is Hailey?" he growls, making my stomach turn.
"I don't know," The last thing I saw before I was attacked was Hailey looking back at me, but she ignored my warning and didn't answer me.
Scott groans, making me feel like the most useless creature in the world. “You heard me right the first time, April. Where the fuck is Hailey?”
It’s only natural for him to be absolutely out of his mind. Hailey joined our pack three months ago. And just earlier this morning, Scott claimed her as his mate. Even proclaiming it officially to the pack.
“I- I don’t know. She was at the pack borders, and I wanted to tell her to keep away as it is dangerous but she didn't answer me and suddenly I was attacked and tackled to the ground,” I explain, making him grimace even more.
I can see how hurt he is by my words, even if he tries to cover it with his flaring anger.
“You have to be fucking kidding me,” he shouts at me.
“Scott,” Alpha Kelvin, Scott’s father, says in a warning tone. “Please calm down. It isn’t clear what happened yet.”
Stabilizing myself against a nearby wall, I wince as my side stings painfully at my sudden movement. Damn. I flinch as I remember how the pain was not induced by the attacker near the border but rather by Hailey as she beat me down and kicked me in the bathroom where I was drying my tears.
My eyes wander to my mother automatically to see if she would come closer to help me, but she doesn't even take a step forward.
My heart aches in my chest, my breathing getting heavier as my throat dries out.
Scott' looks at me incredulously.
And with crazy eyes, filled with rage.
“I didn’t see where she went finally because I fainted right away. I swear! ” I say pleadingly
Scott sighs, passing his hand over his face. “Why are you lying to me, April?” he asks, making panic expand further in my chest.
I am not lying, why doesn’t he believe me? With tears in my eyes, I almost feel desperate enough to want death to take me.
“I am not lying,” I swear to him, putting my hand on my chest. “Why should I?”
He shrugs, tilting his head as he looks at me with a destructive look. “I don’t know. Maybe because you are obsessed with me and she is my mate.”
Yes, I love him.
We grew up together and I am almost part of his family. Alpha Kelvin even set up a room for me in his house. I remember that not soon after my father’s death, people started to gossip behind our backs about how Alpha Kelvin overdid his care towards me and my mom.
They did respect my father, but talking about his family is on another level. When I think of how many times, as a little pup, I had to fight with the young wolves to make them shut up…
But Scott was always on my side and helped me teach them a lesson. We two trained together and talked about everything when we were young. I miss those days so much.
After growing older, my feelings for him became stronger and I developed a huge crush on him. Even if he then spent more of his time with his future followers and keept distancing himself more and more from me, my feelings never changes when it came to him.
I would never do something like this to him. He is my everything, and even if I’m not his mate, I would do everything to support him.
“Yes, Scott, I have feelings for you,” my voice shakes, as admitting it in this terrible situation makes me unable to control myself, “But I would never hurt Hailey because of this!” I clasp my stomach, feeling how the wound is too painful to bear.
“I don’t believe you,” he simply answers, making my heart sink to my stomach.
Taking a deep breath, I reposition myself “Scott, please. I would never lie to you, and even less am I able to hurt anyone. Also, how could I ever have attacked her without having a wolf?”
Putting his hands in his pockets, he scoffs, and my heart breaks as his face distorts in rage, showing me that he doesn’t trust me anymore.
“Looks like you thought this through,” he sneers, stopping my panicky rambling. “And what’s this?”
My eyes widen as I see him unlocking my phone and turning the screen towards me to read the text message.
April “What did he say?” I open the door to the office Beta Daniel is using, and get him to jerk out of his thoughts. He is sitting in the dark room, his index and thumb holding his chin. “What?” he asks, obviously taken by surprise. “What did Alpha Noah say?” I inquire again, taking a step into the room to close the door behind me. “Did he say when we can go home?” He sighs, rubbing his face with the palms of his hands. “No,” he just answers. Beta Daniel lets his hands slump on his thighs, turning his head to look outside the window. I press my lips together, holding my right elbow with my left hand to wait patiently for him to say something more, keeping myself from speaking again. “He said that we couldn’t get back. The lycans would never agree to that even if Alpha Scott would, and I have the feeling that he will lose it when you tell him that you want to leave.” He talks without looking at me, holding the gaze to roam the hills of the pack grounds. “I didn’t tell him that
April The dining hall is eerily quiet, and I wonder if everyone is just concentrated on not getting poisoned again. I push around the carrots lying on my plate, bored while Beta Daniel is typing on his phone. He furrows his brows over and over again, and I would bet that he is alternating between reacting to texts coming from his mate, Samantha, and messaging Alpha Noah. Even if I am dying to know what he is conversing with our Alpha about, I am way too exhausted to inquire about that. Daisy, who is also sitting at our small table, is practically lying in her chair, her eyes closing over and over again while she fights against the slumber getting the best of her. The other tables around us have to be the same, and I am worried that the warriors and nurses will have problems getting proper sleep as they fear another attack. We can’t be careful enough after what happened. I still didn’t have the chance to talk to Daisy about what happened with Alpha Scott, and the thought of him h
April I tried to be good and just sit tight. I really tried. But in the end, my nosiness won. And it’s totally not that I wanted to catch another glimpse of the General. Not at all. Ignoring my heart beating into the top of my throat, and dismissing the words of my guilty conscience, which keeps reminding me about how curiosity killed the cat, I leave the pack hospital. Wanting to reach the pack house with fast steps, I increase my pace, desperately going through possible excuses I could use to explain why I appear in the rooms of someone who is supposed to be my sworn enemy. Unfortunately, other than letting me think about me being indescribably stupid, my idiotic brain gives up on me. Running up the stairs, I get my pulse even to shoot higher, making my head spin. Not a good sign either. My panic must be already raging through my body to the extent that it affects my circulation, and this would be a problem. ‘You could just try to tell the truth,’ my wolf proposes, gushin
April My eyes jump back and forth, searching his eyes for any other emotion other than the pure hate that is slowly even pushing his rage out of his traits. ‘Stop it,’ my wolf whispers, and a strange sensation that must be coming from her makes my chest squeeze, my heart twisting. I gulp, fighting the tears wanting to shoot into my eyes. “You are lying,” I whisper. “You knew damned well that I didn’t do anything.” “You might have been able to fool my father and a few of my warriors because they were still blinded by the memories of their late beta, but I wasn’t that easy to scam, was I?” he mocks, straightening back up and putting his hands in his pockets. What an asshole. What a jerk. I can’t believe this guy. My adrenaline retreats, giving my panic the chance to spread, taking back control over my body. I suddenly feel like I am that little girl again, desperately fighting to get just a spark of his affection. What an idiot. Me and him, both. “That’s not true.” Is the onl
AprilI continue to take slow, steady breaths to keep myself calm and cope with the heart racing in my chest. My enhanced sight enables me to watch them from a distance and prevents me from getting caught as I am too far away for them to get a whiff of my scent. ‘They are so funny. Running around
Scott“I can’t believe you did this to April and her mother,” my father mumbles as I pace back and forth in front of him. “And I can’t believe you convinced me not to execute a death sentence for her. She killed my Luna, I should have executed them both,” I shout, growling as I try to keep my wolf fr
April“Oh, April,” my mother starts, making my heart race. “What is it? Did you keep something from me?” I ask her, my voice nearly failing me. She lowers her head, giving me the worst presentiment.“I’m sorry that I never told you, but there was never the right moment to address it,” she starts
AprilThe white light envelopes my mother, making me look at the scene unfolding in front of my eyes with wide eyes. I see the wounds on her body heal quickly, the life returning into her body as she recovers slowly. Happiness streams through me at the thought that she is regaining her senses and






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