April
I scream as the pain of the bones breaking and reassembling themselves feels like it is tearing me apart.
Digging my fingers which are shifting into claws into the muddy ground, I try to breathe through the agony while my wounds are being healed after getting ripped open while my skin changes, causing me to black out repeatedly.
Finally, the pressure on my chest lifts, and I am able to breathe again. I shake myself, noticing that I am now standing on my four paws. My white fur moves in the wind as my wolf stands up fully.
“Don’t worry, April,” her voice booms through my mind, making me wince as I’m still coping to adjust to the strange sensation of my wolf taking over. “I got them!”
Even before I can make sense of what she said, she charges forward. I scream, the sound only resounding in her head as she rams the rogue who is about to bite into my mother’s throat as she is lying on the ground.
The rogue gets catapulted against a tree with a yelp, getting the attention of the other rogues on me.
They move awfully fast, and my wolf reacts quickly and turns to run away, getting them to follow her. I close my eyes with a sigh, glad about her bringing them away from my mother.
“Thank you,” I whisper as she halts, turning back around to face our attacker.
I hold my breath as the rogues growl threateningly before charging towards us at supernatural speed. All my preoccupations are for nothing as my wolf dodges the first two, and she collides with the third one on purpose. The rogue stumbles backwards, allowing her to jump him and sink her claws into his side to make him fall to the ground with a thud. “Behind you,” I shriek, making her turn around just in time to avoid a rogue snapping for her leg.
As she dodges another attack, she bites the rogue in his throat, making him slump to the ground defeated. I can feel the metallic taste of his blood in my mouth together with my wolf, causing my stomach to turn.
“Take deep breaths,” my wolf says calmly as she starts running after the rogues who are now trying to escape. “It’s over soon.”
She catches up with them effortlessly, attacking one of them and ripping his throat as the other two standing manage to escape.
“Damn it,” she cusses, and I feel her blood-lust swash through me as I take another deep breath to calm my racing heart.
Running back to my mother, she gets me to shift back as we are standing right beside her.
I stand there for a second, inspecting my hands with big eyes. “We did it!” My feeble whisper makes my wolf chuckle in my head, boasting about her skills proudly.
‘Oh, yes. I was on fire. Now let’s get your mom out of here,’ she says, making me jerk up.
Falling onto my knees, I caress my mother’s head gently, feeling her cold skin under my fingertips. “Mom!”
Panicky, I check her wounds, seeing that she is severely injured and needs a doctor as soon as possible.
‘We need to take her to a doctor fast, or she will die,’ my wolf tears me out of my thoughts as I spiral deeper and deeper, getting me back to reality. ‘I know that you are tired and still weak because of your shift, and this isn’t an easy situation for you, but you have to move. We can’t risk her death or the rogues coming back with reinforcements.’
I take a deep breath, lift up my mother from the dirty ground, and start walking through the forest to reach our car. She feels so heavy in my arms, and I fear that it might be too late as she seems to be totally not responsive. Swallowing a sob, I reposition her in my arms as she risks slipping from me once more and clench my teeth to walk further, my body feeling like I will collapse any moment.
‘Just another bit,’ my wolf encourages me, making me push out air to gather a bit more force to make it to our car.
As we finally reach our car, I check the soil on my feet for car parts or shattered glass before I lay down my mother gently. I walk to the car and my arms slump at the realization that it is completely totaled and that it will be impossible for us to use it to move further. “Fuck, what am I going to do?”
I hold my hands against my temples and take a few deep breaths to make my desperation retreat back into my stomach just as it starts expanding into my chest. “Okay, April. One step at a time.”
Crawling around the car wreck, I take out our bags and hastily search for clothes to put on for me and for my mother as well. Straightening up my spine, I walk into the middle of the street and look both ways, clicking my tongue. “Doesn’t seem like many cars pass here.”
I remember what my mother told me about trying to get taken in by the packs in the closer vicinity, and decide to go for it.
‘Can we shift one more time?’ I ask my wolf, and instead of getting an answer, my bones start shifting and breaking again.
Crouching down in my wolf form, I pull my mother up to carry her on my back before standing carefully and shaking to make sure that she is lying on my back safely.
I take off, running through the forest as the rain continues to pour down on us.
I can’t even remember how long I have been running as my legs suddenly feel weak, my body feeling as if I was running out of energy.
Just as I’m about to slow down and slump onto the ground, I hear a roaring of engines thundering through the trees.
The sensation of hope that streams through me provides me with new energy to run directly into the way of the convoy of armored SUVs.
The squealing of tires signals the emergency brakes being activated to get the heavy cars to come to a halt at the last moment before they would have crashed into me.
“What the fuck?!” A bulky driver gets out of the second car, leaving me with no doubts about why these cars had to be so large.
A small army of men follow him to see what is happening, and when they see me they distort their faces with disgust.
“Rogue!” Growling shouts boom through the air as three men have already shifted and are stalking towards me.
I lay down on the floor and bare my neck to show that I’m not here to fight but need help for my injured mother.
They surround me slowly but as they continue snarling, my heart sinks, thinking that they don’t care about the injured woman on my back. Just as I sense them move to attack me, another door opens.
“Wait!” A handsome man, who is even more muscular than the one I saw at first, jumps from the car.
He reaches us with leisure steps, obviously conscious about the fact that we aren’t a threat to him. I clench my eyes closed, whimpering as I press myself even deeper into the soil.
“Alpha Noah?” The bulky man asks, who must be his Beta. “What do you want us to do with them?”
But Alpha Noah doesn’t respond to him and keeps his eyes fixed on me. He tilts his head, his deep voice vibrating through the air, making a shiver pass through me.
“Shift!”
Scott“I can’t believe you did this to April and her mother,” my father mumbles as I pace back and forth in front of him. “And I can’t believe you convinced me not to execute a death sentence for her. She killed my Luna, I should have executed them both,” I shout, growling as I try to keep my wolf from pushing forward. “All it took you was her mother to show up at your door. I wonder what her striking arguments were.” “Don’t vent your frustration on me, son,” my father growls, obviously offended. “There is nothing going on between Hazel and me, but April is like a daughter to me, and Hazel was my best friend’s mate. I know that you are grieving, but we still don’t know what happened and I’m still convinced that April has nothing to do with it.” I scoff, letting myself slump into my office chair. “How can you be so sure of this? We have Ana and Joey who witnessed them walk together to the spot where we found Hailey’s clothes and blood spilt on the ground. My wolf can’t feel Hailey an
April “Shift!” Alpha Noah’s Alpha command ripples through me, making my muscles contract and my nerves sizzle. He must be a strong alpha wolf as he gets his Alpha command imposed on me so easily even if I’m not part of his pack. My wolf whimpers, lowering her head onto her front paws as a searing pain shoots through me. A silent scream explodes from my chest as my body gets forced to shift back to my human form. My bones crack, aligning anew and I concentrate on breathing calmly as the pain takes over all my senses. I lie on the floor heaving, my sight refocusing slowly as I catch my breath. My chest heaves as Alpha Noah steps closer crouching down to touch my mother’s cheek. She is still unconscious, and I watch him check for her vitals calmly. “Please,” I breathe out desperately. “Please, save her.” His dark eyes settle back on me, and I look up at him pleadingly as he seems to assess the situation. “What happened?” “Rogues…” I just say, and his severe gaze changes, his eyes
Scott My leg jumps nervously as I’m sitting in one of the cold chairs made of plastic which are affixed to the wall. The sterile hallway of the hospital is full of scurrying nurses, stalking doctors, people visiting with sorrowful expressions hidden behind forced smiles, and patients trying to get a few steps taken carefully as they spend too much time in bed. And still, it seems so lonely. Leaning my head back against the wall, I take a deep breath and close my eyes. My father is the strongest wolf I know, and due to that perception, I always imagined him to be indestructible. Even after Jax’s death, which he encountered while saving my father’s life, my heart still repudiated the thought that my father could have left us as well. It seemed so far-fetched to me as he was invincible for me. I suppose that I never lost the childish admiration for him that a son has for his father naturally when he is an important and strong figure in your life. “Alpha,” a calm voice disrupts my
ScottThe next morning I wake up feeling the worst.Between the pain radiating from my heart and the thoughts twirling in my mind, I didn’t get a second of sleep.Every time I closed my eyes, the images of Hailey’s blood splattered over the dirty floor of the forest and April continuing to lie to me flashed in front of my inner eye, making my heart squeeze and my blood boil.I’m sipping my coffee absentmindedly while staring into the void, contemplating about how I would need something stronger, as Liam barges into the kitchen. “Any news?” I ask him as he reaches me with hurried steps.He shakes his head, making my heart drop. “Not really. The search patrol didn’t find any of the two bodies but they collected everything they were able to find.”I grunt in disappointment, my thoughts swirling around the fact that I need the bodies to be sure that they are in fact dead and that they didn’t stage all of this with their accomplice to get away.They could even plan another attack on the p
April"Alpha Noah, can you do me a favor and help me out?" My first shift had not only happened rather magically but also… kind of abnormally.It happened earlier than it should have.I have a guess swirling in my mind, but I can't really confirm it, at least not before my mother regained consciousness."Sure. What do you need me to do?" Alpha Noah responds, surprising me once again with his kindness."I want to take a complete test of my body. I shifted a lot earlier than I was supposed to, on my birthday." I bite my lip as I wait for him to question me.But unexpectedly, he raises his eyebrows without wanting to know any details.As if he was able to see my doubts, he pats my shoulder and smiled widely."I won't ask you questions you don't want to answer. We are a thriving new pack. We have recently recruited many new members and I trust everyone that wants to follow my lead. I am determined to unite all of us. So, don't be afraid or worried to ever talk to me openly."My eyes well
AprilMy mother smiles brightly as she spots me from her hospital bed.“Oh, my baby!” she spreads her arms and I go to hug her.Sighing relieved, I let her pinch my cheeks while I laugh. “How are you feeling, Mom?”“Very well,” she answers happily, moving her feet under the blanket. “The doctor told me that I will be discharged soon. And I can’t wait to see the small house the Alpha organized for us.”“You will love it,” I grin broadly at her, sitting down next to her bed.We fall silently for a moment and my throat tightens as I want to address something with her that the doctor had discussed with me.“Listen, Mom,” I say lowly, clearing my throat as I fear that my voice might fail me.She looks at me expectantly. “Is something wrong?”“Not really,” I say, scrunching up my nose. “I had a long conversation with Doctor Jones and Doctor Koppler. They told me that my wolf appearing this soon was kind of rare and he was amazed by how my wolf fought the rogues. They ran a few tests and cou
Scott As my Beta informs me about the end of the search definitely, I can’t exactly make out which emotion weighs more in my turmoil of feelings. The bodies weren’t found by the search patrols. Putting up my best poker face in front of Liam, I actually hate the fact that I am saddened about losing her. I can feel my wolf pacing around, clawing onto the walls of my mind as he is about to push through to go check for himself. ‘Easy. Calm down. We will go search the place for ourselves,’ I try to get him to relax, even if I feel as anxious to get there just like him. Finally, I shake off Liam and after contemplating if I should really go, I take my car to reach the place where the search patrols found their car. As I step out of the car, I can spot where the totaled car had been lying immediately. The shattered glass reflects the sun’s rays, enhancing the single car parts that still lie in the pitch. Only now I realize how badly they must have been injured as the feeble smell of
April The air gets knocked out of my lungs as a she-wolf runs into me, hugging me happily. She lets go with a smooch on my cheek and a giggle while I stare at her dumbfounded. “Hello to you too.” She giggles again, squeezing my arms as she greets me with a melodic voice. “Hi, I’m Daisy. It’s so nice to meet you two. My brother Daniel has asked me to welcome you two into the pack properly.” “Oh, hi, Daisy. How nice of you,” my mother says caringly and I force a smile too. “Hi, I’m April.” Daisy rolls her eyes jokingly, slapping my arm as she pushes out another giggle, “I know, silly. Well, I’m really sorry that your mother can’t join us, but I can show you a bit of the pack already. If you want to of course.” “I’d love to see the pack,” I say excitedly and I turn to my mother who is watching us with a smile. “Would that be okay?” “Sure,” she agrees, and Daisy celebrates by clapping her hands. “Perfect! You know, as the Beta’s sister I know all the hot spots in town.” I laugh,
Scott I can’t believe this.After everything that happened and after all the pain we had to go through, I reach the one person who could save us, and find April. I still can’t believe that she is the miracle doctor! My blood is boiling as I think of how long I had been looking for her, afraid that she would have been hurt or even worse. In the meantime, she was here. Living the best life as her doctor teacher’s favorite pet. What an idiot I had been! My wolf has retreated to the back of my mind and keeps growling as he tries to get over the pain. He seems to be angry at me for having rejected her right away. And as I think of it, I must admit that even if he was incredibly angry at her for hurting our mate, and still frustrated at my behavior as I kept looking for April, he fell quiet as soon as he recognized April as his mate. He might be angry at me for the rejection, but I couldn’t care less. April is responsible for Hailey’s death, and I don’t think that I could ever forgi
April “I, Scott Walker, Alpha of the Blue Amber Pack, reject you, April Foster, Daughter of Jax Foster, former Beta of the Blue Amber Pack, as my mate and future Luna.”His words pierce my heart like daggers, enhancing the pain of the rejection washing over me.I feel myself shaking as my wolf trembles at the stabbing pain, trying her best to cope with the painful rejection.After so many years, he hurts me deeply again.Holding my head high, I look him straight into his eyes, my body still yearning for him to inch even closer and press his lips on mine. The damn attraction of the mate bond. But it will soon disappear.“I, April Foster, cast out of the Blue Amber Pack and doctor of the Black Amethyst Pack, accept your rejection,” I say firmly, changing my attributes to underline my distance to the pack.I won’t take any disrespect anymore, so much has changed since I came here and was able to start a new life with people who loved me.So, if he wants to reject me then he gladly can,
April “Tell me that they are lying.” Noah’s pleading words pierce through the fog in my mind, making me gulp as I look at him with glassy eyes. “I didn’t kill anyone,” I say, sadly not seeming that convincing as I gulp. “I didn’t kill their Luna. I was framed.” My old pack members scoff, as I keep my eyes on Noah, looking at him pleadingly. “You have to believe me that I’m innocent. Their Luna disappeared, but I had nothing to do with it, whatsoever.” “You are just the same deceiving, lying bitch that you always were,” Liam pushes out a dry laugh, making me turn to face them properly for the first time. My wolf roars in my head and lets her anger but also sadness stream through me as she suffers because of these accusations but also has to cope with the rage rolling off her newfound mate. And my childhood crush. “I know that you won’t believe me! You never did! Even if I was your friend, you just trusted everyone’s word around me instead of mine. I was tortured and cast out by
April “Scott,” I breathe out in a whisper as I look at him in shock.I would like to pinch myself to see if I’m trapped in one of my nightmares, but I don’t seem to be able to move as I am frozen to the spot.As if in slow motion, I can see his expression morph. His initial shock slowly changes into desperation before it only shows pure hatred.Taking a step backward automatically, I gulp. “What happened?”He remains silent as he must be arguing with his wolf about tearing me apart on the spot and as my brain finally starts functioning again, I recognize the warrior that the medical staff are about to lift from the stretcher onto the hospital bed. I gasp at the condition Kane is in and walk to the bed as they connect the tubes to set up the intravenous infusion.My heart beats painfully into my throat as I try to ignore Scott’s burning gaze and concentrate on giving my staff the instruction to stabilize the patient.The patient. The man who I once used to call uncle, because he was
AprilI scroll through my feed while my mother hums, turning the page of the enormous Newspaper. “Daniel has invited us to their house to celebrate our fifth anniversary with the pack with a nice home-cooked dinner. What do you think?” my mother asks, making me look up at her. “Oh, I would absolutely love that. They are so nice thinking about that.” She smiles, without taking her eyes off the article that she is reading. “Perfect, I’ll tell them that we would love to celebrate the anniversary with them and accept their invitation.” “Can’t wait,” I say loudly, taking a spoon of my scrambled eggs, making her giggle. After having finished breakfast, I get up with a groan as it is too early for me to actually function. I have spent the night before in the lab, thinking I would be able to take it easy today but just as I was about to go to sleep, I remembered that I had an important meeting with Doctor Koppler and Doctor Jones. With a heavy heart, I set my alarm for a time that would
ScottMy heart beats painfully in my chest as I rip open the doors to my cars, enabling the warriors to lift the comatose bodies of my injured warriors out of the cars gently. I love how much care they put into their movements, being careful not to induce any further pain even if we barged into their territory uninvited, breaking the first rule of our race. Seeing the Alpha stepping out of the mansion again, I lift my head to see him opening the door with another man fully, while a group of people dressed in white coats storm out with stretchers. I push out a deep breath, happy about my pack members and friends getting the help they deserve. Praying to the Moon Goddess as I see the doctors approach, I ask for her mercy to save their lives. There will be a huge miracle needed, and I fear that I’m asking for too much. “Alpha Noah,” one of the doctors says as she meets him on the stairs, following the first two warriors of my pack who are being carried through the house as I suppose
ScottMy brain is buzzing by the time we have finally gotten the most life-threateningly injured into the car for safe transport to the pack that should be able to help us out of this desperate situation.Liam and I drive two SUVs while Albert, Taylor, and Bryan take the limousines so that we are able to transport them all. There are two pack doctors who are accompanying us as well in case something bad happens. But I could feel that even Doctor Simmeons was convinced about them being able to actually do something about any inconvenience occurring during the long drive. I refocus on Doctor Simmeons who leads us through the most important points of the transport. As the lives of the men we are transporting are all hanging by a threat, there are a lot of things we have to take care of to make sure that they don’t die on our way there. My heart begins to race as I think of all the possibilities that could happen in the worst case and I take a deep breath while my wolf paces back and fo
Scott I have my head buried in my hands as I sit in the hallway of the pack hospital, waiting for some good news. The doctors and nurses scurry around us while the rooms and even the hallways are filled with injured warriors. Even though we won, I couldn’t feel any joy about it, not even for a second. The destruction the attacking rogues and pack members of the White Opal Pack had left behind was much higher than we could have ever could have had predicted. It sadly looks like we underestimated them and they came to make us pay for that, taking advantage of our perception that we were more powerful than anyone. And we are surely the strongest, but they had the better plan. That’s for sure. I inhale a deep breath, straightening my spine to sit upright and stare down the hallway. My chest squeezes as I see the desperation on the faces of the hospital staff, who usually is known to remain calm and collected. They treat their patients with everything they can, but even I can see
Scott As the training is over, I start walking back to my office, taking fast and long steps. Luckily, I get to avoid another interaction with Ana, who is already charging towards me to chat with me casually as the training ends. She shouldn’t feel so comfortable around me anyway. It gives me the ick. But as she is the assistant of the pack doctor, there isn’t much I can do about this. I have to work with her on a daily basis, so I try to keep it friendly. And not to make it more awkward as it already is. Nearly reaching my office, I find my Scarlett in the hallway that leads to it. My sister is hanging a photo of my father with puffy eyes, and I halt in my tracks to help her. She sighs as she lets go of the heavy frame, allowing me to find the hooks that were applied to the wall to hold the picture. I hang the picture with a heavy feeling in my heart, pushing out a deep breath as I wrap my arm around her shoulders, looking up at the picture. “It’s a nice picture of him. Don