Scott
I drive the truck and search for Hailey's body all night. I can't let my mate die like this.
The headlights of our pack’s search team illuminate all the nearby roads and hills.
But we find nothing.
I am so angry but I have no place to vent. In the dim morning light, I return home and sit alone in my study.
“This can’t be real,” I say to myself as I stare into the void, my hands crossed against my lips. “I must be dreaming.”
Taking a sip from my glass filled with bourbon, I let the burning sensation stream from my throat into my body without getting myself to wake up.
I close my eyes, taking a deep breath. “This is it. It is just a stupid nightmare, and I’ll wake up any moment.”
Maybe there is another explanation to it, maybe it is all just a bad joke.
A very bad one.
Grabbing the glass with the amber liquid standing on my desk, I catapult it against the wall, making it shatter into thousands of pieces.
I roar as my heart squeezes painfully, the pain over Hailey’s disappearance too heavy to bear.
It had been already hours ago when my wolf last felt the mate bond, but the connection had been interrupted ever since, making me guess that Hailey might have died.
“Damn, April. What did you do?” I groan, burying my head into my hands.
Sighing deeply, I pass my hand over my face before standing up. The shatters of the broken crystal glass crunch under my shoes as I pace around, feeling angry like a wild beast.
‘We have to make her pay! Get her to tell us where mate is,’ My wolf growls, wanting to see blood and, honestly, I crave to see a lot of that too.
***
April is breathing heavily, hunching over as she is tied to a chair.
Blood is dripping from her face onto the floor, fueling my sadistic side to make her feel the same pain as I feel.
I gesture to the warriors to step away and walk closer to her before crunching down to get into her line of sight.
“Do you still want to continue to lie to me, April?” I ask coldly, making her whimper.
I distort my face disgusted as her scent envelops me. Earlier today in the Alpha ceremony, I felt a pull towards her and her smell confused me. But soon, I felt a stronger and clearer bond with Hailey
And I identified Hailey as my true mate.
“I’m not lying,” she says, whining. “I didn’t send that text. And I don’t know where Hailey is. I didn’t hurt her.”
I sigh as she goes on rambling powerlessly about how she is innocent.
Maybe it’s the stupid sentiment that I harbored towards my childhood friend, but her voice is full of her suffering because of me not believing her.
I never knew what a talented actress she was.
“Stop it, April. Tell me where she is!” I command her through clenched teeth, but she seems to be unaffected by my Alpha command as she shakes her head once more, sobbing.
“I didn’t hurt her. I didn’t text her,” she continues with a whining tone.
Taking a deep breath, I look at her face covered in blood, “Listen, even if we never got along well, I really would hate to hurt you!”
Shaking herself, she sobs, her heart seemingly bleeding as much as her wounds.
“I’ve always loved you,” she whispers, her pain paralyzing her. “I would never do something that could hurt you…”
I get closer to her, making her whimper, and I shift my index finger into a claw. “I’m going to give you another chance to tell me where Hailey is.”
Pressing her lips together, she fights against the ropes constricting her. “No, no. Please! Scott! I didn’t do anything!”
“Alpha Scott for you!” I snarl through clenched teeth, before burying the claw into her thigh.
She screams in pain, causing an uncomfortable shiver to pass through me. “It wasn’t me.”
“Why did you lure her to the pack's borders?” I ask her again with an annoyed tone. “Is that where your accomplices were? Are they from another pack?”
Shaking her head again, she makes my blood boil as she remains stubborn.
“No! No! Please!” She sobs, her pleading getting under my skin.
It irks me so much that she had the guts to lure my mate into a trap to have her attacked and possibly murdered.
Rage streams through me at the thought, the pain radiating from my heart right into my limbs as I move my claw, tearing her skin.
Her blood-curdling scream echoes from the cold walls of the dungeon, feeding my desire to cut her throat. “What did you do to my mate?”
“Nothing! I didn’t do anything!” she cries, gasping for air as the blood drips onto the floor. “She was walking towards the border all alone and I wanted to stop her.”
Her cries echo from the wall, filling the cold cells with her pain and desperation. It must be indeed horrible to have the person you have loved all your life doing this to you.
For a moment, I think about letting a warrior take my place, but then I remember what she has done to us, making my blood boil again.
Right, we don’t care about her.
“It would be so much easier to just admit what you have done, April,” I growl, tilting my head. “Just admit that you were jealous of her!”
“No!”
“That you wanted to be like her because she was my mate, and you are obsessed with becoming the Luna of this pack!”
“I swear that I didn’t!”
Shifting my entire hand into claws, I sink them into her side, causing her already shaken-up frame to collapse.
“You knew that if you didn’t get rid of her you would never get what you wanted. She was in your way!”
She sobs, spitting blood as she denies it once again, “No! I didn’t hurt her.”
“In your sick brain that was all that mattered, right? It never once crossed your mind that you were never interesting to me. Even if I would have found out that you were my mate, I would have probably rejected you!”
I can literally hear her heart breaking as she slumps even further into the chair. “No! It wasn’t me! I wanted to warn her. I didn’t want her to get hurt.”
Tears fall down her face as she whispers her usual statement over and over again. “I didn’t do anything!”
Clicking my tongue, I retreat my hand, “I would really want to believe you, April. I really wished I could.”
She holds her breath as I grab her chin forcefully, her pleadings getting stuck in her lying throat as I snatch a silver blade off the table, sinking it into her shoulder.
AprilFlashbackI lift part of my T-shirt, see the blue bruises on my skin, and groan in pain.In today's training session, I fought hard with a big guy, Taylor. He was muscular and almost twice my height, but I won. His jaw must have been dislocated.Now I’m hiding here, in a small warehouse, with my wound medicine to medicate myself. I’m very skilled at this, at least as long as no one comes to disturb me.After a few minutes, I’m finished and I grab the door handle to get out, but the door doesn’t not open.I tsk, cussing the pranks of those over-energetic boys. Such things are normal to happen in werewolf packs, so I could never complain to the Alpha or my mother about this.Taking a deep breath, I kick the door hard, wanting to break the door lock with brute force to get out. As I’m continuing to attack the door, I don't realize how the piled building materials in this small room are already shaking.One more kick and there is a loud bang. I get buried under several tons of mater
AprilThe low roaring of the engine wakes me softly.Opening my eyes, I recognize that I’m sitting in my mom’s truck, tucked in a warm blanket, about to leave the pack in which I grew up, fell in love and was betrayed by it.I push out a shaky breath just as we pass the statue of my father’s wolf, which was erected to honor my father’s sacrifice for the pack and his Alpha. Touching my chest, I press onto my skin above my heart as it twists painfully in my chest at seeing that it has been completely destroyed. As we pass it with the car, I sit up to look back at the pieces of it shattered on the floor, and my mother sighs sadly.“This was just mean,” she whispers as she has her eyes still set on the road before us. “And unnecessary. There was no need to drag him into this situation after what he did.”I blink repeatedly, looking up at her with a heartbroken expression. “I’m so sorry, Mom. Please forgive me.”If it wasn’t for me, she wouldn’t be banished.My mother shakes her head, shus
AprilI breathe heavily as it rings, and my heart sinks deeper and deeper into my stomach with every ring that resounds,He isn’t picking up.He hates you, remember?And he doesn’t care if you die.My mother fights hard, but soon enough she gets outnumbered, her stamina decreasing as they recharge between their attacks but not granting her the same opportunity.Her light brown slowly changes color, staining itself with her blood as they keep landing hits, sinking their fangs into her side and neck.“Mom!” Desperation ripples through me, and I try my best to push myself from the ground, only to slump back down. I claw onto the floor, clasping the wet soil in my fists as I clench my eyes closed.Even if my body keeps refusing to move as I want to, I can’t give up as she is all I have left. She has already given up her pack for me and I would never survive the thought that she lost her life because of me too.Even if I won’t be able to cry about it long enough.Clenching my teeth, I stan
Scott“I can’t believe you did this to April and her mother,” my father mumbles as I pace back and forth in front of him. “And I can’t believe you convinced me not to execute a death sentence for her. She killed my Luna, I should have executed them both,” I shout, growling as I try to keep my wolf from pushing forward. “All it took you was her mother to show up at your door. I wonder what her striking arguments were.” “Don’t vent your frustration on me, son,” my father growls, obviously offended. “There is nothing going on between Hazel and me, but April is like a daughter to me, and Hazel was my best friend’s mate. I know that you are grieving, but we still don’t know what happened and I’m still convinced that April has nothing to do with it.” I scoff, letting myself slump into my office chair. “How can you be so sure of this? We have Ana and Joey who witnessed them walk together to the spot where we found Hailey’s clothes and blood spilt on the ground. My wolf can’t feel Hailey an
AprilThe white light envelopes my mother, making me look at the scene unfolding in front of my eyes with wide eyes. I see the wounds on her body heal quickly, the life returning into her body as she recovers slowly. Happiness streams through me at the thought that she is regaining her senses and I won’t lose her. "Why hasn't she woken up yet?" I ask my wolf, getting her to react at my words with a comforting purr. A calming sensation she must be triggering in me streams through me, causing me to feel better already. "Don't worry, she just consumed too much energy, and she will wake up after a bit of sleep.""Do you know why we are a healing white wolf?" I ask my wolf. I‘m still confused about all the changes that are occurring around me, my heart squeezing in my chest as dread expands into my throat. She will surely know something as my power comes from her. Convinced that my wolf will be able to clear my confusion, I’m a bit disappointed at her answer."I think our ancestors mig
Scott My leg jumps nervously as I’m sitting in one of the cold chairs made of plastic which are affixed to the wall. The sterile hallway of the hospital is full of scurrying nurses, stalking doctors, people visiting with sorrowful expressions hidden behind forced smiles, and patients trying to get a few steps taken carefully as they spend too much time in bed. And still, it seems so lonely. Leaning my head back against the wall, I take a deep breath and close my eyes. My father is the strongest wolf I know, and due to that perception, I always imagined him to be indestructible. Even after Jax’s death, which he encountered while saving my father’s life, my heart still repudiated the thought that my father could have left us as well. It seemed so far-fetched to me as he was invincible for me. I suppose that I never lost the childish admiration for him that a son has for his father naturally when he is an important and strong figure in your life. “Alpha,” a calm voice disrupts my
ScottThe next morning I wake up feeling the worst.Between the pain radiating from my heart and the thoughts twirling in my mind, I didn’t get a second of sleep.Every time I closed my eyes, the images of Hailey’s blood splattered over the dirty floor of the forest and April continuing to lie to me flashed in front of my inner eye, making my heart squeeze and my blood boil.I’m sipping my coffee absentmindedly while staring into the void, contemplating about how I would need something stronger, as Liam barges into the kitchen. “Any news?” I ask him as he reaches me with hurried steps.He shakes his head, making my heart drop. “Not really. The search patrol didn’t find any of the two bodies but they collected everything they were able to find.”I grunt in disappointment, my thoughts swirling around the fact that I need the bodies to be sure that they are in fact dead and that they didn’t stage all of this with their accomplice to get away.They could even plan another attack on the p
April“Oh, April,” my mother starts, making my heart race. “What is it? Did you keep something from me?” I ask her, my voice nearly failing me. She lowers her head, giving me the worst presentiment.“I’m sorry that I never told you, but there was never the right moment to address it,” she starts making my heart flip. “There is indeed something you need to know.”I look at her wide-eyed as she lifts her gaze back at me with a sad smile. “You are adopted, April.”“What?” I ask, staring at her incredulously. “How?”She reaches out to squeeze my hand soothingly while I feel like my entire life has been a lie. “When I was your age, I had a best friend. Her name was Elena and she was an amazing person. She was strong and beautiful, which made her very popular in school. We stayed very close growing up, but one day she decided to leave. She traveled for a long time, and I started to think that something happened to her as no one ever heard from her again. Her phone was soon not reachable,
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Scott I can’t believe this. After everything that happened and after all the pain we had to go through, I reach the one person who could save us, and find April. I still can’t believe that she is the miracle doctor! My blood is boiling as I think of how long I had been looking for her, afraid that she would have been hurt or even worse. In the meantime, she was here. Living the best life as her doctor teacher’s favorite pet. What an idiot I had been! My wolf has retreated to the back of my mind and keeps growling as he tries to get over the pain. He seems to be angry at me for having rejected her right away. And as I think of it, I must admit that even if he was incredibly angry at her for hurting our mate, and still frustrated at my behavior as I kept looking for April, he fell quiet as soon as he recognized April as his mate. He might be angry at me for the rejection, but I couldn’t care less. April is responsible for Hailey’s death, and I don’t think that I could ever for
April “I, Scott Walker, Alpha of the Blue Amber Pack, reject you, April Foster, Daughter of Jax Foster, former Beta of the Blue Amber Pack, as my mate and future Luna.” His words pierce my heart like daggers, enhancing the pain of the rejection washing over me. I feel myself shaking as my wolf trembles at the stabbing pain, trying her best to cope with the painful rejection. After so many years, he hurts me deeply again. Holding my head high, I look him straight into his eyes, my body still yearning for him to inch even closer and press his lips on mine. The damn attraction of the mate bond. But it will soon disappear. “I, April Foster, cast out of the Blue Amber Pack and doctor of the Black Amethyst Pack, accept your rejection,” I say firmly, changing my attributes to underline my distance to the pack. I won’t take any disrespect anymore, so much has changed since I came here and was able to start a new life with people who loved me. So, if he wants to reject me then he glad
April “Tell me that they are lying.” Noah’s pleading words pierce through the fog in my mind, making me gulp as I look at him with glassy eyes. “I didn’t kill anyone,” I say, sadly not seeming that convincing as I gulp. “I didn’t kill their Luna. I was framed.” My old pack members scoff, as I keep my eyes on Noah, looking at him pleadingly. “You have to believe me that I’m innocent. Their Luna disappeared, but I had nothing to do with it, whatsoever.” “You are just the same deceiving, lying bitch that you always were,” Liam pushes out a dry laugh, making me turn to face them properly for the first time. My wolf roars in my head and lets her anger but also sadness stream through me as she suffers because of these accusations but also has to cope with the rage rolling off her newfound mate. And my childhood crush. “I know that you won’t believe me! You never did! Even if I was your friend, you just trusted everyone’s word around me instead of mine. I was tortured and cast out b
April “Scott,” I breathe out in a whisper as I look at him in shock. I would like to pinch myself to see if I’m trapped in one of my nightmares, but I don’t seem to be able to move as I am frozen to the spot. As if in slow motion, I can see his expression morph. His initial shock slowly changes into desperation before it only shows pure hatred. Taking a step backward automatically, I gulp. “What happened?” He remains silent as he must be arguing with his wolf about tearing me apart on the spot and as my brain finally starts functioning again, I recognize the warrior that the medical staff are about to lift from the stretcher onto the hospital bed. I gasp at the condition Kane is in and walk to the bed as they connect the tubes to set up the intravenous infusion. My heart beats painfully into my throat as I try to ignore Scott’s burning gaze and concentrate on giving my staff the instruction to stabilize the patient. The patient. The man who I once used to call uncle, because
April I scroll through my feed while my mother hums, turning the page of the enormous Newspaper. “Daniel has invited us to their house to celebrate our fifth anniversary with the pack with a nice home-cooked dinner. What do you think?” my mother asks, making me look up at her. “Oh, I would absolutely love that. They are so nice thinking about that.” She smiles, without taking her eyes off the article that she is reading. “Perfect, I’ll tell them that we would love to celebrate the anniversary with them and accept their invitation.” “Can’t wait,” I say loudly, taking a spoon of my scrambled eggs, making her giggle. After having finished breakfast, I get up with a groan as it is too early for me to actually function. I have spent the night before in the lab, thinking I would be able to take it easy today but just as I was about to go to sleep, I remembered that I had an important meeting with Doctor Koppler and Doctor Jones. With a heavy heart, I set my alarm for a time that woul
Scott My heart beats painfully in my chest as I rip open the doors to my cars, enabling the warriors to lift the comatose bodies of my injured warriors out of the cars gently. I love how much care they put into their movements, being careful not to induce any further pain even if we barged into their territory uninvited, breaking the first rule of our race. Seeing the Alpha stepping out of the mansion again, I lift my head to see him opening the door with another man fully, while a group of people dressed in white coats storm out with stretchers. I push out a deep breath, happy about my pack members and friends getting the help they deserve. Praying to the Moon Goddess as I see the doctors approach, I ask for her mercy to save their lives. There will be a huge miracle needed, and I fear that I’m asking for too much. “Alpha Noah,” one of the doctors says as she meets him on the stairs, following the first two warriors of my pack who are being carried through the house as I suppo
Scott My brain is buzzing by the time we have finally gotten the most life-threateningly injured into the car for safe transport to the pack that should be able to help us out of this desperate situation. Liam and I drive two SUVs while Albert, Taylor, and Bryan take the limousines so that we are able to transport them all. There are two pack doctors who are accompanying us as well in case something bad happens. But I could feel that even Doctor Simmeons was convinced about them being able to actually do something about any inconvenience occurring during the long drive. I refocus on Doctor Simmeons who leads us through the most important points of the transport. As the lives of the men we are transporting are all hanging by a threat, there are a lot of things we have to take care of to make sure that they don’t die on our way there. My heart begins to race as I think of all the possibilities that could happen in the worst case and I take a deep breath while my wolf paces back and
ScottI have my head buried in my hands as I sit in the hallway of the pack hospital, waiting for some good news.The doctors and nurses scurry around us while the rooms and even the hallways are filled with injured warriors.Even though we won, I couldn’t feel any joy about it, not even for a second.The destruction the attacking rogues and pack members of the White Opal Pack had left behind was much higher than we could have ever could have had predicted.It sadly looks like we underestimated them and they came to make us pay for that, taking advantage of our perception that we were more powerful than anyone.And we are surely the strongest, but they had the better plan.That’s for sure.I inhale a deep breath, straightening my spine to sit upright and stare down the hallway.My chest squeezes as I see the desperation on the faces of the hospital staff, who usually is known to remain calm and collected. They treat their patients with everything they can, but even I can see that most