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My Brother Is My Mate LET THE SLEEPING DOGS LIE.
It is invisible to other people and I am the only one who can see it with my third eye above my head once I look at my neck in a mirror. No one can see what I see. Only I, an Alpha, see and notice all these things. It was said that only my fated mate could see it. Only then will I know she is the one for me, but I will be her love, failure, and doom. I will be her death instead of giving her peace and happiness. I was told by a priest years ago. I could also sense it from the wolf’s stone. “Gerard, what’s that on your neck?’ I froze. In a daze, I touched my neck and turned to an eight years old Oceana asking me a question with such an innocent look. ‘What did you see in there, love?’ I asked, getting close to her as I held her shoulders. “Writings. Written in Arabic, Gerard.’ her blue eyes glowed. “It means “Curse” Gerard. Why will you have that on your neck? Isn’t it a bad omen, Gerard?’ What a cute child. My eyes welled up as I hugged her and kissed her forehead. “Don’t s
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate INVASION.
I was stunned Was this all true? Why did my father hide such a thing from me? A wolf? Wolf stone? What is going on here? I don’t understand the reason my mind is blank at this moment. I’ve been with my family and my father had never spoken of such a thing to me. I was his son, right? What was this Alpha King talking about? “It is quite a pity. He will never enjoy the goodness of life.” He laughed. “If you want peace, use your son as a truce to assure me you will never rebel against me after I get the wolf stone.’ My father clenched his jaw in anger. “That will be like I’m selling my son to you. He’s a living being, not a property...’ “You are the Alpha of your clan. You are to do what’s best for the people. Don’t be selfish. An Alpha who is the leader of his pack is for the people, not himself. Or do you want the people to be disappointed that you don’t want to sacrifice your son for them to be saved? Do you even love your people at all, because you are not even desperate to beg
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate BROKEN HOME.
Especially if that child hasn’t gotten to the age of fifteen when they can control it and protect themselves. As for my case, I was very different. A normal wolf is supposed to have a tail, but I was abnormal and born with three tails. A wolf like that is called an Amarok. I was rumoured and described as a dangerous wolf who doesn’t belong to a pack but deserves to stand alone once they discovered who I was. I was a danger to the wolves of the pack, a very different species. A wolf like them considered me to be a threat to the clan. A wolf like me could kill thousands of wolves in an hour without a struggle. I was very white in my wolf form and bigger than normal wolves and their powers, too. I had the mark of a blue star on the left side of my waist and I was born with the power to control the wolf's stone. I was the chosen one. But because of those people who will be against my birth and my fate. My father used his powers and concealed my powers and locked two of my tails.
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate THE CURSE.
“I am not your brother.’ I needed him to remember that. I am not his blood. And he should stop trying to confuse my life with his. “I know.’ he beamed… “You are baffling, you know that. You don’t have to go through all this for me. I have told you several times to get the hell outta my business. Why don’t you hate me? I’m not your biological brother. Stay out of my business. I play with you doesn’t mean you will go take a bite for me and call it training.’ He smiled and laid his back on a large pillow beside him. “I should ask you the same question as well. Why don’t you hate me, Gerard? My father nearly wiped out your people. He abducted you, introduced you to the clan as his son after adopting you. Lock you up, forcing you to live in a place you don’t belong to, depriving you of your family and your clan because he wants you to be his puppet and control the wolf stone. Why do you think he lied to the people that you are his son and he even gave you a curse mark to stab on your n
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate FATE IS A CURSE.
What a terrible fate I have indeed. Tears flowed down my cheeks, which means I can never have a mate. The people I truly love will never be at my side. The Alpha King was right. My life had a terrible fate and I can’t keep anyone beside me. I never told the Alpha King about his daughter being my mate. But he got suspicious about my movement and closeness with Oceana. I fell in love with this little alpha girl as my mate. I couldn’t help it, my love for her. I knew I could never have her as my mate, my wife or anything, but I wanted to be there for her in every step of the way. I love her to death. I will do anything to make her mine, but I don’t want her to die for me. I think about Oceana all the time. I don’t know if I can make her happy, but she is everything to me. Her every gesture, smile, and expression was radiant. She was the only beautiful being I admire. I took care of her as a princess and made sure no one would harm her. But as soon as the Alpha King discovered
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate SICK OF THE PAIN.
You are my mate, but I just can’t stand it anymore. Whenever I see your face, I recall how I am caged in this palace with all eyes on me. I am nothing but a puppet in the eyes of your father. Am I selfish in murdering your loved ones? Why can’t I rip off my heart from my nightmares and be happy? Your father killed my first love and hung her head in the eyes of the realms? I love you, but I want your parents to die. I just can’t stand it. I want to ruin everything around you to be satisfied. My parents are living in the slums with bugs as their food, and you want me to be happy? How can I ever love you when your father broke me apart? How can I ever look into your eyes and tell myself that I am worthy of your love? How can I stand by and watch you and be happy? Do you know I hate children so much I want to rip them off because they remind me of my former self and my first love? My heart is full of hatred and darkness. I can’t ever look at your face and be happy. Will you e
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate FIVE YEARS LATER.
His poisonous laughter. Just one more time. I wanted to hear from him again and bring him back, but it was already too late. He was gone, leaving behind no traces of him because I have killed him. Hundreds of live white worms filled my right eye. Forcing themselves out of it, dropping screeching to the floor as I continued staring at the mirror with my true form showing itself. I have consumed myself in darkness and wiped off Oceana's memories because there is nothing like freedom in this world. There is no peaceful place. Freedom doesn't exist. ~Oceana~ Five Years Later. I walked along the roadway staring at the supermarkets, admiring couples giggling and kissing passionately at a corner. I smiled sadly and walked ahead on my red heels. My feet were hurting so badly, so I stopped. I bent down and took off my red heels, from my red painful feet. I sighed and began walking again, feeling relieved, and my feet were touching the ground as I strolled. My long white hair blew
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate LONGINGS AND REGRETS.
Could you believe it? I wanted to kill this baby.This was just so painful.What did I do to deserve this?Ragnar had been my husband’s doctor for years.We became best friends after I rescued him from a rogue attack years ago.He found out I was Garold’s wife.He promised to put in more effort to make sure I can have a child again after getting to know my problem.But everything we tried became fruitless, yet he still kept his faith in me and gave me so much support since he knew what sort of Alpha Garold was.He has a soft heart for helping women who couldn’t have babies, so no matter how long it was taking his time, he still didn’t give up on me.He is married to his mate and has kids. Such a woman will be lucky to have someone like him.He was the most gentle Alpha I have ever met.I could never tell the reason I kept having miscarriages for five years. Anytime I want to have a baby, I end up losing it no matter how hard I try to keep it.No matter how careful and slow I was, I st
Last Updated : 2024-04-24
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My Brother Is My Mate NOTHING HAS BEEN THE SAME ANYMORE.
That’s why to avenge the death of others. He had to die and I would seize the clan for myself. That is my wish and my command, Amoux.’Amoux smiled and bent the knee before me.“Yes, Alpha Ivy Thorne. Your wish is my command, brother.”Carmine’s Pov.“Dad, look what Mom bought for me.’ Chloe rushed over to me with her toy.I smiled and hugged her as I patted her back, dropping the presents I bought for her.As a kid back then, I dreamed of not having a child, and neither did I think of having one someday. I’ve always wanted to be alone with the person I love and die in old age.My wishes might sound lonely to most people, but it doesn’t to me because that’s what I want.And besides, I’m into men and not women, so it doesn’t matter, anyway. I tried to be the perfect Alpha who everyone will look up to, and it worked out perfectly because of Gerard.He was my rock who gave me a leaning shoulder whenever I wanted to cry. My father was a ruthless man who wanted his children to live up to hi
My Brother Is My Mate LOCKED MEMORIES.
She gasped with her hand on her mouth and muttered.“Gerard.’What? Who? Where?Who is she calling Gerard? What is she talking about? Why is everyone so weird here in California?“And who might you be?’“Aunt Jessie, do you know him? He’s the one who tied my shoelaces.’The so-called Aunt Jessie came to me and held my shoulders.Why do these wolves here in California have a habit of touching a stranger’s shoulders?I pulled her hands off my shoulders. I don’t like it.What the fuck is going on here?“It is you.” She exclaimed. “Gerard.’“Who is who?’ This was hilarious, but I didn’t want to laugh.“Where have you been, Gerard? Do you have any idea what you put Oceana through? She has been looking for you for the past six years. You can’t keep tormenting her like this. If she did anything to you, please forgive her Gerard. Please and this is…”“What are you talking about? Who are you and first of all, my name is not Gerard? I’m Ivy Thorne, and I don’t know who you are.’ I kindly pushed
My Brother Is My Mate DEJA VU.
“I’m talking and you are asking irrelevant questions, huh? His elder brother has been living in America for five years since then. He returned just to meet up with the clan because he’s an heir. He is not Gerard. Cut out this crap of yours. I don’t want to see you close to my best friend and his brother again. I will have you dealt with.’“Garold…”“I don’t want to repeat my words again, Oceana, behave your fucking self.’ he walked out on me and slam the door shut.I sighed and fell to the floor feeling exhausted and I haven’t had my bath properly since yesterday.I must reek of heat.Ivy’s Pov.I wiped my sweat off my face and neck as I entered the penthouse in my workout clothes.My parents were having breakfast, and the place was sort of noisy.“Hey, Ivy,’ my mom called out to me.“Hi, mom.’ I went to her and kissed her on the cheek, and greeted my father as well. I hugged my siblings and cousins.“Eww. You are sweating, bro.’“Yeah, I need to take a bath, cousin.’“You could come
My Brother Is My Mate STERN WARNING.
“But you were the one who came to the room. You should have switched it off before lying down.’I rolled my eyes at him. “Should I kick you out of my room?”“No.’“Then get your ass up and lock the fucking door.’“Alright. Alright, before you eat me up, bad wolf.’I smiled and closed my eyes.“Please don’t leave me, Gerard. I will do anything to make us stay together.’“I heard you threatened Emily, Oceana. What the hell are you doing?’“Must you always get mad at me for everything? I did what I had to. She called me a whore.’“That’s why you kept her in prison? Are you mad or something?’“I’m not mad. You are my mate, Gerard. I will not hand you over to her. You are mine.’“So have I become some property that you have to not let me go.’She grabbed my collar with tears in her eyes. “Please, I love you so much, Gerard. Be my mate and I will never let go of you. I will fight till my last breath. I’m ready to face the pack now. I don’t care if we are siblings. Siblings fuck each other,
My Brother Is My Mate UNSETTLING AURA.
“It is not, Carmine. I knew my mate when I saw him. I felt the bond when I touched him. My wolf was alive for the first time in years. Please believe me, I need to see my mate. I beg of you.’“Calm down, the way you are in a hurry will not bring back your mate. You need to calm down, go home and take a fresh bath and relax. Tomorrow you have to come meet me so we can talk about this, okay?”‘`What do you mean talk about this, Carmine?" she yelled at me. “There’s nothing to talk about. I saw him with my eyes. We need to go see him. His name is Amoux, and he is Garold’s best friend. Or we can follow him, then we will track him.”“Did he say his name is Gerard?’Oceana shook her head. “No. The Amoux guy called him Ivy. And I need to know how he is called Ivy. I need to search for Gerard. Tell him we have…”“Oceana.’ I held her shoulders and sighed.“Go home and let’s talk about this tomorrow and then we will find out who he is.’She agreed.“Carmine, is that you?’I looked upstairs, and
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME? (PART TWO)
The wind blew through our clothes as we both stared at each other, but his eyes were black and he looked so much like Gerard, something felt off.No, he was Gérard. I can never forget about his scent.“Gerard.’ I murmured, burst out in tears and hugged him. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you disappear from me like that? Please, Gerard, don’t leave me like that again. I can’t take it anymore. Please don’t leave me anymore. I don’t know how I will survive without you again.’I pulled away from him and looked at his face, but instead of seeing a warm smile from him.What I saw was a furious expression.“Who the fuck are you?’“What!’He sighed. “Like I don’t understand, why will you cling onto me like that?!’“Gerard.’“Do I know you? You just met a random wolf and hugged him? If you are a whore, I understand, but can you keep your silly thoughts to yourself? I don’t want to see you. I don't even fucking know you.’“What are you talking about, Gerard?" I asked in a shaky voic
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME?
However, Kai was found dead on a pole and his elder brother, Garold, volunteered to make Oceana his wife.After the deed was done, I also discovered I was pregnant as well and the thought of telling Oceana and Carmine about what happened destroyed me.Oceana’s Pov.“Get off me, young lady. Are you on meds or something?’ His voice was quite broken and scary when he spoke.Gerard’s voice had always been deep, calm, not harsh.I took my hands off. His aura was very different.“Who are you, are you not Gerard?’He frowned and scoffed. “Who are you, Alpha, since you don’t have a name?’They looked so much alike, but why is he so different?“My name is Oceana Daciana, from the Mackenzie Clan.” I responded.‘`Oh, you must be Garold’s wife, the stubborn woman who is in love with her ex-boyfriend?’ he mocked.Garold must have told him Gerard was my boyfriend instead of him being my brother.I didn’t want to believe this.I was sick and tired of this. How could I believe he wasn’t the o
My Brother Is My Mate TRAUMATIC INCIDENT.
I smiled. “She is doing well. Though I haven’t heard from her for a couple of months.’He gave a slight frown. “But your daughter goes to her home all the time, right?’“Most times.’ I responded. “But Carmine picks her up most of the time at her home.’“Oh, I see,” he agreed. “But you guys are still best friends, right?’ he teased.“We are still close, but Oceana is sort of shutting me out again, I think. I bet she still hasn’t forgiven me because of Carmine. She thinks I took advantage of Carmine’s dick and had his daughter. But I am to blame for everything.’“Why do you keep talking about the past? It’s been five years, Jessie.’As long as the past lives in our lives, we can never forget it.”“They are best friends for sure,” he nodded. “Nolana and Chloe.’“Yes, they are, and they get along so well.”“Yeah, you are right,’ he agreed.“Whenever I think of the past, I still feel sad and broken, Adolph. A lot of things happened on a whim and I couldn’t do anything to save Oceana fr
My Brother Is My Mate HE WAS NOT DEAD.
“I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th
