What a terrible fate I have indeed. Tears flowed down my cheeks, which means I can never have a mate. The people I truly love will never be at my side. The Alpha King was right. My life had a terrible fate and I can’t keep anyone beside me. I never told the Alpha King about his daughter being my mate. But he got suspicious about my movement and closeness with Oceana. I fell in love with this little alpha girl as my mate. I couldn’t help it, my love for her. I knew I could never have her as my mate, my wife or anything, but I wanted to be there for her in every step of the way. I love her to death. I will do anything to make her mine, but I don’t want her to die for me. I think about Oceana all the time. I don’t know if I can make her happy, but she is everything to me. Her every gesture, smile, and expression was radiant. She was the only beautiful being I admire. I took care of her as a princess and made sure no one would harm her. But as soon as the Alpha King discovered
You are my mate, but I just can’t stand it anymore. Whenever I see your face, I recall how I am caged in this palace with all eyes on me. I am nothing but a puppet in the eyes of your father. Am I selfish in murdering your loved ones? Why can’t I rip off my heart from my nightmares and be happy? Your father killed my first love and hung her head in the eyes of the realms? I love you, but I want your parents to die. I just can’t stand it. I want to ruin everything around you to be satisfied. My parents are living in the slums with bugs as their food, and you want me to be happy? How can I ever love you when your father broke me apart? How can I ever look into your eyes and tell myself that I am worthy of your love? How can I stand by and watch you and be happy? Do you know I hate children so much I want to rip them off because they remind me of my former self and my first love? My heart is full of hatred and darkness. I can’t ever look at your face and be happy. Will you e
His poisonous laughter. Just one more time. I wanted to hear from him again and bring him back, but it was already too late. He was gone, leaving behind no traces of him because I have killed him. Hundreds of live white worms filled my right eye. Forcing themselves out of it, dropping screeching to the floor as I continued staring at the mirror with my true form showing itself. I have consumed myself in darkness and wiped off Oceana's memories because there is nothing like freedom in this world. There is no peaceful place. Freedom doesn't exist. ~Oceana~ Five Years Later. I walked along the roadway staring at the supermarkets, admiring couples giggling and kissing passionately at a corner. I smiled sadly and walked ahead on my red heels. My feet were hurting so badly, so I stopped. I bent down and took off my red heels, from my red painful feet. I sighed and began walking again, feeling relieved, and my feet were touching the ground as I strolled. My long white hair blew
Could you believe it? I wanted to kill this baby.This was just so painful.What did I do to deserve this?Ragnar had been my husband’s doctor for years.We became best friends after I rescued him from a rogue attack years ago.He found out I was Garold’s wife.He promised to put in more effort to make sure I can have a child again after getting to know my problem.But everything we tried became fruitless, yet he still kept his faith in me and gave me so much support since he knew what sort of Alpha Garold was.He has a soft heart for helping women who couldn’t have babies, so no matter how long it was taking his time, he still didn’t give up on me.He is married to his mate and has kids. Such a woman will be lucky to have someone like him.He was the most gentle Alpha I have ever met.I could never tell the reason I kept having miscarriages for five years. Anytime I want to have a baby, I end up losing it no matter how hard I try to keep it.No matter how careful and slow I was, I st
The little boy was named Gerard, and Carmine grew up alongside him before I was born.He was just an innocent Alpha, stripped of his pack, his title just because of my father.Carmine then told me that Gerard was an heir to his pack before my father took him away.He had loving parents, but they intended to save their pack. My father forced Gerard to be his son, holding him as a hostage to remind Gerard’s people that if they ever dare to rebel against him, if Gerard dares to rebel against him, he will kill him and the wolf stone will be gone.That’s why when Gerard found out he was my mate, he tried to avoid me because of my father.He knew about us a long time ago. That’s why he was trying everything possible to have us separated except for the fact he was my mate.They treated Gerard like some slave and I was busy laughing, not knowing what the hell was truly going on.He went through so much because of my family. Why would he want to mate with someone like me?Though he bit me and
He came to me furiously and clenched my elbow. “Don’t slap me again.’“And don’t follow me again. Whatever stupid sex we had five years ago was nothing but a mistake. And Nolana is not your daughter. Stay away from me and my family or else you will have yourself to blame.’I forced my elbow off him and walked out on him, but he stood in front of me, blocking my path.I didn’t want to see his face right now.“Let me go, Valarr.’ I shouted at him.“You’ve lost a lot of weight, Oceana.’“It’s not any of your business.’ I sneered. What the hell is wrong with him? I just want to leave here and go home.“What is it, Oceana?’“Get out of my way.’“How long are you going to keep being a puppet for these people?!’“These people you speak so badly off, are my family. You have no audacity to speak against them.’“Oceana.’“Don’t let me spit on your face before you get the fuck out of here.”He quietly stepped out of my path and muttered. “Suit yourself, Oceana.’I got home safely and saw my dau
He strolled to the dining table to join Nolana for ice cream, and soon Chloe and Damien joined them.I stayed in the living room feeling tired from my thoughts. I didn’t want to be with Garold at the dining table.It was exhausting looking at his face.After what he did at the hospital, I could still feel the ache in my heart and his harsh words.When I got up, I realised it had gotten really late and made up for the stairs to go to sleep properly on my bed.And Garold didn’t care to wake me up, anyway.His attitude has always been arrogant and self-centred.I sighed and opened the door to our room in my nightgown and gently shut it behind me.I didn’t want to wake Garold up, unless he would get furious at me for disturbing his peace.I tiptoed to the bed and sat down on it, touching my belly for a few minutes.I was having another child again, but will this baby survive or just die like the rest of them?I’m deeply worried about this child. I don’t want to have another baby again if
“If you dare try to run away, your punishment will be ten times worse.’I had to get up.“Now, come closer to me. If I move a step, you are doomed.’I hastily got up and blocked Damien, who quickly hugged me from behind.I shook my head, pleading with my eyes. “Don’t do this. He’s just a child, and he has done nothing wrong. Please, if you are angry, pour the anger on me. Don’t touch Damien.”“He’s not your child. He’s not Nolana, Oceana, but mine. And why the hell are you interfering? What isn’t your business, huh?’“Please, Garold, please.’ I pleaded with him.“I will train my child the way I want, not you telling me how to raise my child.’I stood up with my shivering legs and wiped off my tears. “I am not telling you how to raise your child. I just don’t want Damien to get injuries on his body. He’s going to school tomorrow and this could affect him and you if any of the teachers notice these marks on him. Try to understand, please.’He looked at me for a while and ordered. “Damie