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My Brother Is My Mate FIVE YEARS LATER.
His poisonous laughter. Just one more time. I wanted to hear from him again and bring him back, but it was already too late. He was gone, leaving behind no traces of him because I have killed him. Hundreds of live white worms filled my right eye. Forcing themselves out of it, dropping screeching to the floor as I continued staring at the mirror with my true form showing itself. I have consumed myself in darkness and wiped off Oceana's memories because there is nothing like freedom in this world. There is no peaceful place. Freedom doesn't exist. ~Oceana~ Five Years Later. I walked along the roadway staring at the supermarkets, admiring couples giggling and kissing passionately at a corner. I smiled sadly and walked ahead on my red heels. My feet were hurting so badly, so I stopped. I bent down and took off my red heels, from my red painful feet. I sighed and began walking again, feeling relieved, and my feet were touching the ground as I strolled. My long white hair blew
Last Updated : 2023-10-02My Brother Is My Mate LONGINGS AND REGRETS.
Could you believe it? I wanted to kill this baby.This was just so painful.What did I do to deserve this?Ragnar had been my husband’s doctor for years.We became best friends after I rescued him from a rogue attack years ago.He found out I was Garold’s wife.He promised to put in more effort to make sure I can have a child again after getting to know my problem.But everything we tried became fruitless, yet he still kept his faith in me and gave me so much support since he knew what sort of Alpha Garold was.He has a soft heart for helping women who couldn’t have babies, so no matter how long it was taking his time, he still didn’t give up on me.He is married to his mate and has kids. Such a woman will be lucky to have someone like him.He was the most gentle Alpha I have ever met.I could never tell the reason I kept having miscarriages for five years. Anytime I want to have a baby, I end up losing it no matter how hard I try to keep it.No matter how careful and slow I was, I st
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate SICK OF THE HEART.
The little boy was named Gerard, and Carmine grew up alongside him before I was born.He was just an innocent Alpha, stripped of his pack, his title just because of my father.Carmine then told me that Gerard was an heir to his pack before my father took him away.He had loving parents, but they intended to save their pack. My father forced Gerard to be his son, holding him as a hostage to remind Gerard’s people that if they ever dare to rebel against him, if Gerard dares to rebel against him, he will kill him and the wolf stone will be gone.That’s why when Gerard found out he was my mate, he tried to avoid me because of my father.He knew about us a long time ago. That’s why he was trying everything possible to have us separated except for the fact he was my mate.They treated Gerard like some slave and I was busy laughing, not knowing what the hell was truly going on.He went through so much because of my family. Why would he want to mate with someone like me?Though he bit me and
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate I WISH I HELD YOU TIGHT.
He came to me furiously and clenched my elbow. “Don’t slap me again.’“And don’t follow me again. Whatever stupid sex we had five years ago was nothing but a mistake. And Nolana is not your daughter. Stay away from me and my family or else you will have yourself to blame.’I forced my elbow off him and walked out on him, but he stood in front of me, blocking my path.I didn’t want to see his face right now.“Let me go, Valarr.’ I shouted at him.“You’ve lost a lot of weight, Oceana.’“It’s not any of your business.’ I sneered. What the hell is wrong with him? I just want to leave here and go home.“What is it, Oceana?’“Get out of my way.’“How long are you going to keep being a puppet for these people?!’“These people you speak so badly off, are my family. You have no audacity to speak against them.’“Oceana.’“Don’t let me spit on your face before you get the fuck out of here.”He quietly stepped out of my path and muttered. “Suit yourself, Oceana.’I got home safely and saw my dau
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate ABUSE.
He strolled to the dining table to join Nolana for ice cream, and soon Chloe and Damien joined them.I stayed in the living room feeling tired from my thoughts. I didn’t want to be with Garold at the dining table.It was exhausting looking at his face.After what he did at the hospital, I could still feel the ache in my heart and his harsh words.When I got up, I realised it had gotten really late and made up for the stairs to go to sleep properly on my bed.And Garold didn’t care to wake me up, anyway.His attitude has always been arrogant and self-centred.I sighed and opened the door to our room in my nightgown and gently shut it behind me.I didn’t want to wake Garold up, unless he would get furious at me for disturbing his peace.I tiptoed to the bed and sat down on it, touching my belly for a few minutes.I was having another child again, but will this baby survive or just die like the rest of them?I’m deeply worried about this child. I don’t want to have another baby again if
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate HIDDEN TRUTH.
“If you dare try to run away, your punishment will be ten times worse.’I had to get up.“Now, come closer to me. If I move a step, you are doomed.’I hastily got up and blocked Damien, who quickly hugged me from behind.I shook my head, pleading with my eyes. “Don’t do this. He’s just a child, and he has done nothing wrong. Please, if you are angry, pour the anger on me. Don’t touch Damien.”“He’s not your child. He’s not Nolana, Oceana, but mine. And why the hell are you interfering? What isn’t your business, huh?’“Please, Garold, please.’ I pleaded with him.“I will train my child the way I want, not you telling me how to raise my child.’I stood up with my shivering legs and wiped off my tears. “I am not telling you how to raise your child. I just don’t want Damien to get injuries on his body. He’s going to school tomorrow and this could affect him and you if any of the teachers notice these marks on him. Try to understand, please.’He looked at me for a while and ordered. “Damie
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate THE LOST WOLF.
I took the envelope and opened it, and what I saw moved me to tears.I couldn’t stop looking at my young alpha.His hair was white, he had bright blue eyes, his lips were so cute, and his bright smile with his cute teeth was stunning.He seemed happy to be sitting down in the middle of this strange couple in the pictures.He wore a white T-shirt, sharp blue shorts designed with a bit of rainbow colours.I smiled and opened the camera, to see and watch the video of how he really looked in real life and there he was, standing with a bright smile and began laughing.Damn, his laugh was the cutest I have ever seen.Gerard and this young Alpha, my son, were the same carbon copy.His eyes and laughter were the same and his eyes were so adorable as he stood in the video.“How do you feel about leaving the orphanage, Nolan?’I could hear a lady’s voice in the background asking this question and she seemed lovely, too.I could sense that even though I don’t know her or neither have I seen her
Last Updated : 2024-04-24My Brother Is My Mate HE WAS NOT DEAD.
“I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th
Last Updated : 2024-04-24
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My Brother Is My Mate NOTHING HAS BEEN THE SAME ANYMORE.
That’s why to avenge the death of others. He had to die and I would seize the clan for myself. That is my wish and my command, Amoux.’Amoux smiled and bent the knee before me.“Yes, Alpha Ivy Thorne. Your wish is my command, brother.”Carmine’s Pov.“Dad, look what Mom bought for me.’ Chloe rushed over to me with her toy.I smiled and hugged her as I patted her back, dropping the presents I bought for her.As a kid back then, I dreamed of not having a child, and neither did I think of having one someday. I’ve always wanted to be alone with the person I love and die in old age.My wishes might sound lonely to most people, but it doesn’t to me because that’s what I want.And besides, I’m into men and not women, so it doesn’t matter, anyway. I tried to be the perfect Alpha who everyone will look up to, and it worked out perfectly because of Gerard.He was my rock who gave me a leaning shoulder whenever I wanted to cry. My father was a ruthless man who wanted his children to live up to hi
My Brother Is My Mate LOCKED MEMORIES.
She gasped with her hand on her mouth and muttered.“Gerard.’What? Who? Where?Who is she calling Gerard? What is she talking about? Why is everyone so weird here in California?“And who might you be?’“Aunt Jessie, do you know him? He’s the one who tied my shoelaces.’The so-called Aunt Jessie came to me and held my shoulders.Why do these wolves here in California have a habit of touching a stranger’s shoulders?I pulled her hands off my shoulders. I don’t like it.What the fuck is going on here?“It is you.” She exclaimed. “Gerard.’“Who is who?’ This was hilarious, but I didn’t want to laugh.“Where have you been, Gerard? Do you have any idea what you put Oceana through? She has been looking for you for the past six years. You can’t keep tormenting her like this. If she did anything to you, please forgive her Gerard. Please and this is…”“What are you talking about? Who are you and first of all, my name is not Gerard? I’m Ivy Thorne, and I don’t know who you are.’ I kindly pushed
My Brother Is My Mate DEJA VU.
“I’m talking and you are asking irrelevant questions, huh? His elder brother has been living in America for five years since then. He returned just to meet up with the clan because he’s an heir. He is not Gerard. Cut out this crap of yours. I don’t want to see you close to my best friend and his brother again. I will have you dealt with.’“Garold…”“I don’t want to repeat my words again, Oceana, behave your fucking self.’ he walked out on me and slam the door shut.I sighed and fell to the floor feeling exhausted and I haven’t had my bath properly since yesterday.I must reek of heat.Ivy’s Pov.I wiped my sweat off my face and neck as I entered the penthouse in my workout clothes.My parents were having breakfast, and the place was sort of noisy.“Hey, Ivy,’ my mom called out to me.“Hi, mom.’ I went to her and kissed her on the cheek, and greeted my father as well. I hugged my siblings and cousins.“Eww. You are sweating, bro.’“Yeah, I need to take a bath, cousin.’“You could come
My Brother Is My Mate STERN WARNING.
“But you were the one who came to the room. You should have switched it off before lying down.’I rolled my eyes at him. “Should I kick you out of my room?”“No.’“Then get your ass up and lock the fucking door.’“Alright. Alright, before you eat me up, bad wolf.’I smiled and closed my eyes.“Please don’t leave me, Gerard. I will do anything to make us stay together.’“I heard you threatened Emily, Oceana. What the hell are you doing?’“Must you always get mad at me for everything? I did what I had to. She called me a whore.’“That’s why you kept her in prison? Are you mad or something?’“I’m not mad. You are my mate, Gerard. I will not hand you over to her. You are mine.’“So have I become some property that you have to not let me go.’She grabbed my collar with tears in her eyes. “Please, I love you so much, Gerard. Be my mate and I will never let go of you. I will fight till my last breath. I’m ready to face the pack now. I don’t care if we are siblings. Siblings fuck each other,
My Brother Is My Mate UNSETTLING AURA.
“It is not, Carmine. I knew my mate when I saw him. I felt the bond when I touched him. My wolf was alive for the first time in years. Please believe me, I need to see my mate. I beg of you.’“Calm down, the way you are in a hurry will not bring back your mate. You need to calm down, go home and take a fresh bath and relax. Tomorrow you have to come meet me so we can talk about this, okay?”‘`What do you mean talk about this, Carmine?" she yelled at me. “There’s nothing to talk about. I saw him with my eyes. We need to go see him. His name is Amoux, and he is Garold’s best friend. Or we can follow him, then we will track him.”“Did he say his name is Gerard?’Oceana shook her head. “No. The Amoux guy called him Ivy. And I need to know how he is called Ivy. I need to search for Gerard. Tell him we have…”“Oceana.’ I held her shoulders and sighed.“Go home and let’s talk about this tomorrow and then we will find out who he is.’She agreed.“Carmine, is that you?’I looked upstairs, and
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME? (PART TWO)
The wind blew through our clothes as we both stared at each other, but his eyes were black and he looked so much like Gerard, something felt off.No, he was Gérard. I can never forget about his scent.“Gerard.’ I murmured, burst out in tears and hugged him. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you disappear from me like that? Please, Gerard, don’t leave me like that again. I can’t take it anymore. Please don’t leave me anymore. I don’t know how I will survive without you again.’I pulled away from him and looked at his face, but instead of seeing a warm smile from him.What I saw was a furious expression.“Who the fuck are you?’“What!’He sighed. “Like I don’t understand, why will you cling onto me like that?!’“Gerard.’“Do I know you? You just met a random wolf and hugged him? If you are a whore, I understand, but can you keep your silly thoughts to yourself? I don’t want to see you. I don't even fucking know you.’“What are you talking about, Gerard?" I asked in a shaky voic
My Brother Is My Mate DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME?
However, Kai was found dead on a pole and his elder brother, Garold, volunteered to make Oceana his wife.After the deed was done, I also discovered I was pregnant as well and the thought of telling Oceana and Carmine about what happened destroyed me.Oceana’s Pov.“Get off me, young lady. Are you on meds or something?’ His voice was quite broken and scary when he spoke.Gerard’s voice had always been deep, calm, not harsh.I took my hands off. His aura was very different.“Who are you, are you not Gerard?’He frowned and scoffed. “Who are you, Alpha, since you don’t have a name?’They looked so much alike, but why is he so different?“My name is Oceana Daciana, from the Mackenzie Clan.” I responded.‘`Oh, you must be Garold’s wife, the stubborn woman who is in love with her ex-boyfriend?’ he mocked.Garold must have told him Gerard was my boyfriend instead of him being my brother.I didn’t want to believe this.I was sick and tired of this. How could I believe he wasn’t the o
My Brother Is My Mate TRAUMATIC INCIDENT.
I smiled. “She is doing well. Though I haven’t heard from her for a couple of months.’He gave a slight frown. “But your daughter goes to her home all the time, right?’“Most times.’ I responded. “But Carmine picks her up most of the time at her home.’“Oh, I see,” he agreed. “But you guys are still best friends, right?’ he teased.“We are still close, but Oceana is sort of shutting me out again, I think. I bet she still hasn’t forgiven me because of Carmine. She thinks I took advantage of Carmine’s dick and had his daughter. But I am to blame for everything.’“Why do you keep talking about the past? It’s been five years, Jessie.’As long as the past lives in our lives, we can never forget it.”“They are best friends for sure,” he nodded. “Nolana and Chloe.’“Yes, they are, and they get along so well.”“Yeah, you are right,’ he agreed.“Whenever I think of the past, I still feel sad and broken, Adolph. A lot of things happened on a whim and I couldn’t do anything to save Oceana fr
My Brother Is My Mate HE WAS NOT DEAD.
“I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th
