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Chapter 18
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2024-10-29 19:42:56-Until when am I just a shadow waiting for you to stare at me longer-
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Raisa knocked on the door softly while greeting until Mrs. Alisa's voice told her to come in. Then she stepped inside where on the dark brown sofa that still looked brand new, Atha's figure without glasses—since two days ago it was smiling at her. Raisa is invited to sit beside Atha.
"So I'll just go straight to the point, okay, so you won't be late for class," said Mrs. Alisa, smiling a smile that could still make the eyes of men out there mesmerized because of her youthful face even though she was already thirty. Unfortunately, Mrs. Alisa doesn't have a partner, maybe because she's still single.
"I chose the two of you to participate in the debate at the National High School. Atha has agreed and I hope you also agree, Raisa. Mrs. Jasmine as a language teacher also recommends you. You should show your talent. Yes, besides you can participate in the Physics and Biology Olympia
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