FELIX.I’m so lost in what a beautiful painting Brynn looks like that I don’t notice the guy who’s standing next to her, a big smile on his face when he finally catches her attention and Brynn stops jumping, turning to him.Her back is turned to me and I can barely make out the guy’s face, but annoyance erupts beneath my skin and I take one step toward, then stop, wanting to let Brynn handle it first.No matter how much the sight currently irritates me, I stay rooted to my feet and watch.I can’t hear what they’re saying, especially over the noise of the downpour, but I can see the left corner of the guy’s mouth spread wider. What the fuck is he smiling at like that?He edges closer to Brynn, grabbing her arm and that’s when I move, telling myself I gave Brynn time to handle it.My steps are fast as I walk to her, and once I’m beside her, I twist his hold off her. I hear him grunt out in pain before I let go of his hand. "She isn’t interested." I move in front of Brynn, shielding her a
FELIX.Our lips are almost brushing to the point where I start to inhale her breath and I only need one head movement to grasp her mouth but Brynn chooses that moment to shift against the wall—thankfully—bringing me out of my trance and I lift my head, exhaling and inhaling rapidly before instantly taking more than two steps back, letting Brynn’s thumb drop from my knuckles.I can’t bear to meet her eyes in this space as I dodge my head through the corner.They lost us," I tell her. I hear Brynn move, and it’s only once she steps outside that I manage to look at her. She’s still wet, looking just as enticing as she looked in that dark corner, and I wet my lips before stepping outside with her.It’s only when I’m standing close I notice her body trembles a bit and when she rubs her hands down her arms, she gives me more than enough reason to take off my jacket and drape it over her back. She turns to me from the sudden gesture and I throw her a small smile. "Cold?""A bit." She answers.
FELIX.I stride into the cafe with my mind miles away from where my body is and I’ve barely entered fully when my name is screeched, bringing me out of my thoughts. I lift my head to see Sasha standing behind her desk with a look I can’t read, and I arch a brow as I shut the door. "Hey. Isn’t your shift ending early today?"She waves me off and beckons to me at the same time. "Come here. Have you seen this?""What’s it?" I throw the question back as I close the distance and stand before her. She raises her laptop on the counter and turns the screen to me. My eyes rove across aimlessly, not exactly sure what I’m supposed to be looking at. "What?" I repeat as my eyes drag down each row and Sasha bends over, twisting her neck around to catch a glimpse of her screen."Oh," she mutters and turns her laptop away from me. After clicking twice, she turns back and my lips part when I see the video on the screen. Even without it being played yet, I know the context.Fuck. I didn’t think one of t
FELIX.I’m fucking dead. Or I’m going to and the cause would be finally getting to know what Brynn Addams tastes like.Jesus. She’s killing me. In the literal sense. She tastes like innocence draped in the most wicked forte. She tastes so delicious. She tastes like my ruin. She tastes like everything I’ve ever fucking wanted, and everything I shouldn’t want at the same time.I’ve never been this obsessed with anyone. I’ve never craved a girl this badly that it has to come to me fighting against everything else just to make sure I have her. I’ve never yearned this much for anyone. Or anything. Yet here I am, my hand pressing into her cheek as I suck off her bottom lip.What does she taste like again? So fucking sweet. There’s the lingering taste of that milk she was having earlier mixed with the strawberry taste of her lip-gloss, and I can’t freaking get enough.I feel Brynn’s hands lift to my sides as I move my hand from her cheek and bury it in her hair, my fingers digging through he
BRYNN."Who’s that?" I’ve barely stepped into my room when Noah follows after and I grab my plushie off the bed to sit at the spot as he strides in with hands in his pockets. "No one," I tell him, refusing to look into his eyes in fear of him finding out the truth that lies underneath.Noah doesn’t speak for a while and I turn to lie on my back. I grab my phone from the side and get myself busy with the mobile, but I should know better than anyone it’s not that easy to get rid of my brother.He’s come closer to me now, grabbing the plushie off my leg before settling on the sofa opposite the bed. "A good-looking guy he is." My gaze leaves my phone screen and Noah is playing with the plushie with a small smile on his face. "Seems to know his way around here. Not his first time, right?"I know exactly what he’s doing. He’s prying. Trying to get the words out of me with questions I can’t hide from."Noah," I call his name with a warning edge to my voice, a silent request for him to drop it
BRYNN.People in this town probably see me as someone who belongs on the top list of the most privileged people around. Straight from my family background to the kind of people I keep around. And they’re right about it. I do know I’m privileged. Riches. Authority. Influence. Those things easily come to me. I was born with them and I love having them.I love being privileged. I love the fact that the existence of someone else can never easily threaten me. I love the fact that I get to get the newest collection of luxury bags and dresses easily. I love the fact that a good time with my friend would be getting on a yacht for a few days’ trip, and I love the fact that my friends are just as influential.Despite all that though, there are several instances where I wish I could get away from it all. More than once moments where I wished my life was different or I could trade places with someone else; even just for a night.Tonight is one of those times.The frown on my face hasn’t left as I
FELIX.Does everyone else have a time when an event plays in a loop in your brain? It’s currently happening to me. And Brynn, with her fingers fucking her cunt has been playing repeatedly for hours now in my head.I can’t get over it.The sounds of her moan. Her face flushed with arousal. Her lustful gaze; the way dark rings formed around the browns of her eyes. Her on the counter with her legs thrown to my sides and the beats of her chest rising and dropping.Seeing Brynn in that state is better than the hundreds of girls I’ve seen before her and the several positions I’ve had those girls in.And the taste of her juices. Oh, that damn taste has been lingering on my tongue for hours and despite it being long ago now, I still refuse to have anything solid—or liquid—afraid that this taste will disappear. I need more. I’ve gotten a taste of what those plump lips I’ve been obsessing over for a while now feel against mine, and I know what she looks like when she lets her arousal take over h
FELIX."Come on." Sasha starts to drag my arm forward, which takes quite some strength from her because I refuse to take my eyes off Brynn and Asher. Especially Asher, who easily mixes with them like he’s a secret son of the family.My hands form into fists in my pockets and I grunt under my nose as Sasha takes us to another corner of the room."It’s marvelous." She mumbles, but I’m paying no attention to her as I try to stretch my neck to catch a glimpse of the people who are now a bit far away from where I stand with Sasha.Why’s Asher here? Are they truly back together? If he’s speaking with Brynn’s parents with such an aura of bliss floating around them, I can presume she never told her parents what he did and that they broke up, and the only reason she wouldn’t do that is because she might believe they can still work things out and get back together—if they’re not already together.I pull my hands out of my pockets to avoid tearing through the fabric of my pants.No fucking way.I
BRYNN.Dad’s gaze is harsh and threatens to unravel me as he keeps his eyes on me, unblinking. I gulp down my fear and force out an awkward laugh. "Guy? What guy, Dad? There’s no—" I stop speaking when he lifts a brow; a movement that tells me he isn’t convinced of the lies I’m trying to make up. I shut my eyes and lower my gaze. "I’m sorry. It was just a—""Who’s he to you?" He interrupts me and I look up at him. "You’ve never done this before. I know you aren’t cruel, but the boy must mean something for you to go through the trouble of threatening your principal just to save him."My brows furrow at his words, and I tilt my head. "What?""The boy you saved. Who’s he?" He repeats the question and my mouth parts as I try to grasp the sense in his words. When the realization dawns on me that it isn’t the one that’s hiding in my bathroom, he speaks of—technically the same person, but he’s speaking of what happened at school, not here—I nearly smile but hold it back."Oh. That." I mumble
BRYNN.Felix Wilder is especially gorgeous when wet.The shirt he has on clicks tightly to his abs and muscles, leaving very little to the imagination. Drops of water trail down his neck; they run along his hard biceps and drip down his fingers. Long strands fall down his face, hiding the corners of his eyes from me, but even with that, I feel the intenseness of his gaze when our eyes meet.He’s staring at me with that look again—the kind that makes my throat dry and my stomach flutter.Silence echoes around us as I swallow at emptiness, the smile dropping from my face at the nervousness that scratches my insides."Felix?" His name leaves my mouth in an almost breathless voice and I see his lashes flutter beneath the strands falling over his forehead. He pushes himself up higher to the edge of the pool, and his lips slowly part. "I just—I…" he stops and my palms press down to the floor, my toes curling in the heels I have dipped inside the pool.Felix doesn’t finish his words and I do
FELIX.She’s insane.Insanely beautiful and confident in what she wants. Her boldness makes me burn with more need for her and I sigh when she rolls her hips again, fucking herself on my fingers till she’s dripping all over the digits."Jesus, Brynn," I groan when she leans to the side, her lips brushing against my right ear. It’s just a scrape, but it makes a shudder roll off me and I shut my eyes, my free hand moving on her waist as my heart pounds in my chest.Brynn takes what she wants. Her hips continue to make punishing rolls that have my cock rock hard in my pants and when I feel the tip of her tongue melt against my earlobe, I get so fucking close to wetting my boxers and she hasn’t even done anything to me.But no. Not my boxers. I want to shoot my cum inside her and fill her with it. I want to see the look on her face when I finally give her what she wants, and I want to feel her walls clench so tightly and greedily around me when I attempt to pull out."Brynn," I put my han
UPDATE. Hello loves,Sorry. This isn’t a chapter update but an update of my schedule. So as many know, I’m currently trying to wrap up my stepbrother. With the massive updates I’m giving on that—because the readers have honestly been very patient with me and I don’t want to make them wait any longer than they’ve already done—and my day’s schedule, I end up having little time to write more chapters for this one. But I’m still trying. I don’t want to abandon either book and I definitely do not want to disappoint my readers because I know you look forward to every day’s update. With that said, I’ll still be updating this book. The updates will just not match my usual time which is every day after midnight, GMT+7 but they’ll definitely be up so always check from time to time. And if I miss any day’s update, please bear with me and know that I’ll definitely try to make up for that missing update when I upload the next one. Thank you so much for being patient and an update is definitely
BRYNN.My heart is pounding loudly in my chest and when I turn to look at Felix, he’s already staring at me. I look away at the obstacle we have ahead before climbing off his lap completely."Right. I’ll be back." I mumble to no one in particular before getting out of the car. The headlights flash even brighter when I come out of the car, as if mocking me there’s no way I’m sneaking Felix inside without Dad knowing.Still, I let my legs drag forward and stop when I reach the car’s right door where I know Dad usually comes out from. I place two knocks on the car window and wait. When there’s no response after a while, I lift my hand to place another knock, but it hangs in the air when the driver’s door opens and one of Dad’s men comes out."Miss Brynn. It’s you." He says, staying on the other side. I nod and straighten my back. "Dad?""Sir isn’t here."My brows furrows. "What?""He’s back at the office. He’s got some things to sort out, so he told me to leave."My heart leaps with joy
BRYNN."After a date, a guy usually leaves. Not go back with the girl. Especially to the girl’s home." I tell Felix when I climb out of the car. He smirks and pushes his helmet to his side. "We’ve arrived here anyway, so a waste to just turn back, right?""Not really. It’s not that hard to do. Just get on your bike and drive away. Quite simple."He frowns. "Come on, baby. I want to spend the night with you. You agreed.""I didn’t. You practically followed me here.""And you didn’t stop me." He claims, and I open my mouth to speak. I shut it again when I find no words. "See?"I shake my head. "It’s dangerous, Felix.""It’s not. You just have to sneak me into your room and we’re good." Easier said than done.I throw him another look before I step before him. When I wrap my hands around his neck, his free hand instantly reaches for my waist. "It’s risky.""We’ve taken risks. What’s one more?" He whispers against my lips when I pull in. I close my eyes to the feel of his breath on my lips.
BRYNN."Will you be doing it again?" I ask Felix after he passes me my ice cream, then grabs his seat and pulls it next to me so he can sit by my side rather than across the table.We’re in front of a small ice cream shop and hidden from the sun by the umbrella. I watch as Felix settles in his chair and takes a bite out of his ice cream. "I’m not sure. I won’t lie, though; it was more fun than I thought.""Didn’t the hits hurt?" I ask, and he shakes his head. "Not much. After the first one, you get used to it."I nod and we fall in silence as we slowly lick our ice cream—with Felix doing more biting than licking."He’s still standing right behind us," Felix tells me, nodding his head in the other direction, and my gaze follows to where Leo is standing a few feet away from us. Our eyes meet when he turns his head and his jaw is slightly tightened. He bows a bit—something I already asked him to stop doing—before he straightens up again and looks away from me."I told him to stay in the
BRYNN."Oh my god, you sneaky little thing!" I push at Felix’s shoulder and he moves back enough for me to get a clearer view of Jade. "Jade. Hey." I mumble with an awkward smile as I drop to my feet, pressing against the door and wishing I could find an escape without having to go through Jade’s confrontation.She shakes her head where she stands with her arms crossed to her chest and her gaze switching between me and Felix. "I knew it! I fucking knew it!" She exclaims as she comes closer, stopping when she reaches Felix."Jade. Don’t.""So you’re the reason, uh?" She cocks her head with a smile and I roll my eyes before wrapping a hand around Felix’s arm and pulling him back, away from Jade’s piercing gaze. "What are you even doing here?" No longer than the words leave my mouth, someone else clears their throat, alerting me of another presence in the room, and I look behind Jade to the tall, brown-haired guy standing alone.I smirk when I look back at her and she shrugs. "What? Do yo
BRYNN.I let out a long sigh of relief when Felix finally walks out of the room. He’s out of the janitor’s wear and he is absolutely gorgeous in his jeans and thin shirt with his hair a mess on his head.He looks surprised when he sees me and he walks up to me, taking two steps at a time."Hey. Was it okay in—" the rest of my words are muffled against his shirt when he pulls me in, his hand moving to my head to keep me to him while the other rests on my back. I try to breathe through the space of his arm as I move my head against his chest and wrap my arms around his middle."I didn’t think you’d be here." He mumbles as he strokes my back and I smile. "Where else would I be?" He says nothing in response, just holds me tighter against him as if I’d disappear the second he lets go and I let him, needing it just as much as he does.After what feels like long hugging in the quiet hallway, Felix finally loosens his grip on me, but he doesn’t entirely let go as he pulls back. His hands drop