FELIX.Does everyone else have a time when an event plays in a loop in your brain? It’s currently happening to me. And Brynn, with her fingers fucking her cunt has been playing repeatedly for hours now in my head.I can’t get over it.The sounds of her moan. Her face flushed with arousal. Her lustful gaze; the way dark rings formed around the browns of her eyes. Her on the counter with her legs thrown to my sides and the beats of her chest rising and dropping.Seeing Brynn in that state is better than the hundreds of girls I’ve seen before her and the several positions I’ve had those girls in.And the taste of her juices. Oh, that damn taste has been lingering on my tongue for hours and despite it being long ago now, I still refuse to have anything solid—or liquid—afraid that this taste will disappear. I need more. I’ve gotten a taste of what those plump lips I’ve been obsessing over for a while now feel against mine, and I know what she looks like when she lets her arousal take over h
FELIX."Come on." Sasha starts to drag my arm forward, which takes quite some strength from her because I refuse to take my eyes off Brynn and Asher. Especially Asher, who easily mixes with them like he’s a secret son of the family.My hands form into fists in my pockets and I grunt under my nose as Sasha takes us to another corner of the room."It’s marvelous." She mumbles, but I’m paying no attention to her as I try to stretch my neck to catch a glimpse of the people who are now a bit far away from where I stand with Sasha.Why’s Asher here? Are they truly back together? If he’s speaking with Brynn’s parents with such an aura of bliss floating around them, I can presume she never told her parents what he did and that they broke up, and the only reason she wouldn’t do that is because she might believe they can still work things out and get back together—if they’re not already together.I pull my hands out of my pockets to avoid tearing through the fabric of my pants.No fucking way.I
FELIX.She takes us to one of the empty restrooms and stops before the sink."I didn’t realize you’re a player yourself," I say as I click on the lock to the door before pressing back to it. Brynn’s brows furrow, and I continue. "Bringing Asher here right after what we did at your place—""We did nothing." She stops me before I can finish and I smirk. "Really? Was it nothing now? I can still remember your face, you know. The yearning in those eyes. Do you remember whose name you were calling? Mine. I had you on that counter with your fingers deep in your cunt and you want to tell me it’s—"She raises her voice over mine. "I was on that counter because I wanted to; not because you ordered it.""Is that so?""It is so." She states sharply. "I put on a show for you because I wanted to, not because you wanted to see it, and while it’s not particularly my best moment, I was just horny. That’s all. You were too, and that’s it.""I touched you.""Finger fucked. I’m sure you’ve done more than
FELIX.I’m an idiot.Brynn had made me angry with her rejections, and her sudden acceptance of Asher’s advances, and in return, I angered her the only way I knew how to. I wanted her to feel how I felt but as I lie down here now, back to the ground and arms spread wide on the floor of the restroom we both came in, Asher and Brynn long gone; I realize maybe I shouldn’t have angered her.Because there’s a difference between Brynn being angered and me being furious. Even in my fury, I still want her—I might want her even more when all the other senses are heightened from rage, but in her anger, Brynn has always pushed me away. I wanted her to take back those words and I might have pushed her last button.It’s a funny thing. Brynn was right; I’ve had multiple sexual encounters, most go far beyond what I did with her and they’ve never meant anything to me. I always made sure the other party got that too, yet a girl telling me our make-out session meant nothing to her triggered my rage and I
FELIX. 'Who’s he, and where did he come from?''Perhaps he snuck in? I thought the security was good. How did someone like him get in?''He mustn’t have realized this isn’t a place for him. How dare he try to go against Jude?'Murmurs of how I’m an outcast who doesn’t belong here fill the air, and I lower my head to the ground as I try to breathe through my nose when my neck tightens."He didn’t do anything. We just got into an argument. You can let him go." I feel the men restrain their hold and I lift my eyes to Jade’s. Although she told them to let me go, her eyes aren’t soft. They’re fierce, warning of a bigger consequence if I try what I did a second time. We engage in a silent, staring challenge before she’s pulled away by her friends and the surrounding crowd quickly disperses."Felix!” One of them remains and runs to me. Sasha grabs onto my arm as she pulls me up. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t know what to do, and I just panicked—"Brynn wasn’t here. She’d have come forward if she w
BRYNN.I walk out of my room and take the center stairs back to the ground floor. My eyes quickly scan the area around the living room and when I don’t see them, I go through the back door to the only place I know I’d find them.As I step onto the grass and get closer to the grill space, I hear the sound of Mom’s familiar laugh whenever she’s with Dad before I even see their faces and I quicken my steps, gripping onto the sides of my skirt.Sure enough, they are there, changed out of their party clothes and Dad is behind the cemented counter, placing the tray of grilled food down before removing his gloves while Mom is seated on the chair in the middle of the room."Hey," I announce my presence as I step into the space and both heads turn to me. "I hope I’m not interrupting?" I look at Dad, who shakes his head and gestures to the food he has set before him. "Care to join us?""No. I’m just out for a while." I offer politely and he nods before turning to grab some drinks off the small
FELIX.Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.Fucking no.I just messed up.I was just looking through her profile. I swear to God; I was just checking and I don’t know how my finger slipped across the screen, and clicked on her follow button. Fuck. I’m not supposed to follow her. I have my picture on my icon and she’d be able to tell it’s me.Or not.Her followers increase a significant amount every day and since she’s rarely active on social media, she might not even check the app’s notifications. And if she does, I’d be amongst tens that follow her in a second. She won’t notice. She can’t. She shouldn’t. She mustn’t.I click my tongue as my finger just freezes on my screen, and I wonder if I should click on the button again to unfollow. I mean, since I already followed… what the fuck?I sit up, the hand towel dropping from my stomach and my brows furrow as I refresh her page again, but it brings the same stuff.Her posts are blank.Did she just… she just fucking blocked me? She saw me follow her, and sh
FELIX.I’m a shitty person. I know I’ve always been a shitty person, but at least I wasn’t like that to the few people I care about—one of them being my best friend. But after getting myself involved with his ex-girlfriend, I’m just realizing what a shittier person I’ve turned into.I haven’t thought about Asher a single bit since the other night. Since he left me covered in bruises—which I’m guessing I deserved—I haven’t seen him or reached out to try to settle things between us. Or even offer an explanation as to why I’m suddenly going after the girl he still loves.And if I didn’t just think about where I was going to crash again tonight, he probably wouldn’t have crossed my mind even.But I guess that’s for the best. I don’t think he’d want to see my face after I blatantly boasted about how I had my hands in Brynn’s pants and it wouldn’t have ended well if I had seen his because I might regret saying those words, but I don’t regret doing that and I’m still not backing off.I hurl
BRYNN.Dad’s gaze is harsh and threatens to unravel me as he keeps his eyes on me, unblinking. I gulp down my fear and force out an awkward laugh. "Guy? What guy, Dad? There’s no—" I stop speaking when he lifts a brow; a movement that tells me he isn’t convinced of the lies I’m trying to make up. I shut my eyes and lower my gaze. "I’m sorry. It was just a—""Who’s he to you?" He interrupts me and I look up at him. "You’ve never done this before. I know you aren’t cruel, but the boy must mean something for you to go through the trouble of threatening your principal just to save him."My brows furrow at his words, and I tilt my head. "What?""The boy you saved. Who’s he?" He repeats the question and my mouth parts as I try to grasp the sense in his words. When the realization dawns on me that it isn’t the one that’s hiding in my bathroom, he speaks of—technically the same person, but he’s speaking of what happened at school, not here—I nearly smile but hold it back."Oh. That." I mumble
BRYNN.Felix Wilder is especially gorgeous when wet.The shirt he has on clicks tightly to his abs and muscles, leaving very little to the imagination. Drops of water trail down his neck; they run along his hard biceps and drip down his fingers. Long strands fall down his face, hiding the corners of his eyes from me, but even with that, I feel the intenseness of his gaze when our eyes meet.He’s staring at me with that look again—the kind that makes my throat dry and my stomach flutter.Silence echoes around us as I swallow at emptiness, the smile dropping from my face at the nervousness that scratches my insides."Felix?" His name leaves my mouth in an almost breathless voice and I see his lashes flutter beneath the strands falling over his forehead. He pushes himself up higher to the edge of the pool, and his lips slowly part. "I just—I…" he stops and my palms press down to the floor, my toes curling in the heels I have dipped inside the pool.Felix doesn’t finish his words and I do
FELIX.She’s insane.Insanely beautiful and confident in what she wants. Her boldness makes me burn with more need for her and I sigh when she rolls her hips again, fucking herself on my fingers till she’s dripping all over the digits."Jesus, Brynn," I groan when she leans to the side, her lips brushing against my right ear. It’s just a scrape, but it makes a shudder roll off me and I shut my eyes, my free hand moving on her waist as my heart pounds in my chest.Brynn takes what she wants. Her hips continue to make punishing rolls that have my cock rock hard in my pants and when I feel the tip of her tongue melt against my earlobe, I get so fucking close to wetting my boxers and she hasn’t even done anything to me.But no. Not my boxers. I want to shoot my cum inside her and fill her with it. I want to see the look on her face when I finally give her what she wants, and I want to feel her walls clench so tightly and greedily around me when I attempt to pull out."Brynn," I put my han
UPDATE. Hello loves,Sorry. This isn’t a chapter update but an update of my schedule. So as many know, I’m currently trying to wrap up my stepbrother. With the massive updates I’m giving on that—because the readers have honestly been very patient with me and I don’t want to make them wait any longer than they’ve already done—and my day’s schedule, I end up having little time to write more chapters for this one. But I’m still trying. I don’t want to abandon either book and I definitely do not want to disappoint my readers because I know you look forward to every day’s update. With that said, I’ll still be updating this book. The updates will just not match my usual time which is every day after midnight, GMT+7 but they’ll definitely be up so always check from time to time. And if I miss any day’s update, please bear with me and know that I’ll definitely try to make up for that missing update when I upload the next one. Thank you so much for being patient and an update is definitely
BRYNN.My heart is pounding loudly in my chest and when I turn to look at Felix, he’s already staring at me. I look away at the obstacle we have ahead before climbing off his lap completely."Right. I’ll be back." I mumble to no one in particular before getting out of the car. The headlights flash even brighter when I come out of the car, as if mocking me there’s no way I’m sneaking Felix inside without Dad knowing.Still, I let my legs drag forward and stop when I reach the car’s right door where I know Dad usually comes out from. I place two knocks on the car window and wait. When there’s no response after a while, I lift my hand to place another knock, but it hangs in the air when the driver’s door opens and one of Dad’s men comes out."Miss Brynn. It’s you." He says, staying on the other side. I nod and straighten my back. "Dad?""Sir isn’t here."My brows furrows. "What?""He’s back at the office. He’s got some things to sort out, so he told me to leave."My heart leaps with joy
BRYNN."After a date, a guy usually leaves. Not go back with the girl. Especially to the girl’s home." I tell Felix when I climb out of the car. He smirks and pushes his helmet to his side. "We’ve arrived here anyway, so a waste to just turn back, right?""Not really. It’s not that hard to do. Just get on your bike and drive away. Quite simple."He frowns. "Come on, baby. I want to spend the night with you. You agreed.""I didn’t. You practically followed me here.""And you didn’t stop me." He claims, and I open my mouth to speak. I shut it again when I find no words. "See?"I shake my head. "It’s dangerous, Felix.""It’s not. You just have to sneak me into your room and we’re good." Easier said than done.I throw him another look before I step before him. When I wrap my hands around his neck, his free hand instantly reaches for my waist. "It’s risky.""We’ve taken risks. What’s one more?" He whispers against my lips when I pull in. I close my eyes to the feel of his breath on my lips.
BRYNN."Will you be doing it again?" I ask Felix after he passes me my ice cream, then grabs his seat and pulls it next to me so he can sit by my side rather than across the table.We’re in front of a small ice cream shop and hidden from the sun by the umbrella. I watch as Felix settles in his chair and takes a bite out of his ice cream. "I’m not sure. I won’t lie, though; it was more fun than I thought.""Didn’t the hits hurt?" I ask, and he shakes his head. "Not much. After the first one, you get used to it."I nod and we fall in silence as we slowly lick our ice cream—with Felix doing more biting than licking."He’s still standing right behind us," Felix tells me, nodding his head in the other direction, and my gaze follows to where Leo is standing a few feet away from us. Our eyes meet when he turns his head and his jaw is slightly tightened. He bows a bit—something I already asked him to stop doing—before he straightens up again and looks away from me."I told him to stay in the
BRYNN."Oh my god, you sneaky little thing!" I push at Felix’s shoulder and he moves back enough for me to get a clearer view of Jade. "Jade. Hey." I mumble with an awkward smile as I drop to my feet, pressing against the door and wishing I could find an escape without having to go through Jade’s confrontation.She shakes her head where she stands with her arms crossed to her chest and her gaze switching between me and Felix. "I knew it! I fucking knew it!" She exclaims as she comes closer, stopping when she reaches Felix."Jade. Don’t.""So you’re the reason, uh?" She cocks her head with a smile and I roll my eyes before wrapping a hand around Felix’s arm and pulling him back, away from Jade’s piercing gaze. "What are you even doing here?" No longer than the words leave my mouth, someone else clears their throat, alerting me of another presence in the room, and I look behind Jade to the tall, brown-haired guy standing alone.I smirk when I look back at her and she shrugs. "What? Do yo
BRYNN.I let out a long sigh of relief when Felix finally walks out of the room. He’s out of the janitor’s wear and he is absolutely gorgeous in his jeans and thin shirt with his hair a mess on his head.He looks surprised when he sees me and he walks up to me, taking two steps at a time."Hey. Was it okay in—" the rest of my words are muffled against his shirt when he pulls me in, his hand moving to my head to keep me to him while the other rests on my back. I try to breathe through the space of his arm as I move my head against his chest and wrap my arms around his middle."I didn’t think you’d be here." He mumbles as he strokes my back and I smile. "Where else would I be?" He says nothing in response, just holds me tighter against him as if I’d disappear the second he lets go and I let him, needing it just as much as he does.After what feels like long hugging in the quiet hallway, Felix finally loosens his grip on me, but he doesn’t entirely let go as he pulls back. His hands drop