Otiz tried to chew the food he had just ordered, hoping to taste something savory—or at least salty—but there was nothing. The sausage he bit into tasted no different from water. Bland but textured.
“Ck!”
Giving up, Otiz pushed the plate aside and grabbed a banana—easier to bite and chew.
Otiz forced himself to eat because he needed it. His stomach was starting to hurt after nearly two days of just taking medicine without eating. His fever and cold had passed, but not his sense of taste. Everything still tasted bland. The banana was no different, with no sweetness at all. He just swallowed it without enthusiasm.
Otiz lay back down on his bed, closing his eyes without changing his clothes. Because he had just returned from the doctor, he was still fully dressed.
In addition to his taste not returning, his body was still weak, and Otiz blamed the group from Italy. It seemed like he had caught a foreign flu virus from the
This is worse than an eclipse—darker. Otiz couldn't force himself to make what he heard real. It was too sudden, too impossible.Otiz stood up but then sank back down, his head spinning. Maybe it was from illness, but more likely from shock."Are you sure you don't need to lie down? I can help." Ed was already standing, extending his hand.Otiz grabbed that hand, but not to accept the offer. He gripped it tightly.“Don Rosas… Did I make a mistake? Are you angry?” With wild eyes, Otiz inquired. He tried hard to think of any mistake he could have made before he got sick."Are you angry because I didn’t show up for days?" Otiz knew his illness had only lasted three days, but it was possible Ed was upset or felt inconvenienced.“Otiz, you were sick. Would it be right for me to be angry? Do I look angry?” Ed snorted, then sat beside Otiz, freeing his hand.“Oh!” Otiz immediately jolted
“You... and Otiz! All this time, have you two been...?” Lori trailed off, pointing at Otiz and Ed, who were still practically embracing each other on the floor.“Your mind is filthy! Can’t you see? Otiz is unconscious!” Ed snapped, then forcefully turned Otiz’s body to free himself.He hadn’t wanted to treat Otiz’s sick body harshly, but he didn’t want Lori’s wild thoughts spiraling out of control either.“Otiz? Otiz?!” Lori ran over to Otiz and shook him, eventually seeing his helpless condition.“What’s wrong with him? Is it serious? What did the doctor say?” Lori demanded an explanation.“You think I know?!”Lori was asking the wrong person. Of course, Ed didn’t know anything.“You never know anything! What if Otiz is seriously ill? Like Javier!” In panic, Lori slapped Otiz's body.“Don’t talk n
"Are you sure? Don't be rash in diagnosing!"Otiz opened his eyes, but the words he heard made him doubt if he had really opened them. That voice shouldn't be in his room.Otiz knew he was in his room. He was able to recognize things around him, so Lori couldn't be there.But when he turned, Otiz realized that what he had heard wasn’t part of a dream. Lori was really there, arguing with Dr. Bernal. Her presence wasn't unusual, since Ed was also in the room. It was clear who had contacted her."It's just a common flu. He fainted because he's weak!" While holding his bag, Bernal asserted himself.Lori still looked like she wanted to argue, but Bernal had already approached Ed, handed him some medicine and vitamins, and bid farewell."You need to take him to the hospital!" Lori finally protested to Ed."The doctor said it was unnecessary! Didn't you hear?" Ed retorted."But Otiz still hasn’t woken up! What if he's seri
"I... it's not just that. I want to apologize." Lori wouldn't be able to sleep peacefully without saying it."For what? My feelings? No need." Otiz shook his head. "My feelings are my own. You did nothing wrong, and...""That's not all!" Lori interrupted, noticing the change in Otiz's expression. An apology for his feelings should not be made, as it would only hurt him more."I want to apologize for being mad at you without reason... well, I mean... I shouldn’t have been upset when you told me the truth. I was just too blind to see it." Lori focused only on her own feelings."You're apologizing for?" Otiz didn’t understand."About... Javier. What you mentioned about Javier was something I was unaware of, and your accuracy was spot on. I shouldn’t have been angry when you were right."Otiz was stunned. He was amazed that Lori admitted it so easily. When they met before, Lori had shut her ears—trying her best to deny it
"Because I truly want you to be happy. That’s enough for me, Lori."Otiz had reached a point of complete acceptance. He no longer hoped for anything except Lori’s happiness, even as he bore the pain himself."I’ve seen you dim for so long, and now you're back. The sun I once knew is shining again. I smile because you’re happy," Otiz said, speaking honestly again."But you're not. You..." "But you're happy. That’s what matters to me." Otiz said it without hesitation.Lori seemed to sigh. She closed her eyes for a moment before speaking."Why do you always call me the sun?" Lori inquired, slightly distracted."You're always cheerful—laughing warmly and moving freely here and there. Touching you is difficult. Like the sun in the sky. It is both blazing and amazing, yet it remains beyond my reach."Otiz explained fluently that there was no need to hold back anymore. He was honest, because
"Just Ibanez? Where is Otiz?" AJ looked upset.Ed had just told him that from now on, Ibanez alone would be picking him up. Otiz was going to be replaced by Ibanez."Is Otiz really ill? Isn't he getting better? Like Abuela?"Tears welled up in AJ’s eyes. As far as AJ knew, Jade had passed away from illness, and now he thought Otiz wouldn’t come back for the same reason."No." While crouching in front of AJ, Ed gently patted his head. Ed had forgotten how close AJ was to Otiz when he casually mentioned it earlier. Now he realized he had to explain it better."Otiz is no longer working for me. So only Ibanez will be picking you up from now on," Ed said."You fired him?!" AJ was ready to get mad."Where did you learn that word?" Ed groaned, unsure of when or how AJ had picked it up."Why did you fire him?! You can't!" AJ grabbed Ed’s hand, crying even more."I didn’t just fire him, AJ. Otiz has his o
"What do you mean?" As the furrow of confusion on his forehead deepened, Otiz's eyes squinted, nearly closing."You must be well aware that working with me comes with the high risk of a short life, right? How many times have you gotten hurt for me? As far as I can recall, it’s happened twice. I'm not even counting the minor incidents. I don’t want you to be in danger all the time."Ed could only remember two major ones. When Pedro and Marco nearly killed him in the forest and the time in New York. Two situations that, if anything had gone wrong, could've easily cost him his life."But... that's my job. I’m here to protect you. I don’t feel forced or afraid. So…"Ed smiled and raised his hand. "I'm not accusing you of being afraid or anything like that. I just want to save you. And as for your 'duty,' I already told you yesterday; that doesn't apply anymore. You don’t have to die for me. And don’t say you’re
"Otiz?!"Lori shrieked in surprise, seeing Otiz standing in the front room. She glanced around in panic. She hadn't invited Otiz, and it would be a disaster if anyone found out. She had stepped out after the servant mentioned a guest, but she didn’t expect Otiz to be the one who showed up.“What are you doing here? Why didn’t you call me first?” Lori grabbed Otiz’s hand, trying to pull him outside. But Otiz held her hand firmly.“What’s going on?” Lori was confused.“Did I leave something at your place? Why did you bring it here? Just take it to my apartment!” Lori continued.Lori was at her parents' house at the moment, but she wasn’t always there. Though she lived separately, she stayed at her parents' house whenever she was too lazy to handle any household chores, including cooking, eating, and the like.The house had servants, so Lori didn’t have to lift a finger whe