What Wrong With Me

Arley was silent for a moment. There was a long sigh that could be heard, "my mother had an accident. And I have to take care of some things for my Mother," Arley explained. I shrieked in surprise to hear this bad news "oh my goddess. Sorry. How is your Mother now? I'll be there tomorrow, okay," I said worriedly.

"no need. I mean let me meet you tomorrow. My Mother is getting better, her leg is sprained and there are a few blisters and bruises near her leg. Hey, I miss you "said Arley, who sounded very sweet. And I never tired of feeling floating every time Arley said that. "Oh, I very miss you too, Hmm there is good news from you. But I'm sorry to convey this when your Mother is in trouble, "I said

"no problem. Just tell me, what is it?" asked Arley. I took a deep breath "I am an adult. I mean, my wolf and I have united, " I said enthusiastically. Hey, that's good news. I am also happy for you. My lover has got what she has been waiting for. Well, I'll come tomorrow and bring your favorite flower, "said Arley. Congratulations to Arley, who is most precious to me.

*****

I sat on the house terrace. While waiting for Arley's arrival, I surfed on social media. It's sad when I read the calm news of bullying. "Bullying? I think I've seen someone being bullied around here," I tried to remember. I was lost in my memory until I did not realize that Jeff was sitting beside me "what are you daydreaming about?" asked Jeff, taking my breath away

"Oh, Ghost. You shocked me. Since when did you sit beside me? "I said back, asking. Jeff shrugged his shoulders "as long as possible. You're too busy with your cell phone. It is not good." Jeff speaks by all the rules. I was sick of hearing this and that, which was always not good, according to Jeff.

"Hey, you come here too often. You're just my Mom's friend." I glared at Jeff. My father was even more handsome, with an authoritative face than Jeff. To me, Jeff is just like a 30-year-old guy with flirtatious eyes and a passion for stripping all the girls.

"Didn't your mother tell you? Maybe she and I have a special relationship. Besides, I'm one of the werewolf council members in town. Your uncle the Alpha so I'm your uncle's best friend," said Jeff arrogantly.

"Oh, you're just a member. After all, the council is only an adviser. The one who makes the most important decisions in the Pack is still the Alpha. There is nothing you need to be proud of with your member status. You're neither Beta nor Gamma," I quipped Jeff.

His face flushed, like holding embers inside her face. "What? you feel offended, huh? "I said again because Jeff was just silent. He got up and then smiled thinly at me "whatever you judge me. I hope you don't get too close to the guy who helped you when you passed out." Jeff chuckled irritably and left.

"a man?" I was amazed. But all that I didn't care about when the call from Arley came in. I can't wait to meet Arley. After all, whoever helped me when I passed out somehow I don't remember. Never mind, it may not matter.

****

It's only been a few days that I haven't met my lover, and I must have missed this unstoppable. I was excited uncertainly when Arley's yellow car parked near a large tree in front of my house. "Why didn't you say Arley came to visit?" protested my Mom, who came out because she heard a car. "Come on, I miss him," I said and ran over to Arley.

"Oh baby, I miss you" I immediately jumped and fell in Arley's arms. As usual, Arley never failed me. His hug is always close to me. But there is a sense of awkwardness that attacks me, especially when I feel my Lisa Wolf sad when I hug Arley.

"You are okay?" asked Arley casually. I let go of my hug and pulled Arley's hand into the house. Mom was waiting for us at the house terrace "Oh hey Arley. Long time no see. How are you?" my Mom asked for small talk.

Arley is still awkward when talking to my Mom. That's because Arley is more connected with my dad than my mom. "Hey, Mrs. Emma. I'm very good. I can only bring this" Arley handed my Mom a bouquet. "Thanks," replied my Mom, also felt awkward "Okay, I'll show you my room. The atmosphere up there is exquisite." I pulled Arley's hand to get away from this awkward atmosphere quickly

"Welcome to my jungle," I said to Arley, opening the bedroom door. Arley was silent for a moment to feel the new atmosphere from my room. "Hey, looks different. Did you change your decor? It's not like your taste, "said Arley.

I shrugged my shoulders "hmm not really. You know, my aunt made her decorate my room. So I let it. But the results weren't bad. I'm comfortable and the view from up here is also beautiful." I stood in front of the window. Arley came up to me and hugged me from behind "it sounds like you've accepted and are happy to move here." Arley whispered sarcastically

I laughed with amusement when Arley kissed the back of my ear, and my wolf screamed. I don't understand this mixed feeling. I was stunned for a moment because it felt like my body temperature had increased a bit. I felt hot. "Hey, what's wrong?" asked Arley, aware of my anxiety.

I turned my body to face Arley, staring intensely into the look in his eyes. I believe my love is still the same, even the unbearable longing I feel. So what is this anxiety? "Nothing, I just really miss you," I said, smiling. Arley rubbed my head "okay because I gave your Mother a bouquet. I brought this for you" Arley handed me a silver-white box.

"What is this?" I asked, accepting the box. And immediately opened it. My eyes sparkle when I see the wolf-shaped necklace and pendant. And in the middle of the wolf's head was a pearl that shone. "Holy shit. This is so beautiful. Is this really for me? "I said enthusiastically.      

Arley took the necklace, put the chain around my neck. I ran towards the makeup mirror. I saw my reflection in the mirror. "Exquisite," I said. Arley excitedly turned my body to face him and immediately kissed my lips. A sweet taste was immediately felt when Arley's soft lips touched mine.

Of course, I closed my eyes to enjoy that great affection from Arley, but my body was getting hotter, and Lisa screamed, 'stop it. This is enough,' said Lisa. Suddenly I pushed Arley's body hard enough that Arley hit my dressing table. "Sorry," I said guiltily. Arley frowned, confused "wow, your strength is different, what's wrong with you?" said Arley, getting annoyed.

"I, I don't know. I think this is the effect of my maturity. My body feels uncomfortable, "I said. Arley touched me again, he stroked my shoulder "is that difficult? Did the wolf in your body hurt you? I do not accept it if the wolf injures you, "said Arley attentively. I shook my head, worried "no. it didn't hurt me. I just feel a little different. Forgive me. "I feel guilty.

All that remained between Arley and me was just awkwardness. What wrong with me?